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Y'ALL HEARD THE WOMAN– I'm her love😋

(Rest of Ari's moots, feel jealous & get tf in line😩✋)

This is adorable :( my new comfort drabble <3

• holding hands but neither of them wants to let go (from the second list)

TXT!!!

(I'm so proud of you!!! Sending you a root beer xx 😋)

I MATCH YOU WITH CHOI SOOBIN

You and Soobin have been bestfriends for as long as you can remember. Your guy’s friendship was no different from any others. You guys were a little touchy maybe but that’s only because you guys weren’t in a relationship. Ok maybe sometimes you’d find Soobin staring at you in a not so friendly way, his touch lingering a little too much whenever he handed you something or just touched you in general. Right now was a perfect example of that.

You guys were out walking around the mall, one thing that was current with you guys is whenever you walked next to each other, your hands would casually brush against one another. Now you don’t know if it was because it was the spur of the moment but Soobin grasps your hand in his. “Look! Let’s go check it out!” He said pulling you into a store. If you were being honest you didn’t even notice you guys kept holding hands after that. It’s almost as if it was second nature so neither of you seemed to care.

Soobin would even give your hand a squeeze here and there, making you smile at him. The only time you had let go of his hand was when you guys were eating and he was still close to you after that. You could tell that he would brush his hand against yours way more often, liking the feel of your hand in his. So you grasped his hand, interlocking your fingers with his. It caught him off guard yes but he couldn’t help the smile that rushed to his face, his dimples on display.

A/N: IM CRYING NOT THE ROOT BEER💔💔💔 enjoy my love🤲

ARI’S 2000 FOLLOWER EVENT!!!

welcome to my 2K follower event! With the help of my lovely @astralis-is-typing here is my event! Thank you all so so much for the love and support! I’m so happy that 2000 of you enjoy my work and I’ll continue to make pieces you all love!

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The concept pics you chose were so yummy like I physically wanna eat them

hey! this is my first time talking to you but hopefully i can still do the event?

my fav: temptation taehyun

fav trope(s): soulmates and childhood friends to lovers

take ur time, and let’s interact more :)

❀ — kang taehyun

You’ve known Taehyun throughout all his phases and stages in life. Ok, maybe you didn’t remember when you both were waddling in diapers and babbling nonsense. Although you do remember how overprotective he was with you during elementary school. Or how he would pick you flowers when you were sad. His warming smile doing everything to make you feel comforted and fuzzy inside.

The older you both got you were still as close as ever, yet you grew conscious of your feelings towards Taehyun, and you feared that all he saw you as was a little sister. It was getting harder and harder for you to hide how you felt. You looked at him as if he gave you the whole world. In a way he did, he’s everything you wanted in a guy. A gentleman, with a good sense of humor, was very pretty and understood you so well.

“You know it’s getting late, I should get going soon.” Taehyun yawned, the hours of movie-watching finally getting to him. “No don’t go.” You were half asleep yourself, he smiled at your drowsiness. “You’re not even awake anymore.” He laughed, moving a strand of hair out of your face. Before he could retract his hand you grip on it, holding it against your face. His heartbeat quickens yet he smiles softly at you, caressing your cheek.

Your mouth moves quickly before your mind can register it. “Kiss me tae.” His eyes widen and he blinks at you, but the way you're looking at him, he doesn’t hesitate any longer. When he leans down he catches your lips in a passionate kiss, the both of you trying to relay your love in one kiss. When you both pull away, you rest your forehead on his, the both of you content with knowing you guys were meant for each other.

a/n: of course you can and I would love to interact with you more!

Now I wasn't gonna name names but.... @aakomii 🌚

“he’s just a dude” and then I proceed to save almost 600 photos of him in one sitting

Heesung, Sunghoon, Jungwon and Riki's were my FAV

All of them were so cute😭 like Sunoo :( anything to make him smile tbh. And Jay LMAO he's so me😂

Riki's was just really heart warming & gave college/high school meet-cute vibes! Oh and I'd love to go on a lil road trip w/ Jakeu 😭

Jungwon's stole my heart the mostttt tho I'll be thinking about it for a while❤❤ I adore everything about it😩

I'll be sure to search up the songs I don't know later :) you did well with this ari!

⌗ ENHA AS LOVE SONGS FROM MY PLAYLIST ⨾

includes: fluff, suggestive in heesungs

wc: 1.3k

a/n: literally just scenarios of what I feel like these songs bring out. I highly recommend listening to the songs when reading, makes it more fun :3

KISS ME MORE — DOJA CAT & SZA [L. heesung]

It’s pretty funny because this song came on when you guys were making out. (Sets the mood am I right.) You both were in the comfort of his room and he decided to play some random playlist and this song just so happened to be the first one. You both smiled into the kiss because the song really did suit your situation. His hands caressed your sides gently as he got lost in the way your lips moved against his. Your hands entangled in his hair trying to bring him impossibly closer. Playful nibbles on your lips have you both laughing, and nothing but wholesome and loving kisses. So now whenever you hear the song you can’t help but think of your lover. It’s honestly an inside joke, whenever the both of you hear it you send it to one another. “Our makeout song” he’d label it as, making you crack a smile.

SOME — STEVE LACY [P. jay]

Jay would do anything to impress you, to prove to you that because of his swag, (and ofc other attributes), he was the one for you. All though he gives off such cool and serious vibes, he’s a lover boy at heart. So he’d do anything to win your heart over. Whether that be unintentionally embarrassing himself in front of you while trying to court you. He beats himself up about it but swoons when your beautiful laugh meets his ears. Now maybe he didn’t get you to smile or laugh the way he wanted but you still did nevertheless. It doesn’t help that whenever he tries to talk to you he’s stumbling over his words, or his throat starts to feel so dry. “I-I was just wondering if you—uh wanted to hang out sometime? We could get food and like walk around.” His eyes are on everything but you yet your full attention is on him, smiling so prettily at him. “I’d love to.” He didn’t have to try so hard because you already felt the same way. That didn’t mean you didn’t like to see the effort though.

SPACE SONG — BEACH HOUSE [P. sunghoon]

Your first date with Sunghoon was a night you’d cherish with you always. Your feelings for each other were overflowing, however, both of you were so good at hiding it. He was walking you home, after a long day in the city. Night approached and even though it was quiet amongst you both, it wasn’t awkward, it was comfortable. The both of you sneaked glances at each other when the other wasn’t looking. Feeling bold enough, you grasped Sunghoon’s hand in yours. He blinked at you, a blush adorning his cheeks. He looked away, a small smile gracing his features. Instead of holding it, he interlaces your fingers with his, holding on tight. You smile at the ground and Sunghoon’s heart swoons at how cute you look. You sway your hands a bit, moving closer to him you rest your head on his arm. He honestly feels like he’s gonna combust. His heart is beating so fast, his cheeks are definitely red, and it’s all because of you.

STARGAZING — THE NEIGHBORHOOD [S. jake]

Late-night drives with Jake were both something you guys loved the most. Whether that be at midnight, or late in the morning. Usually, these drives were always impulsive. Neither of you being able to sleep, you rush to a convenience store for snacks. The both of you sing the lyrics loudly as you drive through the city. The buildings illuminated made everything so much better. Rolling down your window just to glance at all of them. Jake is always mesmerized by how pretty you look, your hair blowing from the wind. Always at the end of your late-night drives, he takes you to your guy's designated spot, on a hill. Perfect for stargazing and watching the sunrise. Your head is on his chest, his heartbeat keeping you at bay. Seeing the sunrise peak, he holds you closer to him, pecking your head, muttering those three words. He wishes for you both to continue this small tradition of yours.

I ONLY WANT TO BE WITH YOU — TOMMY FEBURARY6 [K. sunoo]

You were over at Sunoo’s dorm, he was supposed to be cleaning yet that was long forgotten. You knew he had been stressing a bit, his mood a little sour. You had turned on his speaker, playing this song. He gave you a confused look yet you just smiled at him. Picking up a brush of his, you jump on his bed, starting to sing along. (quite terribly) You knew you were making a fool of yourself but Sunoo was smiling. He stands there admiring you, smiling at you so brightly. That’s until you rush to him, grabbing his hands you drag him to dance with you. “Come on! Dance with me!” You exclaim. At first he’s just standing there until you’re nudging him and he lets loose. He jumps with you, the both of you singing the lyrics loudly. He’s laughing and smiling now and you knew that even if it’s just for a bit, he’s forgotten all about what he was stressing about. When the song ends you both are breathing heavy yet he kisses you. “Thank you.” He smiles at you, kissing you again.

LOVERS ROCK — TV GIRL [Y. jungwon]

Jungwon doesn’t remember just how long he’s liked you. The both of you were friends for so long, he didn’t know when his feelings changed but they did. Many of his friends told him that you were definitely into him but he never looked into it. He couldn’t get over the fact that you probably just saw him as a brother. That’s until one day both of you are listening to music in his room. He’s on his phone and you’re reading, humming along to the song. The both of you are seated on the floor, legs splayed out, yet yours are on top of his. It was around evening so the sun was barely setting. You avert your attention from your book to him, going to say something but you stop yourself. Staring at him, the sun hits him and he looks like he’s glowing. “What?” He questions and your heart beats faster. He’s confused but he catches you glancing at his lips and he tenses up, growing nervous. Neither of you knew who leaned in first but your lips meet in the middle, a small awaited kiss. When you both pull away your guy's eyes are lidded. “Is this okay?” He whispers and you nod, pulling him in for another kiss. “This is more than okay.” You smile in the kiss.

