I Miss Writing For Iwa

i miss writing for iwa 

warnings: making out? 

Dating Iwaizumi felt like as if you were on cloud nine. He's smart, kind, funny, caring and all, it's like he came straight out of a romance manga. You loved everything about him. What more could you ask him for?

"I got my first kiss!" your friend, Ruka, squealed giddily, covering her red face with a book. Rina cheered for her, patting her back as she tried to force her friend to spill the beans. You froze in your seat. Ruka met her boyfriend three weeks ago and they've kissed already?! you thought, puffing your cheeks in annoyance. Rina looked over to you with a pity look on her face.

"You haven't got your first kiss yet, didn't you, y/n?" she asked, patting your head. You only groaned as an answer. Ruka pouted. "I'm sure he has his reasons for not doing that. Let's not think to much about it since finals are coming up, yeah?" she tried to encourage you who has slumped onto the table.

The last bell rang, telling the students that school was finally over. You left Ruka and Rina early since you had your usually study sesh with Iwaizumi at your place. You arrived home peacefully, glad that there wasn't anything that bothered you on the way. A ding dong was heard after you had change out of your school uniform. Excitement rushed through your skin as you hurriedly went to the door.

There he was, smiling down at you, showing off his beautiful white pearls. Heart thumping loudly against your chest, you gulped. His hair was slightly disheveled, small pants coming from his pretty lips- he ran all the way to your house- that you wish you feel against yours. He looked hotter than usual. You faced the floor, silently hoping that he didn’t noticed you staring at him longer than usual. Stepping aside to let him into the house, you quickly made your way to the kitchen after dismissing him to stay put in your room as you made some refreshments for the both of you. 

Iwaizumi has never stepped inside a girl’s room before. Let alone a girl that he likes. He sat on the floor, taking out his homework as his eyes continued to wonder around the room. You entered the room, passing him a glass of water. The room was surrounded by a thick cloud of silence. Without wasting another minute, you sat down across him. Iwaizumi’s eye went down your figure, his gaze stopping at the thin fabric that’s hiding the rest of your skin. He could feel the tips of his ears burn making him look back to the book sprawled in front of him. You tilted your head at your boyfriend’s actions. 

“You okay, Iwa?” you asked, placing the back of your hand against his forehead. The boy’s eyes was in a horizontal line with your chest that was directly in front of him. He gulped hard as he was sweating bullets even though the air conditioner was on. “Come closer,” he said, turning away to avoid your quizzical look. Now it was your heart’s turn to palpitate. Cheeks burning, you crawled over to him. Hands gripped your wrist as he pulled you towards him, straddling his sides. Your widened at the contact of his clothed dick against your clothed womanhood. He’s hard, you thought, hiding your flustered face into his chest. 

Iwaizumi dragged a finger, picking up your chin to make you face him. His dark eyes were clouded with want. He suddenly slammed his lips to yours, kissing them hungrily. You parted your mouth more when he bit your lower lip, asking for entrance. Tongues swirled against one another as you both panted heavily for air. He flipped you over, making your back hit the cold floor. Iwa pinned both of your wrists above you. You looked erotic under him with your chest panting and cheeks all red and flustered. “I-iwa,” you stammered, voice dripping with honey. 

You nod your head in assurance. 

“I- I want to do it,” he said, looking down, his hair covering his bashful face. Then it hit you. You finally got your first kiss and now you’re going to do it with him! Finally your dream is about to come true. You cup both of his cheeks, making him look into your eyes. You knew you wanted this and he knows he wanted this too. You brought his lips to yours, connecting them together. The kiss was a real bliss and it made you feel all floaty as if you were on cloud nine for the first time again. 

imagine losing your virginity to shuji hanma.

warning: unprotected sex. (n)sfw, reader and hanma are both 18+. MINORS, DNI.

yeah, he’s a fugitive; the real red flag right there. he’s very much of a bad news, a delinquent himself. still, you can’t help it but to love the sensation that his cock gives; it’s everything to you.

“h-hanma…” you moaned as his hands covered your mouth, thrusting his cock deeper inside your walls. “i-i… oh god.”

of course, him taking your virginity also happened in secret. your parents were in the other side of the room while you sneaked in your boyfriend, hanma.

his lips began to attack yours— dancing along with your tongue as he savored the sweet taste of your lips; must have been his favorite chapsticks that you wore.

