So Glad I Stopped Stanning Real Life People.now I Keep The Celebrities I Like In Big Comfy Kennels With

so glad i stopped stanning real life people.now i keep the celebrities i like in big comfy kennels with lots of enrichment and organic food and they do little tricks to delight me. that’s what celebrities are all about <3

as always when a famous jewish person passes, i feel the need to restate that the correct jewish honorific in death is “may their memory be a blessing”

hello here’s a new poem of mine that was published in the 2018/2019 issue of Ellipsis & won their annual poetry prize!!!

people who think andrew garfield is overacting in tick tick boom have never spent time with theatre kids

(Chen Chen, Chapter VIII / Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray / Markus Zusak, I Am the Messenger / Holly Black, The Cruel Prince / Anne Carson, Glass, Irony and God / Oscar Wilde, The Importance of Being Earnest)

The problem with being chronically ill is that when you become more sick, with more symptoms, people do not understand why its so upsetting.

"But weren't you in pain before?". Yes but this is a new pain that I haven't dealt with before.

"I thought you already had stomach problems?". Yes but this is a new symptom of it that scares me.

"Arent you used to this by now?". No, and I never will be.

Symptoms that have been had for months or years are hard enough to manage in the first place. Developing a new one is scary, and trying to find ways to cope while still juggling everything else is even more so. We are allowed to be upset at our symptoms progressing. It doesn't mean it wasn't bad before. It just means now its bad in another way we arent familiar with. And that sucks.