240428 JAEMIN IG Update

240428 JAEMIN IG Update

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Broken Melodies NCT Dream (2023)

jisung headcanons — random relationship things

warnings | not much, very fluffy! one mention of reader being smaller than him, one swear word, one tiny nsfw mention, g!n overall but reader is described as having hair long enough to tie up/braid and does their makeup

a.n | i need him :((

this cute lil mf i adore him

first of all he’s such a silly little goober

he’s shy so it takes him a while to get used to being completely authentic around you

but eventually he’ll relax when he knows for certain that you love him exactly how he is and he can be himself

he strikes me as the type to do the dumbest little things just so he can hear you laugh

a few examples:

sometimes when you’re kissing, out of nowhere he’ll blow air into your mouth to puff up your cheeks

he never does it during more serious and truly intimate moments (he can read the room)

but when he does it catches you off guard every time and it always sends you into a giggle fit because its just so stupid

you’ll go in to kiss him again but now you think he’s just gonna do it again even if he promises he won’t so you can’t continue without laughing

“i’m not even doing anything!” he pouts

but seeing you so giggly about something he did just makes him so happy (and proud)

if you’re sitting somewhere he’ll come over and just

sit on you

straight up knock the wind out of you and shuffle around, groaning like he can’t get comfortable

and act like he’s completely oblivious to the fact he’s literally using you as a cushion

he’ll pull out his phone and text you like “hey where are you :(“

and he pretends he can’t hear you if you try and talk to him

its already really hard for him to keep a straight face when he does this so all you have to do is tickle him

then he has to acknowledge you

“omg hi i didn’t even see you there!! :))”

in the same vein, he’ll come up to you while you’re standing and just flop his full weight onto you in a hug

if you clock it before it happens you’ll have to adjust your stance or grab onto something so you don’t fall over

but if you don’t then uh. good luck soldier

(just kidding he’ll catch you)

you do the same thing to him but he’s bigger and it doesn’t have the same effect on him

he loves it anyway though, he’ll drop anything he’s doing to wrap an arm around your waist

another thing he likes to do is use your hands to do things for him

like he’ll grab your hands and move them around, so really its still him doing it he’s just using your hands instead

mostly when he’s on his phone or if he’s playing a game

he holds your hand which holds his phone, and grabs your finger to scroll through his feed

or he’ll have you in front of him and gives you the game controller, reaching around you to puppet your hands

if you’re wearing a hoodie he shoves his arms through the sleeves with yours to make it easier

you’re more than likely wearing his hoodie anyway so he says its only fair that you share it

i’m a physical touch jisung truther if you couldn’t tell

he must always be touching you in some capacity

scientists have not proven why yet but the working theory is that jisung is a certified cutie

he just loves being close to you!! so physical affection is the best way to remind himself that you’re here with him :’)

canonically, jisung is a wanderer

he’ll trail around with no real destination in mind

he just has lots of thoughts in his head and likes to walk while he sorts them out

sometimes he’ll hold your hand and make you walk around with him if he’s feeling clingy (which is often)

other times he’ll just let you be

but he always kisses your cheek or your head when he passes by

absolutely the type to cling to you while you’re in the middle of a task and shuffle around the house with you

its just a little hard for him to sit still sometimes

even if he is sitting still, his hands are not

and i reiterate, he likes to be touching you in some way, so more often than not he’ll be playing with your fingers or your hair

jisung is also a canon rambler

mostly to himself

if you’re there he doesn’t expect a reply because really he’s just talking to himself

but if you have an opinion on the topic he’ll always listen

if he’s talking about something and you happen to fall asleep he keeps the conversation going by himself

once you told him that his talking made its way into your dream and you had a full blown rant about aliens with him while you were asleep

it was the cutest thing he’s ever heard

sometimes he’ll be so excited to say something that he’ll cut you off

he doesn’t mean to, it just comes out a little sooner than he means for it to, and he always apologizes

he gets better about that as time goes on

he has a habit of imitating things you say

not in the sense that he’s mocking you, he just likes the way it sounds when you say it so he tries to parrot it

he’ll do that with certain facial expressions you make too

jisung is a curious boy, and he loves to learn everything he can about the people he loves

he watches your favorite movies and shows with you, he takes the time to participate in your hobbies, he lets you take him to all of your favorite places

so he can get a glimpse into the aspects of your life that make you happy

his favorite thing though is watching you play your favorite video games

if you’re gaming he insists that you sit on his lap or between his legs so he can wrap his arms around you and rest his chin on your shoulder

he’s a little bit of a backseat gamer but you don’t really mind

its a bit annoying when he nags you about continuously losing a fight or dying on the same level (you know he means well)

but you love the input he gives on more slice of life type games, like decorating your animal crossing island or farming your crops in stardew valley

he did however just about have a heart attack when you showed him how many ways you knew how to kill a sim

co op games are one of his favorite ways to spend time with you as well

especially if one or both of you are absolutely shit at it (which if we’re being honest is like 95% of the time)

overcooked, however, is dangerous territory

too many soups burned

anyway, his curiosity doesn’t stop at just your hobbies and interests

even mundane things like daily habits and routines are things that jisung wants to know all about

along the way he’s picked up on such small things that you barely remember ever mentioning them

all of your preferences are filed away in his head

whenever you’re doing something like your hair or makeup or skincare, he’ll sit with you and ask what every aspect of it is or does

eventually he’ll ask if you can teach him how to do them for you

it definitely required a little.. practice

but no one is perfect the first time they try something new!!