“d-damn, baby…” he whispered under his breath. “i’ll have to…”

“inside me, please! inside!” luckily, you were in a pill this time. his hands gripped your hips tightly as he spurted his seeds inside you.

looking at your appearance; your eyes slowly closing with a bit of saliva in the corners of your lips while a bit of tears were appearing in your eyes, hanma’s cock began to twitch once again. damn, you look the best like this— he thought.

“let’s do it again, alright, baby?” of course, how could you say no to him?

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Content: au, headcanons, Mikey, Draken, Baji, Mitsuya, Kazutora, Pah-chin, Peh-yan, Chifuyu, Hakkai, Nahoya, Souya, Takemichi

Navigation: ➜ Tokyo Manji | MIZO-MID | VALHALLA | Black Dragons | Tenjiku | BONTEN | HEYA!!

Masterlist // Idol AU Masterlist

Tokyo Manji

The subunit with the most members since Wakui Ent. keeps on adding. Tokyo Manji is one of the most popular groups since, according to the music videos, they're the heroes of the Tokyo RVNGRZ storyline.

MEMBERS

Manjiro Sano

Stage name: Mikey

leader, face of the group, rapper, vocalist, dancer

all rounder idol

the member teased for his height but is also the most popular one

had the choice to go solo but stayed with Tokyo Manji

the member with the strongest scalp since his hair changes so often

duality king, goes from 💗🌸✨ to 💀⛓😈 real fast

fits every concept

joins Pah-chin in his mukbang videos

emcees at music shows

a member of the Bonten subunit as well

Ken Ryuuguji

Stage name: Draken

rapper, vocalist

1/2 of the Twin Dragons duo

the member who's hair only changes colors every 5 comebacks only for it to be black, blond, or blond with black roots

writes the rap verses for some of the Tokyo Manji tracks

the most memorable one visually because of his tattoo and height

the dad of the group and the one collecting the members off stage after an encore

the one members pass the mic to during interviews and he's sick of it but ready to do it anyway

when he's at the airport, you'll never lose him and he's the one holding all the member's passports

suits dark concepts really well

dating another idol (Emma Sano from HEYA!!) but he isn't too public about it

Takashi Mitsuya

vocalist, rapper, dancer

2/2 of the Twin Dragons duo

all rounder idol (2)

actually became a producer at Wakui Ent. after being an idol for a couple years

wrote/co-wrote some of Tokyo Manji's songs

the member who never has bad comeback hair but also has severely damaged hair

a very popular participant of the mullet trend

broke open his shirt once for performance and fans went wild (reference to that one time in the Black Dragons arc)

blinks during a live when a fan says "blink if you hate Wakui Ent."

fits every concept (2)

emcees at variety shows (2)

the mom of the group, Draken's partner in collecting the members off stage after an encore

the one that's known for being really respectful towards female idols

Keisuke Baji

visual, rapper, dancer

a temporary member of VALHALLA

the member with the healthiest hair since he barely dyes it

it was dyed once but no one noticed since it was either a really dark blue or dark brown

made fun of for his predebut pictures

though Baji doesn't like singing, when he does sing he has the most beautiful, raspy voice

hypes up the audience during concerts

the savage member that doesn't take shit from antis, stalkers, etc

blinks during a live when a fan says "blink if you hate Wakui Ent." (2)

whenever Tokyo Manji have a comeback with a dark concept, say your prayers because Keisuke Baji is about to wreck your bias list

was on a really long hiatus once due to health problems

choreographs some of Tokyo Manji's dances

god help you if you tell Baji you don't know the choreography

Kazutora Hanemiya

visual, vocalist, dancer

former group center before he went on a short hiatus and temporarily moved to VALHALLA but was put back into Tokyo Manji after the previous group disbanded

the unhinged member that just does whatever

like he could get exposed for smoking but honestly won't care and just keep doing it

the unintentionally funny one

the savage member (2)

would probably be the idol that started a new hair trend

blinks during a live when a fan says "blink if you hate Wakui Ent." (3)

the one who needs to be collected off stage after an encore

Haruki Hayashida

Stage name: Pah-chin

rapper

one of the strongest voices in the rap line

sometimes writes the rap verses for all the Tokyo Manji tracks but its rare

Pah has a really strong voice and carries the verse really well

had a really long hiatus once and everyone was deprived of fire verses for months :((

