Came To The Realization Today That Stu Macher Is Technically A Mirrorball Character,,
came to the realization today that stu macher is technically a mirrorball character,,
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Final Girl (Part 3)
- Final Girl Series Masterlist (updated part 1 - 9 and extras)Â
A/n yall have been so kind!! all of the messages, likes, comments, and reblogs for this series have made me so happy! this chapter is a little bit of filler bc my original idea for this part was way too long especially with how busy this week is supposed to be, so i sort of split it!!Â
also if this has pacing issues, iâm sorry, i had a panic attack yesterday and a really bad migraine today so itâs been kinda rough lately but i wanted to get this out!! Part 4 is going to have a little more going on :)
if this is messy pls donât give up on me đ i promise the next part will have more going on i just didnât want to leave yâall waiting forever and we needed a bit of a filler
also if anyone wants to leave me an ask about this series pls do:) iâve had so much fun talking about Final Girl
Series Summary: Y/n canât believe that she has to leave the only home sheâs ever known just because her momâs latest boyfriend has a house in some town in California. Just as sheâs starting to think that Woodsboro might not be that bad, something life altering happens after she agrees to sleep over at  Beckerâs house. Now her name is practically synonymous with Ghostfaceâs.Â
Chapter Summary: Y/nâs first day back after the incident.Â
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My reflection has never bothered me more. I know vanity is such a stupid thing to worry about now after what happened to Casey, but I canât help the way I scrutinize my appearance.Â
The attention drawing cotton-y bandaid that was placed on the gash on the side of my temple has been (thankfully) downgraded to a regular bandaid. Thatâs fine--I can accept that. What I canât accept are the stupid cuts caused by all of that glass.
After being released from the hospital, it took no time for me to learn that itâs going to be awhile before I can comfortably wear pants again. My arms are a little less cut up, so the white, long sleeved shirt I picked out covers my injuries without irritating them. I tried on a pair of leggings and I barely got them to my thighs without wincing.
So now Iâm wearing the most comfortable skirt I own. Normally, I wouldnât even think twice about it, I wear this skirt so often, but it barely covers any of the cuts on the back of my legs. God...people are going to think Iâm doing this for attention, especially since media outlets keep calling my house.Â
Ugh--this is as good as itâs going to get for my first day back. I pick my backpack up from my bed. My eyelids feel so heavy I have to fight the urge to collapse back into bed.Â
The walk downstairs is painfully slow. Once Iâm finally in the hall that leads to the kitchen, I stop. A vague confusion clouds my thoughts. Was I going to the kitchen? What did I want from the kitchen?
âMorninâ, kiddo.â I blink at the sound of Wellsâ voice. At least itâs offering me a sense of a direction.Â
Stepping fully in the kitchen, I greet back, âGood morning.âÂ
He eyes me for a long second, piercing blue irises lingering in a way that makes me feel uneasy in my own skin. âSkirtâs a little grown, ainât it?â When my only reaction is to furrow my eyebrows, he continues, âWhat happened to those little girl dresses you used to wear? I liked those.âÂ
I grab the strap of my backpack, shifting slightly. I stopped wearing those dresses after he had been dating my mom for a few months. âOutgrew them, I guess.âÂ
Wells nods once, the motion gruff as he moves to grab his mug. He lets out a curt, gruff noise.Â
âOh, Wells.â Like always, my momâs voice chases away all the tension. âDonât you know better than telling a girl what to wear? Especially a teenager. Now ease up, 16-year-old me would make Y/n look like a saint.â With that, my mom finally looks at me. âYou look pretty, like always, I especially like your top.â It takes me a second to realize that my momâs referencing the fact that I stole this shirt from her closet. I let out a soft, slow laugh. âYou okay?âÂ
I nod drastically. âYep, just want to get the first day back over with.âÂ
âI canât believe you only took one day off. When I was your age, Iâd have taken half a week off for less.âÂ
âItâs going to be bad no matter when I go back. My nameâs been all over the news.â I release the strap of my backpack, scratching the back of my wrist. âPlus itâs junior year and that one day off already has me drowning in makeup work. I canât afford to fall behind. Junior year is the year colleges look at most. This year could make or break whether or not I get into Princeton.âÂ
My mom holds her hands up in defense. âYes, I know, you ranted to me about it yesterday. Just promise me youâll listen to your body. I donât love that you havenât had your follow up appointment yet to confirm whether or not you have a concussion.âÂ
âMom, Iâm fine, promise. Iâll let you know if I start to feel weird.âÂ
She watches me for a long second, likely attempting to scan me the way an MRI machine would. âFine, you need a ride or--âÂ
âActually, a friendâs picking me up.âÂ
At that my mom tilts her head in a way thatâs so knowing I feel the urge to confess even though Iâve done nothing. âA friend as in one of those two boys that spent all weekend calling and checking in on you?âÂ
My mom spent the last two days at my side. Normally it would have annoyed me, but it was actually nice. It reminded me of life before Wells. There was one downside, though. She saw how often Billy and Stu called. It wasnât terrible and she probably would have picked up on it anyway, but itâs opened the ground to a lot of jokes and comments on her part.
âYouâre the one who brought them into this. I would have never thought to call Billy while I was at the hospital.â Thatâs true. Even though we were friends before the incident, I wouldnât have thought to call anyone except my mom. âAnd theyâre just trying to be there for me like good friends.âÂ
At that, my mom leans against the kitchen island. âYâknow when I was your age, I had a guy that just wanted to be a good friend and drove me to school. Now I have a daughter.âÂ
I roll my eyes, âHaha. Yes--Iâm going to get pregnant in the less than 10-ish minutes weâre going to have before we need to get to class.âÂ
âIt only took about 8 minutes to make you, and that includes me getting dressed and fixing my hair after. Just saying.âÂ
I make a point of fake gagging. âBye mom, Wells.â
âWhat? I was joking!âÂ
I walk towards the front door. A hand on my shoulder makes me nearly jump out of my skin. âMom! You scared me.âÂ
She offers me a sheepish smile, âYou know Iâm kidding, right? Theyâre nice for caring.âÂ
âI know, mom.âÂ
With a sigh, she continues, âJust be sa--âÂ
âOh my God, mom! Iâm not having se--âÂ
âEasy, pumpkin,â she laughs off my outburst, âI mean in general. Donât strain yourself and donât feel like you need to push through. You want to go home early and Iâll pick you up.âÂ
I smile softly. âYeah, I will.âÂ
With that, I open the front door. The sun is so bright I have to drop my head as I walk down the driveway. Wellsâ house is objectively nicer than the house my mom and I lived in when we were still in Texas, but I still find myself missing the familiarity of our old front porch.Â
Squinting, I look up and notice a car waiting next to the mailbox. How did I miss that? Rubbing my eyes with one hand, I approach the vehicle.Â
I pull open the door to the backseat. Two sets of eyes turn towards me. âYou know you guys didnât have to wait for me.â I push my backpack into the car before sitting down. âYou couldâve honked or something,âÂ
âWe just got here,â Billy says easily, but Iâm not sure I believe him.Â
Stu turns in his seat to face me better as I shut the car door. âPlus we donât mind giving you time to get all dolled up. Especially since todayâs going to be a total bloodbath.âÂ
His wording leaves me more confused than upset. I draw my eyebrows together, shifting awkwardly. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âEveryoneâs gone crazy over what happened. I think more people were talking about you than Casey, and Caseyâs the one that got gutted. Itâs all over the news. They hung her from that tree in--â Billy moves his hand from the console in order to smack the side of Stuâs head. âOw, man--what was that for?âÂ
âItâs not even 8 yet, at least let her wake up first before you traumatize her.âÂ
The thought of Casey makes my stomach twist, but Iâm not focused in on anything enough to really react. Tiredly, I pull my backpack onto my lap and squeeze it to my body. âItâs fine,â Iâm not sure if Iâm talking to them or myself.Â
Stu and Billy exchange a look that I barely register before resting my chin on my bag. âAre you okay? You didnât even do that cute, little glare thing you do when you want me to shut up.âÂ
âIâm fine,â I answer a little too quickly, forcing myself to sit up some more, âA little tired.â Stuâs watching me a little too carefully and I catch Billy glancing at me through the rearview mirror. âSeriously?â Sighing, I shift in my seat, âFirst my mom and now you guys. Iâm fine.â
My reaction is just a little too angry. Maybe if I felt a little more rested, I would have known better. Stu moves until heâs siting in the passenger seat normally. âCrying over the fact that youâre a total mommyâs girl.âÂ
Rolling my eyes and ignoring the way the motion irritates my migraine, I lean back in my seat. âPut on a seatbelt, asshole.âÂ
Even though thatâs said with more bite and irritation than anything Iâve ever said to him, Stu laughs. Itâs light and terribly offensive. I frown, looking over at Billy as heat crawls up my neck and towards my face. Heâs just barely fighting down a grin. âItâs not that funny.âÂ
âNo,â Stu sarcastically agrees, âThat was so mean of you. I canât remember the last time someone insulted me and tried to take care of me at the same time.âÂ
I cross my arms around my backpack. âWhy did I agree to getting into a contained space with you two so early in the morning?âÂ
âBecause you donât have a license.â Billy looks way too smug as he turns the wheel as we move down a curb.Â
I glare at him. âYou extorted that information out of me while I was super out of it and half asleep.âÂ
âYou said it yourself, itâs not like one of us asked.âÂ
Heâs right and I hate it. I sink further into the seat, tempted to shut my eyes, but knowing that thereâs no guarantee that I wonât fall asleep if I do. âWhatever.âÂ
Stu half laughs at that before starting to talk about a new scary movie thatâs coming out. The plot sounds kind of basic, but Iâm not one to judge until I see the movie. Normally, Iâd be totally invested. I kind of like when Stu rambles about something heâs interested in, but now Iâm struggling to hold my head up.Â
I donât register that weâre in the school parking lot until both Billy and Stu get out of the car. Once theyâre both out, I shake my head once in an attempt to clear my thoughts. Get it together.
