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Breewasneverhere - I Was Never Here. - Tumblr Blog
reblog this if you want a LONG (or short) anonymous message saying what they think of you.
Do more things that make you forget to check your phone…
forget people because at the end of the day it's just me and my broken mind with netflix and food.
Life
You say you like me and you love hanging out with me and that everything is fine but my mind is so full of broken thoughts from past friendships that i know at some point, you’re just gonna leave me behind, i’ll be left in the dark wondering what i did wrong again, missing you because you were the only one who cared, and thinking about how short lived we were.
spitefully unaware (via brokenheartedpoems)
hirap na kayong intindihin ako ‘no? ako rin, hirap na akong intindihin ang sarili ko
You know what …… fuck
NOTICE MEEEE
OK?
JUST FUCKING NOTICE. ME!!!!
MOST OF THE TIME YOU ARE THE ONLY FUCKING THING THAT MATTERS
THE ONLY FUCKING. I PUT ALL OF MY FUCKING TIME AND ENERGY TO MAKE SURE YOUR HAPPY
YOUR THE REASON I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING.
YOUR THE REASON WHY I’M STILL STANDING ON THIS EARTH.
But…… you still treat me like shit.
You mean so much to me. You mean too much too me.
I fucking LOVE you. If your sad i wanna make sure your okay. I wanna fucking be there for you. And it’s killing me that I can’t. It’s killing me that the only way I can do anything for you or even say hi is through a digital screen.
Look, I love every fucking thing about you. Every single imperfection Every time you’ve taught me something Every time you’ve seen things i couldn’t.
You are the family I wished I had. But the sad thing is….
You mean so much to me So much You mean so much more to me than I will EVER mean to you….
but like a like a very smart person told me.
“That’s life bitch…..deal with it”
To the person That has always mattered to me.
I’ll love you long after you forget about me. I’ll love you long after your gone gone gone.
How do you tell your parents, you want to, cut your wrists, bruise your skin, and bring pain to your body, How do you bring up something like that ?
I don’t care about anything as much as I used to and that’s really sad
Tbh.
is anyone else insecure as hell and seriously worried that no one will ever fall in love with them or is that just a me problem
How to tell that it's getting bad again:
- I sleep to much or not at all -I eat too much or too little -I sound disinterested in everything -Be spaced out a lot - I will ramble a lot or not talk at all -I lose track of time - I make cynical comments, usually about myself -I push people away -I tend to rub my eyes and head a lot -I avoid eye contact -I am always shakey -I will avoid certain conversations
