Ive Never Really Went To Detail On My Experiences With Sexual Abuse And I Dont Necessarily Plan On It
I’ve never really went to detail on my experiences with sexual abuse and I don’t necessarily plan on it anytime soon. All in all I am a victim of it and to this day it really affects me. I went unknown to the abuse I endured as a kid cause I was a naive child who grew up around it so to me at the time “it was normal”. It wasn’t till I made friends that I realized it was actually incredibly wrong. When you’re a child growing up around sexual abuse and that being your only source of knowledge you began to think that’s “normal”. It’s not until you get an outside perspective till you realize that it actually really isn’t normal. On top of the sexual abuse I endured growing up I had other situations with other people where I was sexually harassed. It affects me so much that any grown man who show me affection makes me genuinely scared that they’ll end up well… you know. Mixed with that fear is anger, anger that all of my offenders are able to walk freely without consequences. Angry that I’m not the only one but dozen upon dozen of people have the similar experiences. Angry that I was forced into silence for so long, angry that so many others are forced to be silent. I am no longer gonna be silent, I refuse to stay quiet. I speak for myself and the people who are forced into silence to this day.
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Tomer Lawton,
Maybe you feel pressured by your fans to do the stuff you did because every time you didn’t, you lost views. Doesn’t change the fact that you did it, doesn’t excuse your behaviour and actions. you wanna be an influencer but what are you influencing? Getting lost in greed for more viewers that you went as far as recording revenge porn and even child pornographie. explaining why you did it wont change that you still did it. That you still hurt those girls, maybe even ruined some of their lives.
Instead of giving in to the pressure you should’ve banned the people in your chat, told them to stop saying that stuff, that it was wrong. To influence your audience and teach them that it isn’t right. Your views went down when you didn’t do that stuff because you attracted that audience that wanted you to do that. YOU attracted that audience, you have no one else to blame but yourself.
A common theme I see through the life is strange fandom is Nathan Prescott hate, which I understand cause he’s a shit person! I don’t support his actions of any sorts but it makes me upset how a lot of people will ignore the fact that Nathan Prescott was literally groomed by mark Jefferson just because Nathan is a shitty person. He was still a senior in highschool having his teacher who is a grown man manipulate and twist his already mentally unstable mind to make him far more dangerous to others. Mark Jefferson used Nathan’s daddy issues as a means to get in his head and make Nathan trust him, telling Nathan the things he wanted to hear just to get Nathan’s money and the drugs to carry out his sick perverted plan. once Nathan wasn’t to use to him anymore he went as far as to kill him.
I genuinely believe that if he had never met mark Jefferson Nathan wouldn’t have done what he did. If his family, more specifically his father, payed attention to his mental disorders and actually got him active help he wouldn’t have turned out the way he did.
Just because Nathan Prescott is a huge piece of shit in the story it doesn’t make it ok for you guys to ignore the fact that he is still a victim as well. Mark Jefferson is the true villain in the game.
If you haven’t already please I highly recommend watching this unless you are very easily triggered by topics of grooming.
I just wanted to give my honest opinion that even if all these girls were of age it’d still be illegal cause even than it’d be considered revenge porn. Obviously adding the fact that the victim is a minor worsens it and makes it CP.
CP is child pornography. Child pornography is photographic, video, audio and even written pornographic material of someone below the age of 18. It doesn’t matter if the person sends, takes, and or possess the material, by law they are in possession of distributing CP.
Now if the girls were of age, Omar was still doing what is called revenge porn. Revenge porn is the distribution of pornographic material without their consent. Which we all know that more than half of the girls he was talking to did not know they were on his stream or being filmed.
So it doesn’t matter if the girls were even of age cause either way it would be illegal. The fact that they were also minors just adds to how horrible the situation is.
sitting down next to me at a coffee shop where there’s tables available next to me, is normal.
Sitting down next to me as an older man at a coffee shop where there’s tables available next to me, is also normal.
Sitting down next to me as an older at a coffee shop where there’s tables available next to me and speaking to me, again, is normal.
But sitting down next to me as an older man at a coffee shop where there’s table available next to me and first thing you say to me is “don’t worry I’m not gonna drug you”, not fucking normal.
Like, WHAT!? Who said you were!? Now I’m thinking you might! Where is this coming from!? I don’t know you, get away!
They were both drunk....Caiti isnt a perfect angel neither get your head out of your ass
Yet she didn’t grab his dick while she was drunk and last I checked she was a lot more drunk than him. Even if he was seriously out of it he could have just apologized. If you wanna watch his streams and YouTube videos go for it, I don’t know why you would, but to each their own I guess.
Alcohol doesn’t make sexual assaulters. Sexual assaulters use alcohol as an excuse. Not to mention that he’s said weird shit in the past. To victim blame caiti is insane to me. Just say you don’t actually care about victims and move on. Defending him when it’s so very clear he’s at fault. Many people who have been friends with him had even dropped him, I feel that’s enough to make you realize the severity of the situation. You are a mere viewer of him, to which lets be honest, he doesn’t give two fucks about. People who knew him, hung around him, all these multiple people don’t even support him anymore. Yet you have your head so far up your ass to realize that. When more than half of the people George was close to separates themselves from him , maybe just maybe, it’s actually George and not caiti.
The fact that he hasn’t even taken accountability for his actions show how guilty and a prick he really is.
“Yes I touched her but…”
There should be no but or excuses just an apology to for actually touching her and causing her harm. To call someone who has no relevance to the situation, who wasn’t even there during the assault to ask if caiti felt comfortable is ridiculous. Only person who knows how caiti truly felt is caiti herself so why the hell are we asking other people who don’t even know her how she felt. Just take accountability and apologize for touching her without consent, it shouldn’t be that difficult. His so called “apology” doenst actually talk about what actually happened nor does he even really apology. His “apology” video is filled with things that are irrelevant to the story, he does this as a way to manipulate you, to distract you from what actually happened. Open your eyes and stop being naive.