When I step out of the car, I make a point of keeping my eyes on the ground in front of me. Stu may exaggerate every once in awhile, but I donât think heâs wrong about school. My mom has been fielding calls since the morning I was discharged from the hospital and last night while I was flipping through channels, I saw my face three times.
Before I can even think, a bright flash makes me flinch. The light is like a punch behind the eye thanks to my headache. That is followed by a series of other equally bright and irritating camera shutters.Â
Shit.Â
Billy steps towards me, dropping his voice so that only I can hear, âYou know we donât have to.âÂ
Taking a settling breath, I tilt my chin up a fraction of an inch. âItâs fine,â I say, hoping that Iâll convince myself, âCanât hide forever.âÂ
We walk forward, me a few steps ahead of Billy and Stu. My fast pace is a sad attempt at ripping off the bandaid.Â
âExcuse--Excuse me, miss!â I squeeze the strap of my backpack so tightly my knuckles must be white from the tension. âMiss Y/n L/n.â The woman that waves me down is holding a large microphone. She barely glances at me before turning her attention back to the camera man that followed her as she chased me. âHi. Gale Weathers. I covered the last one of these.âÂ
I wince. âIâm sorry, when you say âthe last one of theseâ do you mean the last murder or--âÂ
â...And weâre rolling!â In nature, bright colors are meant to warn living things of poison. I think that logic could be applied to Gale Weathers and her auburn hair and blood red lips. âIâm Gale Weathers and Iâm bringing you an exclusive with the lone survivor of what some are calling the worst murder in Woodsboro history.â She then turns towards me, âNow, Y/n, our viewers want to know exactly what youâre feeling.âÂ
Her microphone is way to close to my face. âWell, Gale, Iâm glad you asked,â Iâm speaking in the polite tone I used to reserve for rude customers when I worked in the mall last summer, âIâm feeling fan-freakinâ-tastic!âÂ
The false enthusiasm jars her the way I hoped it would. She brings the microphone back to her. âReally?âÂ
âNo, you vulture. Ambush interviewing is as tacky as that suit.âÂ
With that, I turn away and attempt to storm into school with an aura that scares away reporters. Iâve only ever seen that kind of confident magic come from my mom, but sheâs half my genetic material, that means it must be in me somewhere, right?
Apparently wrong, because the cameras continue to flash. One man gets so close to me that his rapid photographing leaves me dizzy.Â
âOkay,â an arm quickly wraps around my side, stabilizing me, âYou got your pictures, now leave her alone.â The scent of Tatumâs perfume is comforting as she guides me the rest of the way inside. Once weâre inside, weâre granted the semblance of some privacy. âAnd I thought they were bad yesterday. Are you okay?âÂ
I nod, relaxing a little at her casual expression. Maybe if I try hard enough, Iâll be able to pretend that this is an average Tuesday. âIâm fine, Iâm just tired, and I canât believe how obsessed everyone is.âÂ
âOf course theyâre obsessed.â For the first time ever, Randyâs voice is completely unwelcome. âYouâre the sole survivor, the only witness to tell the story, the--for lack of better term--final girl.âÂ
Being in a friend group with so many people that are really into horror movies is all fun and games until they summarize the great trauma of your life in a movie trope. âReally? I never would have thought of it that way.âÂ
Sidney glares at Randy in defense of me. I appreciate it, but it doesnât make me feel any better. âItâs too soon for those kinds of jokes.âÂ
My sarcasm was pure venom and Sidneyâs reaction, though well intentioned, only made me feel sorry. Randy offers me a sheepish sort of look that immediately makes me feel bad for being so snippy. His comment wouldnât have bothered me so much if it wasnât for what just happened, and he wasnât really trying to be mean. That actually might have been an attempt to lighten the mood, especially since he knows that the final girl storyline is one of my favorites. Heâs always recommending movies that end like that.Â
âThanks, Sid, but I came on a little strong. Iâm sorry, Randy, Iâve been a total nightmare all day. Just ask Billy and St--â I look around, a little surprised that theyâre not right behind me. Aw, I lost them in all that commotion. âWeird--they were just behind me.â Shaking off the slightly lost feeling with the turn of my head, I move on, âAsk them later. The point is, Iâve been awful. Itâs not your guysâ fault that this is my life right now.âÂ
Randyâs expression morphs from being almost hurt to something thatâs even more of a punch in the gut. He seems sympathetic. âItâs okay, youâre holding it together way more than I would be. I donât even know how youâre at school today.âÂ
âYeah, how are you even here, Y/n?â Tatum echoes, her voice a little softer than before.Â
Itâs a good question. Now that Iâm here all those points I made about school and grades and Princeton feel so far away. âIt had to happen at some point, I might as well rip off the band aid. I just want everything to go back to normal.â I shift awkwardly, watching them watch me. âAnd the man that did this doesnât deserve the satisfaction of my fear.âÂ
After a moment, Randy prompts, â...And?âÂ
âAnd what?âÂ
He half smiles. âCome on, Y/n, if you want this to feel normal, youâre going to have to give us the Princeton rant.âÂ
I roll my eyes before scoffing. âI do not talk about Princeton often enough for you to warrant naming it a specific rant.âÂ
Randy raises an eyebrow at my obvious lie. âYou must have really hit your head hard.âÂ
âRude.â I turn towards Tatum, âTate, you donât think Iâm like obsessed with Princeton.
She parts her lips as she debates the way she wants to respond. Before she can say anything, Stu walks up from behind me and pulls Tatum into a hug. He then gives her a soft kiss that feels linger-y. Wait--why am I noticing that? Thatâs...thatâs weird of me. And why does this feel more uncomfortable than the time I caught them full on making out in the girlâs bathroom? Why is that tiny display of affection sitting in my chest in a way that makes it hard to look at them?Â
More annoyed at my thoughts than the way Stu cups her face, I force my myself to stare at the locker in front of me. There are polaroids of people I donât know tapped to the front of it.
