Thanks For The Tag @feline17ff

Thanks for the tag @feline17ff

Nickname: Rae, Fifu, *flower related stuff in general*

Zodiac: Aquarius

Height: I legit dk. Pretty tall. 5’10 (imma edit to the exact one that this bracket will be gone when it happens)

Last movie I saw: Oof I watch so many movies that I was stumped but in actuality perfect timing. I sat and watch Disney’s animated Beauty and the Beast with my little cousins yesterday! It was their first time and kinda perfect time was I was in the fairytale mood and I was working on my EAH fic bout Brair and Rosabella’s grandparents who are from the tales Sleeping beauty and Beauty and the beast!

Last thing I googled: I had quite a few tabs on cause I was researching for my fics yesterday. But just now I googled Tumblr to get here cause I don’t have the app cause storage cause of my numerous photos and my writings and fics

Fav musicians: I bounce around a bit so I don’t have any fav. Got back to music cause inspo and background for my fics and ships (plus ambience helps too)

Songs stuck in my head: Problem by Ariana Grande (the ‘Got my head in the clouds got no weight on my shoulders. I should be wiser and realise I got one last problem without ya’ part)

Other blogs: N/A, this be my one and only blog here for far

Blogs following: in the twenties right now but defo gonna get higher cause there’s so many amazing people on here!

Sleep patterns: Tragic. Kinda nocturnal ish nowadays. Chilling in the night is very fun and I get a lot of needed me time. Gap year so ayeee but also nerves if I am utilising my time well. Fluctuates. I got my sleep schedule right a few weeks ago but got it wrong again cause of having to go somewhere.

Lucky numbers: l really don’t have one. My favourite numbers are 2,6,7,9 (idk something noice looking bout em)

What am I wearing: long maroon comfy gown that goes till my shins with 3 black stripes on the half-sleeves (gives it some athletic vibes) and with POCKETS! Oh and black slacks. And clear blue glasses (the colour of Ashlynn Ella’s glass slippers in her normal wear coincidentally )

What would I do if capitalism didn't exist: Probs stress less, have less pressure and worries and have less things to cry about.

Dream trip: Hmm, Turkey (heard it’s an amazing place and also the foodie part of me is like Turkish cuisine be great!). Me and my friends want to travel together one day. Maybe going to Morocco, to the Philippines, to Indonesia!

Fav food: a foodie so a lottt. Ice cream- cookies and cream. Mango milkshake! Pinna Coloda (the general combo of Pineapple and Coconut both together and apart!)

Love Indomie (they nostalgic and great ramen noodles! Obv not sponsored or anything (random YouTuber-like clarification)

Chocolate milk!

Pizza!

Love pastas

Languages I speak: English, Urdu/Hindi, Arabic. Tiny bit Turkish cause has quite a few words in common with Urdu!

learned French from 2nd to 4th grade but forgot it again

Instruments I play: My bro plays the guitar and I don’t (unless my voice/singing which ain’t that good can be counted as an instrument, looking at you

Barbie:Diamond castle for that analogy)

Fav song: Quite a few. Both in English and in Hindi and Korean ones.

In English ones, everybody talks (currently cause of this one ship and how it plays out in my head), Levitating! Killing me softly, I’m still standing, I will survive, once upon a December from Anastasia, lots of old songs like Dark horse without the pointless added rap that doesn’t match or harmonise (went offffff)

Wanna One’s Energetic is my fave. Korean drama osts be bops. The show Goblin’s theme was kinda ethereal. The entire soundtrack of Cinderella and the four Knights is nostalgic. Loved the main Theme of Kill me, Heal me and it’s called auditory hallucinations.

Love the songs Khamoshiyan, Dhakak’s title track (though I never watched the movie and heard people say it was eh (tea)),

Childhood shows’ themes be nostalgic and hit hard. The ‘We are W.I.T.C.H’ will never not slappp.

Random facts about me:

Love writing and have a lot of Work in progress fics from so many fandoms. Love ships! Idk how I sometimes land into rare pair territory tbh.

Up for friendly fandom discussions, (respect our diff opinions too obv) they are very fun. Feel free to dm me btw, I don’t mind and it’s nice making some more friends.

Was a literature student, and loved musicals cause I love reading between the line and analysis. Youngest child of my parents but one of the elder cousins ish. Love the colour blue, pink, a lot of colours tbh.

Have a lotta hobbies.

Love shoes and currently watching Hilda which I recommend!

love games!

Got a haircut a few days ago in layers and digging it!!

Have cats and love em. Have had pets all my life.

I rambled on for too long! Thanks for reading you guys!

I’ll tag @ankicacicero , @small-white-bird , @curseofbunny , @whateverafterhigh , @everafterbi , @everafterblog , @wehiddendesires @demigirlravenqueen

+ anyone who wants to do it!

