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i still love you - chapter 6

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y/ns pov :

immediately after school i go home to get ready for me and mingyus date. i have three hours before he picks me up so i wanna look as good as possible. once i was done with my 45 minute shower the bathroom smelled like blossoms in a flower field. i throw on my favorite blue jeans and a black bodysuit on . it was a lot chillier today so i have to wear a bigger coat and a comfier fit . i go sit on my vanity to do my hair - i straighten it to perfection . i throw on a hat and i go to my perfume collection on my dresser . i look and see my tom ford collection… it reminded me of jaehyun and his amazing scent. he bought them for us to match back when we were dating but i never realized i still had them. i wanted to wear it but i just went with Chanel N°5 .

i put on my shoes and simply wait for mingyu . it took me about 2 in a half hours to get ready so i am pretty good on schedule. i didn’t receive any messages from him which scared me . i don’t want to be let down especially since i am giving him a chance . maybe about a good 10 minutes i hear someone knocking on my door .

i open it to see a very handsome mingyu. he had on khaki color dress pants with a gray sweater on . he completed the look with low top black converse and black bag- his hair cutely parted on the side. i didn’t even realize we were staring at each other until he broke the silence . “ hi “ he says with a smile. the raspiness in his voice caught me off guard. why didn’t i realize how handsome this man was before? i ask to myself.

“ hey .. wow you look great - different from what i usually see you in “ i say with a slight chuckle. mingyu does that cute little giggle he does and looms away shyly. “ i am a man of different styles what i tell you “ he responds . “ you look amazing by the way “ he adds. i smiled and grabbed my bag. we walked down to his car in the parking garage - we were silent the whole time, just taking in each other’s presence for once. it was nice. his car smelled like roses and champagne, a smell only a man like him could have. he turned on some music and it was definitely a relaxing ride.

again, it was silent . the whole 30 min car ride was silent but like i said before it was a nice feeling. “ are you ready to be wowed at my amazing surprise date ? “ he asked me , adding a smirk at the end . “ no .. i am kinda scared now that you ask “ i laugh jokingly . he continues to drive at his normal pace and i just relaxed. i look to the left of me to see an area lit up to the sky with led lights. i look up and we are at the Namsan tower.

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

note: hello everyone !! i know i have not uploaded ,, i have been on my last couple of weeks of school and it is a lot! i am on summer break now so i will be uploading regularly like before :))

playlist🪴🧸 4/22/21

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neo culture technology~

🦋 7 days

🦋candle light

🦋 1,2,3

🦋angel

🦋pandoras box

🦋replay(pm 01:27)

🦋horizon

🦋let me love u

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day6~

⛈everyday we fight

⛈days gone by

⛈you were beautiful

⛈love me or leave me

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ateez~

💫mist

💫inception

💫wave

💫utopia

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here are some of my favorite songs atm; you should listen if you haven’t already <3

i still love you - chapter 5

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y/ns pov:

as i am walking to the local cafe i spot a familiar face. jaehyun.. ofc. i continue walking, pretending to not see him- hoping he doesn’t see me. i have been thinking long and hard last night about my love decisions. don’t get me wrong, mingyu is very cute but i don’t think he wants my time. when me and jaehyun hung out again it was like we were dating again- it felt surreal. when mark asked me if i loved mingyu or not i started to think a little bit. like i said before he is cute but he was more like a rebound rather than a real boyfriend and i am sure he thinks the same. as i was thinking i ran into someone...of course it was jaehyun. u honestly didn’t want to run into him again since i am confused.

“ hey y/n , i didn’t expect to see you “ he said.

