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story of a red-rose tyrant

mother, where art thou?

where did I go wrong?

tell me mother, what should I do

to make this pain go away?

please fly your hand towards

the smiling edge of my face

on the slightest bit of tart

please cover my ears, eyes

on what should have been and should not

perhaps that way, I would not be in wrath

and within your grasp shall I become 

inside you again, amidst the sanctuary

where you let me suffer grew and prosper 

petite servings and books 

scheduled down to seconds

living on bits and pieces, I live on another day

thinking it was all for the best, 

after all, that’s what you said 

as you sculpted me to your heart’s desire 

mother, oh mother

tell me, where did I go wrong?

why does the world turned against me?

I was always enduring, patient, obedient

following all your rules and whims

so tell me, dear mother

why wouldn’t they do the same?

why do they raise their voice, their thoughts, their hands

against me?

mother, mother, mother

please do enlighten 

am I in the wrong?

was I at fault for following your every orders?

for abiding, for not rebelling, for staying dutiful?

or is it perhaps 

were you the ones in the wrong?