Ugh--screw the guy that threw me into that wall. My head must be totally messing with me.Â
âWhat are you guys talking about?â Billyâs sudden appearance surprises me more than it should. At this point, I should know that when I see one the other isnât too far behind. He has an arm around Sidneyâs shoulders, and sheâs leaning into his touch just enough for it to be noticeable. Since when is Billy so into PDA?Â
Oh my god, whatâs wrong with me? Maybe my mom was right to think I have some kind of brain injury. My eyes snap back to the locker. âNothing.â
âY/nâs obsession with an Ivy League school in New Jersey.â
After a moment of silence, I realize that everyoneâs waiting for me to speak. âNot an obsession.â My response lacks my usual level of conviction when talking about Princeton in any capacity. I can feel the fragile way theyâre all looking at me. My eyes focus on the polaroids in front of me until everything else blurs into the background.Â
The polaroids have my eyes watering and I donât know why. Theyâre just stupid pictures of people I donât know. Caseyâs voice echoes in my head. Itâs a punch in the gut.
Stuâs voice cuts through the static of my thoughts. âY/n? Are you o--â
âI think I remembered something.â The admission is so low Iâm surprised anyone hears it. âRandy, do you have a copy of the news article? Not the first one, the second one that lists everything found at the crime scene?âÂ
âYeah,â Randy admits it like itâs an apology, âIn my backpack.âÂ
âCan I see it?â
Everyone stays quiet at that. Thereâs an energy in the air that makes me feel as trapped as I did in the hospital. âCome on, guys, I donât need to be babied. The pictures arenât going to freak me out, I was kinda there for the real thing.âÂ
âAt the hospital, didnât you say you were unconscious for most of it?â Billyâs remark earns him a glare so harsh that he moves his hands to hold them up in defense before dropping them to his side.Â
âFine. Whatever. Donât show me the newspaper, Iâll find my own copy, itâs everywhere. Thereâs a good chance some jag-off shoved one into my locker anyways.â Ugh--why is everyone so impossible? I turn on my heels, unsure if Iâm fuming or ready to burst into tears.
I donât even make it a full step before something locks around my upper forearm. My head snaps back as the handâs sudden grip softens. âCome on, bug.â That leaves me hesitant. Stu called me that the day after we first met. Since then, the nickname has mainly been reserved to calm me down. Iâve asked him about it before, but he always refuses to explain it. âYouâre just going to make yourself sick.âÂ
Biting the inside of my cheek, I frown. The group learned about my weak stomach early on in our friendship. My first night drinking with them ended with me throwing up in Stuâs bathroom. That wouldnât have been so embarrassing if I was totally wasted, but I was objectively way too sober to get that sick.
Thereâs some underlying quality to his words. A quality thatâs too knowing, too sure. Heâs being more condescending than sweet. âI think I can manage.â I pull my arm away, ignoring the way his expression blanks. âIâm not a vase or a little kid, I donât need you all treating me like Iâm that unbelievably fragile.â
Stu angles his head to the side. I force myself to tilt my chin upwards in an attempt to stand my ground. I donât fully get whatever face off weâre in, but Iâll be damned if I lose it this quickly. âSince youâre all grown up, Y/n, look at whatever you want, but donât come crying to me about it.âÂ
I take a step forward, indignation leaving my spine straight. âWhen have I ever--âÂ
âYou couldnât even spend a few hours by yourself in a hospital.â
The unfairness of his statement forces a scoff from my lips. I take a step forward. âI didnât ask for your help then and Iâm not asking for it now.âÂ
âStu.â Billyâs voice is level, bordering on neutral.Â
At that, Stu exhales, but he doesnât stop staring at me. âItâs fine, Billy.âÂ
âYeah,â Stu echoes, shifting towards me, âY/nâs fine, she doesnât need anyone.âÂ
A sarcastic, half thought out reply rises up my chest and jams itself in my throat. I donât think Iâve ever thought about how much taller than me Stu is. Heâs looking down at me with an intensity that hits me straight in the stomach. Great, another feeling I donât understand. âWhatever,â I mumble, âI need to get to class.âÂ
The bell rings a moment after I turn. I walk to homeroom, not thinking twice about it until Iâm sitting in front of an empty desk.Â
My face is hot, my head hurts, and Mrs. Ramirezâs announcements are drowned out by a ringing in my ears. When the bell rings, I canât get out of the room fast enough. Normally, Stuâs around right after homeroom, ready to walk me to math.Â
I donât know what that weird argument was in the hallway, but Iâm not ready to deal with it yet. So even though Iâm gripping the straps of my backpack so tightly it hurts, I take the long way to class. There are no memories of Casey in AP Calc AB, so this time when I sit at my desk, I can breathe.
By the time Iâm pulling out my notebook, the bell rings. Mr. Williams walks to the front of the classroom, âAlright, everyone in their seat. For todayâs exam, you are permitted the use of a graphing calculator.â
Shit. The test. I forgot about the calc test. Mr. Williams begins to hand out the exam. When he gets to me, I stop him, âMr. Williams, I-I was wondering if I could possibly take the exam on another day? After the events of this weekend, I--âÂ
âMs. L/n, I made it clear to the entire class that I do not believe in scheduling a makeup exam the day of.âÂ
My fingers nervously scratch at the back of my wrist. âAnd I understand that, and normally Iâd never ask, but if youâve seen the news--âÂ
âMs. L/n, do you want to take the test or would you rather me put a 0 in the grade book?âÂ
I could scream. I want to scream, but instead, all I do is nod, âTake the test.âÂ
And with that, he places the packet on my desk. The sound it makes feels like a death sentence. The next 50 minutes are a nightmare. I donât remember how to do half the problems, and what I do remember, I canât seem to do right. By the time the bell rings, Iâm in full on panic mode. Mr. Williams collects the test and I leave the room like itâs on fire.Â
The sharp pain in my head has never been this bad. I reach my locker, unlocking it to grab my bottle of ibuprofen. I take two Advil without any water. Today totally, unbelievably sucks. I need to splash some water in my face.Â
The bathroom is thankfully empty. Pushing my backpack off of my shoulders and onto the counter, I turn on the sink. The water is cool against my fingers, and for the first time all day, I feel like I can breathe. My bandaid is sticking out to me too much so I force my gaze downwards.Â
Thereâs a long abandoned copy of a newspaper on the counter. Its corners are so wet that the words at the start and end of the article are unreadable. The page itâs opened to has no photos. Iâm sure if I flipped through it Iâd find something listing everything the police found inside the house that night.Â
Stuâs earlier claim echoes in my head as I pick up the newspaper. Iâm not sure if Iâm more motivated by spite or the desire to answer the question in my head, but I guess it doesnât matter, because the end result is the same. I turn the page, skimming the article. The intro is so long that I still havenât gotten to the murder, let alone what the police found after. I flip ahead until I find what Iâm looking for.
I read the section about everything that was found twice. They mention everything down to the burned jiffy pop and the tube of lipgloss Casey left in the living room. The paragraph never mentions the polaroids from the kitchen.