“ yeah same haha “ i say. i didn’t know what to say for some reason. i was trying to come up with an excuse to leave in my head but i couldn’t think of anything. my mind was just blank. just at the wrong but right time mingyu calls me. he sounded like he was crying. i look at jaehyun with a i have to go look and he understood so i walked away with a relief. i then drove back to me and mingyus room to see what was going on.

i walk up to the apartment to see mingyu sobbing with seokmin basically holding him. “y/n “ seokmin says. “ come here “ he says in a concerned voice. he walks me to the hallway and tells me that mingyu is having trouble with his feelings. “ y/n i think mingyu is in love with you.. when you didn’t respond it made him think you are going to leave him “. i was in shock. i didn’t think it was true to be honest and i forgot to respond by accident i swear. “ shit “ i mumble. “ i really don’t know what to say, i really didn’t mean to not respond i was just confused in my head. i didn’t think he actually loved me.. “ i say. “ y/n he never loved anyone until you. something about you makes him go crazy- that’s what he is trying to figure out now . “ says seokmin. “ how am i supposed to love him when he doesn’t know how to love me? “ i say. “ and that is exactly what he is trying to figure out ... “ he says.

mingyus pov:

i see y/n walk out the main door. it really makes me think we will never have anything which makes me sob even more. seokmin comes over to me and tells me about the conversation and how y/n most likely won’t fall for me unless i try which i will. i want her to be mine but something tells me that won’t happen. i get up to go get an ice cold beer out of my fridge. as i open it i start to think about things i could do to win y/n over.

jaehyun told me a lot of things that she liked- like foods, drinks, hobbies, etc and it seems like me and her are pretty much the same. thats what jaehyun and y/n lacked. they are just too different but maybe- just maybe me and her can be something. i started to write my ideas down when i get a message from y/n.

marks pov:

i am really excited for y/n- though i am scared at the same time especially because of mingyus reputation. i am glad she is exploring though- lets just wait until jaehyun sees..

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

i still love you- chapter 4

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jaehyuns pov:

going up to the school building, i see mingyu walking with his friends jungkook and seokmin. as we made eye contact he did a handshake with his friends and walked over my way. i was confused but scared because i didn’t know what he was going to say to me- especially since i am y/ns ex. he came up to me with a somewhat preppy face which confused me even more. “ whats up jaehyun ! “ mingyu says. “ uhh hey? “ i say in a confused tone. “ look i gotta question, i don’t do this often but how do i get closer to y/n ? “ he says. i was in shock- not once has mingyu ever wanted to get close with someone before. this makes second guess my relationship with y/n..maybe i won’t be with her again.

i take the offer anyways and help mingyu out. this honestly came by surprise and this will of coarse break me. seeing them date is already enough even if it isn’t real love. me and mingyu start talking about y/n and he threw everything at me. he named such amazing things about her but they were things everyone knows of. he doesn’t know the intricate stuff- the little things. that’s what matters the most to me.

mingyus pov:

i texted y/n thinking she would respond nicely, but i forgot i ditched her the other day. so obviously she was upset when i texted her about wanting to talk. i wanna tell her that i love her because that’s what jaehyun said i was feeling. it felt weird going to jaehyun since that’s her ex and he’s clearly in love with her still.

now i know j am just wasting her time but i really want to be with her. she thinks i am a joke and i am but i really do love her. i just know she doesn’t love me and it kills me.

y/ns pov:

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⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

note: sorry for being so inactive,, school has been taking too much of my time:(( i will try to be more active soon !

i still love you- chapter 3

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mingyu’s pov:

i was about to head to my car to pick up seokmin and jungkook when jungkook shot me a text to look at my instagram. i open it to seeing y/n with jaehyun. i am not gonna lie it made me furious to see my girlfriend with her ex knowing they still love each other. i never got mad at any of my girlfriends for being with another guy- especially with the reputation i have i shouldn’t be mad. something about y/n drives me insane and i don’t know how to describe it nor feel. i feel bad because i treat her like shit and she thinks i don’t like her when really i am in love with her.

i act like an ass because i never felt this way about someone. when we went to our first frat party as a couple it was a sight i never saw of her before. she looks so innocent on the outside but when you get to know her and see her in a free state it makes you so crazy. the only people who knows about my crush on y/n are my friends because lets be honest here- who would think that kim mingyu has a LEGITIMATE crush?! i barley believe it.

it sucks because i know she doesn’t love me. i know she’s with me to get over her ex but it’s nothing that i’ve never done before...now i know the feeling. i can’t bring myself up to tell her i like her because she’s gonna think i am a fool or drunk when these are really my true feelings. it sucks being a jock sometimes. i let my thoughts go in the back of my brain so i can enjoy my night but i couldn’t. all i could think about was y/n possible leaving me for jaehyun.

