Ghost X Reader Angst - Tumblr Posts

Since I’m on my time of the month I decided that it would be a good idea to read angst Ghost x Reader at night to help me fall asleep…LEMME TELL YOU it wasn’t a good idea AT ALL!!!! I honestly forgot I was on my period and I literally went through so many emotions from reading them and feeling absolute dog shit. I was PMSing so much at the middle of the night not too long ago. Cried so much and let those tears out as a had an angel and devil at my shoulders the angel comforting me and validating my feelings while the devil was judging the FUCK outta of me and being like “wtf this bitch”. I seriously need to sleep since it’s 1:34 am and just messing up sleep schedule typing all this. I’m honestly going to wake up in the morning and forget all this happened. 🥲

The writing was so beautiful and painful but beautiful such amazing writing 🥹❤️

Edit: Yup I was right I forgot 🙃

Useless

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Thinking about doing a part 2 for this. Let me know if you're interested :)

Tw: Angst

Part 2 is posted!!! (Link below)

https://www.tumblr.com/daddypriceugh/732913818599145473/useless-pt-2?source=share

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"Can't you be useful for one fucking time?"

"Wha-"

Your voice gets stuck in your throat because of that sentence. The tears that you were holding back now falling freely over your cheeks.

How did this argument escalate to this point? Could you have said something to stop it?

The feral look in his eyes scares you. It reminds you of a wild animal ready to attack his food.

He had never looked at you this way before. Well until now.

You think back to when it all started. You were standing in the living room decorating the Christmas tree while listening to music. There was a peaceful atmosphere in the room. Until Simon arrived.

You didn't see but heard him. Heavy footsteps walking into your direction. You turned around with a smile, ready to greet him but were taken aback by his furious face.

"What's wrong Si?"

A humourless laugh escapes him.

"What's wrong? You're asking me what's wrong? "

You were confused, not knowing what he wants to say with that.

"I come home after having a fucking long day, only to see that my flat looks like shit." He yelled at you.

"And what are you doing instead of cleaning it? Fucking decorating a tree!"

That was the moment your confusion fell and anger took over.

"Are you calling me lazy?!"

He shakes his head in disbelief and waves his hand to signal that he doesn't want to hear your talk.

"Ohh no don't you dare walk out of this now! What is your problem? You started this now fucking end it!"

And this brought you into the current situation.

How dare he say that your useless! You're doing a lot more everyday than him. Can't he see that you're doing your best?

You take you eyes off of him and start furiously wipe the tears away. Your body feels like it will explode soon by the anger your feeling.

"Fine. Since I'm so useless I will leave you alone for some time. I'm sure you won't mind."

You stride past him towards the flat door. The car keys are being smoothly snatched by your hand while the other unlocks the door.

This seems to bring Simon back to reality as you hear him walking up behind you calling your name. He sounds desperate tho you don't care about it. His words hurt you. A lot.

You open the door and slam it behind you probably slamming it into Simons face.

You step into the elevator and press on the button. After the doors close, you slid down the wall holding your head in your hands in frustration.

"What the fuck did just happen."