SOMETHING ABOUT YOU — EYE DRESS & DENT MAY [N. riki]

“Ah! I’m sorry! I didn’t see where I was going.” You shriek, shooting to the floor to pick up your things. Niki is shocked yet he helps you as well. “Thank you.” You mumble when he hands you your stuff. His eyes are wide his eyes fixated on your face. Now Niki knew he was young and he didn’t know about love, he surely didn’t know about love at first sight. Yet when your eyes meet his he swore he fell in love. It’s like his breath was stolen and he was left to stare at you in awe. “Thank you again.” You bow, quickly leaving the scene. After that, it’s like he sees you everywhere. Turns out he has you for some classes and whenever you see him you blush but smile, sending him a small wave. It takes him a while to start talking to you, and he can’t find it in his heart to tease you. Mostly just because he chokes up on his words himself whenever he sees you. Or solely because you make his insides mush and he just wants to melt. He enjoys every second he spends with you and pouts like a baby when you have to leave. Niki doesn’t know anything about love but when looks at you, when he’s with you. He likes to believe that this is what love is.

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OMG ARI YOU FINALLY POSTED IT!!

IT'S PERFECT<333 Guys come read the loml's new story omg🌚 This came out really well, the writing style is so you 😭❤️

ⵌ FALL FOR ME <3

synopsis: Yeonjun, the schools heartthrob and heartbreaker. You and him have always been somewhat close, always flirting. Yet when you come clean with your feelings he shuts you down. However your persistent on winning him over, maybe he isn’t to against the idea.

includes: playboy!Yeonjun x reader, smut (at the end), vanilla sex, college au, frat parties, alcohol usuals, angst, fluff, crack, txt members, lesserafim yunjin & chaewon

word count: 5k

a/n: first time releasing a long fic! Hope ya enjoy, reblogs are greatly appreciated:3

Choi Yeonjun. He was known by all at your campus. Whether that be because of his beautiful looks, confident personality, or his reputation with girls.

Most girls fell for Yeonjun, saying that they felt a special connection with him, only for him to ghost them the next day or week.

It’s not that he didn’t care but it’s more of he didn’t want a long term relationship. And it’s not like he was setting it off either, but he genuinely felt like none of these girls were what he wanted.

If he was being honest they were easy. Meaning that most of them had daddy issues, or didn’t have that self respect for themselves.

Yeonjun wanted someone that knew their worth just as much as he knew his own. Yeonjun knew he was good looking, he knew he was talented and he was confident. He found it attractive when a girl was confident about themselves and knew what they wanted.

Now as much as you hated to admit it, you were definitely in the same category as the girls he’s hooked up with. Well at least only as far as catching feelings for the latter.

Maybe it was embarrassing to be pining over him for three years. Falling hopelessly in love with the guy that shamelessly flirted with every living thing. Your friendship with Yeonjun was…different you’d say.

You guys were close enough for him to ask you about advice for problems, and such. Coming to you when he was stressed or just wanted to chill. Yet he’d always flirt with you, loving to tease you.

And with your time knowing Yeonjun you grew to know that that’s just how he was. But that didn’t mean it didn’t effect you because it did. Yeonjun could have you flustered in just a second with his flirtatious eyes and voice.

A lot of girls were always jealous of your position, they assumed that since you were close with him, there was no way you guys didn’t hook up . But it was the complete opposite.

In a way you were fine with that, you didn’t want to just be another fuck toy to Yeonjun.

You wanted to mean something to him, you wanted him to be able to feel comfortable around you and not put up a front like he did with these other girls.

It was honestly a wonder to you about what went through his head when he would cut off a girl. Because no matter how many times you’ve confessed to him and he’s always rejected you, he never ghosted you. So you would be left to wonder, “Well he doesn’t like me enough to be with me yet he likes me enough to keep me around?” Like every other person would say “simple he just sees you as a friend.”

You would never stop yourself from thinking there was something more though. It was funny how vivid you remember the times he’d always rejected you.

It’d honestly been a couple months that he had non stop been flirting with you. Complimenting you, twirling your hair whenever you were in his proximity, inviting you out with him. He lived for reactions and how you’d flush whenever he was just around.

Everything was fun and games until you were over one night and you told him how you felt and all he could do was cringe.

Rubbing his neck he said, “I didn’t mean for it to go this far…” As much as it hurt you, you put up a front smiling warmly at him. “That’s okay. I just needed to tell you.” To say he was confused was an understatement but he just nodded his head.

You ended up going back to your dorm because of how awkward it was.

Your bestfriend’s despied him, even though you were strong they knew it had to hurt, getting turned down from the boy you liked.

“Honestly Y/n there’s way more guys that are like ten times better than him!” Yunjin exclaimed, Chaewon nodding along. “I agree! He’s a total douche! I mean he hurt you and he’s been with like half the campus already.”

Yunjin gasps, her eyes widening. “Dude what if he like.” She leans in. “Has STDS.” And Chaewon and you both cringe. “Ew really Jen.” And she shrugs, “Hey I’m just saying.”

You sigh, slumping against your seat, the three of you had gone out to eat. Your guys attention is drawn to the pair that walks through the door.

When you all look it’s Yeonjun with a girl clinging to his arm. You hear Yunjin sigh and you turn around, facing your guys table. You’ve been avoiding him ever since you told him how you felt out of pure embarrassment, even though you did say things were fine.

“Do you wanna go.” Chaewon asks and you nod. Yunjin waves over the waiter accidentally catching the attention of Yeonjun and he straightens up, waving to her yet she glares at him.

“Shit. He’s coming.” She quickly whispers. “Yunjin! Hey—Oh the whole gangs here.” He smiles, the both of them glaring at him. You don’t look up from your food.

“Hey Y/n.” You hear him say and as much you shouldn’t have, you missed hearing him say your name. You look up at him, nodding. “Hi.”

And he tilts his head, pursing his lips. Before he can answer, the waiter comes back. Yunjin signs the bill and gets up, grabbing your arm and pulling you towards her. Neither of them say bye to him, “Bye Y/n!” He says and you look back, only to be met with that smile you grew to love so much.

After a long dreadful week of thinking and drowning in your feelings. You finally came to terms with your big plan, if Yeonjun wanted to be that way, then you’d just have to beat him at his own game.

It didn’t sound to bad because you were always just shy around him. Never really saying anything back, just letting him have his fun.

Although now you were going to make sure that for whatever tease he said you’d be able to clap back, you had to be bolder. Your number one main goal was to at least make him blush.

When you told Yunjin and Chaewon they were so delighted with your idea. However you left out the part where it was to win him over, they just thought you were trying to make him jealous. They even tried to pitch in their thoughts.

“You should totally get with one of his friends.” Yunjin said grinning to herself. “What! No! I’m not gonna play that type of game…” Yunjin agreed and so did Chaewon. “True you don’t wanna stoop that low.” All of you nodding in unison.

It wasn’t hard to start talking to Yeonjun again because he never made anything awkward, you were surprised that no matter how long you guys stopped talking he was the one to reach out, always.

He’d sent you a text that he’d be waiting outside of your class so you both could have lunch together.

“Hey cutie.” He wiggled his brows, back again with the teasing. “Hi pretty boy.” You eyed him, glancing him up and down.

For a split second you see his brows furrow, yet they go back to normal. “Come on I’m starving.” He says quickly turning away.

As you guys were waiting for your order in the food court Yeonjun groans. “Ugh I’m so hungry I can literally eat a horse.” And you laugh, “Yea I don’t doubt it.” His head whips up to you and he scoffs. “Really?” He raises a brow and you tilt your head. “Yup.”

He stares at you, almost as if he’s trying to decipher something. Yet your order is being called and you usher him to go get it.

Once he comes back he’s immediately stuffing his face. You shake your head at him when you notice he has sauce on the corner of his mouth. You gesture to him but he kept missing. So you take it upon yourself to lean close and swipe your finger along it.

However instead of having a moment, you put extra pressure. Making him frown by the way you were smooshing his cheek. His eyes narrow at you, not even wanting to scold you.

“Are you gonna go to Wooyoung’s party?” You had heard about it from Yunjin, however he did invite you himself. Your friends would tell you over and over that it seem like he took a liking to you. “You know him?” You knew that they were friends and although you would never actually get with him, it’d be nice to tease him.

“Um yes he’s the one that invited me.” You laugh and he immediately stops chewing, glancing at you. You give him a look, but he just rolls his eyes. “So you’re going with him?”

You bite your lip, trying not to smile. “I mean I don’t know maybe, are you going?” He pouts, his eye brows furrowing. “Yea.” You furrow your brows back, not liking his dry answer. “Let’s go then.” You say and he finally finishes his food.

“Well you’re going with him.” And you can’t help but laugh, dramatically gasping right after.

“Is The Choi Yeonjun jealous?”

“Why would I be jealous!” He barks back, turning his face away. Your smile grows when you notice his ears are red.

Silently cheering that you achieved your first goal. You lean in and tug at his ear. “You’re blushing~” He smacks your hand away and you laugh at him.

“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you blush before.” You pause. “It’s cute.” It’s so surprising to see how quiet he’s got, not fighting back, he just has his head turned not looking at you. “Shut up and eat your food.” He grumbles and when he sneaks a glance at you, you wink at him, making him huff.

“I made him blush!” You announced to your friends as you walked through the door. “What?” They both turned and you were standing there, all big and proud.