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⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

i still love you- chapter 2

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y/n’s pov:

i was laying in bed reading my book, trying to get away from my emotions and confused feelings when i suddenly get a text. “ hmm, heard you missed me 😳 “ it read. i was shocked - i didn’t realize i still had his number nor was i expecting a text from him. i assume maybe mark told him about what i said since they are best friends because i mean how else would he know. i panicked a little since we haven’t talked in 6 months rather than everyday. i did miss him as we know and i do want him but i am just so confused.

i didn’t answer immediately. i waited maybe 15 minutes to answer because i didn’t want to seem like i needed him at that second. something in me was kind of excited but also scared.

i told him to meet me at the ddong cafe at 2 pm. i wanted to talk to him and catch up. i wanted to tell him how much i missed him even though that maybe a mistake on my end but i need him to hear it. i say it maybe a mistake because of how i feel. i am scared that i will let him down again. even though we broke up on mutual terms we cut it off for each other. we put up with a fight everyday and it wasn’t healthy for us. i don’t want it to be like how it was before.

it was 1:23 pm when i started getting ready. jaehyun and mark have their last period together that ends around 1:30 today. i got up and took a quick shower then put on a pair of black biker shorts with a white graphic tee, paired with my white air force 1’s. i left my curly hair out and added a blue headband. i grabbed my purse and left to go see the one and only jaehyun.

when i arrived to the tiny cafe, it was decorated so beautifully. i didn’t even realize that jaehyun was already there sitting at a table staring at me. we looked in each others eyes for a good five minutes. with those brown chocolate eyes those plump lips , i was aching for him. he had his hair pulled back with a beige hat on with a plain white shirt and black dress pants on it looked like. he looked so hunky and i loved it.

i then get out of my thoughts and finally walk over to him. i started to get real nervous and i could tell he was too. i can read him like a book. those pretty thoughts are pretty nervous now. i break the awkwardness and hugged him and he hugged back. this was such a relieving feeling. i felt so relaxed and at piece. he made me feel so secure and safe at this very moment. when i am with mingyu it feels more like a chore. more like a playdate but with jaehyun it is so much more despite the differences.

jaehyuns pov:

when i saw y/n she looked absolutely stunning. beautiful as ever. it sucks that i have to look at her from afar because she is my everything. i could see in her eyes that she needed comfort- she was dull and looked so miserable. when she hugged me i didn’t expect that at all. it was a very cold-sharp hug. she needed warmth. she needed someone who she could call home. she needed someone who could make her smile and fill her up with all the happiness in the world. she needed a home. she didn’t have that with mingyu and to be honest i don’t think she ever will.

when she pulled away from the hug and said “ i’m sorry “ and started to shed tears. i wanted to kiss her and tell her that i have her forever and ever but i didn’t want to overstep my boundaries especially because she still is with the kim mingyu. i just hugged her so tight. i couldn’t even speak even if i wanted too. i wanted to take in everything.

we sat down and took our usual orders. “ so how have you been y/n “ i ask. she looked at me with a “ you should already know i am going through hell “ type of look. i already knew she wasn’t happy in their relationship. the way mingyu talks about her is ridiculous but i never wanted to say anything plus i am sure she knows already. she probably got it through her head that mingyu is trash. “ my relationship is throwing me off guard and messing with me mentally but- i am trying to fix myself “ she says. i gave a little chuckle and smile to brighten the mood. “ i just want you to know that you are too good for him. you know that. don’t let a jerk like him mess with your head. mark has told me about his ways and how he plays you like a book. “

y/n’s pov:

he was so right and i hated it. if only he knew how much i wanted him. we start chatting about our lives and how our professors are asses. it felt so nice to have a normal and civilized conversation with someone. it’s something i don’t get everyday and i needed it. the way he smiles from ear to ear everytime i laugh at his corny jokes and ask about basketball makes me so happy. “ i heard you won your last tournament hm “ i say. “ yeah i am still so psyched about that. i trained so hard to make those shots haha “ he said. i made a slight smile. “ i wish you were there to cheer me on “ he says. i knew that was coming.

