
Fixations on fictional subjects in the form of rants, writing prompts, head canons, and so on. We'll see where this leads us. (They/Them) (The banner is from r/place 2023)I make impulsive posts because I get struck with ideas late at night and don't schedule my posts because I like seeing my mistakes in real time /hj.
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Those Last Few Memories | KHR Fic (Fic Rec)
Those Last Few Memories | KHR Fic (Fic Rec)
In one future, the Arcobaleno band together and try to fight off the Anti Tri-ni-set radiation.
a oneshot but this made me sad for awhile. (...the ending... i kept thinking about it after i read it and it kept making me sob.
like id just be
me: *laughs at funny video*
*pause. thinks about that fic*
*bursts out into sobs*)
spoilers for the fic
(it had no right being so sad man. IT WAS JUST A BUNCH OF PACIFIERS AND HE MOVED THE LAST ONE TO THE PILE SO 'he wouldn't be alone anymore' LIKE AGHH )
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but oh my god these are just funny i have to share
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Until Their Leaves Fall Off / Naruto Fic (Fic Rec)
The first time Nawaki realizes something is wrong, he’s three years old and alone in the room in the attic of the orphanage. That’s not my room, he thinks. “Naruto, do you want to go to Ichiraku’s?” Hokage-jiji asks him when he visits him. That’s not my name, he thinks. Because he’s pretty sure his name is Senju Nawaki. It takes him a while to understand what happened. He died, he remembers one night, waking up screaming from a nightmare that shakes him to the bones because it’s not just a nightmare, it’s a memory, and he remembers running ahead of his team, seeing, too late, the wire as he trips it, and then fire, sound and pain, so much pain, and it hurts and it hurts so much and then… Nothing.
i swear to fucking god every chapter had me sobbing my eyes out
its GOOD. 16 chapters so far. not finished. BUT GOOD. oh my god
(i need more senju / uzumaki fics agHHH)
(people aren't really that great. except when they are.)
this disturbing nightmare i had at one point

i dont think i ever talked about it because it really fucked me up like holy shit what the hell
but then i just found it while doing something else. remembered it happened. and anyway its kind of interesting? one of the few nightmares with games or references to it (there was one of me building a bridge in mc creative and then i fell. or this weird field trip roller coaster fnaf nightmare). annd i typed it down
SO. its like two months old btw. i kind of still remember it but also not really
cough cough
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i had a very disturbing nightmare?? it was basically about this whole horror game
but i think it mightve been bleeding into reality?
and the last thing i remember is so basically the (PROBABLY tw warning)
we were trying to hide but like. something something, and i think we accidentally triggered the phone? so it was just constantly ringing. so we were goin to die soon. i just hear screams. i have my own phone, i type nonsense into it (keyboard smash), realize 'wait shit im gonna die' and quickly deleted it nad typed in 911. ring ring. theres a voice. its like. 'i SweAR i diDNt CheAT' and like 'DONT [blank. blank. i dont. remember . and i dont wnat to??]' and it was. terrifying. and i muted my phone.. and then me the character i was playing as screamed as they were dying. think the kind of horrifying scream from one of those terrifying vhs horror series. i think i called like. my. actual lover though? the other person we play as who was too late to save us. and. i. it. was very. disturbing. for some reason trying to leave the game browser brought me to like a really old roblox? and iwas trying to navigate to discord. ..because i wanted to share my experience there, my horror experience where i was on like a walk or something and being chased and hunted and something something. headbang.
i think my mind just got increasingly annoyed. because i kept wanting to go to discord to talk about it (whether about the game, the dream, or the 'real experience' i have no fucking clue) i remember having that urge. to. get. up. but i wasnt actually awake. so i just got increasingly confused and lost and panicked because i was trying to leave but i couldnt??
rereading this the 'type nonsense' probably doenst make sense. clarification: im viewing this as both as playing a game and also 'holy shit tHATS ME'. i was like 'fuck im dead anyway'. had that realization of 'wait shit I'M gonna die???' and did a last ditch effort to call 911. i knew though. we were. gonna die anyway though?? i had like this inventory thing i was messing around with while figuring it out and resigned to my character's death [honestly. it was probably some sort of weird time loop thing idfk except only i am aware. and i forget half the time]
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honestly. it was so confusing and horrifying. that maybe ill take this and write it into something for character angsty times
im so confused

Calisto Novastrae: But... I think I'm really cute (theres a kaomoji here but i can't really type it out)
(this is me. hes named after one of my ocs)
but uh. what. did i miss context? im so confused and why is there like a kaomoji (maybe im missing anime context..? but we dont play as naruto himself in the story so probably not?)
???? it was like 'even jiraya uses his frogs differently', the last dialogue box i mean. and then it went to this and i got so confused
(this is the naruto online game)
jaehee makes the world go round






aHHHHH IM SO FUCKING GAY FOR JAEHEE *headbang* im sorry i have so many screenshots now but i couldnt help myself
anyway i havent slept lMFAO im so tired (and my eyes hate me because there was this fic that kept making me sob my eyes out)
and i got confused AND LMFAO

i wasnt paying attention i think i gota b roken heart im sorry BUT I JSUT READ DUNKING i was like '??? huh? donuts>???'
HEHEH
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