I Wonder If Theyre Going To Use Any Hospital Video Footage To Figure Things Out.

I wonder if they’re going to use any hospital video footage to figure things out.

I work in the hospital and have had the sad experience of reviewing footage with the police in the past when a patient’s mom threatened my life.

That could be part of the solid evidence they need to convict Monica. I know they don’t have cameras everywhere, but they often do in hallways…

Let me gush over that last scene for a bit because there was something magical in the way it was filmed and acted… The cinematography… with Kojo sitting behind the door waiting for Lucy, pretty much the same way he did after he destroyed her apartment and she came home - which, incidentally, was also the first time Tim set foot in her place… With the nod to the history these two share in this hallway : Tim's moment of clarity after their practice kiss, the time where they almost crossed that line after Vegas, that breakup scene (that technically wasn't a breakup but felt like one)… Only now, they are further apart than they have ever been, not even standing in the same hallway, not even facing one another. Separated by walls - literally and metaphorically… And yet, the song in the background gives a more hopeful tone to this… "All this trouble's only gonna last for a while".

And the emotions… The way Lucy lit up when she saw Kojo was so heartwarming… Before it slowly became heartbreaking when her tears feel down… It was painful in an almost cathartic way. If I'm not mistaken, we haven't seen her really cry since that fateful night. And Tim's face… It was like he finally let himself feel all those emotions he has tried to contain and pretend weren't there ever since. There have been some glimpses here and there but I could truly see beyond his wall here. There was pain, there was regret… and I'd like to think that he was starting to comprehend what he has done. Which would be a fitting parallel to his epiphany after that kiss if this is indeed what happened. And then, there's the gift… It was perfect because it came from him. Up until his conversion with Aaron, he wasn't planning on doing anything to mark Lucy's birthday, aware of how this could make things worse and hurt her… But deep down, he knew he couldn't not do anything either. He couldn't let her think he didn't even care, not after all the hurt he has already caused her. So in the end, sending Kojo was perfect. To me, what made this so special was how symbolic this was. This felt like a subtle reminder of their past, of their bond… of what made them them, while respecting her boundaries. This gift wasn't about him or trying to win her back or anything of the sort. This was all about Lucy and letting her know that she is loved.

One thing I'm noticing in some of the fandom reactions to this breakup and the aftermath is that the characters have been put on a pedestal and are being judged against some pretty unrealistic standards. They get raked over the coals for every single mistake. I've seen it with both characters but recently I've seen it the most with Tim.

Don't get me wrong, in no way am I condoning his current behavior. He's made multiple mistakes and he's broken Lucy's trust and her heart. He absolutely needs to be held accountable for all of these things and he owes her an apology and that adult conversation and a whole lot more if they're gonna be able to be together again.

But what he's doing right now, his imperfect actions as he navigates this period of his life... it's very human. This is a man who is at rock bottom, and when you're drowning in the weight of your own trauma like he is, you often don't have the strength to see beyond that and understand how your actions are impacting the people around you. He's not being cruel (which, by the way, implies intentionality to one's actions) by breaking up with her or denying her that conversation. He's drowning.

He truly can't see that she's *not* better off without him. He can't see how much he's hurt her, and that he continues to hurt her with his actions. I don't even think he could answer her questions right now about why he did what he did, because he doesn't fully understand it himself. He can't see anything beyond his own lack of self-worth. Right now, expecting him to be able to fully comprehend what he's done and why is completely unrealistic.

Now, does this excuse his behavior? Absolutely not. But it does explain it.

And the thing that's bothering me the most is the posts saying Tim doesn't deserve Lucy's forgiveness. This is a man who has completely fallen apart but is finally taking the first steps toward healing. Shouldn't he be given a chance at redemption before being written off as unforgivable? And shouldn't Lucy be the one to decide whether to forgive him?

Again, I'm not defending his actions. He has a lot of work to do on himself and he has a lot of work to do to gain back Lucy's trust. It's not going to be easy. But to say he doesn't deserve forgiveness without even giving him a chance? That's pretty harsh. He doesn't deserve to spend the rest of his life being defined by his worst moments. No one does.

If Virginia wrote last 3 episodes of Season 6 of The Rookie... What would happen?

Oooooo. I’ve had to think about this for a while. I’m going to try to go character by character.

Aaron - Id love to see him have a really strong, good cop moment. Not making a move on someone he shouldn’t (ahem… Celina and Dr London). Not getting yelled at by Tim. I understand the reasons for these, but I’d like him to have a good moment where he’s recognized for being a good cop.

Celina - I’d like her to either show more competency OR get put through the wringer for not being competent yet. I feel like she’s just floundering and not improving.

Bailan - I REALLY want the doc they see to tell them that they can’t be considered infertile since they haven’t even been trying for a whole menstrual cycle. And then I’d like that storyline to disappear for a little because it’s just too blown out of proportion for me. I’d like to see John be reprimanded for not teaching Celina well or be mentored/coached on improving his skills as a TO.

Nyla - I’d love for her to have a more dominant storyline again one of these days. I feel like she’s more of a support character. And can James show up? I love his friendship with Wesley.

Wopez - They are WAY overdue for a romantic moment. Plus, they have yet to name their baby; she’s something like 3-6 months old without a name. Ridiculous. If Elijah is part of the Big Bad, then I’m hopeful for some good Wooez moments. I’d also love to see Angela solidly reprimand Tim for breaking up with Lucy/how he’s treating Lucy.

Tamara - I REALLY hope that she’s not gone for good.

Genny - Can she please come back to support Tim? He could use some unconditional love. And she’s someone else that could slap up upside the head and/or talk some sense into him.

Grey - I’d love to see the captain of the ship steer them back together and help them get together again.

Chenford - I saved the best and the biggest for last. I would LOVE to see Tim heal (through therapy or through friends/Genny) and for him to realize how deeply he unnecessarily hurt Lucy. I want him to start being honest to someone. Then I sort need him to super apologize/grovel to Lucy. I don’t think they’re getting back together until early-mid season 7. But I’d like to see some baby steps.

For Lucy, I’d like to see her change her stars. Season 6 has laid a new slap on the face with each episode. I want to see her explore her career options and find something she LOVES (which I hope isn’t UC as I don’t feel like it fits her long term life goals and personality. Just because you’re good at it doesn’t mean you have to do it.). The tap on the head from Grey is a good start. But she seriously deserves some redemption and acknowledgement.

Phew. More than you asked for, I’m sure. I can’t wait to see what tonight’s episode has in store for us. Thanks! 🫶🏻🫶🏻😊😊

Eeeeee… I’m excited to see what’s going on here.

The Rookie 6x09 Promo: "The Squeeze"

A quick read that is so worth it! I love how @makeitastrength writes.

She just… she understands him, in a way no one has in a very long time. Maybe ever. It should frighten him. And it does, a little. But at the same time, it feels so natural. Dancing with Lucy. Smiling and laughing with Lucy. Being comforted by Lucy. Tim flops back onto his bed, rubs both hands over his face as the realization settles over him. He’s not sure when it happened or how it happened, but he can’t deny it to himself any longer. He’s falling in love with Lucy Chen.

-We could have it all by @makeitastrength (submitted by @mamadoc)