Not The Biggest Fan Of How All Everyday Tasks Have To Be Repeated Again And Again. Girl Why Am I Sisyphus

not the biggest fan of how all everyday tasks have to be repeated again and again. girl why am i sisyphus i didn’t even cheat death

fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

Unpleasantly confronted once again with the reality that meditation is good for me.

people

you ever just suddenly remember that linguini and remy can’t communicate. linguini does not have some special ability to understand rats. he just fuckin. accepts that this weird rat wants to cook and can control him with his hair. he’s just okay with that

I see a lot of jokes about “straight girls” claiming to be wlw but saying stuff like “Yeah I would totally kiss a girl and stuff but I would never go down on her 😖”

And the punchline of the joke is always that these are just posers and obviously they’re not really wlw because they don’t want to go down on other girls.

And while I understand that there are definitely straight girls who do just pretend to be wlw for clout or whatever, I think it’s important to remember that ace wlw do exist and are valid.

Wanting to go down on a girl is not a prerequisite for wanting to be with women.