bUT HE CAME BACK and the rap industry was blessed again

the member who always has food

they don't know how he sneaks food into interviews but he does

has a mukbang show on the Tokyo Manji official YT channel

Ryohei Hayashi

Stage name: Peh-yan

rapper

always with Pah-chin

another strong voice amongst the rapline

the loud member

can always find the camera when he's being filmed, it scared fansites sometimes

he dressed up as something scary for a Halloween stage and spotted a random fansite and scared the shit out of them

was scarily quiet while Pah-chin was on hiatus

honestly reminds me of Jisung from Stray Kids

Chifuyu Matsuno

visual, vocalist, dancer, rapper

all rounder idol (3)

has the prettiest stage makeup

put him in anything and it'll look expensive

posts dance and vocal covers

sometimes live streams his practice

carries as the backing vocals of songs

helped choreograph some parts of Tokyo Manji's dances

Hakkai Shiba

visual, vocalist, rapper, dancer

former member of Black Dragons

he's the face of so many cosmetic brands and magazines

emcees at music shows (3)

nervous around female idols and it doesn't help he's always with Mitsuya who's a safe space for female idols

best airport fashion

has the best facial expressions while dancing

Nahoya Kawata

rapper, vocalist

1/2 of the SUGOAKU duo

the savage member (3)

wrote/co-wrote some of Tokyo Manji's songs (2)

sometimes raps/sings Souya's parts and vice versa just to spice up a performance

hair is only dyed shades of pink, was dyed red once but it looked wrong

always has a matching stage outfit and accessories with Souya

Souya Kawata

rapper, vocalist

2/2 of the SUGOAKU duo

the member everyone babies and refuses to be babied

unfortunately has been dubbed "lil meow meow" countless times and was confused as to what it meant

hair is only ever dyed shades of blue

wrote/co-wrote some of Tokyo Manji's songs (3)

Takemichi Hanagaki

center, vocalist, rapper

was added to the group and made the new center while Kazutora was on hiatus and a part of VALHALLA

also a part of MIZO-MID

[for more info see MIZO-MID]

Additional members:

Inui Seishu from Black Dragons, was added after they disbanded the 10th gen and now has a position as a vocalist in Tokyo Manji [see more on Black Dragons]

Former members:

Shuuji Hanma from VALHALLA, was added after they disbanded. He was also a part of Tenjiku for a short amount of time but took a short break because of a scandal. He now does solo projects and produces his own music under the name R3APER [see more on VALHALLA]

Tetta Kisaki from VALHALLA, was also added after the group disbanded and was also part of Tenjiku but left due to personal health problems and has retired from idol life [see more on VALHALLA]

Yasuhiro "Mucho" Muto, moved to Tenjiku but later retired due to personal health problems [see more on Tenjiku]

Haurchiyo Sanzu, moved to Tenjiku temporarily and is now a permanent member of BONTEN [see more on BONTEN]

Hajime "KOKO" Kokonoi from Black Dragons, moved to Tenjiku temporarily and is now a permanent member of BONTEN [see more on Black Dragons]

TRACKLIST

**most links below are directly to the stage performances because i wanted you guys to see which outfits they'd wear. also flashing lights warning for some of them!!

GROUP SONGS

➝ CLAP (SEVENTEEN) - their debut song back when Tokyo Manji only consisted of the founder line - a powerhouse debut that they ended up reperforming live as more members were added

➝ Growl (EXO) - another hit from their early debut - iconic for the school uniform stage outfits - 5 more members were added around this time (Peh-yan, Chifuyu, Hakkai, Nahoya, & Souya)

➝ Don't Wanna Cry & THANKS (SEVENTEEN) - Takemichi was added to the group during Don't Wanna Cry while Baji and Kazutora were temporarily added to VALHALLA - the group got their first music show win during this comeback

➝ Cherry Bomb (NCT 127) - Baji and Kazutora's return to Tokyo Manji along with the temporary addition of Hanma and Kisaki to the group - Cherry Bomb actually is an early song from VALHALLA that was repurposed and revamped to fit Tokyo Manji since more members were needed to compliment the track and choreography in the initial plan

➝ Spring Day (BTS) - Inui and KOKO's Tokyo Manji debut before KOKO left to join Tenjiku - the first light, slow song comeback built to match Inui's singing style and KOKO's soft rap