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life

i still love you- chapter 1

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marks pov:

as y/n’s best friend i try to keep her protected and safe at all times. i try to make sure she is stable and not hurting inside- but ever since her breakup with jaehyun it has not only been rough for her but for him too. when y/n moved on to mingyu , that was a very big mistake on her half . she went to someone who didn’t give two craps about her and just dated her for laughs and giggles and to prove jaehyun wrong. mingyu wanted to make a point to jaehyun that he can snatch whoever and whatever he wanted from him- regardless y/n asked out mingyu.. that’s one thing he took from jaehyun. mingyu didn’t want to give up that chance.

mingyu and y/n is quite the couple. they aren’t a passionate or real to or for each other. they don’t actually love one another , it’s basically just a toxic game waiting to end. they absolutely hate each other as well. y/n speaks so bad of mingyu like her life depends on it but i don’t blame her. mingyu does the same thing though ( according to the fishes in the sea ) . y/n thought that just because they were the total opposites that meant they weren’t right for each other when in reality that makes them complete . when y/n texted me about mingyu i wasn’t surprised but when she mentioned her missing jaehyun... that was a turn i wasn’t ready for.

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life

i still love you | j.jaehyun<3

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

⇲ social media au| college au | fluff , angst, masterlist |

⇲ note to self: ( m ) = mature content ! also mentions of alcohol and a little smoking .

⇲ reminder: this is pure fanfiction and fantasies. anything mentioned in this story is not to portray or mimic idols feelings, acts, or character. anything in the story is simply for entertainment purposes only!

⇲ this is my first ff! i will try to figure out a schedule but atm i upload every day:)

⇲ please enjoy and leave kind feedback :)

main masterlist

• introduction part 1 ( y/n and her friends )

• introduction part 2 ( jaehyun and his friends )

• introduction part 3 ( mingyu and his friends )

prologue-

chapter one -

chapter two -

chapter three -

chapter four -

chapter five -

chapter six -

i still love you- introduction

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jaehyuns pov:

i hated seeing her with him. the thought of seeing her happier with someone who isn’t me makes me hurt. the way i have lost her touch makes me weak. the way i can’t hold her in my arms when she cries in her sleep. the way i can’t kiss her goodbye when we leave to our classes in the morning. the way i can’t love her like there is no tomorrow. i miss her. i miss everything about her. her honey brown curls and that honey skin. the freckles on her nose and the beauty mark on her right cheek. everything is his now. all of her love is to him.

y/n and i broke up 6 months ago in mutual terms. it was the definition of right person wrong time but she doesn’t believe that. she thinks mingyu is everything when he isn’t and i know how he plays. see me and mingyu and his friends were on really good terms last year but i saw how they played their women and i was not okay with that. ever since then we all started to hate each other.

y/ns pov:

i missed jaehyun. i missed him a lot. but i was scared to leave mingyu and potentially leave for my ex who doesn’t want me anymore. when i left jaehyun i went to mingyu for emotional support. i don’t really love him- matter a fact we never said our “ i love you’s “ yet. he just isn’t the one for me. jaehyun was my ride or die, my everything but we couldn’t make it. we were too different for each other. we didn’t have the same interest or the same views on things which is what made is argue 24/7 yet... we still loved each other.

i don’t think i could ever loose my love for him. he is too pure and too good for me. he had said it was just “ right person wrong time “ but i didn’t believe that until now. i didn’t realize how miserable my life was without him. i thought maybe mingyu would be my cup of tea. we like to party, have fun, live life- unlike jaehyun who is more conservative, stay home, study, watch movies and cuddle. even though he is a professional basketball player, that doesn’t make him a frat boy. he could care less about basketball. but thats what i needed.

i needed that pureness again. i needed someone who actually cares and doesn’t ditch hanging out with me for frat parties. it hurts seeing jaehyun look miserable because i moved on to someone i didn’t care for. i just thought me and jae weren’t meant to be..

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

i still love you - introduction part 3 (mingyu and his friends )

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

i still love you- introduction part 1 ( y/n and her friends )

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

i still love you - introduction part 2 ( jaehyun and his friends )

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

i miss you hyunnie. i hope you are doing well my love. please come home💔 i love you.