“Yup, and we need to go to Wooyoung’s party.” Yunjin and Chaewon give each other a look and then turn to you. “We? Didnt he invite you?” Yunjin says and Chaewon nods.

“What! You guys can’t abandon me!” And they both groan. “But it’s tonight, I’m so tired.” Yunjin slides down the couch. “Please! You guys!” It’s not like they were going to say no, all of you guys were each others weakness. “Ok we will!”

When you guys arrive the music blares throughout the house and surprisingly, Wooyoung is chilling on his front yard, a beer in his hand.

When his eyes land on you he tenses up, his eyes widening a little. Yunjin and Chaewon seem to catch on before you and they smirk at you. “What?” You say and you turn to their line of sight, seeing Wooyoung wave at you.

You smile and when you turn back they’re gone. You’ll make sure to let them have it later.

“Hey! I’m glad you made it.” He says happily, low key checking you out. “Yea of course, thanks for inviting me.” You smile. “Uh- you want something to drink? I got a lot of options.” He laughs, rubbing his neck, “Yea sure.”

You can see him take a deep breath and then he’s holding out his hand. You’re puzzled for a second but grasp on to it. He tightens his grip on your hand while you guys make your way through the crowd. Once he leads you to the drinks you thank him.

“You okay with whatever?” He asks you, and you nod. Once he hands you your drink you open your mouth to say something but your words die out when you feel a hand on your waist, you flinch, moving to shove whoever laid their hands on you.

“Hey sweet thing.” Yeonjun grins at you and you narrow your eyes at him. “Hands off.” You grumble, moving next to Wooyoung.

He smiles at Yeonjun, dabbing him up. “Thanks for coming.” He smiles at him and Yeonjun smiles back looking at you.

“Want me to get you something?” He gestures to the drinks and you shake your head. “Wooyoung got me one.” You take it out of his hand sipping it, all while maintaining eye contact with Yeonjun.

Instead of leaving he stays to converse with Wooyoung, making you pout. You put your hand on his shoulder, leaning close to his ear. “I’ll see you later, text me.” Wooyoung freezes, bashfully humming back at you.

Yeonjun watches the whole interaction, taking a swig of his beer. You meet up with Yunjin and Chaewon and you’re kinda offended by the way they’re looking at you.

“What?” You say and Yunjin sighs. “What happened to Wooyoung?” Yunjin pouted and you roll your eyes. “Yeonjun stole him from me.” You rest your chin on your hand and you suddenly get an idea. “I’ll be back.” Chaewon and Yunjin share a look. “You just got here!” Chaewon yells, you nod, already walking away. “I’ll text you guys!”

Surprisingly you find Yeonjun by himself, still near the drinks. “Do a shot with me.” You bite your lip, trying to contain your smile.

He eyes you, looking at the shot glass in your hand. “You tryna drug me?” He raises his brow, taking the shot glass. “Oh shut up, it’s your favorite.” You say handing him the soju, and he grins.

He moves closer to you and your brows furrowed in suspicion. He catches on and laughs, “Love shot?” He wiggles his brows, you don’t say anything but hook your guys arms, already sipping from your shot glass.

You and Yeonjun stick together, continuing to drink till the point your guys words are slurred and sight is a little blurry.

You both find yourself on a couch, the music blaring through the speakers. Your head is laid against his shoulder as his droopy eyes stare in the distance.

He feels your stare on him so he turns, glancing at you. “What?” He shortly says, his eyes glancing at your lips for a split second yet you don’t catch it.

“You’re so pretty.” Your words are hushed against his ear and he shudders, his heart beat picking up. He doesn’t answer, opting to fiddle with the hem of his shirt. He turns to look at you and you’re much closer then he expected, his breath hitching.

Before your lips could meet his he stands up. “I gotta go.” Leaving you confused and alone as you stare at his retreating figure.

You pout and pull out your phone, missed calls and texts from Yunjin and Chaewon, yours guys group chat as well.

Once you call them they’re right by your side in a second. “What the hell happened to you!” Yunjin starts helping you up, worry lacing her features, Chaewon rushing to your other side.

“Yeonjun left me.” Yunjin’s brow furrowed, she couldn’t even explain how mad she was. “That piece of shit.” She grits, already ordering an Uber back to the dorms.

Yeonjun pushed through the crowd, trying to call one of his friends to pick him up, which he successfully does.

“Jesus Christ dude you never get this drunk what’s wrong with you.” Beomgyu says, shaking his head as he helps him in the car. Yeonjun is quiet, making Beomgyu uneasy.

“You good?” He takes a deep breath in. “I was with Y/n.” Beomgyu seems to loosen up. “Oh! That’s great how is she!” He lightens up yet his smile falters when he looks at Yeonjun.

“She tried to kiss me.” Beomgyu blinks, pursing his lips. “Um, what’s so bad about that? Don’t you like her?”

“I don’t like her!” He shouts, his mouth pulling into a pout.

Beomgyu is taken aback at Yeonjun’s small outburst. But he shakes his head, a small smile gracing his lips.

“Are you sure…” He says definitely prying. Yeonjun’s face softens, and Beomgyu can see him visibly slouch.

“I just.” He starts his eyebrows pulling together. “She’s to good for me, her heart is. I’m scared I’ll break it.” He sighs, looking at his hands. “Even though she makes me feel things no girl has ever made me feel, she’s perfect, and she deserves someone better.” He confesses, his pouty lips pulling into a more deeper frown, his eyes lost.

Beomgyu sighs, “You’re so in love with her.” He laughs, and Yeonjun glares at him. “But she’s in love with you too dude, she has been. I get you’re scared of hurting her, but that should be a main motivation to not.” Yeonjun nods, groaning right after.

“But I messed up! I just ditched her!” He slaps a hand over his face, regretting his decision that he made out of fear. “Yea maybe that wasn’t so smart. You’ll make it up to her though.” Yeonjun turns to him, chewing on his lips. “Yea I will.” He whispers.

Right when you guys all got back to your dorm you locked yourself in your room and cried.

You knew it wasn’t going to be easy to win Yeonjun over, but the thought of you making him uncomfortable killed you because all you ever wanted was for him to be comfortable around you.

The morning you wake up you’re met with swollen eyes and a pulsing headache, your day already starting terrible.

You definitely weren’t ready to see Yeonjun’s face after last night. However your best friends don’t let you dwell on it, getting you your favorite coffee order and comforting you.

They do make sure to give you your space though and you’re so thankful for how thoughtful they are.

You leave the dorm with your earbuds in but no destination to go. You found it therapeutic to walk without a care just listening to music, it calmed you really.

Of course it had to be disrupted by bumping into someone. Pulling an earbud out,

“Shit sorry I didn’t see where I was-”

“Y-Y/n.” Yeonjun gulped blinking at you.

You froze, blinking as well. Your mind tried to come up with something to say, an apology maybe, but nothing was coming to mind.

“I’m sorry.” You both say at the same time. Again, you both blink at each other yet he speaks up.

“You’re sorry? Why are you sorry?” You twiddle with your earphone wire, “For making you uncomfortable. It was never my intention to.” You mumble, feeling guilty.

“No! I wasn’t uncomfortable, I-” He bites his lip, looking around. Catching the attention of near by people. “Do you think we can talk somewhere in private.” You nod, you both were in the middle of the quad.

The walk to his dorm was quite. The both of you trying to save your words for when you were behind closed doors.

When the door shuts, you find yourself walking to the couch and he follows you. It’s silent for a bit, the both of you having so much to say but no words to express it.

“I wasn’t uncomfortable, you never make me uncomfortable.” He admits, fiddling with his fingers.

It was rare to see Yeonjun nervous.

“Then why’d you leave?”

It’s not like you didn’t believe him, you were just curious. He gulps, rubbing his hands on his pants.

“I was scared.” Your brows furrowed in confusion. “Not scared like that but like, I was nervous.”

He’s stumbling over his words trying to make sense of his stupid explanations.

“You were nervous to kiss me?” He nods. “You do it all the time though. Well not with me but.”

His heart is beating, “Y-You’re different.” He’s avoiding all eye contact with you, chewing his lip. “How…?” To anyone they say you were being very clueless, oblivious. But you genuinely threw out the hope in your mind that Yeonjun would like you.

“Because.” He mumbles.

“Because why?”

“Because I like you y/n.” He whispers.

You probably wouldn’t have heard it if you weren’t sat next to him.

His words go in one ear and out the other. However when you realize what he said, your eyes go wide. You don’t think before the words leave your mouth.

“Then why did you reject me so many times.”

Nice. You internally face palm yourself. Yeonjun answers without hesitation.

“I was scared of hurting you.” You blink at him and he finally looks at you. He almost looks drunk, the way his eyes are half lidded and he’s breathing slowly.

Yet that’s how he felt when he was with you. Calm yet infatuated with you, like you were the only girl on the world that truly understood him and could put up with him.

“So what changed that?” He doesn’t look away from you anymore, maintaining eye contact with you. “Well last night was a wake up call, when I saw you with Wooyoung.” He laughs nervously, “So you were jealous?” He glares at you continuing to speak.

“After I left Beomgyu picked me up and we talked. About my feelings for you and stuff.” You smile, the situation finally hitting you.

Yeonjun likes you, Yeonjun confessed to you. So you smile ear to ear, trying to bite your lip to hide it. You turn your body, your knees resting on the couch as you look at him.

“You’re no longer scared of hurting me right? And you don’t plan on doing anything stupid ?” He nods quickly, “Never.” He blinks at you expectedly.

