Josh Kiszka - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
I didn't get to listen to the interview what even happened? š§
not to be dramatic but I think he's the prettiest thing I've ever seen
I'm sorry to speak this way but I want that weird boy d*ck so bad sorry
I would absolutely jump in front of a bus for this man. š§š¼āāļø
You canāt tell me the outfit wasnāt put into Sims4 for Josh Kiszka
thinking about jake kiszka a lot right now. iām unwell.
AHHHHH I GOT A STARCATCHER VINYL FOR MY BIRTHDAY AHHHHHHH ILL POST A PIC AFTER SCHOOL AHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i donāt usually vent on here or anything but i genuinely feel left out in the gvf peaceful army fandom yes i do have gresties but only two and iām so grateful for them but i genuinely feel like iām a backup friend to one of them sheās starting to become dry and itās scaring me i really wanna be close to her but i donāt know how sheās always reacting to my messages but not giving me actually answers or text. Maybe i feel left out cause i joined the fandom when tbatgg era was ending and everybody already has friends but i just want some more gresties i wanna be in a groupchat tbhā¹ļø please if anybody from the gvf fandom sees this post please donāt be afraid to reach out i really wanna meet more of you. ā¹ļøš«¶
youāre the one I want
cabin days with bestfriend!josh you are in love with
a/n : this is my first time writing for gvf or at all on here so pls be kind and any support would be appreciated <3333
cabin get away with bestie josh would include
so so so many long hikes with you complaining and him yelling from ahead how awesome the view is gonna be
lots of hugs and hand holding with you blushing your ass off
him trying to surprise you with breakfast in bed but ends up messing it up and delivering whatās left to you while pouting like a lost dog
going to the lake and he canāt stop looking at you bc he just thinks you are so beautiful
getting insecure when the boys come to go skinny dipping and josh reminding you that your perfect to him and everyone else
sitting outside smoking a joint and accidentally telling him how you feel
You sat next to josh on the porch swing passing a joint back and forth waiting for the boys to bring some equipment to practice.
āDo you believe in soulmates?ā you say randomly after taking your third hit. It was getting to you now and all you could focus on was the was cloudy feeling in your head and the way josh smiled at the sunset.
āI believe we make soul connections with multiple people throughout our life. I donāt think all soulmates are necessarily romantic. We meet so many people I doubt we could have just one soulmateā he blurts out while rocking the swing lightly with his legs. āSo yes?ā you ask giggling at his rambling on the subject.
He looks at you and smiles like he knows something you donāt, making you laugh uncontrollably with the help of the joint being passed around. āAny soulmates you have right now Mr.Philosopherā you whisper in a sarcastic sultry voice leaning into him.
He looks at you and smiles āLots of platonic ones like Jake and some people iāve met on tour. Including youā he says gently. You lean back and frown at the use of the word āPlatonicā. Sitting up and handing him the joint you whisper more to yourself than him āOhā.
āDid i say something wrong?ā he asks eying your frowning form apologetically. You look at him while getting up wiping a few stray tears āI just read this wrong iām sorryā you say before the water works start and walking into the house only wanting the comfort of your bed and sleep.
It must have been 3 hours or so and you wake to a starry night and the boys rehearsing an unknown song in the basement. You walk to your bathroom and take in your from. Tear stained face, your usual tan skin looking paler and more blotchy than before, and you hair tangled from falling asleep in such an unflattering position.
You knew you had fo freshen up before seeing the boys and especially josh, but were you really ready to after humiliating yourself like that.
After about 15 of pondering and another 20 showering and getting dressed you decided to head down and watch them rehearse. Much to your delight dannyās girlfriend was downstairs already snacking on some popcorn. āY/n! Your finally awake! I was so looking forward to escaping these weirdosā she says with genuine excitement. You smile at her and take a seat next to her on the small couch.
āAt your service māladyā you say softly while getting under the blanket with her. After knowing her all these years you never could quite get around her bright personality. You make eye contact with josh while he scribbles something down in a thick worn journal.
āWhatās up y/n? You came in so silent i didnāt even notice youā Sammy says giving you a a big hug. Out of all the brothers you have to say Sam was your little therapist bestie. āMcKenzie literally shouted when i came and you didnāt notice?ā you say laughing softly. āYeah but when is she not shouting or being loudā he says throwing some unknown object at her making her scream. āSeeā he saying smirking at you.
āLetās take 5ā josh offers to the boys who happily oblige. Yoi walk over to the fridge offering all of them water trying to make yourself useful. When you reach josh standing alone in the back of the room, your eyes avoid his own. āLook at me pleaseā he says softly. Your eyes slowly reach his face. Your taken aback by how sad he looks. You frown hoping you arenāt the cause of your best friends displeasure.
āTalk to meā he whispers on your ear so only you can hear. āIām sorry joshā you say feeling guilty for the tears welling in his eyes. He sighs and looks behind you, a faraway look in his eye. āPlease donāt be sorry babyā he says in his normal voice level. You walk to the couch and he follows. You were lucky everyone else had ventured upstairs, you definitely couldnāt have whatever talk thatās to come with prying eyes.
You both sit in silence for a few minutes before he swallows thickly and speaks up. āI never meant to upset you. Seeing you cry like that. I-i never want to be the cause of your sadness baby.ā hr says letting his tears flow freely down his face.You smile at the use of the pet name he used so frequently. You turned to him and tried your best to speak clearly with your tears.
āIām sorry josh. I took this the wrong way and itās my fault. I cant get mad that you donāt feel the sameā i say somberly. Josh looks at you bewildered. āI do feel the same about you y/n. You have been there for me and with me 110% sine we met. You are my best friend and my other half. I should have told you years agoā he says getting himself worked up.
You look at him with adoration and relief. How is this man real. āAre you gonna say something?ā he asks eyeing you like you might disappear randomly. āYour the one i wantā
a/n! ok i hope this is a good first post:)) i know my writing isnāt itās best and this feels a little rushed but thereās more on the way <33