He took pictures of me from the crime scene.Â
Unease leaves my stomach in knots. The killer, who talked to me on the phone like we were best friends and chose to not kill me took photos of me.Â
I turn the page frantically, desperate to see if the polaroids are mentioned there. Big mistake. Caseyâs photo is staring at me, but sheâs not her in it. Sheâs hanging from that big tree in her yard and her--her intestines...Â
Cold sweat leaves my hands clammy. My body knows whatâs happening before I do. A stall door gets thrown open just in time for me to throw myself onto my knees. Bile and whateverâs left of last nightâs dinner burn as they come up my throat. I wretch.Â
An unexpected but not unpleasant touch is pressed into my back as my hair is pushed out of my face. More bile leaves me.Â
After a second passes and I donât throw up a third time, I turn my head just enough to see whoâs next to me. Billy. He doesnât say anything at my recognition, he just moves his hand up and down my back gently.Â
â...I found a newspaper.âÂ
âYeah, I assumed after i heard theâŚâ
Heâs trailing off to be nice. I shift in order to sit cross legged on the floor. âRight. Thatâs fair.âÂ
His hand stalls against my back. âI didnât mean it li--âÂ
âI know.â My voice is too small.
Billy moves his free hand. I donât know what heâs doing until heâs pulling the paper away from me. I let him take the newspaper and place it somewhere on the other side of him. âWhyâd you look?âÂ
âI--earlier, I was looking at this locker in front of us and it had polaroids taped to it, and-and that made me remember that on Saturday, Casey took a bunch of pictures of me. Polaroids.â I wipe at my face with the back of my palm. "The articleâs super detailed, but it didnât mention any pictures. I-I think that means that the person took them.â Â
Billyâs eyebrows draw together. The corner of his mouth turns downwards. âYouâre making yourself sick over this.âÂ
âBecause itâs a big deal!â My reaction is harsher than it should be. Heâs being nice to me after I blew up at everyone this morning and they were just trying to be good friends. And after this, Iâm in no position to talk about what I am and am not able to handle. âItâs a big deal that Iâm alive and Casey isnât.â Taking a shaky breath, I continue, âAnd I should--I have to make it right somehow. Caseyâs dead and Iâm alive because it fit whatever plot he wanted to make. It was total chance, the killer probably flipped a coin while outside of her house to pick which one of us would live and which one would end up like...â I gesture vaguely in the direction of the newspaper, âThat.âÂ
Heâs quiet for so long I think he may not respond at all. His hand begins to move up and down my back again in the form of small circles. âDo you really think that?âÂ
Shrugging, I lean into his touch. âI mean, itâs probably either that or a stalker scenario.â
âYou donât have to figure it out. Just because youâre the one that survived doesnât mean you need to put yourself through this. Especially now. It just happened, give yourself some time.â His voice is so assuring and oddly comforting I feel my eyes water. âWhatâs wrong?âÂ
Despite myself, I almost snort. âI think you know whatâs wrong.âÂ
He gives me a semi bitchy look. âSomething else happened, I can see it on your face.âÂ
Frowning, I let my gaze drop to the ground. âAm I that transparent?âÂ
Billy moves, the hand thatâs not on my back coming beneath my chin. I let him tilt my head upwards until our eyes meet. âYou have no idea.â
Warmth crawls up my face. He smiles. âFine, Iâll tell you but itâs stupid.âÂ
âItâs not stupid.âÂ
I raise an eyebrow. âWell, Iâve had a really bad headache all day and then I get to first period and Mr. Williams starts talking about an exam. And thatâs how I realized that I completely forgot about the calc unit test. I tried using the whole almost murdered excuse--I kinda hated myself for it, but it doesnât matter, because he didnât even go for it.â With a dramatic, deprecating sigh, I start to pick at a loose thread in my shoe lace. âMr. Williams doesnât believe in getting out of the test the day of. Thereâs no way I didnât fail it, and itâs an AP class so thatâs going to mess with my entire GPA.âÂ
He doesnât comment on my teariness or the way that I almost sniffle, he just continues to softly rub my back. The gesture is starting to feel somewhat maternal, but itâs nice. âHe made you take the test?âÂ
âMr. Williamsâ is a total asshole.âÂ
Billyâs mouth turns upwards, âHe sounds like it.â I smile, leaning into his touch. âYou should go back to the doctor.â He frowns when I move away from him. âYour head hurts, youâre moody--âÂ
âAm not.âÂ
âRight, because that stand off with Stu earlier was like you.âÂ
Right--that weird moment in the hallway. Great, Stuâs probably mad at me, and thereâs no way that me going out of my way to not see him before math is something heâs going to take lightly. âHeâs probably so mad at me.âÂ
âI wouldnât worry about it,â Billy says, âHe canât stay mad at you.âÂ
I give him a look. âHeâs petty.âÂ
Billy smiles after a second. âHeâll be petty about it, but he wonât actually be mad.â Before I can respond, Billy stands, âCome on, you need to go to a doctor.âÂ
After a second, I stand, taking his hand. âFine.âÂ
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Final Girl (Part 2)
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A/N this oneâs a bit of a filler but itâs needed and iâm looking forward to part 3!! a scene in part 3 inspired this entire fic :)) also i love feedback!! comments make my day and motivate me to write :)) so if youâre so inclined,, iâd love to hear your thoughts :)Â
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Fandom: (original) Scream
Series Summary: Y/n canât believe that she has to leave the only home sheâs ever known just because her momâs latest boyfriend has a house in some town in California. Just as sheâs starting to think that Woodsboro might not be that bad, something life altering happens after she agrees to sleep over at  Beckerâs house. Now her name is practically synonymous with Ghostfaceâs.
Chapter Summary: The only good thing thatâs come from Caseyâs murder and your injuries is that your good friends Billy and Stu are determined to help you.Â
also i made the readerâs birthday Halloween bc it helps the plot and i love halloween and am so jealous of fall birthdays!! So on the really good chance that your birthday isnât on Halloween, just go with it!! Also I named the mom character bc the readerâs connection to her mom is kinda specific and relevant for plot and that felt easier lolÂ
Warnings: maybe a tiny bit too fluffy in some parts but thereâs a reason for it!! also gaslighting and the beginning of emotional manipulation (itâs billy and stu, yâall shouldâve expected it lol)
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Iâve always hated hospitals. Waking up with bandages I donât remember getting placed on me just to receive the news of Caseyâs death certainly hasnât made me grow fonder of them. If anything, each additional second I spend in this hospital cot adds to the agony in my body.
