Day 12 (28/11/23)

Day 12 (28/11/23)🌟

thank you kim mingyu for literally existing

today was a reset day i guess??? obvioulsy i didn't sleep well due to the storm and the wind that literally made my balcony's doors tremble. moreover, my headphones broke so I couldn't cover the loud noises with music or something it was very stressful and I slept only three hours??? then I got up ate breakfast with my roommates and slept again for other two hours.

this morning I tried to drink milk again after few months without it and I can confirm i am lactose intolerant rip🐄🥛

then I did my skincare morning routine (even if i cried a lot during the day)🧚‍♀️, dressed up (even if it was a home-stay day) and I worked on my orthopedics assignment🦴

there's a funny thing about today: i found out my infectious diseases exam is four days before the date i remembered so im basically screwed so my anxiety took over and my brain got STUCK i couldn't even focus on the pages i had in front of me im just so confused and I fear i will postpone the examination for the millionth time 🦠

I don't think I'll be able to study foreign languages till the exam day I will just practice some japanese vocab with apps and apply my usual "immersive" routine for korean (kpop content and journaling. writing is really helping me a lot both with the language and the fact that it makes me reorganize ideas in my mind, i can understand more my feelings,... then i check my sentences with the speaking mode in papago.)🇰🇷🇯🇵

외국어를 공부할 수 없을 것 같아. 시험이 12월에 있지만 저는 아직 공부를 안 끝났어요. 요즘에는 일본어와 중국어를 공부한 시작했어서 제 한국어 연습이 조금 어려워. 가끔 단어고 문법을 기억지 않아요. 아무것도 이해할 수 없는 것 같아. 언어 세 개를 다 잘 하고 싶어서 열심히 연습해야 돼요. 내일부터 공부와 셀프케어에 지중하고 (to focus) 싶어: 운동하기, 스킨케어 하기, 건강에 좋은 밥을 먹기, 더 마시기, 방을 청소하기.

i think im slowly improving my posture but one of my resolution for next year is to improve my flexibility and exercising a lot more. i really want to feel more lively🏃‍♀️

also I should drink a lot more even if it means to force myself sometimes💧

so for tomorrow i'm planning to start repeating out loud several topics for my exam i don't know yet if by myself or with my uni friends and i'd like to do a light workout.

p.s. YOU HAVE TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHY MINGYU HAS TO LOOK EXTRA FINE EVERY SINGLE TIME i mean grey sweats the Italia cap... he's doing it for me

"the frail trio" — xu minghao, 2023

Day 9 (25/11/23)🌟

today it was the first day of snow!!!!!

i skipped a day but I don't think there are many updates in my life these days. i also skipped some skincare routines but i'll begin again soon i promise!

for JAPANESE I completed one lesson about past tense from the minnanonihongo lesson on youtube. i've also used renshuu for practice and busuu for some new vocabulary and sentencese about time. but one of my favorite activities these days is listening to podcast or simple video on yt (shun, naoko and tanaka san are my favorite at the moment)🇯🇵

i had to study some more in this weekend because exam season is coming and I haven't finished infectious diseases program yet🥲🦠

i didn't study KOREAN or CHINESE but i've written in my tl journal and watched some content on yt (seventeen's vlog or random vocab videos)

i met many people at my friend's graduation party and I feel like my social batteries are a little worn out

i want to "tidy" my mind and start again with little steps also because next week will be pretty tough due to my uni schedule.

now its snowing outside and im rewatching shrek movies for the millionth time with my mum and my sister, LITERALLY MY CHILDHOOD

Day 10 (26/11/23)🌟

he was sooo dreamy in this live

today I went back to my university city with my family so i showed them around, it was fun we went shopping and we also went to the sea. i also took a pic of jungkook in a ck store and the clerk glared at me lol.

things done today

started doing again my skincare routine and I tried a new product i bought yesterday, let's hope for the best🧚‍♀️

did more than 15k steps, it feels very nice🏃‍♀️

ate delicious food but not enough fruit and vegetables i have to balance my diet again🍎

talked with several moots they're great and i've met some of them in person im really grateful to have them in my life😭

called an "ex"(?) friend from my town who now lives in england but I don't know if I wanna cut the relationship (i would have so many reasons)

I didn't study enough BUT I HAVE TO HURRY BC MY EXAM IS IN THREE WEEKS im just freaking out im sorry🦠

i've learned to make comparisons in JAPANESE using より: この本はその本より高いです (this book is more expensive than that book). 昨日の試験は今日の試験より難しいでした。(yesterday's exam was more difficult than today's exam) 🇯🇵

i just immerse myself in korean as much as i can on my commute (podcast, listening, social media post, idol contents) bc i can't focus on a structured lesson at the moment🇰🇷

i just temporarily put aside chinese because I don't have time to study it properly, i'll start again after my exam in december 😭🇨🇳

stella del cielo

231120 — jungkook x 'golden' live on stage