Falling Apart - Tumblr Posts
You will forever remain in my heart as both a cherished memory and a regret.
I had a strong desire for you to be mine, but unfortunately, I was unable to make that happen.
Was I really that undeserving of your time and attention that you couldn’t even make the effort to meet me ???
It feels like you forgot about me in the blink of an eye.
I’m struggling to understand why you caused me so much pain, and I can’t seem to move past it.
I am curious to know why this has happened and if this separation has brought you any happiness.
August is gone, slipped away in a moment, because it was never mine, just like her.
I smiled and let go of the one I had asked for crying.
My heart fights with my mind for her everyday.
TW: Body Horror: Rot, Visible Bones, Scopophobia, Gore, Bruising, Delusion
Vlad really should check what he injects into his archenemy sometime
TW: Rot, Exposed Bones, Entrapment, Fear, Kinda Blood (Ectoplasm), Corruption, Body Falling Apart
A moment of consciousness before a coma
Dying
Piece
By piece
A little more each day
Fraying
Unraveling
Into space
A phantom
A shade
A fading
Light
- we, Me, Andrew forever
You all wait for grand posts in the next few hours cause I really can't control what I do or say anymore
There's a time in your life when you can only sit and watch. Sit and watch everything happen. Sit and watch everything fall apart. You want to get up and do something but it's like you're glued to your seat; its like you are unable to move. You can't even close your eyes to shield yourself from whatever is going on. You never know what will happen next. You never know what's going to fall apart next. isn't it weird how we never think about something that we want to build up or create. In our weakest moments we always think about what's going wrong and what's falling apart. We never think about what we can do after this storm ends, how many things we can save. We always think about how many cities have been destroyed and how many houses broke down.
Excerpt from my story
"I can't believe you kept this a secret! How long has this been going on?"
...
"I-I think since I got out of the hospital."
"Are you freaking kidding right now? I'm going to kill him!"
"Lia, you're barely over three feet."
"I'm serious."
"Sorry if you're the last one knowing when it starts raining, but..."
"How can you not care?"
"I guess I got used to it."
"You can't just got used to it, you can't get used to someone who treats you like crap."
"Then what should I do, huh? Don't you think I tried to escape? I'm scared! Life isn't always perfect, I stopped looking for my knight in shining armor a long time ago, I can't wait for him to save me, so I got to save myself and I'm doing that by trying not to get myself in trouble, in a hospital or worse. You have to accept that."
~I couldn't accept that, I couldn't accept that my best friend's life was a mess and I wasn't able to do anything to make it better, I felt useless, the only thing I could do was hug her...no words needed, words are overrated, in that hug were trapped reassurance and thoughts, thoughts we couldn't turn into words cause the tears has taken over, surprisingly they weren't mine...Cecilia was crying, probably for the first time in front of somebody else, again, I felt useless but we stayed like that for long, 'till she wiped her tears away and with a big smile on her face she told me:
"It was a full day, let's eat something."
And we walked away.~
falling in love, falling apart.
😭😭My OMG! compilation issue is falling apart!
Jeez Poshe, you are literally falling apart 😭