“As obvious as it was, I like you to Yeonjun.” You smile to yourself once again, you wonder what your self from a couple months ago would think. How you weren’t getting rejected and Yeonjun was the one actually confessing to you.

He smiles now to, his neck and ears flushed red. You move to tug on it like you’ve done before.

“You’re blushing.” You whisper and he moves to pinch your cheek. “You are to.” His hand doesn’t move, letting it rest on your cheek.

At the same time you both glance at each others lips then back at each others eyes. Yeonjun leans in, letting your lips meet his half way.

The kiss is sweet and gentle, just a little open mouthed and it makes you heat up. He holds you as if you’ll break with in his grasp.

When you both pull away your out of breath but Yeonjun doesn’t waste any time, kissing you again. His hands dropped to your waist, your hands tangling in his hair. He’s pulling you closer to him, almost as if he lets go you’ll disappear.

“Tell me if you wanna stop and I will.” He says against your lips, “I want this.” You whisper and he smiles in the kiss. His tongue peeking out, silently asking for entrance. You gladly open your mouth, his tongue entangling with yours.

A moan leaves your lips, letting him explore your mouth. His grip on your hips tighten when the sound leaves your mouth. He finally pulls you on top of him, sinking into the cushion.

Even though you’re on top of him, he’s very much the one in control with the way he’s reducing you to a mess with just his tongue in your mouth.

When you pull away for air a string of saliva connects your guys lips. Both of your guys eyes lidded and staring at one another. “Wanna stop?” He rubs his hand that’s on your hip. You shake your head, rubbing your finger against his lips.

“Then tell me what you want.” He pecks your hand, holding it against his lips. “I want you.” You pout and he smiles, sitting up, holding your thighs so you won’t fall.

He rests his head against yours. “You have me princess.” You flush at the pet name. You don’t say anything else, your lips moving back to his.

He picks you up, never breaking the kiss he makes his way to his room, setting you down gently.

His hands are planted beside your head. “You promise this is ok?” You nod, a hand reaching up to glide your fingers along his cheek. “I pinky promise.” He laughs, moving down to place pecks along your neck.

Your breath hitches when he reaches your sensitive spot. He smirks, sucking and nibbling until your skin turns red. He moves down to your collarbone, he looks at you for permission, which you grant with a nod.

He helps you peel off your shirt, throwing it on the floor. His hands rub you waist, making you giggle. “What?” He smiles down at you, and you laugh again. “Just tickles.” He smirks, “You’re so cute.” He moves down to your stomach, leaving light pecks, stopping at your pants.

Once you give him the ok, he takes them off gently. You wonder if he’s ever been this gentle with another girl, (he wasn’t) yet you don’t dwell on it.

Only now do you notice you’re almost fully nude, blushing at the realization. You tug at his shirt with a pout, and he grins at your cute antics.

He pecks you before pulling off his shirt and taking off his pants, moving you to lay down. But you stop him, your hand gliding along his abs, kissing up his chest. He blushes, his cock jumping at your action.

“Fuck you’re gonna make me go crazy.” He sounds breathless, your hands wrap around his neck and you pull him down with you. Your lips moving slowly with his, as he kisses you his hand slips under your panties, freezing at the feeling of your wetness.

“Shit you’re so wet princess.” You flush, “Wanna taste you so bad but I don’t think I can’t wait any longer.” He groans, rubbing your thigh.

“We can save that for another time.” You smile and he laughs. “Definitely.” He nods, he reaches for his drawer, rummaging for a condom.

“S-Shit.”

“What’s wrong.” You say.

“I have no more condoms .”

You stifle a laugh, “You fuck that much?”

He pouts, “No I don’t! I just lost them.”

He sighs, your hands rest on his hips. “I’m on the pill, you’re negative right?” His eyes widen a little, “This would be my first time going raw.”

You grin, “Well the pleasure is mine.” He smiles cheekily at your comment but can’t ignore the way he feels painfully harder now.

He pulls off your panties, leaving small kisses on your inner thighs. You squirm when he nips at them, he leaves a kiss on your slit, pulling back to take off his boxers.

As he’s doing that you clip off your bra. He gives his cock a few strokes, looking down at you.

“You okay?” You nod. “You wanna stop you tell me okay?” You nod again, pulling him in a kiss.

You both hiss as he inches deeper in your cunt. Yeonjun was long and girthy, his tip pointing a little up. “Oh fuck.” You bite down on his lip, moaning at the stretch.

He hisses, detaching his lips from yours he shoves his face in your neck. “God you’re so tight.” He whimpers, he just bottomed out and he already feels pussy drunk.

He kisses your neck, his heavy breaths meeting you ear. His hands move to entangle your hands that are gripping the sheets, intertwining them with his.

He squeezes them, whispering that he’s gonna move. His thrusts are slow but deep, making your hands in his grip tighten. “S’big ‘junie.” You whine in his mouth, making his cock twitch.

“Yea angel?” He says breathlessly already feeling like he’s gonna cum as well. His hips pick up, fucking into you a little sloppy. “F-Fuck pussy sucking me in so good.” He gasps, a hand detangles from yours moving down to rub circles on your clit.

Your breath gets caught in your throat, a choked moan leaving your mouth. “J-Jun I-”

He doesn’t stop until he feels your flutter around him, fucking you through your high. Your arms fly out to wrap around his neck , “I-I love you.” You say against his ear.

That does it for him, sending him over the edge, he stills, whining against your neck. He doesn’t break away from you just yet, letting his weight crush you but it doesn’t bother you.

He smiles against you, kissing your shoulder, all the way to your lips. “Ima pull out ok?” You nod tiredly against him and when he does he finds his boxers and enters the restroom.

He exits with a hand towel, gently cleaning you. “Um do you wanna borrow boxers? Because these are kinda…drenched.” He says holding your obvious soaked panties. You slap your hands over your eyes.

“You don’t have to show them to me!” You whine and he laughs, grabbing a pair and slipping them on you, passing you one of his shirts as well.

He lays down next to you, and you turn towards him. “You know, I didn’t think you’d come just by me telling you I love you. Who knew The Choi Yeonjun was such a softie.”

He pouts, pulling you towards him. “Didn’t know my dream girl was such a tease.” He mumbles and you laugh. “You’re one to talk!” He laughs as well. “I love you too, if you didn’t know by now.”

He rubs your cheek, staring into your eyes so lovingly. “It’s always nice to hear it.” You whisper, pecking his lips. “So date tomorrow?” He asks and you nod.

“Wait this wasn’t a date?” He narrows his eyes at you. “Ha ha. Very funny.” He squeezes your thigh making you squeal.

You laugh against his lips, the both of you opting to laze around on his bed.

You definitely had a lot of explaining to do to Yunjin and Chaewon.

© 2023 aakomii — ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. REFRAIN FROM PLAGIARIZING, SHARING MY WORK ON OTHER PLATFORMS

@aakomii he looks incredibly husband here

𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆

with CHANGBIN!!!

Those are 3racha-level guns 🙇‍♀️

NAH BC THIS MAN HAS BEEN HITTING THE GYM WITH TAE.

@astralis-is-typing LIKE HELLO

5 reasons why I love @aakomii

hi hi! it was my twinny's special day a few days ago (well ex-twin bc she decided to age up😔✋) and this is a short appreciation post for the girl who kept me on this app, and can't maintain one theme for more than 3 weeks❤

1) mood maker: talking to ari really energizes me. her spirit is so positive, it's beautiful really. whenever we get time to chat she always leaves me in a better mood than she found me in. i'll never forget the day we were at it for like, 2 hours straight just sending felix memes back and forth💀💀 long story short, I'm so grateful for having her in my life. even if it's from half way across the globe yk😔 there's nothing like a 'bad day' when she's online ♥

2) great storyteller: there are aspects to ari's writing style that i just have to take this opportunity to commend. her stories are really well paced and it's almost impossible to get bored mid-read. ari's also AMAZING at smaus by the way. she manages to keep their cute appeal and at the same time make them intriguing by adding enough drama. in addition, the determination ari has towards her work, even when she's deep in writer's block or lack of motivation, is simply admirable.(can't spell admire without ari tho😻). i know it's all 'just fanfiction', but this trait speaks volumes about the awesome person she surely is even outside of tumblr.

3) AMAZING event host: any time user aakomii has an event, you just know it'll be a success. and she makes them so INTERESTING?? (i still remember the 1k followers one *sobs*) the way she builds on requests is so enticing to read, because she takes these ideas and goes crazy with them in the best way. my girl has a big brain and i'm saur proud of her for it.

