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I apologize to hurdy-gurdy enthusiasts everywhere.

This is so pretty 😍 I love Durge's hair!!

Thinking of Astarion and Durge again…

WIP Wednesday

Was tagged throughout the past few weeks by @inkymoonbunny, @xxnashiraxx, @preciouslittlebhaalbae, and @verbenaa, so here's a hefty piece of lonely reflective Ascended Astarion angst since I didn't post anything last week.

Just for context, this is a Bad Ending AU set years after the brain where my Durge, Henri left A!A before being turned into a spawn, going off by herself to become a famous bard and has only just now returned to perform at Astarion's engagement party to an important elven figure as part of his political strategy. So this is him reflecting back on their relationship before talking to her for the first time in a long time.

When was the last time he had bedded her? They had been taking a break from the activity because his former self couldn’t handle it, the weakling. Astarion couldn’t help but wonder if that was a reason she ended up leaving after all. Even with his power he couldn’t fix himself fast enough. If she had let him bed her the night after he ascended, surely he could have gotten her to stay. Fix the times before that where he’d been out to use her and she had seen right through it. “It wasn’t difficult, you know, to see that whatever it was that you wanted out of this, it wasn’t me. Well, more than what I could provide. And you were clear that these nights together were just us having fun, nothing serious. I liked you beyond that but I didn’t know how quickly these urges were going to escalate. So why not go along with it and pretend? I get to experience a bit of life I’m not going to get to otherwise. And you’d move on to some pretty elf after we get to Baldur’s Gate where you have more options. I wouldn’t be leaving someone behind hurting after I needed to be...put down.” “Well, you’re not getting put down like some sick dog, for one, so let’s agree on that first,” Astarion snapped, feeling like he was going to vomit, “We are killing whatever this is and freeing you just like we’re killing Cazador. Alright?” She smiled softly, her eyes glassy, “Alright.” “Second, some pretty elf? Really? I’m already a pretty elf, my dear, why introduce competition? Where the hells did that come from anyway? Don’t tell me you think you’re unattractive in any sense of the word.” “Oh, I know I’m attractive just...you don’t seem to care for tieflings in general and between that and me looking like I walked off an autopsy table I thought I was more of a novelty item than anything else.” “Well, you’re not. So, there.” Gods he’d made a mess. “And as soon as I figure all this nonsense out, we’re redoing all your firsts with me. Properly this time. Real. Because I never want to make you feel like that again.” But Astarion never had the chance to fulfill his promise. And now he’d gotten himself a pretty elf and Henri was stuck with those memories of him using her.

No pressure tags: @elinorbard, @batbuska, @ladyduellist, @roguishcat, @tealfling

(If you already wrote something, feel free to just tag me in it!)

Angst hours ✌🏼🩸

Full on patre0n. Link in pinned post! 🖤

Old Durgestarion doodles

Introducing my new drow Dark Urge Tav

Her name is Chani and she loves Tyche Pink wine with dinner and casual homicide ☺️

Chani and Astarion - the goth Karens of Faerun

20 years ago today the greatest movie ever made released to theatres. That's right - Shrek 2. In honor of such a momentous occasion I've crafted this homage to loving ogres. Thanks for reading! Pinned post for more links.

eat your young

Chapter 1: starving, darling

Rating: Explicit

Relationship: Astarion/The Dark Urge

Characters: Astarion, The Dark Urge, Original Female Character(s), Bhaal (Mentioned)

Additional Tags: Named Female Dark Urge, Vampire Ascendant Astarion, Vampire Adoption, Consensual Mind Control, Explicit Sexual Content, Canon-Typical Violence, Dysfunctional Family, Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence, Implied Child Loss

Summary: The Vampire Ascendant of Baldur’s Gate and his Bhaalspawn bride decide to start a family of their own. In their foolish ignorance, they fail to realize that having a child is no different than crafting a blade only one of them can wield.

Read chapter 1 here on AO3!