I Had A Break Between Classes And I Found Out That My Roommate Was Going Home For The Day.

I had a break between classes and I found out that my roommate was going home for the day.

So I did my readings while masturbating my brains out and cumming four times.

(I didn't get very far in the readings....)

Passed out and when I woke up, found out I had to take a major exam I hadn't studied for. (I thought it was on wednesday!)

Whoops!

Masturbated so hard today that my ears were ringing? Didn't even cum though but like damn wtf

Gotta be honest, I'm pretty pleased with myself.

My sex drive was really high during the pandemmy and I wonder if maybe that's just because lust comes from a desire for human connection. And it's just evidence of how lonely I was.

Our society has this idea that if a woman has sex with someone, she loses her self-respect.

Why is "get fucked" a word for bad things happening to you, or losing something important, or being in a shitty situation, and "fuck you" used as a way to express aggression?

Why are promiscuous women called whores but promiscuous men just being average men?

Having a high sex drive as a woman and wanting to talk about it leads people to flag me as whorish, morally bad, poor, or "rough around the edges", like I'm someone who does drugs and gets bad grades and has no self-respect. Barely even a person. Don't they understand the beauty with which sexual desire colors the world? Don't they know the excitement it gives me, the joy, and the human connection?

I want sex to be natural, positive, and part of life. To be discussed like anything else. Enough of the taboo. And enough of the stigma. It unfairly impacts women.

Sex is seen as a source of pride for men and a source of dishonor for women. That's why I like being able to discuss it in male terms: I jerk off, I got lucky last night, I wanna fuck him, I have blue balls, I wanna get laid, etc.. Words men always use to express their lust, make it obvious that sex is something they're proud of and looking forward to. But I'm just a weak, pathetic whore who's gonna drop out of school because I'm being taken advantage of by boys.

No I'm not. I'm a good student. I have a well-connected social circle of platonic friends. I take care of myself, eat right, sleep at night, and go to the gym. I do my laundry every week. I have hobbies, like playing the guitar. When I have sex, it is because I choose to, because I enjoy it, and because my lover and I have mutual respect for one another and ourselves.

My throat hurts. Can't tell if it's from drinking my region's shitty tap water or from sucking cock.

Y'all, controversial opinion but like. Safer sex is really important. We have to teach teenagers about it.

Sex is a good and natural thing, we have to stop being scared of "enabling bad behavior" when teaching about how to do it safely. Use condoms, dental dams, and whatever else is needed to prevent pregnancy and the spread of STIs.