4) random rants and life updates: ari's page is full of little adventures that give her blog so much personality :((( it warms my heart so much pls. sometimes i'll just search up her tag ('ari's talking') to catch up on what i missed. i think the current struggle is the insane prices for enha's concert tickets so pls keep her in your thoughts and prayers y'all💀✋

5) in love with choi beomgyu: this girl is chronically and irreversibly obsessed with beomgyu and i love how unapologetic she is about it💀💀 i honestly don't think she'd give a flying fuck if anyone tried to drag her for it bfjukslhkidi she'd probably just be like "and what about it?" and just keep living on w/ life yk😭 it's gotten to a point where i see gyu and immediately think of her lmfao

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happy belated birthday ari★

thought i could make a fun tag game out of this bc she loves those ;) tagging @itz-yerin bc she's my only moot who knows ari too lmao. if you're reading this and you're her moot too pls feel free to join in on the fun and hopefully make her day ♥

I've also been really quiet hiii everyone! There's a lot cooking behind the scenes with Ari hehe 🤭 happy moa day btw <3

Sorry for not releasing anything. Working on a lil something with @astralis-is-typing :3

⚝A/N: Join me and @aakomii in our collaborative event for this year's moa week! We wrote 5 pieces inspired by The Weeknd's songs and we hope you enjoy our interpretations of their meanings. We're so excited to bring you this series! Feel free to send an ask and join the event's taglist ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡

(A)– written by ari

(J)– written by julian

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DIE FOR YOU ⇝ CHOI SOOBIN (A)

↳nerd!soobin x troublemaker!reader, college au, angst, fluff ending, mutual pining, slow burn, violence, bestfriends to lovers, arin from oh my girl (she's bitchy here we're sorry😭)

SAVE YOUR TEARS ⇝ CHOI YEONJUN (J)

↳exes to lovers, angst, heartbreak, fluff ending, yeonjun was a rebound i'm sorry haha

STARGIRL INTERLUDE ⇝ CHOI BEOMGYU (A)

↳rockstar!gyu x reader, exes to lovers, angst, fluff ending, mutual pining, mentions of alcohol

IS THERE SOMEONE ELSE? ⇝ KANG TAEHYUN (J)

↳nobility!au, duchess!reader x viscount!taehyun, angst, fluff ending, established relationship, allusions to cheating

CAN'T FEEL MY FACE⇝ HUENING KAI (A)

↳barista!kai x barista!reader, forbidden love, cafe au, coworkers to lovers, angst, fluff, crack, mutual pining

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TAGLIST: @mental-hollows @forever-in-the-sky2 @yizki @bangchansbae @woncheecks

you wrote this SO WELL omfg

the last part was my favourite– ari you're steadily evolving into a QUEEN at dialogue!!

also fhfhdnfd the way she socked him in the gut💀💀 mc wasn't taking any BS and I'm living for it bahah

anyways ari bae came through with the soobin fic of the month ugh😻 absolutely snatched everyone's wig with this piece <333

SYNOPSIS: Watching Soobin fall into the hands of popularity when going into college broke you. You've made many sacrifices to see him happy and be by his side in general. So when he pushes you away, you wonder if he’ll ever reciprocate your undying love.

INCLUDES: nerd!soobin x troublemaker!reader, angst, fluff, slow burn, violence, alcohol consumption, bestfriends to lovers, arin from oh my girl (she’s a bitch in here sorry😭)

WC: 3k

TAGLIST: @forever-in-the-sky2 @yizki

THE WEEKND EVENT MASTERLIST

You and Soobin were like Yin and Yang. While you were the Yin he was your Yang, and vice versa.

Soobin was always a quite and shy boy growing up, which unfortunately made him a main target for bullying. No matter what you never let some stupid boys pick on Soobin. He’s said it himself multiple times, he was never one for violence.

So it was always a wonder to people how you and him were inseparable. You were loud, always getting into trouble for fun, and just an extrovert overall. While Soobin was down to earth, shy, and an introvert. As the both of you got older the dynamic was still there.

That was until he got a major growth spurt, was taller than you, and had some muscle to him. Even though his appearance changed he was still that timid boy you grew up with.

The downside of your best friend going through puberty was he truly did not understand the power he held. By that, you had meant how attractive he’d got. You always found Soobin adorable and to be honest you still did. But if you were like the million girls at college who didn’t know him, he just looked like everyone’s dream boy. Tall, super hot, and kind.

This didn’t help that you had a raging crush on the guy ever since high school. You always told yourself he would never choose you since you were basically a delinquent. It was a mystery on how you were still in school at this point.

“You failed the test again?” Soobin pouted as he held your backpack around his shoulder. A lollipop adorned your mouth as you groaned.

“I told you Soob I only like English class.” He rolls his eyes.

“You should’ve chose an English major then.” He grumbled.

“Hey Soobin!” He turns behind him and you stop walking. It was a guy running up to him, which you recognized when he got closer. Ji Changmin also known as Q around campus. Soobin lights up dabbing his friend up, Changmin side-eyes you and returns his gaze back to Soobin.

“Me and the group were gonna go out to eat later, you should come!”

“I’d love to but I promise I’d help her.”

Soobin smiles jerking his head towards you. You shift on your feet as you feel his gaze rest on you. His glare is judging, which gets your brows to furrow. Starting to feel like a little bit of a burden.

“Oh.” He replies raking his eyes along your form. “Maybe next time then.” Soobin nods, continuing to walk.

“Look at you making friends.” You laugh, smacking his back. He groans, rubbing it. Yet this feeling of dread washes over you and you start to feel guilty. “You know, you can go Soob, I’ll figure something out.” You suck on your lollipop and he bumps shoulders with you.

“I already made plans with you.” He grins.

You should've known you guys weren't gonna study, you guys never did. It was never Soobin's fault though, you were good at distracting him and convincing him not to do work.

So now here you guys were splayed out on your bed, Soobin on his phone, and face masks adorning your guy's faces.

His head was on your lap and you were braiding parts of his hair. He slides his screen to camera mode and begins taking pictures of you completely off guard.

"Soob, you better delete those." You murmur and he just giggles, zooming on your face.

"You look so pretty though." He smiles again, turning the phone towards you.

You're taken aback as you look at yourself. You weren't even looking at his hair but you were looking at him, the fact that he caught this on camera made you flush, rushing to grab his phone.

"Delete it!" You yell and he laughs, falling back against your bed.

"Never." He smiles, you don't even realize you've crawled on top of him.

You pout, finally giving up, when you come to the realization that you're now on his lap you scurry off. He looks a little confused as to why you're so embarrassed right now but he smiles, finding the whole ordeal cute.

"Stop looking at me like that." You turn away and look away from him.

It was always hard to look away from Soobin. The way his dimples showed up when he'd smile so big or the way his eyes turned into crescents when he laughed.

“You say that yet you’re the on staring.” He snickers and you get up to leave.

“I hate you!” He’s right in front of you, pulling your face mask off.

“No you don’t, now come on.” He skips away, making you flush.

It was no surprise that Soobin’s friends didn’t take a liking to you. However, you didn’t really care because you didn’t like them either.

They were constantly crashing yours and Soobin’s hangouts or stealing him away. Yet this time you finally had enough.

You were particularly excited for today because you hadn’t hung out in a while. (Due to him hanging with his other friends).

You bought him tteokbokki and the both of decided to have a small picnic. Simple and relaxing. Is what you thought it would be.

“Soobin!” Someone yells, he quickly turns his head to find Arin, a smile adorning his face.

“Oh hey what’s up.” He blinks, she stands in front of him, totally blocking your view. Your face falls, brows furrowing.

“Let’s go out together.” You roll your eyes at her obviously dramatic high pitched voice.

“Yea sure when?”

It upsets you that he’s talking so casually, as if she didn’t just crash your hangout. Although you didn’t blame Soobin.

“Right now, come on.”

You swear you feel a vein pop on your head and you finally break.

“Can you not see we’re hanging out right now?” You seethe and she slowly turns to you.

“Oh. Didn’t see you.” She replies, glaring at you.

“Well you can leave now.” You roll your eyes and she laughs.

“Soobin wouldn’t want that. Right Soob?”

You breathe out an air of pure astonishment. No way she just used your nickname for him. He looks between you both stuttering over his words.

“Well, no I-”

“Unbelievable.” You tongue at the inside of your cheek, rising to your feet and walking past her.

“Wait! Y/n-”

“Aw look at her throw a fit.” She laughed and you turn around immediately.

“You wanna say something say it right now.” You shove her and she looks offended.

“Don’t touch me you psycho!” She moves to push you back.

When she does you punch her right across the face, causing her to fall on the grass, clutching her nose.

“Y/n! What’s is wrong with you!” Soobin yells, rushing to Arin’s side. She whines and cries making you roll your eyes.

“Fuck you Soobin.” You stomp away from the both of them, clutching your now bruised hand. Your eyes watered as you left the park not looking back once.

Maybe you acted out a little but hey, she knew better than to fuck with the well known self proclaimed “delinquent” at school.

It had been a week since that incident happened and you haven’t talked to Soobin.

You understood he was allowed to have other friends yes, but you were beginning to see changes in him.

Those changes scared you so much, of course you weren’t against Soobin becoming more confident with himself and leaving his comfort zone.

However he was turning into another basic frat college boy, acting like he was the shit. Which had you beyond confused because this wasn’t him. It sucked even more to watch all this happen from the sidelines.

This time apart from him really made you realize just how much you loved him and how much you needed him in your life.

He’s always played a big role in it and for him to just be gone, with no explanation, no contact, it was killing you.

Part of you wanted to believe he wanted to talk to you but it was just his group of friends that were holding him back. Yet that same saying would ring out through your head.

If he wanted to, he would.

Getting around campus was always easy, no one ever talked to you because of your reputation and you grew accustomed to it.

Aside from Soobin, you didn’t have any friends and you weren’t in the mood to make any either. Your resting bitch face made you less approachable anyways.

Your perfect morning was interrupted by a person you weren’t happy to see at all.

“Oh sorry! I didn’t see where I was—Oh. It’s you.” Arin glares at you, a bandage on her nose.

You smirk at the sight. “Your nose healing fine?” You tilt your head in a taunt and she bites the inside of her cheek.

“You know you made my job way more easier.” She laughed and your brows furrow. “I’m surprised Soobin sticked with someone like you for so long, but now he’s finally seen what a terrible person you are.”

Your eyes flash with hurt and you’re quickly grabbing her by her collar, pulling her towards your face.