âMiss L/n, are you feeling any better?â Nurse Samanthaâs voice is cautious and smooth, but not overly peppy like Nurse Mollyâs.Â
In another life, in another situation, I might have really liked Nurse Samantha. She gave me extra Jell-O when she noticed that it was the only thing from my tray that I picked at. She was the only one willing to be honest about Caseyâs death with me. But this isnât another life or situation, so when I look at her, all I can think about is what it felt like to wake up here. Alone.Â
But thatâs not her fault, so instead of attempting to get out of this damn bed again, I just nod slowly. âA little.â My voice is so hollow and hoarse that it sounds wrong in my ears.Â
She waits for me to clear my throat before speaking again. âYour boyfriends are here to see you, but if youâre not up for visitors--âÂ
âBoyfriends?â My voice is slightly less gritty than it was when I first spoke. âI donât have a boyfriend, let alone a plural amount of them.âÂ
Nurse Samanthaâs eyes widen slightly. âOh, my apologies,â she then tilts her head slightly, leaning against the doorframe of the hospital room. âBut you might want to consider breaking that news to the two boys that have been harassing our receptionist since a little after you arrived.âÂ
My eyebrows draw together in confusion. What is she--
âYou said she was awake, which meant she could take visitors, so take us--âÂ
Yeah, even in my state, that voice cleared everything up. âBilly.âÂ
Heâs close enough to Nurse Samatha to tower over her, but when he snaps his head in my direction, all sense of anger is gone. In an instant, heâs in my room. I must be more out of it than I thought, because Iâm slightly surprised when Stu comes in right behind him.Â
âVisiting hours are technically over, but considering what youâve been through and the late time you were brought in, I can make a bit of an exception. If you need anything, press the call button.âÂ
I nod again, a little more grateful for Nurse Samatha than I was before. Not only do I love the idea of not being alone here, Iâm also glad she decided to let Billy and Stu in before they got irritated. I know I havenât known them that long, but I think Billy has a bit more of a temper than heâd like to let on, and Stu takes not getting his way personally.Â
âOkay, thank you.âÂ
She disappears down the hall after a quick nod of her head.Â
Billy has pulled forward one of the hospital roomâs chairs so that heâs sitting as close to my bed as possible. He grabs my hand as soon as heâs settled. His fingers are squeezing mine so tightly itâs slightly uncomfortable. âHi.â
His greeting is oddly hesitant, maybe even a little nervous. I donât think Iâve ever seen Billy this unsure before. âHey.âÂ
The silence that falls over us after that is serious. Much too serious for Stu to just stand on the sidelines in silence. Actually, itâs weird that Stuâs on the sidelines at all. Whatâs his deal? He never needs an excuse to be touchy and now that I actually need a hug, heâs choosing to keep his distance. Where was this restraint when I made eye contact with a cute boy during lunch and Stu decided that thatâd be the perfect time to rest his head on my shoulder?Â
I tear my gaze away from Billyâs hard stare, ready to call out Stu for being so weird. But then I see his expression. His face is oddly pale and his eyes are wide and kind of blank.Â
âStu, Iâm fine, you canât catch a concussion.â
Instead of taking the out and making some kind of joke, Stuâs expression falls even more. âA concussion?âÂ
Oh. Maybe Stuâs more worried than I thought. âRelax, we donât know anything for sure. Concussions can take up to days to form, it hasnât been long enough.â He doesnât seem eased. âWould you stop looking at me like that? Iâm fine, Caseyâs the one that--â My voice catches on itself. Nopeâstill canât even say it. âWould you please just come over here and be normal? Iâm tired and I-I really want to pretend that Iâm not in a hospital and I canât do that with you staring at me like Iâm on deathâs doorstep.âÂ
His eyebrows draw together, but all he does is shove his hands into the pockets of his jeans. âStu,â Billyâs voice comes out so low and harsh I find myself gaping at him. âY/n is asking you for one thing. For you to be normal.âÂ
On a normal night, Iâd brush off their tension with some kind of joke or laugh. Itâs not the first time Iâve ever witnessed the way they disappear into each other. A slightly longer than average glance or a simple sentence is all it takes to initiate one of their silent exchanges. Whenever they get like that, I canât help but wonder what theyâre like when theyâre alone.Â
Stu nods once, the motion oddly stiff, but then his eyes move so that heâs looking at me. And just like that, theyâre back. Stu shuffles towards me. He moves like he wants to hug me but canât figure out a tactful way to do it with all the wires connected to me. He settles for a gentle, barely there shoulder squeeze. Itâs so awkward and unusually gentle I find an unexpected fondness tugging at my chest.Â
He lets go of me, his hand moving forward to allow the knuckle of his pointer finger to graze the edge of the cotton bandage on my forehead. âItâs okay, Stu.â When he doesnât ease, I continue, âNo stitches. Doctor said it wonât even scar.âÂ
With that, Stu softens completely. He grabs the hand that Billy isnât holding. âWonât even scar, huh?âÂ
His easiness is infectious. âNope.âÂ
âGood thing, too,â Billy says, âWouldnât want anything hurting that pretty face.â
My eyes widen slightly, heat rushing to my cheeks. âShut up, Iâm a total mess right now. Iâm literally in the hospital.âÂ
âAnd you still look like an angel.â If I thought that the earlier comment had me struggling to form a coherent thought, this is something else. I hate how stunned into silence I am, thereâs no doubt in my mind that heâs totally reveling in my reaction. âDonât even think a scar could make you less pretty.âÂ
Weakly, I try to cover how sentimental Iâm feeling. âI almost got murdered, you have to be nice to me.âÂ
Billy exaggeratedly frowns. âIâm always nice to you.âÂ
I pretend to contemplate his words. âMm...nice-ish.âÂ
Thereâs something oddly comforting about Billyâs mock gasp. Itâs a display of the softer side of him that Iâve only ever caught glimpses of. âNow whoâs mean?â
âStill you.âÂ
Billy rolls his eyes at Stuâs reply. I turn, expression easing at the look on Stuâs face. âYouâre on my side?âÂ
âAlways,â he hums pleasantly, thumb running along my knuckles. Heâs definitely lying. Billy and Stu seem to understand each other in way that Iâve never seen between two people, but the gesture is still nice.
The realization that Iâm really glad that theyâre here settles into me comfortably, in a content sort of way. âIâm happy you guys are here.â
Stu tilts his head, his free hand moving to gently catch my chin between his thumb and pointer finger. I blink, eyes widening like a deer caught in headlights. Heâs staring, analyzing me with a focus I didnât think he was capable of. âYouâre cute when youâre high.â My lips part in protest, but before I can get any words out, Stu continues, âYou probably watched your friend get gutted, they definitely gave you something strong.âÂ
I frown, sinking further into the hospital bed without thinking about it. Noticing my reaction, Billy throws a dirty look in Stuâs direction before leaning over me in order to punch Stuâs arm. âShut up.â
âWhat? She knows I didnât mean it in any bad way.â He then turns to look back at me. âYou know that, right?âÂ
Iâm not exactly in the mood to brush off Stuâs insensitivity the way I normally would, and I donât think I have the energy to humor him--but I also canât bring myself to alienate them. I nod once, the motion tired and vague.
Billy runs his thumb over my knuckles gingerly, brining my attention back to him. âYou did say you wanted him to be normal.âÂ
At that, I almost laugh. âYeah, thatâs on me.â A moment of silence passes, and for whatever reason, I donât like it. âYâknow, I didnât see anything. I-I was knocked out before it happened.â I canât believe Iâm talking about this. âI didnât even know what happened to Casey until one of the nurses told me so that Iâd cooperate with police questioning.âÂ
âThe police already questioned you?â Billyâs question comes out too fast, too urging. âWeâve been waiting to be able to see you for hours, we didnât know if y--âÂ
âBilly.â Some hard to name aspect of his personality takes on a darker shade, but he does stop ranting. So much for getting used to slightly more lighthearted Billy. âIf it makes you feel any better, I was asleep for most of the time. One of the nurses had to borderline sedate me because I kept trying to pull out my IV and disconnect the heart monitor.âÂ
Instead of finding humor in my admission, the corner of Billyâs mouth turns downwards.Â
âWhy?â Stu asks Billyâs silent question before tacking on something to ease the tension, âThis stuff looks important.âÂ
My nose wrinkles. Thereâs no good way to describe the panic I felt when I woke up here. No way to summarize the need I felt to be anywhere but the hospital. The desire to see Casey and be told that everything was just a bad dream. âJust didnât want to be here,â I explain weakly, âI didnât know what was going on and I freaked.âÂ
Stuâs eyebrows draw together. Iâm too tired to hide the way I study him. Itâs not that heâs never serious (though it is kind of rare), but thereâs something strange beneath the way heâs looking at me. His eyes seem dark, tired and emphasized by the bruise forming near the top of his cheek.
Now itâs my turn to frown openly. Slowly, I pull my fingers from his grasp. Stu lets me move my hand towards his face with no reaction until my fingers just barely graze the line of barely formed purple.
He catches my wrist between his pointer finger and thumb, his grip just a little too tight. âYou okay, angel?âÂ
The nickname leaves my face a degree or two warmer. Stu grins in a way that doesnât reach his eyes. âYour face is bruised--what happened?âÂ
âYouâre in the hospital and youâre worried about me?â He lets out a breath, demeanor shifting back into something easier.