20 questions tag

hello!! i was tagged in this by @aqua-girl-4ever so thank you for the tag!

Nickname: ezzy! or banana if yall are into that ig

Zodiac Sign: cancer. i am crabbo

Height: 5'10" i think?? maybe 5'9"??

Last Movie I Saw: in theaters i think was Frozen 2 but in general the last movie i watched was Vertigo

Last Thing I Googled: ‘how to sleep’ for my friend so they stop texting me at fucking one in the morning about their insomnia

Favorite Musician: don’t have one! i don’t listen to a whole lot of music other than show tunes or disney songs but i think just about every song i hear is a good song. but also Freddie Mercury.

Song Stuck In My Head: surprisingly it’s actually kinda quiet in my head right now, but Maybe This Time from Cabaret and Maybe from Annie are both kind of floating around somewhere in the back

Other Blogs: none babeyyy y’all get everything here. one stop shop.

Blogs Following: i just follow back people who follow me. so. y’all can check that list if you’re interested.

Sleep Patterns: as of now it’s usually about 3-4am to 2pm. i always wake up at 2 because i have an alarm but i can fall asleep basically anywhere between 3 and 5 am

Lucky Numbers: 8 and 28 but not 18. also i hate the numbers 7 and 10

What Am I Wearing: my jammies! which aren’t actually jammies just comfy clothes. kk slider socks, black leggings, undies, and a big t-shirt

What Would I Do If Capitalism Didn’t Exist?: fucking live man. go places. be happy. but if we’re talking careers i would kill to be, like, a mattress tester or smth. i just like to rest

Dream Trip: y’all i live in ohio just get me out of here and i’m happy. but i’ve always wanted to go to norway, or somewhere in south america

Favorite Food: nearest. but also strawberries and pasta. not together tho

Instruments I Play: uh… i was a percussionist in band in middle school so… drums, and i also play handbells and sing. and also i played piano for like two years but i never practiced so i don’t know how to play piano

Languages I speak: English. and i studied Spanish for like four years but it was also in the american public school system so we all know what kind of quality that had, and i’ve tried duolingo just so many times and never gotten past a certain point

Favorite Songs: pretty much anything i listen to! i’m not big on rap and things like that bc i have auditory processing issues and can’t understand what they’re saying but if i can understand it i usually like it

Random Facts About Me: ooh um… i have chronic hiccups, i just chopped off a lot of my hair for charity, i have a cat, and i have a lot of weird ancestors/relatives

tagging @etchedstars @primordialsoupy @imperatrixtumby

Exactly, It was heartbreaking. Like instead of a compelling character we got some super rushed stuff.I was hoping for another Villian and seeing how she was raised and stuff. Like make it make sense. Not the crystal we deserved. Like the og tale has lots of potiental and can be cool to draw from but nah. Also the show tying thing was pretty outta the left field

epic winter is so comical its like. what the fuck happened

1000000% underrated and underdeveloped characters tbh:

I agree with ya on this! It’s brilliant btw! Justine being bad at some dances like ballet would be good and realistic.

Crystal being the baddie we needed. Also Jackie Frost and her bro need help cause they were so cringey and rushed.

Jillian – She does need some fears. Also I find her crush on Tiny cute. The stuff ya said bout Farrah is amazing.

Agree with what ya said bout Meeshell too!

Bunny and Alistair – I remember I was so angry when their characters weren’t focused on and all we knew was that they liked each other. They seemed so bland to me. But thank goodness for fans who elaborated on em.

Nina – so I checked the thumbalina fairytale right now to see the themes and got quite a bit so buckle in fam. She’s gotta keep travelling around quite a bit.

In the tale, thumbalina gets kidnapped by a frog and then runs away from em, then is on the run from different things ever since. She gets helped by bugs throughout the tale so maybe Nina calls on bugs and spiders and such instead of woodland creatures like the other princesses with the exception of her shallow ‘bird’ friend.

She rooms with this nice mouse and tells him stories and cooks for him. Then the mouse’s good friend who is the richest and the rich mouse is smittened with her and asks her to marry him. (she’s irrestible like all these creatures wanna marry her!)

She had to go along with it and reclutantly went to his home with her roommate. On the way there, in a tunnel was an injured shallow (bird) and the rich mouse kicked it and told it, it deserved its injuries. Thumbalina is disgusted and shocked and runs away from the mice and then comes back to tend to the bird when they are gone.

She took care of it till it could fly again and it was spring time by the time the bird was better and the bird asked her to come along to where the bird would reunite with her friends. Thumbelina is tired of adventure and declines.