“You bitch.” As much as as you tried to sound mad, your voice wavered.

“Be careful now, you don’t wanna cause a scene do you.” She raised her brows in a amusement and click your tongue. Looking around some students had stopped, some just side eyeing the both of you.

You shoved her away from you, immediately going back to you dorm, I guess no morning classes today.

Throughout the whole day her voice rang throughout your mind, it was driving you crazy.

Did she like him that much she couldn’t stand you being around him? As much as you hated to admit it she was right, Soobin hadn’t talked to you so she basically won.

Pushing your feelings aside it hurt you that he didn’t reach out.

Was this really the end of you guys? You hadn’t even got to tell him you loved him. You made so many sacrifices to protect him.

He was your person, the only one that understood you. It honestly felt like you were going to die with out him. Maybe a little dramatic but he was the one who kept you grounded.

He knew how to calm you down, and deal with all of your temper tantrums. You wanted to tell him just how much he meant to you, but not in a platonic way. Because your feelings were everything but that.

That all seemed stupid now, all those stupid thoughts of you both actually being together down the drain as you plug your earbuds in and slip your shoes on.

So here you were roaming the city at night with your earbuds plugged in. However this didn’t really help forgetting much about Soobin when you guys would do this to.

Hell you were the one who took his pictures for his Instagram post. Every single thing reminded you of him and it frustrated you to no end.

Even the song you were listening to, Vaundy, one of his favorite artists. You groan, continuing to walk through streets.

Soobin’s laugh fills the table, as waiters and waitresses maneuver around the restaurant. Passing out food, passing out drinks or taking orders.

Soobin sits back with a smile on his face. His friends clicking their shot glasses with big smiles on their faces, another flipping the meat, making sure it was cooked perfectly.

Even though all of this goes on he feels sort of empty. He can’t really explain it but something was missing, someone was missing.

For so long he’d hoped and hoped he’d be able to make a lot of friends. Now that he finally had it, it’s like it didn’t match up to the hype.

Soobin felt like he couldn’t be himself around his friends. He felt like he always had to prove himself somehow. But with you, you truly knew him. And you loved him for just the way he was.

He looks down at his Home Screen, one of his widgets displaying a picture of you.

It was the night where you had both walked around. You both had a photo shoot at a small playground you both found.

You were in one of his hoodies that was way to big for you. You had the biggest smile on your face and he finds himself smiling just because of it.

He heard Arin laugh, “Isn’t that Y/n.” The rest of the group laughs, talking shit on you.

“She’s such a loner.” One of the guys laughs.

Soobin’s head whips up and there you are walking past the restaurant with that “intimidating” look on your face and your earbuds in.

His face immediately softens. He doesn’t know what comes over him, maybe the bit of alcohol in his system but he’s rushing outside, ignoring everyone’s calls for him.

When he exits the restaurant, you’re not to far from him. He almost falls when he begins running to you, he places a hand on your shoulder.

“Y/n-” He’s cut off with a punch to his stomach making him cough and clutch his stomach.

“Soobin?! Shit—I’m sorry are you okay?” You rip your earbuds out, rubbing his back soothingly. “You know you can’t sneak up on me like that.” You mumble and he nods.

Only then do you realize the situation, Soobin is talking to you, he’s actually talking to you. You step away immediately, glancing at the floor.

Soobin stares at you and he feels his eyes start to water. The next thing you know he’s crashing you in his arms. Your eyes widen when you’re met with his chest, his breaths ragged.

“M’sorry, I’m so sorry.” He whispers against your ear. You blink away your tears, an arm patting his back.

“Have you been drinking?” You question and he shakes his head, keeping it tucked away in the crook of your neck.

“Only a couple beers and like some soju.” He mumbles.

“You’re a lightweight Soobin.” You sigh.

It’s weird to have him this close to you again after so long. Even though you miss it, you can’t help the insecurities that wash over you.

Maybe his friends were right. You never deserved Soobin, it was your choice to protect him but he’s all grown up now, what else does he need you for. You were just some fuck up holding him back.

So you blink away your tears, leading him back to your dorm. When you arrived he sat on the couch, and you went in the kitchen to grab him some water. When you come back he’s drifting off, so you tap him.

“You can take my bed Soobin.”

“Soob.” He whispers, his eyes still closed.

“Hm?”

“It’s Soob.” He mumbles again.

You sigh, “Take my bed Soob.” And he smiles, he gets up and waddles to your bed.

You tuck him in and he’s out immediately. You’re crouched beside him, shallow breaths leave him and you move some of his bangs. Feeling tears prick at your eyes you let them fall.

“I’m sorry, I love you so much.” You cry, resting your head against his arm. You leave the room, letting Soobin rest as you take your spot on your couch.

Soobin wakes up with a raging headache and the scent of delicious food fills his senses. He smiles warmly, but then he jolts awake, looking around.

He takes in that he’s in your room and he blinks confusingly. He makes his way to the kitchen and he finds a very comfy you, dancing and singing with the spatula in your hand as you make eggs.

He doesn’t say anything, yet he just watches you, admiring and adoring you. Even though he’s confused on why he’s here, he’ll never get over you.

“S-Soobin.” You gasp, holding the spatula close to you.

“Why am I here?” His voice comes out harsher than he expects and you look down.

“Uh, you came to me yesterday and you were drunk, so I let you crash here.” You nod, turning back to the food. “You can stay for breakfast if you want but if you don’t then you can leave.”

He sits down on your bar stool, rubbing his palms on his pants. Even though he didn’t remember what happened yesterday, that feeling of longing for you was still there.

He hates that it seemed like you couldn’t be yourself around him since you guys hadn’t talked.

So he speaks, “I’m really sorry, Y/n.” You turn around to protest but he stops you. “No really, I’m a terrible friend for abandoning you for people who don’t even know me. And I’m sorry that this whole situation was what made me realize that I genuinely need you in my life.”

You blink at him, your heart stinging. “You have every right to be upset and I understand if you don’t want to forgive me.” Your eyes don’t lift from the floor yet Soobin is rushing to you when he hears your sniffles. “Hey, why are you crying?” He says worriedly holding your face softly.

“M’not good for you Soobin.” You shut your eyes, it hurt you so much to let the words come out. “Arin’s right. I’m such a fuck up and you’re so perfect, but I cling to you because I love you. I love you so much and it hurts. I don’t deserve you.” You sob, dropping your head once again and Soobin caresses your head, holding you against him once again.

“Y/n listen to me. None of my friends or Arin could ever change the way I see you. You deserve me just as much as I deserve you. I’m not perfect but us together? That’s perfect.” He rests his forehead against yours, “I’m always gonna love you, no matter what.” He smiles at your cute pout, tugging at your bottom lip. “No more crying please, I’m here and I’m not leaving.”

You look in his eyes and his flicker to your lips, not letting them avert anywhere else. “Can I kiss you?” He asks sincerely and you nod, letting his lips meet with yours.

He holds you so gently, you can tell he’s a little shaky but he kisses you with so much love. Before you know it, more tears are falling. He pulls away with a smile, continuing to wipe your tears.

"I thought I said no more crying?" He laughs and you pout. "I just missed you." You shove your face in his chest and he pecks your head.

Soobin holds you close to him, no longer feeling empty. For the rest of the day you spend it with each other.

No matter how much of a bad person you claimed to be, Soobin was a constant reminder that in all the bad, there is always good.

© 2023 aakomii — ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. REFRAIN FROM PLAGIARIZING, SHARING MY WORK ON OTHER PLATFORMS

THE ENDING DIALOGUE NOO😭😭😭 Gosh, this is wrecking me AAH! Props to Yeonjun for being the voice of reason btw😩

0x1 lovesong is actually the song that made me a MOA so you adding it to this fic makes this SO precious to me❤ I also LOVED the band positions you have the members.

SYNOPSIS: Your long term relationship with Beomgyu ended due to you both having different paths that you guys wanted to achieve in life. However why does it seem after a year later, the both of you still yearn for one another.

INCLUDES: rockstar!beomgyu x reader, exes to lovers, angst, fluff ending, mutual pining, cussing, mentions of other members, aespa’s Giselle and Winter

WC: 2k

TAGLIST: @forever-in-the-sky2 @yaevsi @bangchansbae @mental-hollows @woncheecks

A year earlier you found yourself in the most happiest point in your life. You were dating your Prince Charming and were pursuing the one thing you loved.

Beomgyu was the most uniquest person you’d ever met. No matter where you both were he seemed to light up everything and anything that was around him. He was quite literally your whole world, everything seemed so dull and grey without him.

Beomgyu was a rockstar. You had been with him ever since he used to just practice with his band in their garage. Their name was Tomorrow x Together. He was effortlessly good at playing his electric guitar, it always left you fascinated.

He’d even make small dumb songs about you and sing them to you, which never failed to bring a smile on your face.

You remembered when they dropped their first album. It was a hit and they grew in popularity very fast. Frost and Loser Lover was a total fan favorite. Although when they started going on tour, that’s when you guys both noticed how your relationship was slowly crumbling.

You were getting wrapped up in your studies and well, he was on tour. Even though you guys texted and called daily it was still hard.

Both of you weren’t present in the relationship. Your guys schedules never matching up so it began to get tiring. So sadly the both of you decided to part ways. It was weird to you because even though Beomgyu was always gone, when you both agreed it was over it hurt you way more than you expected. Maybe it was because of the fact that he was actually gone.

It took you awhile to get over him, or try to. Your moment of weakness brought you to your most stupidest idea ever. Buying tickets to one of his concerts.