I roll my eyes, glad that his strange worry is passing. âShut up.âÂ
His hold on my wrist loosens. Stu twists my hand in order to press a quick kiss to the inside of my wrist, right above my pulse. âBilly and I were going to watch a movie. He threw the tape at me a little too hard when I wasnât paying attention. Between you and me, I think he did it on purpose.âÂ
Billy sighs, throwing a mean look in Stuâs direction. âI told you I was going to give it to you right before--âÂ
âYeah, give not throw--âÂ
âYou were right next to the VC--âÂ
âGuys.â My interruption isnât particularly loud, but they both instantly shut up. On a normal night, I really doubt that would have worked. I guess being in the hospital has its perks. âIâve dealt with enough conflict.âÂ
After a second, Billy concedes, âYouâre right.â He squeezes my hand once, eyes softening. âI canât believe the police questioned you right after you woke up. You must have been so confused,â his thumb runs up and down my knuckles, âProbably still are. You canât be sure about anything you picked up on.âÂ
An uneasy feeling I canât name settles in my chest. The police were the ones that insisted on speaking to me as soon as possible, but if I accidentally gave them anything that leads to an inaccurate lead, Iâm not sure Iâd be able to forgive myself. âIt was a man, I know that. I know that I wasnât confused about that.â That was something I told the officers confidently. The voice on the other line was masculine and distinct and my attacker was too large and tall to likely be a woman. âI didnât really remember anything else.âÂ
The memories of right before are seared into my mind perfectly. Casey and her polaroid camera, the phone, the popcorn. Or--or was it the other way around? Did I make the popcorn before or after the phone call? Did Casey come in with the movies before or after she took those pictures of me?Â
What were her last words?Â
I canât remember them and for some reason, that makes me feel guilty. He wants to talk to you. Thatâs when she gave me the phone for the last time. The phone I threw at the killerâs head. Did it hit him? And then she screamed. Wait, no, she clasped her hand over her mouth. She didnât scream until the glass broke. And then...there was a second scream much later, a much more pained, animalistic sound.Â
My mouth goes dry. That might have been the last sound Casey ever made. I heard it, but I was too busy trying to escape the killer to pick up on it. Which would mean she was killed while I was being attacked. Which means...
âHey, donât think about it too hard. Donât think about anything too hard, you said it yourself, you hit your head.â Billyâs voice is soft yet assured. Heâs right, I know heâs right, and yet I canât snap out of it.Â
âI,â my throat aches, a part of me regrets sending away the nurse before she could bring me ice chips, âI think there were two of them.âÂ
The admission is so slow and unsure I instantly feel the need to defend it. âMaybe. I-I mean, I donât--â I squeeze my eyes shut so tightly all I can see are stars that turn my stomach. The sharp ache in my head is returning. âI didnât remember before, but now that Iâm thinking about it--Casey ran while I was being attacked and I heard her scream. And not just a scared scream, it was the kind of scream that victims in a scary movie let out right before they die. I think what happened to Casey happened while I was still awake. Which would mean there were two of them.âÂ
The two gape at me before glancing at each other. Their silence feels like some kind of reproach that tears at my insides. Stu breaks the quiet with a laugh. A loud, free kind of laugh thatâs usually only ever used after the kind of inappropriate joke that earns him some kind of scolding from Tatum.Â
âYouâre cute,â Stu hums with the kind of fondness a parent would use towards a child that proudly declares insanely unrealistic goals. Sure youâll be the first president in space, here, have a gold star for being so creative. âThis isnât one of those books you read or a project for newspaper. This is about a real murderer that probably got hard watching you try to fight him off of you and finished to the feeling of killing Casey.âÂ
I flinch. A full body, knee jerk reaction that has me pulling both of my hands away from them. Blinking, I cross my arms across my chest. Iâm tired and the irritated frustration and embarrassment running through me arenât making things easier.
The look on my face is probably only making me look more childish. Iâm only a grade behind them, but itâs come up before. Only in a semi-joking way after a particularly naive reaction to something. Like the time Stu made a vague sex joke that everyone rolled their eyes at but I missed. Need me to explain it, kid. Stu had said, emphasizing the nickname to further embarrass me before Tatum smacked him in the arm. If sheâs a kid, then that was a total pedo move.Â
Billy punches Stuâs arm again. This time heâs harsher. âYouâre an asshole.â Billy then looks at me, expression placid with understanding. âDo you really think there were two of them?âÂ
âI--â Now my already rickety train of thought feels even more unsteady. âI donât know. It was just a thought. My memory of right before has been kind of iffy.â I scratch the back of my wrist, eyes focused on where my skin meets the plastic of the IV. âBut shouldnât I say something? Just in case? The police said that if I remembered anything a little more I should call.âÂ
âYouâre the one in AP Psych--arenât most serial killers loners?âÂ
The urge to rip off the tape thatâs holding the IV in place leaves my fingers itching to do something. I tap my nails against thin hospital sheets. âWe donât talk about that kinda stuff, but yeah, I guess.âÂ
Billyâs gaze flits away from my hands and towards my face. âSo that means itâs unlikely for there to be two of them.â Thatâs a fair point, or at least, a point thatâs a lot fairer than Stuâs. âYou can say something if you want, but theyâre so desperate for leads they questioned you right away. And we both know that police officers arenât necessarily the most driven.â Heâs gently referencing my motherâs boyfriend, whoâs a cop and the bane of my existence. Billy and Stu both know exactly how I feel about him. âWhat if it does more harm than good?âÂ
I frown, letting his words slowly sink in. Maybe if my head felt less sore and my body less far away, Iâd be reacting a little more. âYeah,â I mumble, âIâll wait, see if itâs something I actually remember or not.â
The corner of Billyâs mouth turns upwards. âGood, would hate to throw off your step-dad.âÂ
My glare is violent, which only fuels his smile. âThat man is not my step-father. You know that.â
âLeave her alone, Billy,â Stu mumbles. I turn my head forward, gaze shifting upwards. Stuâs eyes are softer than theyâve been all night. He reaches for me, expression falling when I pull my hand back at the last second. âAw, baby, donât be like that.â My hand stays near my chest. âIâm sorry. Iâm sorry for laughing, Iâm sorry for what I said about you and your friend.â I try to glare at him through my lashes, but the look feels like more of a pout than anything. âDonât give me that look.â He moves his hand again, placing it on my cheek before I can protest. âCâmon, hurting your feelings is like kicking a puppy.âÂ
Some instinct forces me to ease into the contact. Even though my shift is small, Stu picks up on it, because of course he does. My reaction unfortunately encourages him. His thumb gently brushes up and down my cheek. âThen donât be mean.âÂ
Itâs a sad attempt at holding onto my anger, and Iâm sure all three people in the room know it. âPromise,â Stu nods, âAnything you want.â I thought he was laying it on thick as some kind of joke, but when I look into his eyes, I donât see anything that indicates his usual brand of teasing humor. âIâll even watch one of those lame chick flicks youâre always talking about with the girls.âÂ
A small, awkward noise thatâs a hybrid of a scoff and a laugh escapes me. âClueless may be my guilty pleasure, but it is not lame.âÂ
Stu kind of smiles, but heâs still stiff. âStill. Iâll watch it, whatever you want.â His touch loses all sense of hesitance. âYou know Iâd-Iâd never hurt you. Not really hurt you.âÂ
âStu.â Billyâs voice comes out a little too heavy, but I canât look away from Stu.