➝ Kick It (NCT 127) - prod. DRAKEN - the first comeback song he produced for the group with composition help from Mitsuya and SUGOAKU - one of the most iconic comebacks since MIKEY and Baji got to flex their martial arts skills in the music video and on stage

➝ Shine (PENTAGON) - first experimental light comeback - they all bullied Takemichi into doing the "my baby" part but on certain stages they'd all take turns doing it - Baji being flirty as hell during this while rapping Wooseok's parts and Draken pretending to hate it but lowkey vibing with Yuto's parts - best believe they did that hammer dance everywhere just to annoy people

SPECIAL UNIT PROJECTS

➝ Up All Night (Stray Kids) - prod. Mitsuya - Baji, Chifuyu, Mitsuya, Kazutora - the first ever special unit project - Mitsuya originally produced the song as a warmup but had the idea to add lyrics and vocals before making it an official track

➝ God's Menu (Stray Kids) - prod. DRAKEN - Baji, Chifuyu, Mitsuya, Kazutora, Takemichi, Nahoya, Souya, MIKEY - Baji doing Changbin's into rap, Mitsuya with Bang Chan's parts, Kazutora as Hyunjin and Chifuyu as Felix - Souya giving it his all doing the "du du du" parts - one of the most iconic special unit projects in Tokyo Manji - was even performed at an award show

➝ Don't Need Your Love (NCT DREAM, HRVY) - Inui, Hakkai, Chifuyu, Takemichi, Kazutora, Mitsuya - a project that was in the making even before Inui joined the group, he was added last minute to the unit project since his voice suited the song

➝ BOSS (NCT, NCT U) - founder line (MIKEY, DRAKEN, Mitsuya, Baji, Kazutora, Pah-chin) - just a special unit project with the founders showing everyone what talent is~

➝ BOOM & 119 (NCT DREAM) - Chifuyu, Takemichi, Kazutora, Nahoya, Souya - Nahoya, who's usually a rapper, singing vocal with Haechan's parts for BOOM - Chifuyu showing everyone what it means to be a main dancer with the complex choreography

➝ CROWN and CAT & DOG (TXT) - Chifuyu, Takemichi, MIKEY, Kazutora, Nahoya, Souya - Kazutora and Mikey actually barking with the track during CAT & DOG because they think its funny - the choreoraphy is a little complex but it only serves as a worthy challenge for the members who specialize in dance

DUO PROJECTS

➝ I'M A STAR (WOOSEOK X KUANLIN) & FULL HOUSE (MOBB) - Twin Dragons - they each produced a sample of both songs and inevitably deciding to just do both for separate comebacks - I'M A STAR being produced by Mitsuya and FULL HOUSE by Draken - Mitsuya had shaved off a side of his head to reveal the tattoo he had been hiding since debut so him - no thoughts, head empty only Mitsuya doing Mino's "welcome to K town" verse

➝ Baby Don't Stop (NCT, NCT U) - MIKEY, DRAKEN - they were the first two members to debut, so why not have a duo project together? - the relentless arguing and planning on what concept to do until they finally settled for this one - a perfect balance of vocals and rap

➝ Daechwita (Agust D) - SUGOAKU - one of the most hyped up duo projects ever Nahoya announced that he and his brother would be releasing a single - some of the Tokyo Manji members having cameo appearances in the music video - Souya going hard during his solo shots and when its his turn to chant "daechwita" - Nahoya being effortlessly intimidating even while smiling

➝ TEN X WINWIN Choreography : lovely (Billie Eilish, Khalid) - BAJIFUYU - one of the most elegant pieces to ever be released - the chemistry? unmatched. the talent? godly. visuals? stunning. - choreographed by Baji and Chifuyu themselves (both of them auditioning together with a dance during their predebut days)

➝ UGH (BTS) - prod. DRAKEN - Peh-yan, Pah-chin - when I tell you that I can hear them in this song, I can hear them in this song - especially with Pah-chin doing RM's parts and Peh-yan with Jhope and SUGA - they both went hard with this song

SOLO PROJECTS

➝ Move (Taemin) - MIKEY - cut and dyed his hair black for this solo - he opted for R&B since he was tired of the intense, fast paced ones from the group comebacks and special unit projects - he took it easy for this solo project, working with Baji to choreograph something simple but impactful