In your defense a thousands of people would be there so you’d be able to hide amongst them. Plus it had been a year since your breakup so it’s not like you mattered to him anymore.

They were coming to your hometown so you thought it’d be cool, you never saw them live, only when you were invited by Beomgyu and they’d just practice. You knew they were big so you wanted to see how it would go.

Beomgyu stares out of the window, it was night time already and they were making it back to the hotel. It was so weird to be back here, all of it was surrounded and reminded him of you.

His eyes soften at the thought of you and his heart stings. He pulls away and looks at his hands, far away in his thoughts.

“Hey you okay?” Yeonjun bumps his shoulder, glancing at Beomgyu. He immediately smiles but it doesn’t reach his eyes.

“Yea I’m fine.” He nods and Yeonjun knows better, he blinks at him and shakes his head.

“It’s hard, isn’t it?” Yeonjun asks and Beomgyu’s head snaps up.

The rest of the guys knew about your breakup because it messed with Beomgyu physically and mentally. He didn’t even go on stage for a majority of a concert because he couldn’t find the will to be up there. Not without his motivation anymore yet he mustered up some of it.

Something Beomgyu never told you but hoped you knew was that you were his motivation and his will to achieve his dreams. Your support was all he needed to feel like he could take on the whole world. So when you guys broke up, you took it all with you, leaving him with nothing but him and his awful mind.

“Maybe just a little.” He sheepishly laughs.

“We’ll be outta here in no time don’t worry.” Yeonjun pats his back.

Even though those words were meant to calm him down, he feels his heart yearn for you, not wanting to leave.

It was the day of the concert and you were beginning to have your doubts, yet it didn’t help you that your friends were in complete support of it.

“What do you mean you want to refund the tickets?! You’re not refunding shit!” Giselle rolled her eyes, shooing you away with her hand.

Winter laughed glancing at you, “Nothing bad is gonna happen, just go enjoy yourself.” Giselle aggressively nods along with Winter, pointing her spatula at you.

“As a matter of fact! We’ll help you get all dolled up.” They both smile and you deadpan.

“Really. I have no one to impress.” You scoff and Giselle smooshes your cheeks.

“I don’t care! Like Winter said. You’re gonna go have fun and look sexy as hell!”

The night of the concert both of the girls went to drop you off.

“I still don’t understand why you guys didn’t wanna come with me.” You grumble, getting ready to leave the car.

“You let us know all late! Plus did you see those resale tickets! You’re crazy if you think I got that type of money.” Giselle sighs, you and Winter laugh. Winter hugs you and rubs your shoulders.

“Have fun okay! Text or call if anything!” You nod, waving bye to them.

The venue was pretty big, when you checked in, it was clearly an amphitheater, however there was room for the pit. You decided to stop at the bar and get yourself a drink, nodding along to the other bands that were opening up for TXT.

However you couldn’t help but notice you were getting a lot of stares. Obviously, since Beomgyu is a rockstar, he’s famous. People were bound to know he had a girlfriend and when he broke up with said girlfriend.

You guys were never private about your relationship either. So you began to feel uneasy when people were starting to turn heads and whisper. Tonight was gonna be a long night.

Backstage, the members were all setting up their equipment since their time on stage was coming up. Staff members all running around to make sure soundcheck was good and everything was set up perfectly.

Inside the dressing room, Beomgyu and his members were doing some last minute check ups. However Beomgyu was filled with the same sense of dread again. Yeonjun could and would always read Beomgyu like an open book.

“Are you fine to go one stage?” He asks him and Beomgyu nods.

“Yea I just got this weird feeling, I don’t know.” Beomgyu rests his hand over his beating heart.

“You sure it’s not just the adrenaline?” Yeonjun grins and Beomgyu chews on his lip.

“Yea, maybe.” And with that Beomgyu leaves the room, and Yeonjun glancing at the closed door with a look of concern.

By the time the last band had finished, the pit filled up with people rushing down from their seats. So to say you were kinda squished was an under statement. The lights had already dimmed and the crowd begins chanting their name.

They all walk on stage waving at the crowd and you feel like your heart stops when you see Beomgyu.

His hair was long now, enough to cover his neck. It was dyed an orangey brown. A choker adorning his neck. He wore a ripped up knitted striped sweater and his classic black ripped jeans.

His smile was huge and with the way his eyes sparkled, you knew he was born to do this.

“Whattup MOA!” Yeonjun yells and the crowd cheers. The rest of the members move to get their instruments.

“Wow there’s so many of you guys.” Soobin laughs, adjusting his guitar. “Duh, they sold this shit out!” Taehyun yells and people scream.

“Before we start playing for you guys, there might be some newbies here so we’d like to introduce ourselves.” Kai suggests, starting a basic drum line to get the crowd going.

“We’re Tomorrow by Together! We’re a little different from other bands, even though I’m chosen as the leader singer, we all do sing.” Yeonjun laughs.

“Alright so on bass we have Taehyun!” The crowd yells as he plays a small riff, his face adorning a huge smile.

“On guitar we got Soobin!” He waves and bows with a cute smile.

“We could never forget our best drummer out there, Kai!” He plays a more upbeat drum track and the crowd cheers.

“Last but not least, our lead guitarist, Beomgyu!” The lights go crazy and he waves, running a hand through his hair as he smiles.

You don’t miss the fact on how the crowd goes crazy over Beomgyu, he truly was an ace and everyone favored his raspy voice and excellent guitar playing.

The lights shut off out of nowhere and the intro to Frost begins playing. Beomgyu begins strumming the strings on his guitar as Kai’s voice rings out through the venue.

“Are you fucking ready!” Yeonjun yells. The crowd begins to move, clapping along with the beat. Right before the beat drops Yeonjun yells.

“Let’s go!”

You’re quickly emerged in the music, you find yourself smiling. They really did sound way better than in their garage. However you couldn’t seem to take your eyes away from Beomgyu.

You fondly smile at the way he seems to play with so much passion, his confidence eliciting from him, surrounding him like some sort of aura.

You lose track of time and they have already played through most of their songs so they take this time to interact with the fans.

“How are we all doing?” Yeonjun smiles and the everyone throws a thumps up in the air.

“You guys are killing it.” Taehyun smiles as well.

“So there has been some speculations of us coming out with a new album soon.” Kai says as the crowd gasps, everyone waiting in anticipation.

“In which we do.” Soobin laughs and the whole venue screams, some fans fanning themselves.

“This is gonna be our last song for you tonight.” Yeonjun says, making the crowd whine with a no. “But our last song will be a song from our new album.” The crowd immediately switches up, cheering loudly. With a wide grin, the members all turn to Beomgyu.

“I actually composed this song, so it means a lot to me.” Beomgyu nods shyly and the crowd Aw’s at his confession, yet this catches your attention.

“I made this song after a hardship I was going through at the time. This song is called 0X1=Lovesong also known as I know I love you.” He mumbles in the mic and Kai immediately starts drumming the intro.

You immediately freeze as you hear the rhythm. This was one of those playful songs Beomgyu had wrote for you, when you would chill in his room, softly nodding along to his soothing voice.

You could feel your eyes well up with tears, your bottom lip jutting out. The people in the crowd had already recognized who you were so they all would either turn to you or try to subtly look at you. You don’t stop your tears from falling when you hear him sing

“Say you love me, Say you love me.” Memories of you both singing along to it rushing through your mind. As you watch him you know he’s thinking the same thing with the way his voice seems to break as you can see him hold back tears.

Your heart breaks and this, this was thing you were afraid of. Seeing him like this, with his broken heart worn on his sleeve. The last verse he’s whispering into the mic, his voice broken yet so soft, touching the hearts of the thousands of people in the venue.

“All or nothing I want all of you, I know I love you.” Right when the words leave his mouth, the lights fade off.

The crowd is left speechless, not expecting the end of the concert to be so emotional, from a distance you could hear people sniffing and sobbing. You try to hold in your sobs but you couldn’t. You let yourself sob into your hands, your year of “letting go” and “moving on” all flushing down the drain. Some people tried to help you but you rush out of the sea of people and out the doors.

The cold air hits your face like whiplash and you rest against a wall. You sob again, your heart breaking what seems to be the millionth time. No matter how much you try to stop your sobs with your mouth or calm down it all just keeps coming out.

Right when the lights had dimmed, Beomgyu cries and Yeonjun runs to him, the others trying to help him off the stage.

“S-She’s here, she’s actually here.” He barely gets out, he didn’t know if he was relieved or even more heartbroken. Yeonjun sighs as he rubs his back.

“Beomgyu.” He whispers and Beomgyu looks at him. “If you truly feel like you guys are meant to be. Then go get her, because this isn’t a coincidence. This is fate giving you both another chance.”

Beomgyu doesn’t waste time, he rushes down the flight of stairs, taking the back door outside. He had saw you rush outside when they had finished. He silently prayed that you weren’t gone already.

His prayers are answered when he cuts the corner and finds you against the wall, crying by yourself. He feels his eyes water again, wanting nothing more than to hold you in his arms.

He whispers your name softly and your head is snapping in his direction. Your eyes widen, not being able to process that he was right in front of you.

“B-Beomgyu?” You hush out, your mind still mush. He steps closer to you, trying to clear some of the distance between the both of you.

Even though the both of you look like a mess, he’s laughing bitterly.

“How’ve you been?” He smiles fondly at you yet his bottom lip quivers.

“I’ve been okay.” You match his expression, trying to muster up a smile.

