Breewasneverhere - I Was Never Here.

I no longer have any friends. I'm lonley. Wanna be lonley together?

You know what …… fuck

NOTICE MEEEE

OK?

JUST FUCKING NOTICE. ME!!!!

MOST OF THE TIME YOU ARE THE ONLY FUCKING THING THAT MATTERS

THE ONLY FUCKING. I PUT ALL OF MY FUCKING TIME AND ENERGY TO MAKE SURE YOUR HAPPY

YOUR THE REASON I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING.

YOUR THE REASON WHY I’M STILL STANDING ON THIS EARTH.

But…… you still treat me like shit.

You mean so much to me. You mean too much too me.

I fucking LOVE you. If your sad i wanna make sure your okay. I wanna fucking be there for you. And it’s killing me that I can’t. It’s killing me that the only way I can do anything for you or even say hi is through a digital screen.

Look, I love every fucking thing about you. Every single imperfection Every time you’ve taught me something Every time you’ve seen things i couldn’t.

You are the family I wished I had. But the sad thing is….

You mean so much to me So much You mean so much more to me than I will EVER mean to you….

but like a like a very smart person told me.

“That’s life bitch…..deal with it”

To the person That has always mattered to me.

I’ll love you long after you forget about me. I’ll love you long after your gone gone gone.

is anyone else insecure as hell and seriously worried that no one will ever fall in love with them or is that just a me problem

How do you tell your parents, you want to, cut your wrists, bruise your skin, and bring pain to your body, How do you bring up something like that ?