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"I'm Grateful You're Mine."

"I'm grateful you're mine." 

This sentence, it's so simple yet so beautiful. Because it holds so much more than what it is. Imagine being born in a world with more than seven billion people spread across various corners of the planet, and you find this soul in this world that's just yours in a way you can't describe to others. In the simplest of terms, it's pure love. Ah, to experience this kind of love. It's a dream.

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3 years ago

I like you | Jeon Jungkook x Reader

I Like You | Jeon Jungkook X Reader

Jeon Jungkook x Reader

This is a third person pov and the reader has she/her pronouns. The names of the idol and the others aren't mentioned but the characteristics make it pretty obvious about who the fanfic is. This can be read as a simple one shot without the label of fanfic too.

Reader's mother tongue is specified.

Genre: fluff (almost non existent angst)

Warnings: no major warnings, just fluff, strict security for dorm, kinda overuse of word cringe ig lol

Summary: you've had a huge crush on your best friend for a very long time and one fine day you confess but in another language?

Words: 2.2k approximately

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"Dude. This isn't fair." He said as his lips pursed slightly in a pout and his doe brown eyes resembling those of a little puppy looked into hers.

She let out a sigh as if to calm her racing heart but failed eventually as she maintained the eye contact with him.

He doesn't really care.

Her inner voice reminded her.

She cleared her throat to tell something but shrugged it off and went back to reading her book. She heard his groan but didn't move her eyes away from the book even when her heart was pounding in her chest to remind her of his presence and she could feel an immense amount of warmth pool in her cheeks.

"Pretty please?" He begged as he lowered the book to meet her eyes once again, but this time her cold demeanour faltered as she found herself getting lost in his chocolate coloured irises and small specks of black radiating from the pupil.

"You know that I can't do that." She said after managing to find her voice and pulling herself out of the trance she was trapped in.

"This one time. I promise. I won't bother you again." He pleaded as she clenched her jaw slightly and annoyance was clearly visible on her face. She hated being the only one who knew the language and could help him to convince the security guard to let him walk past the block they stayed in.

She really despised the coaxing conversation she had put up with the guard so that her friend was excused to leave the campus for the time being.

"Why do I have to always do this?" She questioned a little too loudly and he let out a small chuckle and nudged her shoulder. She attempted to glare at him and he gave her his best bunny smile and she felt her heart melt at the gesture.

Stay strong, heart. Don't betray me, today.

She told herself.

She silently walked towards the gate and he walked beside her.

"What is that you want to do now?" She asked as he opened his mouth to say something but closed it as he shook his head.

"Are you going to another party again?" She asked and stopped as he shook his head quickly to reassure her.

"Then what is it?" She asked.

"I can't tell, but you can come along and find out." He said and she choked on air.

Oh, hell naw, she had early morning classes tomorrow and it was a week day.

"Hell naw, I am not coming. You know we have classes tomorrow." She reasoned.

"I know, miss girl, I study here too. But you never loosen up. Your nose is always stuck up in those books, you need to let go sometimes and let yourself breathe." He explained as she snorted.

"And what are you? A cliche male lead telling the boring one to loosen up because she is too boring?" She asked.

"Hey, I never called you boring." He clarified.

She just scoffed and he smiled.

"You don't study the fat ass books I do." She added.

"To be fair, it wasn't me who asked you to take science, so don't blame me." He said and shrugged and she threw a glare in his direction and if some passerby walked by and watched them, he would've called an exorcist looking at her expression.

But her expression eventually softened, she could never stay mad at him for more than ten seconds, ever. Maybe those were the perks of being his friend since the junior year in high school. They were both inseparable since then and luck was on their side when they got accepted in the same university. It was crazy how they knew almost everything about each other from knowing their schedules to passcodes of their rooms back at their homes.

He smirked as they almost reached the gate.

"Where are you even planning to go?" She asked.

"You will know if you come along." He suggested and she felt tempted.

She thought for a while, it didn't seem like the worst idea, it was bad, yeah she got that but it wasn't something which wasn't terrible either. She debated on the idea of going along with him for a solid two minutes.

"Okay." She said as he blinked at her. He stopped in his tracks and looked at her.

"Really?" He asked as she shrugged and walked towards the security guard. The same bunny smile appeared on his face and she swore under her breath and stood near the campus gate.

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"I don't know how you always manage to convince that guard." He exclaimed as he looked towards the street and chuckled.

"I just said that you were hungry and you missed your mom's handmade food with a dramatic touch and well you know he melted because he remembered his mom's handmade food and let us go." She said and shrugged it off with a small smile on her lips feeling the cringe of the conversation she just had with the guard.

"Asians do love their mothers a lot." He said and she nodded.

"That's true." She said as he looked at her.

"I'll have to warn you, we have to back to the campus in an hour." She reminded.

"Yeah, yeah, now, come with me!" He said with excitement ringing in his voice and she followed him hesitantly.

Her mind raced and filled with unnecessary thoughts and scenarios of him involved in  underworld with mafias and some dangerous gangs but she was surprised when he stopped in front of an old building.