“You?”

He laughs as tears fall, shaking his head. “I’ve been okay too.”

You stare at each other, the both of you trying to rack your mind for words.

“I really miss you.” He whispers and you nod, shutting your eyes.

“I know, I do to. But we can’t Beomgyu.” Your voice breaks as you glance at your shoes.

He steps closer, “We’ll figure it out, I’ll figure something out, I’ll drop the band!” He says desperately, trying to look in your eyes and you shake your head.

“You’re meant to be up there, you shine Beomgyu, you were born to be a star. I don’t wanna hold you back from that.”

He shakes his quickly, “You won’t- You don’t hold me back, you never did. You’re the reason I got this far.”

He cries, your hand moves before you register what you’re doing. You wipe his tears, and he immediately leans into your palm, his own hand shooting up to grab you wrist.

“Please, Please I can’t live without you.” He shakes his head, his voice broken. You both cry and your other hand comes to hold his face.

“We can try again, just one last time.” You smile and he pulls you into a bone crushing hug but it feels comforting, it felt like home. His hand comes to caress your hair, as he shoves his face in the crook of your neck.

You both stand there under the street light pole, swaying side to side. His small laugh makes you pull away just enough to see his face.

“What?” You whisper and he rubs your cheek with his thumb.

“Say you love me, say you love me.” He sings softly and you laugh.

“Till the end of the world.” You sing back and he laughs softly, rubbing your cheek gently.

Neither of you say another word, letting your lips meet in a kiss you guys both had yearned for.

© 2023 aakomii — ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. REFRAIN FROM PLAGIARIZING, SHARING MY WORK ON OTHER PLATFORMS

it's the way @aakomii and I have angst in all our fics for the event series after deciding there won't be a specific genre😭

One thing about Ari's txt fics is that someone will leave during an argument shfjdjjjkfs😭😭😭 and the way you wanted to leave it at that grrr, when I catch you ricky!😂

You asked for an angst prompt hehe

Taehyun being a 'show don't tell' kind of lover but reader is a person who needs verbal reassurance, and this causes some problems in their relationship. So they have to learn to compromise :)

YOU WOUND ME JULES. Don’t get me started on ur other ask.

You honestly noticed this way before you guys started dating when you were just pining over one another. He’d always buy you flowers, take you out to eat, or even just take you shopping.

When he asked you out it wasn’t like a full-blown confession. No words of “I like you so much, please be my girlfriend!” More of just, “Be my girlfriend yeah?” With that sweet smile on his face. So of course you agreed, thinking to yourself that he just needed time, and you fully understood that.

But even now when you wanted that certain praise from him or those words of affirmation, he’d never give them to you. However he’d still buy you stuff, maybe sometimes a small note would be on it, ‘for my pretty girl’ Of course you appreciated everything your boyfriend did or gave to you. You just yearned to hear those certain words.

One day when you were feeling rather insecure, you spoke your mind. However, it might’ve not been the best time because Taehyun wasn’t in a good mood.

“Hey, tyun? Can we talk?” You mumble softly, setting down his food in front of him. You notice his eyes look droopier than usual and you already regret wanting to talk about your insecurities. He hums at you, beginning to eat his food.

“Do you love me?” You peer up at him nervously, picking at your food. He sighs, setting down his fork and rubbing his eyes.

“Y/n not this right now please.” Your heart breaks, eyes watering.

“Yeah, sorry.” You whisper, losing all of your appetite, you get up. Slipping on your jacket and shoes, you grab your keys. He wants to sigh again but he groans frustratedly.

“Where are you going?” He stands up and you try to hide your face from him.

“I just need to be alone.” You mumble, you wipe your cheeks and Taehyun’s eyes soften. But before he can reach out for you, you already left. He runs a hand through his hair, sighing defeatedly.

It’s late when you come back home and he’s waiting for you on the couch. Right when you step in his ears perk up, tired eyes looking straight at you.

“W-Why are you still up?” You say worriedly.

“I was waiting for you.” He says softly, rubbing at his eyes. You just nod, walking into your shared bedroom. He follows you inside, sitting on your guy's bed.

When you turn around he’s staring up at you, his big boba eyes and you have to look away, or else you knew you’d cave. He stands up, and walks in front of you, holding your hands in his.

“I’m sorry.” He whispers and you look down. He rests his forehead on top of your head.

“I love you, I really do. I’m sorry for making you cry.” He pecks your head, continuing.

“It’s always been hard for me to say it out loud, but I know you need it. So I promise you I’ll say it more often.”

You sigh, wrapping your arms around him, he holds you close to him, and you can feel his heart beating where your head is resting on his chest.

“I’m sorry for doubting you, I just got insecure.” You look up at him and pecks you.

“I’ll make sure to shut down all your insecurities okay?” He smiles and rakes his hand through your hair.

“Okay.” You whisper and he kisses you again.

"You’re always vulnerable around him but he’s never vulnerable around you."

THIS!!! I've experienced this and it's hard to get through to someone who doesn't usually allow people in :(( But it's doable and that's why you've gotta keep trying

"So he settles on his bed, alone, it’s so quiet. And then they began to fall, he didn’t know how or when, but tears glided down his cheeks."

MY HOON 😭😭😭😭 naurr

Sad angst for enha:

I saw this tiktok of an interview enha did where they were supposed to write one worry they had that day or something along those lines. Sunghoon's paper read 'I'm worried that I have no worries' and the interviewer said that this was actually a good thing, to be at peace on that day. But then she found a crumpled paper in the bin. And it was Sunghoon's... an unfinished sentence reading 'I'm worried that I have too many-'. I guess the last word would be worries. And he threw that paper away, and started afresh, because he didn't want to disclose his true feelings.

ANYWAYS, maybe this could inspire you to write something about how Hoon hides his emotions when he's down and pretends to be okay for the benefit of those around him?

(Let's cry together)

THIS. THIS HURTS URGEUEH

No bc it’s the fact that Sunghoon would never EVER, show he’s hurting around you. He’s always putting you and your needs first and honestly, it causes tension in your relationship.

You’re always vulnerable around him but he’s never vulnerable around you. It leads you to overthink, does he not trust you? You hate thinking this but he always pushes you away when you can obviously tell he’s upset. Something Sunghoon doesn’t understand is that you’re awfully good at reading him, so you know when he’s sad, but of course he puts up his walls and closes off his heart.

Sunghoon is at his boiling point. Practice didn’t go well with him, some obnoxious ‘fans’ treated him wrong today, he spilled his coffee, and he hadn’t talked to you the whole day.

That wasn’t your fault, of course, you were texting him, you had texted him, millions of times. Asking him if he was still coming over today and he was ignoring you.

He wanted to be alone, the thought of blowing up and saying something he didn’t mean to you would just make everything worse for him.

So he settles on his bed, alone, it’s so quiet. And then they began to fall, he didn’t know how or when, but tears glided down his cheeks.

His chest heaved as he rubbed at his eyes, a feeble way to try and make them stop. He cuddles into something, it’s your shirt, and it smells just like you. More tears begin to fall as he holds your shirt tighter against him. Letting his tears soak into your shirt and into his sheets. A knock on his door has him freezing.

“Hoon?”

It’s your voice. What are you doing here? Did one of the guys let you in? Probably. He thought. He quickly clears his throat, wiping his face.

“Y-Yea hold on.”

He looked in his mirror and there was no way he could escape this, his eyes were puffy and red. He drags his hand over his face but moves to unlock his door. He gulps when your eyes meet, your eyes immediately washing over with worry.

“Hey, are you okay?” You pry softly, your hands coming up to his face.

The pure softness of your voice/touch and just the comfort you bring him in general has his tears falling once again.

You were taken aback, this was the first time Sunghoon had ever cried in front of you. You quickly pushed him into his room, closing his door with your foot. He sniffles and it all has you coming to tears as well.

“Sunghoon.” You coo, he sits on his bed and quickly wraps his arms around your waist, shoving his face in your stomach. Your hands comb through his hair as his shoulders shake.

“It’s okay baby, let it out.” You rub his back, placing pecks on his head.

Once his breathing is steady, he turns his head, his cheek now resting on your stomach. He sniffs and his cheeks burn from embarrassment.

“You okay?” You ask and he nods. You move to sit on his bed, playing with one of his hands.

“Wanna talk about it?” You bite your lip, praying that he’d finally open up to you just a little.

“I just had a bad day. I didn’t know you were coming.” He replies shortly, already changing the subject.

“I was just worried about you. Jake let me in. He said that you didn’t look too well either.” Sunghoon nods, looking at your intertwined hands.

“Thank you.” He mumbles. “I really needed you and it’s like you read my mind or something.” He zoned out but you cup his cheeks.

“Hoon, I’m always here for you, to listen to your problems, just like you’re there for me. You have to let me take care of you too.” You thumb his cheek and he holds your wrist.

“I know, I just don’t want to burden you.” He chews his lip, and you pout.

“Sunghoon you and your problems will never be a burden okay? I love you.” You gently kissed him and his eyes fluttered closed, chasing your lips.

“Thank you, I love you too, so much.” He whispers, smiling into your guy's kiss.

hii ignore this ask if u don’t wanna answer but do u know what happened to aakomii?

Hello dear! I've been gone forever sorry for the long wait :(

I looked for Ari everywhere omg. Trust me when I tell you I've done everything from trying to find her other socials to dming her moots. She deactivated when I was away so I only got to find out much later 😞

If you end up seeing this (or to anyone else seeing this who knows Ari), let me know if you find her!