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Day Four: Past/Future

It’s tucked beneath dusty, moth-eaten layers of scarves and cardigans. Virtually intact, despite the poor material and clumsy stitchwork, after ten years of neglect.

Robin picks up the coat, and, in a fit of whimsy, puts it on.

It comes down to about her middle back, tight around the shoulders, the cheap clasp so worn and tired she can’t get it to close around her collar. Tufts of her short dark hair peek out under the hood. It’s a comical contrast to the rest of her outfit: a simple black dress without filigree or fanfare, the sort of thing you wear to fulfil an obligation and go home without a fuss.

The funeral had been a simple affair. Their grandmother was nominally religious, so they buried her in the small, tidy graveyard of Saint Charles’ and mumbled half-hearted prayers beneath the flat gray sky. Their mother (so thin and grey, face lined and eyes hollow—when had she changed?) gave a eulogy, and each one of the family mutely took a handful of grave dirt to toss into the open grave. Still makes her sick, those neat little pits, leading to the embrace of empty earth.

Not like flowers. People are put into the ground like something cursed. Buried forgetting-deep. Like something you never, ever want to see again.

Robin found herself staring into the hungry dark for a full minute before Ruby tapped her on the shoulder and led her back into the church for the wake.

There weren’t many people there. Strictly family, Grandmother had said. Robin looked at the pale, solemn faces of her siblings, and at the mildly uncomfortable faces of Ginger’ girlfriend and Carmen’s fiancé. Neither of them had ever met Grandmother, couldn’t understand the hole in their partners’ hearts. Still, they did what they could, offering small comforts and holding to their partners’ arms as if afraid they’d drift away like balloons.

Rose sat by a stained glass window depicting Salome and John the Baptist. She looked, as usual, far, far away. Her hair was even longer than it had been when they were kids; nearly down to her waist. She’s growing it out for some charity or another, Carmen had said.

Rose noticed Robin staring and smiled. She seemed so serene in this place of death. Being a hospice nurse would do that, Robin supposed. She nodded at Rose without a word.

Elsewhere, Ginger and Ruby were talking quietly over a plate of aggressively okay cold cuts. Ginger was still well and truly the shortest of the family, and even heavy-duty leather boots wouldn’t fix that.

Ginger shifted their weight from one foot to another, practically sparking with nervous energy. They’d told Robin once that they really only felt at ease on the park trails, cataloguing plants or saving hikers or whatever it was rangers did. Robin can believe it. Ginger was never made for cities and smog.

Ruby also looked out of place, face riddled with piercings, hair buzzed to nearly nothing. She and Robin haven't spoken in almost a year. Ruby just sort of vanished once she left high school, only popping into her siblings' lives for a handful of nights before heading back out for some alone time with her demons.

Robin isn't sure what Ruby does. Maybe Ruby isn't sure either. She looked healthy, at least. No signs of old habits.

"You okay there, space cadet?" Carmen asked. She looked weird without dye in her hair. Apparently her office wasn't a fan of hair dye, or piercings, or tattoos, or anything that might offend the faceless board of directors and their old fashioned values. Apparently not working unpaid overtime offended the higher-ups too, as did taking full lunches, talking too often, or existing too loudly.

It's good money, Carmen always said. Better than we ever had growing up. It's not the best job, but it'll help make sure my kids don't grow up like we did.

"All good," Robin said. "Well. Apart from the obvious."

"Yeah."

"She lived a long life."

"Could've been longer."

Robin wasn't sure what to say to that, so she said nothing at all, and waited by the pews as Carmen went back to talking to Scarlet by the door, where the latter had been watching the weather. Looked like it might rain. No good, trying to drive in that.

Ever sensible, Scarlet. Sensible classy loafers, sensible refined dress, sensible short hair. A sensible job; a music teacher, with occasional gigs on the side. A sensible compromise between reality and aspiration.

Robin looked around the room again. Her siblings went about the grim business of packing up a wake. No one was crying; no one was a stranger to tragedy.

At Grandmother's house, the siblings searched the rooms and halls (too many for such a small building) for belongings to put into storage. And here, Robin found the coat. One put away in a dark forgotten place ten years ago, hoping the dust of passing years would smother Robin's nightmares.

