I Was Having Writers Block And So I Took A Break And Soon Enough It Was 3 In The Morning And I Had Impulsively

I was having writers block and so I took a break and soon enough it was 3 in the morning and I had impulsively sewn together a tiny mouse you’re welcome

so glad i stopped stanning real life people.now i keep the celebrities i like in big comfy kennels with lots of enrichment and organic food and they do little tricks to delight me. that’s what celebrities are all about <3

i don’t even know how to explain to non musical theatre people that we genuinely just lost shakespeare — i can’t even think of another comparison that may even remotely come close. there was no one like him and there never will be. a league of his own, the greatest of the greats.

The problem with being chronically ill is that when you become more sick, with more symptoms, people do not understand why its so upsetting.

"But weren't you in pain before?". Yes but this is a new pain that I haven't dealt with before.

"I thought you already had stomach problems?". Yes but this is a new symptom of it that scares me.

"Arent you used to this by now?". No, and I never will be.

Symptoms that have been had for months or years are hard enough to manage in the first place. Developing a new one is scary, and trying to find ways to cope while still juggling everything else is even more so. We are allowed to be upset at our symptoms progressing. It doesn't mean it wasn't bad before. It just means now its bad in another way we arent familiar with. And that sucks.

hello here’s a new poem of mine that was published in the 2018/2019 issue of Ellipsis & won their annual poetry prize!!!

Being the eldest daughter looking at your mom like [I love you] [I hate you] [you’re my best friend] [if I have to spend another second with you today I’m gonna lose it] [everything I am is because of you (affectionate)] [everything I am is because of you (derogatory)] [thank you for the sacrifices you made for me] [why the fuck would you make those sacrifices for me] [you deserve the world (you deserved better)]