The lovesick rich mouse finds her again and asks her to marry him once again. She tells him to let her bask in the sun before they’d have to live underground for most of their life. (Thumbalina has a problem with telling people no I suppose? Maybe being a people pleaser.) She is roaming the fields one last time when her shallow friend comes and asks her to come away with her. This time she agrees. On their travels, she meets a ‘young, handsome’ king who for some reason has wings and she gets wings too when she marries him. She can feel like she belongs nowhere cause she was always on the move.

And the tale never mentions her reuniting with her mother. Plus the thumbell family can all deal with infertility and all. Fairytale conceptions methods do be interesting like eating roses for kids or in this case, planting a grain of barley and then kissing the petals of the flowers that grew.

The beginning of the tale says that the lady lost her husband and was lonely thus wanted a kid she never had. So would Nina have to lose her future spouse and then have a kid she will inevitably lose? Tragic af There’s a lot that can be explored. Also we needed Chase Redford at EAH ngl,like would be so cool and fun to explore more bout him.

Characters I think had a lot of potential but were heavily underused

Disclamer this is just my opinion and how I'd 'fix' them

Justine - She's shown to be good at every dance style, but that's so boring... what if instead she was horrible at ballet and wanted to befriend Duchess so they can practice together? (Duchess at first sees this as some kind of rivalry)

Also I hate what they did to Duchess on Justine's diary, she'd never cheat on a dance performance

I like her sleepdancing and her potential relationship with Ramona tho

Crystal - I've made a previous post about this but basically I find her to be very bland. I want character development; from cold Ice princess to her finally learling to love other people

Jillian - I like the fearless adventure girl trope and her interactions with Humphrey. Apart from that I don't have a lot of opinions, maybe add her one fatal fear that she overcomes? I don't know

Farrah - I don't have strong opinions about her, I like her. Maybe add more struggles regarding her wishes? Like people abuse them or something and maybe Ashlynn (or Crystal cof cof @crystals-gun-supremacy ) are the ones that help the rest realise that Farrah doesn't want to grant wishes all day.

Meeshell - I like her shy personality, I just wish she had more. Maybe she doesn't tell people her tragic destiny because she's too shy to talk about it and doesn't want other people worrying about her?

Also maybe her and Duchess can bond over their tragic destinies

Ramona - I want more interaction between her a Cerise! I want them to act as sisters. Also I want to know what happened to her and why was she sent to prision.

Bunny and Alistair - put them together because apparently that's what mattel thinks of them. Thank you fandom for making them actual characters and not just "girl and boy are in love with each other but are too shy to confess"

Nina - I literally have no opinions about her. She just exists

Who’s the most underrated character in your opinion? Someone you would’ve loved to hexplore the story of.

Well there's room for so much angst tbh. Like the line of the actual book starts with 'All of this has happened before and will happen again' so this boy legit goes in loops with the Darling girls. It's hinted that even Wendy's mum knew him and had adventured with him. And in the end it's mentioned he take Wendy's daugethers for adventures too. Plus the quotes i checked out for this other project i have as pretty bittersweet.Again I love this elaboration and seriously need more lols!

Some OC and Canon Character Relationships for my Peter Pan/Ever After High AU

Peter is an irrepressible extrovert. Why do you think he periodically left his island to make new friends and bring them over before the legacy system? He will be friends with anyone who doesn’t rub him the wrong way first, and even them if they say sorry and he thinks they mean it. (Prejudices like sexism and the bias against villains’ children are just more silly grownup nonsense to him. You should make people sad only for perfectly logical reasons, like if they hurt puppies for fun or won’t give totally deserving immortal boys chocolate they totally deserve. But he’s never properly got the ‘sins of the parent’ thing. Yeah, he fought every Hook from the cycle’s start, but that’s ‘cause every Hook was themselves bad and wanted to fight him first! Right? …Isn’t that how it went?) This whole ‘maturing’ thing is very, very New and Hard and Scary, and he develops a deep fear of losing his nerve on it after coming so far, aware he’s had a consistent habit of forgetting any emotional growth he got in the past. His personal affections are fickle and impulsive day to day, especially in the beginning. His strongest bonds are undoubtedly with Scarlet and Fire Lily. Peter’s beloved or at least admired and appreciated by the masses for his innumerable daring feats, generally nice disposition and of course singlehandedly keeping the cycle of destiny in Neverland turning all this time. However, it can be difficult for him and others to discern between his friends and mere fans. At first, he doesn’t care. What matters is people think he’s cool. The more attuned to how bad the status quo is and how important others’ needs and rights are he becomes, the more he favours Rebels like Raven, Maddie, Kitty, Darling, Cerise, Ramona, Ginger (if you give him good food, he is your friend for life), and Melody. He still loves plenty of Royals as people and slowly learns how to see the world in less black-and-white terms to maintain his friendships with them. Some will find him annoying or bratty, but it’s difficult to truly hate him because, well, if you have an ounce of self-awareness as the Hooks are famously lacking, it seems absurd to hate a child who probably neither knows why you do nor is bothered that you do. Hating people is Not Fun, so he’s reluctant to commit to it, so it’ll tend to be an unsatisfyingly one-sided animosity on your part.