Ten years have passed. Robin still dreams of teeth.

She hugs the coat to her chest. In spite of all that coat has seen, she doesn't want to part with it now. Her grandmother's last and greatest gift. The last thing Robin has of her, now.

It'll look weird in her dorm room, she supposes. A hand-stitched children's coat amidst band tees and overpriced sweatshirts in the closet she shares with a perpetually exhausted chemistry major who never does her laundry.

Well. People put weirder things in dorms.

Robin sighs and hugs the coat to her chest, wondering if she can smell a hint of onions and wine, her grandmother's sharp but not unpleasant smell. Instead she just smells dust and fiber.

She stuffs the coat into her bag, and gets back to sorting the remnants of her grandmother's life.

I love how we apparently all saw this prompt and went “okay, ten year old Scarlet with infant Robin”

the path week 2023

day 4 • future

Posting a little late bc today has been… a trial, but here! A while ago I was doing “Self Indulgent Queer Headcanon Circles” for various things, so it felt appropriate to do this~

Rose and Robin aren’t thinking about any of that stuff yet but they’re here to support their sisters! Also I didn’t know the GNC flag off hand and had to look it up so pls forgive me if I drew it wrong 

The Path Week 2023

Day 4: Past or Future

I was thinking of the minimum age that Mother Red would have first abandoned the siblings. And I came to the morbid answer that it would have been right after Robin was born. Leaving a 9 yo, 7 yo, 5 yo, 3 yo, 1 yo, and a newly born infant to fend for themselves. So. Enjoy this thought that's been bouncing around in my head for weeks :)

Day Five: Wolf Swap

The Girl in Red cannot for the life of her figure out this strange little creature.

She can hardly believe that this absent-minded little fool shares genetic material with her sorrow-marked siblings, each of them utterly and irreparably bound to the earth.

And then there’s this walking balloon.

She drifts across the field the Girl in Red calls home, delicate fingers tracing the thin veins of wildflower petals. A faint smile on her pale face, like she’s in on some secret.

She doesn’t like when this girl looks at her. Like she understands something about her without either of them saying a word to each other. It reminds her all too much of her sister in white, wise beyond wisdom and distant from this world and every other.

“Hello,” the strange girl says. Her voice is soft, weak. “Are you exploring too?”

The Girl in Red turns up her nose.

“You’re not the fun one.”

“Ginger?” the strange girl asks with another little smile. “Sorry. It’s my turn to go to Grandmother’s house. But I had some time, so I thought I’d check on the flowers.”

Check on the flowers. The Girl in Red fights the urge to feed this little cretin to the Werewolf. She sighs, then cocks her head to one side. Considers. She’s not supposed to see this one. The thing in the lake has already marked this girl. So why is she here? And why can this child, who’s not yet started to truly grow, see her now?

“There’s another girl in the forest,” the strange girl adds after a moment of silence. “She looks a bit like you. Are you sisters?”

She’s all the good parts of me, running away and away and away and I can never catch her hand.

“Yeah. She’s my sister.”

The strange girl smiles even wider. A breeze catches in her hair, causing it to gently sway like weeds in water.

“That’s great! She’s really nice. Does your family have a cottage out here? Our grandmother lives just down the path, at the edge of the woods.”

“We’re here and there,” the Girl in Red replies. “Where we need to be.”

The strange girl frowns.

“I suppose that’s where everyone is,” she says. “Where they need to be. Even when they feel lost.” She looks at the Girl in Red curiously. “Do you ever feel lost?”

Yes.

“No.”

“Oh,” the strange girl says, then smiles sheepishly. “Because I feel pretty lost right now. Know how to get back to the path?”

Follow the light ‘till you find the lake. There’s someone very important there, waiting for you. They’ve been waiting for you for a long, long time.

“Find my sister. She’s got a good sense of direction.”

“I wish I knew this forest better,” the strange girl admits. “This place, it seems like it doesn’t want to be known. Maybe I should respect that.”

You aspire to know so much. That hunger, it’s almost as great as ours.

“It’s a big forest. People who don’t live out here find trouble more than they find anything else. It’s only when you belong here that you start to know everywhere interesting.”

The strange girl’s expression softens.

