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When Enid Sinclair Met The Addams Family She Wondered If Wednesday Was Adopted Because Of Their Behavioral
When Enid Sinclair met the Addams family she wondered if Wednesday was adopted because of their behavioral differences
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Lucy appreciation post
Because lately I feel like her nĀŗ1 hater when in reality I'm in love with her :D
Alastor comes out as Ace to Lucifer
(HEY ALL MY ACE'S OUT THERE! If you are or are not a radioapple shipper thats fine. But...I'm praticing trying to write Alastor as ace, or I think grayace? (please feel free to correct me.) Anyway I'd like the opinion of people on that spectrum to tell me how good or bad I did. And were I could improve if needed. Thank you! And thanks for reading!
The current scene is set somewhere in the 1990s. Alastor and Lucifer have been dating (around) a month at this point (can be changed later). Lucifer and Charlie are having a sleepover at Alastorās house (they do this often now) and Lucifer is laying in bed with Alastor while Charlie is bunking it with Alastorās mom in her room.(?) The concept of gay is a new concept to people in this era and while its legal its frowned upon. So being asexual is an undiscovered thing and while Alastor is ace he doesn't understand it. Or understand its okay and there isn't something wrong with him.
Lucifer liked Alastorās house.Ā
He liked how warm, cozy and inviting it felt opposed to the gigantic mansion he owned. He liked how small Alastorās bed was compared to his own. Because his bed felt empty. Hallow. Alastors was small and cozy and because it was small it made them have to lay closer to each other. Whichā¦neither ever seemed to mind.Ā
He liked it here.Ā
He liked taking Charlie out along the banks with Alastor to go exploring. He liked how warm the neighborhood was. How kind they were to Charlie. How the fellow kids in the neighborhood played with her. It was such a stark contrast to the wandering judging eyes of his own neighborhood.
As Lucifer lay there though, Alastor in his arms. He felt something was off. Alastor feltā¦tight. His body was tense. āAlastor?ā He asked, gently. His voice is quiet. āAre you awake?ā It had to be almost midnight if not early morning by now. But since the birds were quiet, he assumed night.
āMm.āLucifer lays there for a moment. Heās unsure if Alastor is really awake or if heās sleep talking. Heās about to try going to sleep himself when he feels Alastor move in his arms. When he opens his eyes Alastor is moving away and sitting up. Lucifer lays there for a moment, watching Alastor with growing worry as he sits facing away from him. Heās hunched forward and his head is hanging low.Ā
After a moment, Lucifer sits up too.Ā
āWhats wrong?ā He asks carefully.Ā
Alastor's response is immediate. āI need to talk to you.ā
āOkay?ā He shifts forward but Alastor turns away. Soā¦he keeps his distance.Ā
They sit there in silence for a few minutes. Lucifer tries to fight the anxiety growing in his chest like a beast. And the desire to start pacing around the room. He settles for tugging at the sheets repeatedly.Ā
āI understand we have been together for a month now. And this may seem sudden. But I believe thereās something we need to talk about.āĀ
ā ā¦Iām listening.ā
Alastor looks nervous, heās staring at the wall without a hint of a smile on his face. Lucifer noticed Alastor smiled a lot as a person. A long sigh comes from him. And at least a few minutes pass before Alastor even tries to speak again. It's like heās contemplating dropping the subject altogether. Luciferās grateful he doesnāt. Because heās not sure he wouldnāt be able to not worry about it if he knew something was on Alastorās mind. And that it was bothering him.
āIā¦ā He starts, messing with the bottom of his hair. āIām not a very big fan of sex, orā¦sexual activities in general.āĀ
The statement catches Lucifer off guard. Becauseā¦well, like Alastor said theyād only been together for a month. And sure heād known plenty of people and friends who had done way more than heās done with Alastor in a month. But, he enjoyed that they were taking things slow. After literally marrying someone at 18 and having a child at 19 (even though he loved Charlie very much)Ā just to be divorced not long after, taking things slow was what he desperately needed. Having said that, neither of them had even glanced at the topic of sex. So to hear Alastor bring it up feltā¦strange.
"Where's this coming from?ā he decides to say. Unsure about what he should say on the statement itself yet. He needs to know where Alastorās mind is at first.
Alastor is fidgeting. Being around him for this long, heās picked up on the notion that Alastor does that when heās nervous. Not a man to typically wear his heart on his sleeve. But it's not entirely difficult to figure out what heās thinking or feeling if you knew what signs to look for.Ā
Lucifer slides up, and places a gentle hand on Alastor's forearm. Alastor doesnāt look at him. Heās looking down, his long hair covering his face and making it impossible to see his expression. But he doesnāt move away, or move the hand. āHey, you can talk to me Al. Iām not judging, Iām just trying to understand what's going on.ā
It makes him worry when Alastor doesnāt seem to relax. Even when heās said that. But Lucifer waits there, patiently. The two of them tangled in the sheets, sitting together. Eventually Alastor does speak again and it's slow and cautious. Maybe even a littleā¦scared?
