Guess What I Did. ^u^I Contracted!I'm A Real Puella Magi Now.

Guess what I did. ^u^ I contracted! I'm a real puella magi now.

I use a necklace, but it isn't really my soul gem because my soul gem is in the astral. It's just a visualization for it/way of managing it in the physical realm. I wrote in my journal about the specifics. I'll transcribe it.

Contract day! Day 0. 7/17/2024. I made a contract with Kyubey. He had a black hat that looked like an upside down bowl. This is what happened: I got the necklace for my soul gem and put it in the middle of the circle. I sat on one side and told Kyubey to sit on the other. I put a white ring on my left to represent the hope of magical girls. I put a black ring on my right to represent the despair of magical girls. Lastly, I put a purple ring in front of me to represent myself. When all that was done, I cast a circle and called upon Kyubey. He answered and asked "What is your wish?" I didn't expect him to get there so quickly. I forgot my wish and almost left the circle to grab this journal to remember. Instead, I made myself focus until I remembered. I repeated my wish until the phrasing felt right. I think he could tell I wasn't very comfortable the first few times. When he transferred my soul, it felt like something was touching my insides, but it didn't hurt, it was just uncomfortable. When it was complete, I felt extremely dizzy, and my body felt hollow and lightweight. The Kyubey looked like this:

@meguca-meduka was the one that helped me figure out how to contract without astral projecting, so I am very thankful to you, Rem! ^U^

Day 30 <3

🎀✨Day 30: I tried astral projecting while lying on my back, but I was very tired, so I kept zoning out and forgetting what I was doing, so I decided I am going to astral project in the middle of the day today so I won't get distracted. ⏱💣Update: I wasn't able to astral project, but it wasn't because I fell asleep. I kept getting so zoned out and forgetting things that it was like there was nothing in the world at all. Maybe this is what people call the void state? I'll try again and try to stay aware. 💐☕I've been thinking about the magic I'll use to fight witches. I know they're based on your wish, and they look like they're meant to help you continue fulfilling your wish like how Kyoko's power was to make people listen to her so she could continue her wish of people listening to her father. I don't know what mine will be, so I have no way of practicing it until I make my contract. I have heard that the wish power is the only natural one, so it will probably be the easiest to learn at least. 🎧🌊I've been working on that special project. Here's a WIP! This is what the reference of my magi and civilian forms was for.

🍎📿I have started the IRL magi journal! I've been using a fountain pen and ink. I wanted to use the feather to feel more magical, but I haven't been able to get the nib on the holder. I wanted to put a lot of things on the front to show my progress, so that's why they look a little bit like Minecraft stats ahaha.

This is brown/red ink, not blood, I promise! ^_^

Your blog is truly fascinating and motivated me so much– I'm trying to shift to my DR, but the magi world is also very attractive to me. Do you think it would be possible to wish something related to love/or a specific person? Or would it be counterproductive on the long run?

I wish you luck with your journey!

Of course it's possible to wish something for someone else as long as you have enough potential for whatever you're thinking. It isn't good to make wishes for others because you don't know what they really want, it's even hard to figure out what you really want. And if that person dissappears, leaves, or you aren’t friends anymore, it could feel like you wasted your wish, which you should never do. At the very least, you must ask the person if that wish is what they want most.

Day 36 <3

🎀✨Day 36: There is a new magical hero symbol! Like the shifting symbol, it is a way to subtly know if someone's a magical hero! There's also an emoji combination too: 🎀🌟. They were both decided on by Magi Metro. The drawing is by Rem (@meguca-meduka).

⏱💣I think I found a familiar, so I'll try and fight them if I can astral project. I'll also try and train in the astral if I can. 💐☕I've been having a strange feeling that there's a rival magical hero in my area. I hope it's just a feeling. I don't think I'd be able to win any fights yet. 🎧🌊I haven't done a cool transformation sequence yet, but I should. I only poofed into my magical outfit, but I think it would be nice to be stylish with it. 🍎📿I keep getting these weird feelings (memories? visuals?) I haven't gotten since last year, and the voices have been a lot more clear this year, but they've also been less frequent. I feel like something's trying to tell me something, and I'm not understanding it.

do you have any tips on astral projection/lucid dreaming?

For astral projection: It kind of happens naturally. When I do it, it's more like I say I want to astral project, then I do. I lay in my bed and don't move but stay conscious. It seems to be easier when I'm not really trying as hard. For lucid dreaming: I made up a method of asking if you're dreaming right before you fall asleep but not answering it. That's supposed to be your "unfinished thoughts" that happen in your dreams, and if you ask that in your dream, you'll figure out you're dreaming! Also, because of the state of sleep you have to be in, you should try to lucid dream right after waking up.

Can you please teach me how to become a magical girl, it's been my dream my entire life. Even as a kid, thinking about it is how I felt like I belonged.

Now that I think about it, I haven't made a guide for that, but that would be very useful! I will make a guide and edit this later to link to it. For now, know there are many methods to become one. There's manifestation, being chosen, astral projection, reality shifting, etc. There are a few books about it on Wattpad.