"What is this?" She asked with fear dreading her mind.

"It's a building." He replied.

"I can see that you dumbass, you know what I meant." She said and a smile appeared on his lips with dimples engraving deep in his cheeks and she swooned at the sight.

He walked towards the building and struggled with the gate and it finally opened. He walked inside and she followed him slowly, he kept walking till he reached the backyard which faced a cliff and the night sky. The city was visible from this view. It looked dangerous yet peaceful at the same time. She never knew about the existence of this place near her campus and she couldn't help gasp at the scenery in front of her.

"Is this real?" She asked as he nodded.

"Yup." He said popping the p in the said word.

"The construction was stopped abruptly in this area because of some legal reasons." He explained.

"Aren't we trespassing then?" She inquired and it was his turn to shrug.

"I mean, it would be if someone else comes here without our permission." He said casually as her eyes widened acknowledging the words that left his mouth.

"This belongs to you?" She asked and he nodded.

"You never told me."

"You never asked me."

"Dumb bunny."

"Smart donkey."

She stuck her tongue out at him falling short of words and internally frowned releasing why she was still stuck in the friend zone and cringed yet again.

They both sat down on the grass and he sighed as he looked at the night sky, it was pretty. His eyes lit up as he traced the outlines of the constellations adorning the sky.

She couldn't help but let her eyes trail down his face and captivate every possible feature present. She felt a gush of warmth spread all  over her body as he turned to face her and locked his eyes with hers.

"See, letting go sometimes isn't that bad." He said with that adorable bunny smile of his.

She couldn't find appropriate words to match that statement so she decided to shut up and turned around to look at the sky in silence.

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They walked back to their dorm in complete silence. The faint chirps of the crickets were heard in the background as they continued to walk towards the gate. She greeted the guard with a small smile and he did the same. The boy beside her let out a small chuckle and walked along with her not before giving the guard a huge smile.

She stopped right in front of her dorm and he looked at her with his hands deep inside the pockets of grey sweatpants. It weirdly felt like a date but who was she kidding? She knew she was deep in the friend zone, probably deeper than the Mariana trench.

She wished if she could tell him how she feels about him without actually telling him understanding her words and suddenly it didn't seem like a bad idea. There was no way on this planet he would ever understand her confession if she confessed in her mother tongue.

She blinked as she debated going back into her room but sighed as she looked at him. He gave her a small smile to speak up.

"à€źà„ˆ à€€à„à€źà„à€čà„‡ à€Șà€žà€‚à€Š à€•à€°à€€à„€ à€čà„‚à€à„€" She said after a while as her eyes looked into his.

(read as Mai tumhey pasand karti hoon, means I like you in English)

Her heart pumped faster in her chest as she held the eye contact, she knew that there was no way he could understand what she just said but she felt her stomach fill with butterflies.

Then, she felt it, the cringe. She clenched her jaw as she looked at the boy in front of her who blinked looking at her in confusion.

"I'll see you later." She blurted and ran her way back to her room before he could open her mouth to say something.

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A week.

She avoided him for a week and it was now the weekend. Her cheeks still burned from the embarrassment and she cringed for the nth time remembering her confession.

It was night and everyone was heading to the party in some small penthouse nearby and she had absolute zero percent interest in attending that party. She was dressed in a baggy shirt and trousers and walked down the empty corridors as she looked at everyone leave.

A sudden squeak of someone's shoes against the floor made her turn around and she froze when her eyes met another pair of familiar chocolate coloured doe ones which widened as they met hers. She wanted to turn around and walk away but she couldn't. He approached her slowly and stood in front of her with a small frown on his face.

She felt bad. It wasn't his fault yet he was the one who suffered because of a stupid thought and the action that followed it. It was rare for him to frown, he was that guy who would make your worst days the best and brighten them up with his enthusiasm but the sight in front of her made her want to throw herself off a cliff.

"You are avoiding me." He stated as her eyes widened.

"No, I am not." She said as she gave a fake toothy smile and he pressed his lips in a straight line not buying her fake enthusiasm.

"I really am not, I have a huge exam coming up. Didn't I tell you? Now, I gotta go study, bye." She said in a breath and smiled at him but his reaction didn't change.

She sighed as she smiled one last time to herself and turned around to walk away but stopped when she felt a hand around her wrist. Her eyes widened as she turned to face him. Her heart was racing to the point where she was scared that it might not beat after another moment.

He pulled her a little closer to himself as her wide eyes still processed his fingers around her wrist. He let go off her hand and looked right into her eyes.

"나도 ìą‹ì•„" He whispered. (I like you too)

(nado joh-a)

She wasn't a fluent Korean speaker but after watching an unhealthy amount of Korean dramas she knew what exactly it meant and her heart skipped a beat as she looked at him step closer to her with a small smile on his face.

It was a dream. Right?

How was it possible for him to have figured out what she spoke that night and hold up. What did he say again?

A silly smile sat on his lips as he tried to gauge her reaction but she was too stunned to even move. Her brain was a mess still processing the fact that he understood what she said and liked her back.