➝ Mmmh (KAI) - Hakkai - just like Mikey, he wanted to take a break from the intense vibe of their group songs so he opted for something slow as well - though he was nervous around the female backup dancers, he pulled through in the end

➝ God Damn (I.M) - Mitsuya - of course, written and produced by Mitsuya himself because he's independent like that - and also because I can lowkey hear him in I.M's voice - he's praying to god above that his little sisters don't find the music video or ask him for the meaning of the lyrics

➝ 24 Hours (Orig. SUNMI Cover by ASTRO's Moonbin) - Kazutora - more of a limited solo stage than a solo project - was performed only once and Tora made sure that it was burned in the audience's memory that it happened, that he was the nation's pretty boy - he gave it his all, pulled out all his cards, flexed his talent, flexed his vocal stability, his overall self - no one was ready for this performance

➝ instagram (DEAN) - Chifuyu - he didn't feel like dancing for his solo, instead he wanted to use a song he had written a while back ever since he planned on having a solo project - it was simple, soft, easy on the ears and can be sung live without much difficulty - he performed this on a couple radio shows as well as a live session on the Tokyo Manji YT channel

➝ Intro: Serendipity (BTS) - MIKEY - had his blond hair back around this time - wanted something to contrast Move so he made Serendipity which was elegant, ethereal, and light colored

SPECIAL STAGES

➝ What is Love? (Orig. TWICE Cover by THE BOYZ) - just the boys living their best life covering a girl group song - Chifuyu and Takemichi's idea to do it as a whole group since Mikey and the others got to do it as a unit - Baji only agreeing to it because he got to do the rap part - was performed once and probably never again

➝ 24 Hours (Orig. SUNMI Cover by ASTRO's Moonbin) - BAJITORA ver. - it took a lot of convincing for Kazutora to get Baji to do this stage with him - Baji only doing it under the condition that he got to do his own rap instead of sing for the stage

➝ Bomb Bomb (KARD) - DRAKEN, Takemichi ft. Emma & Hina of HEYA!! - one of the biggest middle fingers to the antis who bashed them for dating - wasn't announced beforehand, it was rumored to happen after speculation and came as a surprise during an award show

➝ Black on Black (NCT) - the first Tokyo Manji x MIZO-MID special stage - performed at an annual award show shortly after Takemichi's debut in Tokyo Manji - it may look organized on stage but it was probably one of the most chaotic events backstage

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DORMS

the Tokyo Manji dorm is... not the cleanest

I'm not gonna sugar coat anything, we are talking about 10+ boys living here

sure they have rules but really the only people following them are Draken, Mitsuya, Takemichi, Chifuyu, and Inui

Mikey and Chifuyu have fought over who got to have Takemichi as their roommate once. He ended up staying with Inui because he got tired of the arguing

they have Pah-chin's dog Pachi and Chifuyu's cat Peke J living with them too but they don't really get along so they stay on the two opposite ends of the house

Peke J has gotten lost before because Mikey and Kazutora left the back door open but when they went to look for him they ended up bringing back the wrong cat

Mitsuya and the Kawata twins cook most if not all their meals, if another member wants to cook best believe they're keeping a watchful eye over them from the other side of the counter

the Kawata twins cook only spicy food when its their turn to cook

there's a rule where you're not allowed to eat in your rooms but its often broken and the boys are shocked when they find roaches and bugs under their beds or in their trashcans

Mikey, Kazutora, and Baji are the ones who get in trouble with management the most from breaking too many dorm rules

Mikey once cut and dyed his own hair in the bathroom because he was bored and livestreamed it

Mikey and Takemichi spoiling comebacks on livestreams

MUSIC & AWARD SHOWS

Takemichi crying during their wins (also cries when Hina's group or their brother groups get a win)

Mikey having proud leader speeches

someone livestreaming while they're backstage getting their hair and makeup done

Kazutora or Mikey would be an absolute menace and walk into the dressing room while everyone is changing then flip the camera just to laugh at everyone ducking under tables and behind curtains so they wouldn't be exposed (probably happens at the dorms too)

Kawata twins having a fear of when the hair stylists don't know what to do with their type of hair so they just do it themselves or personally hire someone

Inui going around asking everyone what they want from Starbucks while walking around the room in the heels he's going to wear for his special stage

Baji once stole Inui's high heels and ran around backstage in them

actually now that I really think about I think everyone's got a feel of Inui's heels at least once and messed around in them before a performance while he desperately runs around the room barefoot trying to get them back