Blondie is eager to interview the illustrious Peter Pan. Always glad to talk about himself, he doesn’t see much problem with her nosiness, pickiness and lack of respect for privacy and appreciated her ability to put an entertaining spin on anything. He sometimes assists her collecting gossip.

Duchess is one of the few who actually do hate Peter. She cannot stand that she’s doomed to a tragic end of loneliness and heartbreak, while his life is an endless procession of fun, freedom and happily ever afters. Plus, he’s a loud, tactless nuisance. He mistakes this for a tongue-in-cheek rivalry and accordingly enjoys teasing her for a long while. Eventually he does figure out Duchess is really hurting, regretfully dropping it, but his usual tactics to make people feel better don’t work with her. Left no other options, he confesses he was kinda attracted to the first Wendy Darling and it hurt him deeply to say goodbye to her forever, so he can’t imagine how awful her destiny would feel. Then they just keep their distance from each other in strange understanding.

Sparrow and Peter get along great. The boy is happy to be a diversion or nimble fellow pickpockets in Sparrow’s thefts. He might want to keep one or two shiny things, but often the look of revelation on the victim’s face is payment enough. This friendship mildly strains Sparrow and Duchess’s relationship.

Scarlet and Faybelle are instant BFFAs. They both noticed they were the most genuinely enthusiastic and happy kids in the first General Villainy lesson and struck up a conversation. Now when Scarlet needs a truly understanding ear (well, it’s more that Faybelle lets her vent and then changes the subject to something different, usually herself, but talking to her always makes her feel better) or just wants some no-questions-asked, no-strings-attached mischief, she knows the Dark Fairy’s daughter has her back. Faybelle cheers her on during her sports games. They help each other with work in their several shared subjects.

Scarlet: I mean, I’m honoured to inherit my father’s role and all, but I don’t want to be just another Captain Hook, you know? I want to be that Captain Hook.

Faybelle: Right? And the Evil Queen stole my mother’s part, so I’m stuck in the shadow of two villains! I can enjoy being evil and still want to be special.

Scarlet: That’s exactly it! You are so much better than the fairies in Neverland.

Faybelle: Of course I am. I’m better than everyone.

Scarlet: Except at piracy!

[They laugh and high five.]

Faybelle isn’t impressed by Peter at first, but after he tells the story of the original Tinkerbell trying to kill Wendy as a funny anecdote in an interview with a very underprepared Blondie, she realizes his moral code is also pretty flexible. So she allows him to tag along with her and his sister a few times, and warms up to him. As long as she stays nice to him and Scarlet he’s cool with all her villainous… quirks and he has many lifetimes’ experience in troublemaking. He has no idea why more people don’t like her. She seems similar to him and almost everyone at school likes him. Having real friends who trust and accept her helps Faybelle a lot, not that she’ll admit it. The chaotic trio confide in each other their respective gradual turns toward morals and the worries and insecurities they give them, like Faybelle’s dissipating hostility to her classmates and crush on Briar, Scarlet’s interest in and protectiveness of her identity besides villainy and piracy and Peter finally catching up on the remorse and empathy he’s been delaying.

Scarlet also befriends Darling (her favourite fencing partner) and Ramona.

Meghan is friends with Ashlynn, who shares her kindness and love of nature, Blondie, who shares her curiosity and secretly wanting more out of her destiny, and Briar, who shares a pack of younger siblings and knows a lot of ways to have pure, undiluted fun. Since she can plan all those parties so flawlessly and keep up with her work while having narcolepsy, Briar must have hextremely efficient organization and time management skills. She’s a mentor of sorts to Meghan.

Fire Lily has never needed a lot of friends, he’s most comfortable with just a few people who understand him and he can come to when he needs to while able to do the same. So he only has a couple friends other than Peter - a childhood friend he’d lost touch with and now becomes a responsible big brother to - Scarlet - a childhood rival annoyingly good at antagonizing him and getting his flawless facade to crack, who he comes to see as a sister through association with Peter - and Meghan - who he has seamless platonic chemistry with on his first day. He bonds with Cedar over their love of art. Her honesty is refreshing and forces him to face and resolve his mistakes and problems; it isn’t always fun, but he knows there’s more to life than fun unlike certain people, and doesn’t back down from the challenge. Ashlynn and Hunter are his allies in environmental activism. Neverland has much better harmony with nature than Ever After, so seeing the mainland’s level of harmful industrialization is quite a culture clash.

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