(you had to tell him that, even he didn’t let you leave the house the first time he did your makeup)

he gets better though, especially doing your hair!

to the point that he got tired of doing simple ponytails and braids and took it upon himself to research new hairstyles to teach himself

you found it very endearing :’)

jisung loves to shower together

less in a sexual way (though he isn’t opposed) and more because it feels so intimate and domestic to him

and he adores when you wash his hair for him

feeling you gently massaging in the shampoo and scratching at his scalp is probably his favorite feeling in the whole world

in conclusion

jisung would be so sweet and clingy i love him to death :((

stars in your sky

(feels like a) college au, yearning ~friends~ to lovers

“you’re here again.”

“i’d rather be here than home,” so he steps through your doorway.

“you know what i say…”

“this can be my home, i know. i think about it.”

“and where do those thoughts get you?”

“to your front door. i think about the green cabinets in your kitchen, and the herb pots on your balcony. i think about the extra toothbrushes in the linen closet, and the empty dresser drawers awaiting my things… then i’m on my way here because sometimes it feels too good to be true.”

you watch as he takes off his shoes, and pushes his hair away from his forehead, bare feet on plush carpet. he fills two glasses with water in the kitchen, handing you one with i smile.

“but i love you. you know that.”

“mmm”

“are you saying i’m too good to be true?”

“i know you’re real. i’ve felt your warmth and memorized the butterflies enough times to know. but there’s still something, and i guess it only comes out when i’m alone. maybe i just miss you.”

“and now i’m right here, hyuck, so i hope you hug me soon… hold me until the missing fades away, but i don’t mind a little longer too.”

with his arms wrapped around you, his lips brush your shoulder. his hair sweeps your neck, your cheek. his fingertips knowing where all the moles lie beneath your shirt.

“when i was little, i had this journal. i wrote in it everyday. i took it to school and wrote even more. i took it outside for recess, and the story evolved over the years. i wrote about loving popsicles and soccer practice. then i wrote about loving music and part time jobs to buy cds. in high school, i kept writing. the journal had changed, but it was still love on every page. i didn’t realize i kept it… not until a few days ago. the last entry was about loving and wondering if all the love i knew until then is the same for people. does the feeling change? would my capacity grow? i honestly didn’t know, not for years.”

“what do you know now? have your questions been answered?” you search donghyuck’s eyes, wondering if you can find the answer all on your own.

“you answered them all” and he kisses you. traces the back of your neck. smiles against your skin and gives you goosebumps.

“the love is so much stronger. i couldn’t learn anything from vans or popsicles. i couldn’t stay up late, wanting conversations over sleep. but when i'm alone, i meet thoughts of insecurity.”

you give him a moment to continue, but his silence wins. “insecurity?”

he pulls away from you, nodding through the action of brushing hair behind your ear. “something like that.”

you can feel your frown, and he smiles softly, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “why?”

“i wonder if i’m enough. if i have enough to offer. i’m learning as i go with you, but sometimes… do you want someone who already knows?”

your expression eases and radiates adoration. “lee donghyuck, you’re everything to me. you’ve felt this way without even realizing the stars in my sky were hung by you, illuminated by you. you’ve wondered about the love you know and feel and show, hoping it’s enough, while i fall asleep with a comfort i didn’t realize could exist. i can breathe. because of you, donghyuck, i can finally breathe.”

so he holds your face between his hands, searching your eyes while his own start to shine, becoming consumed by the beauty of your relationship, realizing the truth in your words, and it’s a fucking beautiful sight. “i’ll hang stars in your sky for as long as you’ll have me” and it sounds so fucking cheesy. cheesy you would’ve hated at 18: up all night watching movies in your dorm room, but no… oh god, it’s so different now.

suddenly, it’s like your life is playing behind your eyes, and you wish the scenes could reflect against the wall for him to see because he knows how you feel about love, marriage, relationships. how you’re scared of ruining everything with paperwork and golden bands, but right now, the idea has you levitating in your living room: the possible forever. craving the heaven, the sanctuary- this love for the rest of your god damn life because you love the stars.

you love the stars

in his eyes

the way his smile lifts your mood

his good morning to you, my darling

folding laundry together because it’s one of his excuses to see you again so soon

and you’ve already made a spare key

placed it inside an envelope with a tiny note that reads,

sell your bed and use mine.

you rush to the kitchen pantry, digging out the envelope from the box of corn flakes, skipping towards your honey boy.

“this is for you” and us and forever.

he looks at you and you kiss his mouth, laughing through excited nerves “open it!”

“you’ve never been patient.”

“thankfully, it didn’t scare you away.”

your heart skips a beat as he pulls out the note and then sees the key

and something beautiful happens

because his eyes melt into pools of

absolutely yes i want you and i hate my bed anyway

and then he’s attached to you. his lips are velvet, and your favorite memory, your favorite wish, and your favorite desire. chest to chest, his hand on the back of your head. he’s encouraging your legs to wrap around his waist, trying to find your bedroom between kisses and jokes about a longer grocery list.

“as long as you don’t mind pink bed sheets with little hearts.”

“could we compromise for stars instead?”

“…you really thought you didn’t know love? that’s hard to believe.”

the pink sheets with little hearts have their last night before the stars.

헐………..

hey judah! how are you? how’s your weekend been?

hi saraya! i’ve been doing okay, not like super great but i think i am starting to feel better so that’s good 🤍 my weekend has been full of work, unfortunately my actual weekend doesn’t start until tomorrow since i work thursday-sunday 😩 but at least i’m almost there lmao! how have you been? ☺️