2023.10.30| Monday

2023.10.30| monday

d-4 till chem exams, satisfied in the sense that ik what i have to do, and so far it is all very logical and making sense... so, planned to crash out u3 completely tmr, then i can start on u4 (hopefully before wednesday), then some legal revision before that external (d-3, thursday). all in all v pleased with how the study is going. 5 external exams left, we got this :>> my productivity is boosted under stress when it's external and not internalised over performance or perfectionism, so with home responsibilities being higher atm it's been v pleasant to study.

Hozier, Francesca

ohhh my god I have got to stop mourning the past or whatever

maybe, hopefully.

and so she starts the prayer again. just once more, once more.

home is the first grave // until i gather the strenth to drag my bones out the front door my soul will haunt these shadowed halls. the kitchen echos of angrily washed dishes and silent mornings, the living room reverberates arguments past and loud screams. the room is filled with quiet sobs and repeated whispers, just once more then you’ll be done, just hold on once more. but it’s once more in the same way that soon will never be here and then is never now.

Lose my shit whenever songs in an album have recurring motifs like yesss play those notes again boy