Draken, Hakkai, Mucho, anyone who's too tall for the makeup artist, having to do a split standing up/bending their knees because the MUA can't reach their faces

Mikey falling asleep while getting his hair and makeup done

Chifuyu, Takemichi, Kazutora, and maybe Mikey playing games on their phone backstage while waiting and getting prepped

Mitsuya videochatting his little sisters while getting ready

Takemichi texting Hina before he goes on stage

Baji trying not to beat a bitch up because someone told him they forgot the choreography

imagine them competing on a survival show and they do this performance

VARIETY SHOWS

a whole mess

emcees having the worst time memorizing all the member's names

BAJIFUYU freestyle segment

random dance game that everyone actively participates in especially if they're girl group songs

members not having it if the emcee is being offensive

Mikey sometimes being sleepy on national television

If you know the show While Mom is Sleeping, put any of them on it best believe mom will not be sleeping for a few nights

Kawata twins putting the emcee through hell by acting like they're one another

FANSIGNS

you a lucky bitch if you got into a Tokyo Manji fansign

they love interacting with fans, especially Mikey, Baji, Nahoya, and Kazutora

Mikey holds your hand while you're talking to him and never breaks eye contact unless he's signing something

Baji will make you flustered and ask "who's your favorite" and if you don't say him he will whine and ask what he can do to make him your favorite

Nahoya will smile at you so much that you can't help but smile back. If you're trying to cover your face, he'll kindly ask if he can see you

Kazutora, if you ask, will let you touch his face or if he's feeling bold he'll kiss your hand

Hakkai is very nervous around female fans and is always sat next to Mitsuya in case he gets too flustered but rest assured, the female fans (or any of their fans) never make him feel bad

Its a running joke that fans will say "I'll steal Hina from you" to Takemichi usually followed with a "if you don't take care of her well, I'll do better" and at this rate he's so used to it he plays along (and so does Hina at her fansigns)

People always telling Takemichi and Draken a congratulations and kind words on their relationship since they've gotten backlash on dating before

Chifuyu is always getting tricked into doing something cute

Mitsuya wanting more time to talk with fans but the time limit is a pain

PERFORMING

Mikey and Kazutora asking the sound tech guy to turn up his mic before and sometimes during performances

Draken always using handheld mics

Mitsuya helping the members who have wardrobe malfunctions but also laugh at their questionable stage outfits

Takemichi losing accessories while dancing and having Chifuyu help him find them after the performance

Kazutora feeling himself on stage

Baji and Souya probably growling into their mics after their raps

Baji also hyping up the crowd shouting "LET ME HEAR YOU SCREAM" or some shit

Draken being a reluctant ending fairy

Mikey and Kazutora being natural ending fairies

Pah-chin not being able to find the camera while Peh-yan takes a second out of his performance to point him in the right direction

Peh-yan death staring cameras even if he isn't the focus

Tokyo Manji stans having iron lungs chanting like 10+ names in a few seconds during concerts and having to rewrite fanchants cuz members keep joining and leaving

| ► WARDROBE [tba]

This is pure fiction. Anything I’ve written here are simply headcanons and the characters, music, and images I’ve linked in the posts above belong to their rightful owners.

hii nurinnn! hope you had a great day too <3

oky so i don't have any ideas for the request i'm doing rn wait more like i don't have the motivation to do them and i feel so bad for posting them late like- i'm not in the mood for tumblr since i'm spending more time on wattpad lately 🤕 plus school's been a pain in the ass back

anddd i just did an acid base indicator for chem :D

hey rieee. my love life is great rn but school life is bullshit 🙄

you know you have to take a break rie, you dont have to always fullfill people's request, its always up to you ! those people who requested care more about you than your writing. including me :) go get that break girlie u need it to refresh your brain, your brain gets clogged up too sometimes its completely normal. also its completely okay if you dont post the requests at all, theres no due date rie ! be as creative as you want whenever you want ! dont make something u found as pleasure turn into burden. thats no good 😡

if itll make u feel any better, in on my art break for months now and i feel like shit for not drawing but i know its doing well for my mental health. sometimes when i keep drawing ill get frustrated because it doesnt come out like i want it to. and i used to draw to show to people too, which is wrong in many ways. ive always wanted to draw but im afraid ill get frustrated

take a break rie, love u <3

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