His hands slowly intertwined with hers as her wide eyes looked at him. He let out a nervous chuckle and so did she did not knowing what to do.

"Did you really think I won't research and find out what you blurted out that night before running away?" He asked as she opened her mouth to ask him something but closed it again like a fish.

He moved in a little closer and pressed his lips against her right cheek and her entire body heated up at his gesture, she felt herself get dizzy with butterflies storming her stomach. She was surprised looking at the sudden amount of confidence he developed and the glint of happiness in his eyes.

"And, find a better excuse than a non existent exam next time." He said as she burst into a breathy laugh realising how he knew her schedule by heart and she knew his. She smiled at him and his lips lifted upwards to reveal his adorable bunny smile.


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4 years ago

the likelihood of being on your mind

The Likelihood Of Being On Your Mind

summary: you don’t think about jeon jungkook that often, but when you do, it’s always followed by feelings of antipathy. and really, why think of him when you could be thinking about soccer captain, kim seokjin instead? you have your heart set on seokjin. there is nothing you want more than to make him yours. but of course, jungkook has to throw a wrench in it. 

genre: fluff; a little angst but like, not really; childhood friends/neighbours to lovers, slight enemies to lovers, college au

warnings: arguments, a small physical altercation, degrading names, mentions of parental separation / divorce

word count: 18.2k

author’s note: this fic was changed several times because i just could not decide what direction i wanted to take it. it’s the longest thing i’ve written on here as of yet but i hope it doesn’t drag. please enjoy it a lot! likes, reblogs, comments are always appreciated, thank so you so much! sidenote: some readers may not find the oc/jungkook and/or their actions ‘agreeable.’ they are meant to frustrate you, annoy you, aggravate you. i think characters which pull these sort of feelings from you, as well as love, kindness, and change, are important in story-telling. happy reading~! :] 

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2 years ago

rivers over stones ; j.jk

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pairing ; jeon jungkook x reader

summary ; you hated jungkook the minute you laid eyes on him. the only reason why he was still in your life was because you both shared a goddaughter, hana. but everything changed unexpectedly when the two of you become her caretakers and you’re forced to live under the same roof. suddenly, you find yourself hating him just a bit less. or more, but who’s keeping track?

words ; 37.6k ,, yea ,,

warnings / includes ; swearing, mentions of death, one sex scene ? but it’s not at all explicit, lots of goddamn angst and fluff, you and jungkook are emotionally constipated, jungkook being a dick, jungkook being a soft bun, jungkook being a love-sick sap, jk and y/n literally either fight or flirt or fuck no joke, the rest of bts having cameos, reader is a baker !!, and finally *gasps for dramatic effect* a baby (o_o)

a/n ; okay so ,, sorry for taking literally half a year to write this ,,,,, i have no excuses, it was supposed to come a lot earlier but life got in the way :(( but !! it’s finally out and i rlly hope you like it !! OH thank you for 3.1k yall wtf ? i don’t deserve yall :( this fic is based on the movie life as we know it !! yall know im not a huge fan of rom coms but my friend made me watch it so why not make it a fic ??? also huge thanks to @flowerboyyoonbin​, who i have annoyingly rambled about this fic to since day one. anygays, pls enjoy !!! comments and feedback are always welcome !

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“Goddamn
 zipper,” you huffed, twisting your arms to reach the cold metal tab between your shoulder blades and attempting to tug it upwards. After struggling for quite a while, you managed to yank it up to the neckline of the dress.

You slipped your feet into heels you just knew you were going to regret later in the evening whilst lightly touching up your makeup. As you leaned into the mirror, you silently prayed that all this dolling up wouldn’t go to waste.

Having not gone on a date in almost seven months, your best friend, Jihyo, took it upon herself to set you up on a blind date, doing so in a flurry of flailing arms and phone calls. With her boyfriend’s own best friend, at that. 

Jihyo’s romanticism never failed to amaze you.

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2 years ago
In The Early Hours Of Monday Morning, A 7.8 Magnitude Earthquake Struck Southern Turkey And Northern
In The Early Hours Of Monday Morning, A 7.8 Magnitude Earthquake Struck Southern Turkey And Northern
In The Early Hours Of Monday Morning, A 7.8 Magnitude Earthquake Struck Southern Turkey And Northern
In The Early Hours Of Monday Morning, A 7.8 Magnitude Earthquake Struck Southern Turkey And Northern
In The Early Hours Of Monday Morning, A 7.8 Magnitude Earthquake Struck Southern Turkey And Northern
In The Early Hours Of Monday Morning, A 7.8 Magnitude Earthquake Struck Southern Turkey And Northern

In the early hours of Monday morning, a 7.8 magnitude earthquake struck southern Turkey and northern Syria. So far, more than a thousand people are confirmed to have died. This figure is expected to rise sharply.

Source: faynstudio on instagram (donation links are on their instagram stories, I was not able to put them here). Please reblog and donate if you are able.

3 years ago
 | Taehyung At UNGA
 | Taehyung At UNGA

📾 | Taehyung at UNGA