âIâd never do anything to really hurt you, angel, you know that, right?â Thereâs something urging about the way heâs speaking. Heâs waiting for an answer.Â
I think of Stu, who Iâve only known for a little while but also forever somehow in a weird way. Stu, whoâs always throwing an arm around my shoulders. Stu, who seems to know when Iâm getting nervous before I do. Stu, who is always willing to hold my hand or say the wrong thing when I need a laugh. Stu, whoâs always touching me but Iâve never thought twice about it until right now because heâs like that with everyone.Â
Still, though, thereâs usually something a little strange about the way his touch feels. More often than not, thereâs a tension I donât understand beneath his fingertips. Like heâs almost always trying to restrain the urge to hold on harder, to squeeze tighter, to keep pushing.Â
I donât know what thatâs about, but I know that he always stops. That heâs never caused me any real pain. For all I know, heâs just so energetic that he has to constantly remind himself of his own strength. âYeah, I know, Stu.â
My words are too honest. Something in Stu relaxes and thatâs when I realize he wants me to be sure enough for the both of us. Itâs an incredibly unfair--and weird--thing to ask for.Â
Something flickers across Stuâs expression, but itâs quickly replaced by a grin. A genuine one. He leans down, pressing a shocking kiss to my forehead. My gaping doesnât take away from his enthusiasm. âDoes this mean Iâm going to actually have to watch that movie?âÂ
âOh, one hundred percent. No chance of getting out of it. Billy too.âÂ
Billyâs eyebrows draw together. âI didnât make you any promises.âÂ
I feign a hurt look as best I can, turning my head to better face Billy. âI, your friend, was almost murdered and you canât put aside your surprisingly good, but letâs admit it, pretentious taste for one movie?â He gives me a hard look, but it lacks any bite. âYou know, if the killer comes back for me, youâre going to feel so guilty about saying no.â Billy must feel a little bad for me in some sense because at least heâs letting me continue this rant. âItâll haunt you--Iâll haunt you.âÂ
He tilts his head downwards, the front strands of his hair falling forward. Itâs an attempt to distract from the fact that he almost smiled. âNothingâs going to happen to you.âÂ
I roll my eyes dramatically. âThat was like the least important part of my argument.âÂ
âIt was the main part of your argument.â Billy ignores my extremely pointed sigh. âFine, compromise: a movie I pick, and then after, we can play your movie.âÂ
Biting my tongue, I fight down a grin and force myself to narrow my eyes. âNothing too gore-y or stab-y.âÂ
âDeal.â He sighs the word like he canât believe what heâs been conned in to.Â
The feeling of having enough influence over these two to get them to agree to something like this leaves me beaming. Theyâre likely going to complain the whole time, but still, itâs the thought that counts. âNo take backs, even when Iâm out of the hospital.â A subconscious part of my mind begs me to yank out the IV and try to get out of here. âWhich should be as soon as my mom gets here.âÂ
My mom and Wells were on a date--a show and a fancy dinner somewhere two towns over. The nurses and police assured me that my mom had been contacted, and that she was doing all she could to get here as soon as possible. But with traffic and the amount of time it took for them to get ahold of her, Iâm not surprised that Billy and Stu beat her here. Actually, no, it is a little surprising. We didnât have plans together that I missed and Iâm not sure theyâve ever called me unexpectedly. Who told them I was here?
âHowâd you guys know I was here?â The question is just as unexpected to me as it is to them.Â
âStu was over when your mom called me,â Billy says, ignoring the way I raise my eyebrows, âShe said she still had my number from the time you called me from her phone when we were working on that history project, remember?â I nod, still in disbelief.Â
Billy has been in my house twice. Both times were to work on the same project. My mom spent both of those times watching him like he was a danger to my entire future. I think in her head she was being subtle, but I canât blame Billy for noticing.Â
I give him a semi apologetic look. âYouâre making it sound like my mom hates you.â He gives me a look that silently asks if Iâm kidding. âShe doesnât hate you.âÂ
âReally?âÂ
âShe doesnât!â I sigh once, my face already feeling warm as I struggle to figure out how to best word my thoughts. âShe doesnât hate you, she just--â Ugh, thereâs no non awkward way to say this. "On Halloween, Iâm going to be 17. Thatâs the same age she was when she had me. She just worries and sheâs going to keep worrying and giving any guy Iâm friends with a hard time until Iâm in college.âÂ
Billy pauses, letting the implications of my explanation sink in. With no warning, he pulls the sheets down just enough to expose a bit of my thigh. âSo sheâs worried that Iâm gonna knock you up,â he teases, punctuating the comment by quickly pinching the newly exposed skin.Â
My face has never been this hot in my life. I laugh, the sound somehow both lighthearted and nervous. âShut. Up.â
Another rough yet brief pinch to exposed skin leaves me almost jumping out of my skin. I look up at Stu, glaring as he barely attempts to fight down a laugh. âStu!âÂ
âWhat? I could knock you up just as easily.âÂ
I let out a sound thatâs basically a snort. "Thatâs such a weird thing to want to be included in.âÂ
Stu half shrugs, placing a hand back on my thigh. Instead of pinching me again or doing something brief, he comfortably moves his hand up and down the expanse of visible skin. âThe process would be fun.â
Heâs joking, Heâs joking. This is Stu--heâs definitely joking. Snap out of it, donât be weird. I blink, coming to some sort sense. Pulling my legs forward, in an attempt to brush him off, I force myself to meet his gaze. âFun for you maybe.âÂ
âIâd rock your world, babe.â Iâm ready to roll my eyes, but before I can Stu moves his hand, pressing it firmly into my upper thigh. He slides his hand forward, his fingertips digging into the start of my inner thigh. I struggle against the instinctual need to press my thighs together. âYouâd be begging to go again before we even finished.âÂ
In all fairness, I should have known better than to challenge one of those kinds of joke coming from Stu. He doesnât know when to stop and doesnât feel satisfied until Iâm flustered. My brain must be as mushy as it feels, because I find myself digging my heels into the sand. âPretty sure youâre all talk.âÂ
He tilts his head downwards, eyes darkening. âIâll prove you wrong right now.â His fingers press even deeper into my skin. I wouldnât be surprised if I found small, fingerlike bruises on my thigh tomorrow.Â
âMhm,â I manage after a long second, âThereâs a supply closet in the hallway, give me a second to disconnect from all this and Iâll meet you there.â His expression is too good for me not to laugh. âRelax, Iâm messing with you.â
âHaha,â he mumbles dryly, but makes no attempt to move his hand. And for some reason that Iâm sure is head trauma or pain killer related, I donât do anything to get him off of me. âYouâre hilarious.âÂ
I poorly suppress another laugh. Stu frowns. Oh my god. Thereâs no way heâs going to be a baby about this. Heâs the one that found a reason to put his hand between my legs and I havenât smacked him upside the head for it. âDonât pout. You had to have known I was kidding the entire time.âÂ
âYeah, if she wanted to go to the supply closet with anyone, itâd be me.â Iâm not sure if Iâm more surprised by Billyâs comment or the way he says it. Heâs much more evidently joking than Stu. The look he gives me after makes that clear.Â
But thereâs still something pointed about the way he said it. Pointed in a way thatâs not meant for me. Itâs another thing between him and Stu. I know I should make some kind of equally teasing comment just to keep everything normal, but I canât help but sneak a glance at Stu. His expression is unreadable, but thereâs something distinct about the turn of his head. More pressure is added to my thigh. Okay--thatâs starting to become uncomfortable.Â
âAlright,â I finally decide on, forcing a partial laugh into my voice, âWe are dangerously close to either a bunch of threesome jokes or another one of those play fights over me.â I grab Stuâs hand by the wrist, moving it off my thigh before relaxing my legs. âAnd I do not have the energy for either.âÂ
Stu turns his hand over in order to press our palms together. I let him link our fingers. âYou brought up threesomes pretty quickly.âÂ
My mouth falls open. âWhat?âÂ
âFantasy or--âÂ
âDonât even finish that sentence, Stuart.â
He holds up his free hand in defense, but he doesnât have a chance to make some kind of comment.Â