“If I go to find your sister,” she says, “will you come with me? Maybe we can all play together, or just spend some time. It would be nice.”

I can’t leave this place. None of us can. We just pace and fester and hunger and wait.

“No. I’m not done playing. Have fun with my sister. She likes gentle games.”

The strange girl looks somber for a moment. Then she nods, taking a moment to look up at the patch of sky above them, one of the only ones visible from the forest. Here the light is golden, the sky a deep, lonesome blue. The last of the light is being swallowed up by the long night to come.

“Oh, goodness, it’s almost dark! I need to hurry!” the strange girl says. “Are you sure you’ll be okay by yourself?”

The Girl in Red nods.

“Like I said. I know this place. Even in the dark I know every turn.” She picks a flower and pulls off the petals one by one. “Run along. I’m not yours anyway.”

The strange girl looks confused at her words, but finally relents, and walks away. She turns as the fading light catches in her hair, weaving gold into the black.

“I hope I see you again.”

You’ll be swallowed whole before you’ll ever get that chance, little thing.

The Girl in Red just waves.

Day Six: Black, White, Red

Black hair. White face. Red shirt.

A walking “keep out” sign.

That was the intention, anyway. The getup draws more eyes than it repels. She hears them in the hallways, the locker rooms, the courtyard. Carefully calculated whispers, just loud enough to be overheard, just quiet enough for deniability. Girls are so cunning in their cruelty.

Maybe the smart thing would be to disappear. Vanish, like prey, into the long grass. Tremble as the wolves stalk the wilds, hungry for her blood. Cower and whimper and wait.

She’d rather be their effigy.

So she takes their insults, their laughter, their sugar-coated exclusion. Keeps her expression stoic and grim. When a rare kid is stupid enough to mock her to her face, she mocks them right back, and makes sure the words burn them down.

There are whispers of concern, among the laughs. Pitying stares. Hands on her shoulders.

“Is something going on? Do you want to talk about it?”

As if they could help. As if anyone could help. They can’t staunch the venom of high school any more than they could evaporate the ocean.

It’s only in the foods that her lungs fill all the way when she breathes. Only under the cover of wide, dark leaves can she fully exist. Far from ravenous peers and well-meaning family. In the woods she can feel the weight of her feet on the earth, the world moving beneath her, and she knows she’s still alive.

She isn’t afraid when she loses sight of the path, when the light fades, and the only thing she can do is keep walking. She knows, eventually, she’ll end up right back where she was. Right where she needs to be.

So she walks. And walks. And walks.

The air gets cooler. It carries the heavy smell of wet leaves and old earth. The only sound is the occasional light landing of a falling leaf. There’s no birdsong, no skittering of frightened little rodents moving from shelter to shelter.

Just her.

It’s odd to be so utterly alone. She feels like there’s both more and less than her. Her mind feels larger than her body, and her body feels smaller than the world. She imagines her shadow stretching out from her body, forever and ever, wrapping around the world like Jörmungandr.

Eventually, she finds the playground. She always seems to. There’s countless other places in these woods, once-human settlements left to the claws of the natural world. Her siblings find those places with ease. But Ruby always seems to end up back here, again and again.

Here the sky is black. The red paint is peeling. The wood’s bleached white. Here the rusting bones of the playground call out to her. The rot invites her in. She could stay here, among the dead metal, until her bones join the wreck.

But her siblings would get annoyed with her for running off and missing dinner. And her teachers would get on her case for not turning in her homework. And of course her grandmother would worry—not like she has anything better to do in her claustrophobic little cottage than worry all day.

She sighs, feeling the air as it moves out of and into her lungs. Out of the corner of her eye, she thinks she can see someone watching her. Halfway swallowed by trees and shadow, haloed by smoke. Slouching slightly, hands in their pockets. The red light of a cigarette, sending white smoke against the black backdrop of their silhouette. She freezes, staring at this figure standing in the trees. But then a twig snaps behind her and she turns around to see a familiar girl in a white dress, smiling and holding out her hand.

Back to the path. Back to the city. Back to lights and whispers and counting down the days until her girlhood ends.

Day Seven: Free Day!

Ginger admires the bloody topography of their skinned kneecap. A worthy war wound, and it doesn’t even hurt. Well, it does, but only a little.