āIāve neverā¦been a fan of sex. Or sexual things. It's justā¦.it's not something I could ever really get into. That's not to say I donāt like it? I just like it in a different way?ā He leans his face into his hand. āIāve only had two relationships in my life. And maybe thatās pathetic for someone who is 25 but that doesnāt matter. I suppose 3 if you count us but Iām not counting us in this particular situation.ā Lucifer frowns, unsure of what thatās supposed to mean. Should he be worried? He keeps those thoughts to himself for now, letting Alastor go on.Ā
āThe details of those relationships arenāt important. What is important is that they both were very physically intimate people. They both liked to indulge in sex quite a lot. And I tried to satisfy them both when I was with each of them. But I feltā¦uncomfortable, with how much it happened.ā Alastor shifts, pulling his legs to his chest and resting his chin on his knees. Lucifer can see his eyes now but not the rest of his face. His eyes are dark and they are facing down. Away from him. āMy first relationship was with a woman. And naturally I lost my virginity to her. But I remember my reaction to sex itself was just⦠āthat's it?ā She seemed to enjoy it and love it. But I didnāt, not really.Ā I liked that it made her happy. I tried to like it as much as her. For her.āĀ
Lucifer remembered Alastor discussing his second relationship briefly, on the night of their first kiss. He remembered that one was with a man. He briefly wondered if Alastor was into both men and women or just men now? Another timeā¦
āEventually, weād been together for long enough that I thought I could bring my discomfort to her. And talk about it. But she took it as an insult. That just because I didnāt particularly enjoy sex itself, I didnāt love her. But that wasnāt what I was trying to say. However she didnāt see it that way,ā he pauses. Lucifer sees the way Alastorās shoulders tighten. āShe looked at me like something was wrong with me. And that was that. And I was on to my next relationship within a year. You already know about that one. But what you donāt know is that the end result was more or less the same.ā
Lucifer wants to hug him. ā¦He doesnāt.
āIā¦I actually quite enjoyed Voxās personality. He was similar to me, in a way. We both liked to dance, we liked jazz and singing. We shared a lot of common interests. And once again I thought weād be on the same page if I voiced my discomfort. But again, he had a similar reaction. He didnāt take my statement as not loving him, but took it as there being something wrong with me. āHow can a man not love sex. You're a man. Are you sure you like men? Because maybe you just prefer to bed a woman.ā Is essentially what he told me.ā
āWhat a dick.ā Lucifer mutters, unable to help it.
Alastor actually chuckles, just a little.Ā āYes thatā¦didnāt feel too nice to hear.ā He shrugged, āhe also said that it was something Iād learn to like in time. And that I was just getting bored, or it was because it was new. Soā¦we tried a lot of things. ā¦I tried a lot of things for him. But I didnāt like any of them. I liked how he seemed to like it. But, I didnāt like it. And I didnāt really like how much we did it. I just wanted to hang out or cuddle honestly. Having sex wasā¦fine, once in a while but I felt guilty. Like, there was something wrong with me because I was never as into it as they were.ā
āIn the time Iāve come to get to know you, Lucifer. Iāve learned you are a very open-minded and down to earth man. Thatās something Iām very grateful for, because it was something those two lacked. But you are still a man, a person. And I imagine you still have needs and desires. Andā¦ā Alastor hesitates, he swallows and continues a bit more cautiously. āTruth be told, Iām a bit scared. That I will disappoint you the same way I disappointed them. So, that's why Iām bringing this up now. I do adore you, and Charlie. But I can understand if thisā¦if me being broken like this deters you from going any further in this relationship.ā
āAlastor.ā Lucifer says abruptly, Alastor flinches. He flinches?! Lucifer tried to hold his tongue but couldn't help it anymore. So he lets everything spill out about what heās been thinking. Uncaring of how messy it comes out.Ā
āThereās not a damn thing wrong with you Alastor. You're not broken or anything.ā The brunette finally looks at him, and heāsā¦surprised? Taken aback? Like he was expecting him to say something else. Lucifer continues. āLook, Iā¦Iām not really that into sex either. I like it, sure. But that's not all there is to a relationship.ā He shrugs, his cheeks tinting pink a little but he continues to look at Alastor. He needs to know Alastor is listening. āI love hanging out with you, I love it when you go with me and Charlie on outings.ā He pauses, taking one of Alastor's hands in his own and squeezing it. Alastor smiles. Lucifer does too. āI like this. Just sitting here in bed with you. I like having these sleepovers where we just lay in bed and talk about things we like. Or talk about our dayā¦I like you. And I want you to be comfortable with me. I donāt think itās weird that you arenāt into sex. Itās fine. And you shouldnāt think you're broken or anything like that because you're not. You're amazing Alastor. And if you're not super into sex thatās completely fine with me. As long as I can still smother you with kisses.`` He pauses, āif that's something you're comfortable with?ā
Alastor grins. His face lights up. āAlways.ā Lucifer pulls Alastor in for a hug and he gladly accepts. Pressing his face against Lucifer's shoulder. Lucifer holds him there like heās protecting him from the world. And Alastor holds onto him with a new found love.Ā āShould we ever get to that bridge thoughā¦ā Alastor says, his voice a little muffled but Lucifer can understand him. āIā¦I wouldnāt be against it. With you.āĀ
He can see the tips of Alastorās ears tinting red. But he doesnāt make a comment on it. āYeah wellā¦ā Now Lucifer blushes. āLikewise. Butā¦letās just enjoy being together for right now.āĀ
Alastor hums, more than happy to do that. His body finally relaxes in Luciferās hold and before either of them know it theyāve fallen asleep.Ā