They stand back up, dust themselves up, and let out a glorious howl to the sky. The wind tousles their hair as they push their feathers back into place and prepare to run again. They bounce on their heels, taking in a gulp of earthy forest air.

And they run.

Trees and flowers rush past. The dirt presses into their feet as they laugh and roar against the rushing wind. They imagine the cold weight of a stolen crown in their hand, the fading cries of the palace guards trying and failing to keep up with them. A peerless thief, fleeing the scene of the crime with a priceless—possibly enchanted, possibly cured, possibly both—artifact.

They feel the endless freedom of the forest.

And then they slam head-on into a yelping, sister-shaped roadblock.

“Ginger!” Carmen gasps, and Ginger, prone again, feels an odd sense of pride that they clearly knocked the wind out of her. “Ginger, you little freak, what’re you doing out here?”

“What are you doing out here?” Ginger counters as they stand up. “It’s not even your turn to go to Grandma’s.”

Carmen doesn’t answer, becoming very interested in scrubbing the dirt out of one of her heels.

Heels. Honestly. Carmen’s not made for anywhere wild. She staggers to her feet and stares daggers at Ginger.

“Honestly, can’t a bitch get ten minutes out in the woods by herself? How small is this place that I run into you, of all people?”

Carmen runs a hand through her hair, pulling out a twig and snapping it between her fingers.

“You didn’t answer my question,” Ginger says. “Why are you out here? Why aren’t you shoplifting at some dumb mall or something like that?”

“Okay, first of all, that was one time,” Carmen says. “And second, who made you king of the woods? Why do you get to say who comes out here and who doesn’t? Maybe I like the quiet. You don’t know. You’ve never been quiet in your life.”

“Warriors aren’t quiet,” Ginger snaps. “Warriors make their presence known.”

“Do warriors also blunder into their sisters while running like maniacs through the woods?” Carmen sneers.

“It’s called a tackle, dummy. You shoulda been watching your six.”

“My six?”

“You know,” Ginger replies. “Your, like, back or whatever. It’s a military thing.”

Carmen laughs. Ginger flinches instinctively, but the look on Carmen’s face is more fond than dismissive.

“You’re so weird,” Carmen says, shaking your head. “Besides, you hit my side, not my back. So I should’ve been watching my nine.”

Now it’s Ginger’s turn to laugh.

"What?" Carmen asks, half defensive, half amused. "It's like a clock, right? So my back is my six and my side is my nine."

"Whatever, dummy," Ginger says. "I'm gonna go find more pebbles." They pause. "You can come. If you want."

Stupid. Stupid stupid stupid. Why'd they even say that?

But instead of laughing in their face and strutting off, Carmen just shrugs and says:

"Sure, why not? Got nothing better to do in this grubby place."

They go to an unfamiliar place, an odd little bend in the trees that leads to a long-dry creek bed. The stones are smooth, despite the long absence of the water that made them so. They shine dully in the late afternoon sun. Ginger fishes out the choicest river rocks while Carmen points out the ones that look like butts. Ginger finds one, a dark, almost purple rock in the rough shape of a heart, and finds themself shoving the rock into Carmen's hands.

"Aww, Ginger," Carmen says. "Ya big sap."

"Shut up," Ginger says, turning from Carmen to hide the smile on their face.

The Path Week 2023

Day 5: Wolf Swap

Ever since I saw a photoshop of Robin and Fey Wolf together I knew he would fucking hate her with a BURNING passion. Though Robin being Robin she'd love him and the piano.

the path week 2023

day 5 • wolf swap - BONUS

just for funsies

The Path Week 2023

Day 7: Free Day

There's something @occasionallythreeowls said to me a while ago when talking about Carmen. Namely, that when Carmen looks into the water she can't see her reflection. So I took that to its natural extreme. When Carmen looks into the water, all she can see is the man who ruined her life.

day 6: black, white, red

immediately wanted to draw rose at the graveyard after reading the prompt

The Path Week 2023

Day 6: Red, Black, White

To be honest, this prompt was very vague on purpose, I'm really excited to see the diversity it what will be shown! This is also very much inspired by the original illustration of the siblings and their wolves because I just really like it

they would get along well (iykyk)

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