âOh my god!â Iâd know that panicked gasp anywhere. Itâs been the same my entire life. One of my earliest memories includes that exact same shout, a bloody knee, and a tricycle that let me fall off the side walk and onto the (thankfully empty) road.Â
Mom! âOkay, i know--âÂ
âDonât you dare try to calm me down!â She reaches me in a flurry of motion thatâs so her I canât help but feel comforted. Stu steps out of the way after a second and my mom closes the distance between us, her fingers gripping the bedâs railing. âOh my god, a concussion? You could be one of those professional football players--donât they all have to retire early?âÂ
She presses the back of her palm to my forehead like I might have some kind of fever. I actually wouldnât be surprised if she demanded the doctors perform more tests on me because something about me didnât feel right. âMom, be serious. Since when do you know anything about football?âÂ
Ignoring my response, she moves to cup my cheek. âI am so sorry it took me so long to get here. We were in the theatre when they first called and our cell phones were completely off. Never again.â
Thereâs so much emotion in her eyes I find myself feeling a lot less calm about everything. âItâs fine, how could you have known?â Sheâs still staring at me with so much maternal concern. Being so directly motherly is rare in our dynamic. If anything, Iâve spent just as much of my life parenting her as she has raising me. âI slept for most of the time, and when I woke up I had good company.âÂ
At that, my mom looks at Stu, analyzing his appearance. Iâm ready to squirm for him. She then shifts her gaze to Billy and I bite my tongue to resist making some kind of joke.Â
Her lips part and I fight the urge to interject, but then all she says is, âThank you. I-I couldnât think of anyone else I could call so late that knew her.âÂ
Billyâs expression is blank, but his silence lets me know that heâs as surprised as me. âNo problem,â he finally settles on, âWouldnât have wanted her here all alone.âÂ
My mom nods once. She then looks over at Stu, âWe havenât met. Iâm Gloria, Y/nâs mom.âÂ
I have spent my entire life dealing with reactions to people finding out my mom is my mom. I love her to death, but I donât always love the way guys my age react. Sheâs pretty, I canât be mad about that, but sheâs also young and cool and Iâve had guy friends be super weird about it in the past. And sheâs wearing a date night outfit. A dress thatâs just a little too short that Iâm pretty sure she stole out of my closet.Â
And I know Stu. I know that he rarely filters through his thoughts before speaking. âIâm Stu,â he says normally, âI was over at Billyâs when you called.âÂ
My mom nods, processing the information before turning her attention back to me. I draw my eyebrows together, giving Stu a look. âDid they run tests on you?âÂ
âYeah.âÂ
Answering was pointless, sheâs already turning towards the hall. My mom waves down some poor, unsuspecting nurse. âYou--Iâm her mother,â she points back to me, âI want-I want her chart read to me, and I want every single possible test you could run done.â The doctor blinks. âIf itâs something that could have been harmed, I want it checked out, I donât care how unlikely--âÂ
âMaâam,â the nurse finally says, âI can personally assure that your daughter received excellent care. I worked with her myself and her vitals have been regularly checked. I understand that this is an emotional time, but--âÂ
âIf you tell me to calm down, I will sue this entire damn hospital and then find a way to personally sue you.â She takes a breath to prepare for her upcoming war path. âSo go get a doctor. Now.âÂ
The nurseâs tired eyes widen before he scurries off. âMom!â She turns to me, giving me a look thatâs barely apologetic. âRelax a little, okay? They ran like a thousand tests on me already. They even said that if you approved, I could leave tonight.âÂ
âNo way,â she gasps the words like the thought alone offended her. An instinctual, embarrassing whine escapes me. âSorry, kid, complain all you want but youâre overnighting it.âÂ
Even though Billy and Stu are literally right here, I pout. âThatâs so unfair! When you had complications after getting your appendix out, you signed yourself out even though everyone thought it was a bad idea.âÂ
âTotally different situations and you know it.â I glare at her. âLook, I know Iâve made a point of not doing this too often, but Iâm pulling the mom card.â She ignores my frown, âWells is already making calls and seeing what he can do--and do not roll your eyes, he is not some âmonster thatâs trying to ruin your lifeâ.âÂ
âI only called him that once,â I mumble petulantly. âAnd youâre in my dress.â Itâs a stupid thing to point out, but sheâs being completely unreasonable.Â
âYou left home this morning in my skirt.â Ugh, why does she always have to have some kind of point? âIâm going to tell Wells that weâre staying.âÂ
Leaving no room for argument, my mom turns on her heels and leaves the room. Once itâs just the three of us again, an unfamiliar shyness rises up my chest. I know feeling awkward is such a small thing compared to everything else, but Billy and Stu are definitely thinking and analyzing that entire interaction. Their silence is starting to unease me.Â
âOkay guys,â I say, eyes focused on the hands in my lap, âLet it out. I know youâve got some kinda reaââ
âYour mom is hot!â These kinds of reactions arenât unfamiliar to me, but from Stu, it kind of bugs me more than I thought it would. I donât know why--I mean, heâs the exact kind of person to react like that. âI totally see where you get it from, babe. Amazing genes.âÂ
My eyes widen, âStu, I get your sense of humor, but my mom doesnât.â I drop my voice as I whisper, âCool it with the nicknames as long as sheâs in the same building.âÂ
âSo now youâre embarrassed of me? Iâm not good enough to bring home to mom?âÂ
I might kill him. âIâm serious--try anything and I. Will. End. You.âÂ
âYou threatening me is really getting me going.âÂ
Rolling my eyes, I donât even bother replying to that comment. I then turn towards Billy, who seems a little too amused by all of this. âI feel a little better about you, but same rules apply.âÂ
Stu gives me a particularly hurt look. âHim you trust?âÂ
âHeâs met her before!â
With a sigh, I sink further into the hospital bed. Theyâre both being quiet. Stu made a comment about my mom, but I honestly expected more. I was mentally preparing myself for jokes about me being a mamaâs girl or a little kid. Stuâs expression is something I donât understand and Billy isnât looking at me. Heâs staring ahead, face stoic. Heâs somewhere else now.Â
âBilly?â My voice is soft, hesitant.
He blinks, the corner of his mouth pulling downwards as his head turns. âYeah?â His voice reveals nothing.Â
I didnât think ahead enough to have a question to ask him. He doesnât seem like the type to want anyone noting his feelings. âYou okay?â I regret my awkward phrasing instantly. âYou um...for a second looked kinda,â my noise wrinkles as I struggle to think of the right word that wonât offend him, âWistful almost?âÂ
He side eyes me and I canât even blame him. âI look wistful?âÂ
Billy nearly smiles at the look on my face. That alone makes my embarrassment worth it. âI said looked--past tense.âÂ
âMhm,â he hums, eyes a little darker than before. I donât break his stare until the sound of footsteps entering the room becomes impossible to ignore. A nurse has entered the room, likely due to my motherâs insistence. âIt looks like youâre going to be busy, Stu and I should go.âÂ
Oh. I donât know why that makes my heart sink the way it does. Itâs logical--my momâs here now and sheâs going to force them to scan me with every single machine in this hospital. Maybe itâs because they calmed me down or maybe itâs because theyâre the first familiar faces I saw, but the thought of them leaving bothers me.Â
Stu squeezes my shoulder, his fingers lingering as he pulls away. âYeah, babe, you donât need us around while they poke and prod you.âÂ
The description of what Iâm going to be doing makes me frown. Theyâre approaching the doorway. âGuys,â my voice surprises me. They both turn to look at me, and once again, I donât know what I want to say. Do I want to ask them to stay? Thereâs no way thatâs normal. My momâs here--it wouldnât work out anyways. âThank you,â I mumble, âThanks for coming and staying with me and making sure I didnât have a complete meltdown. I appreciate it.âÂ
Billyâs looking at me in that way that makes me want to shrink into myself. Not that thereâs anything particularly wrong or uncomfortable about the way heâs staring, it just feels so sharp and analytical. âAnytime, angel.âÂ
âYeah, couldnât leave you here all alone,â Stu says, âCall me when you get out, okay?âÂ
I nod, smiling a bit. âDuh--donât think Iâm going to forget about the movie promise you made me, and you canât back out because hospital bed promises are like way more serious than regular promises.â
Billy throws me a look I can only think to describe as âbitchyâ and Stu rolls his eyes. âYeah, yeah,â Stu mumbles, âTake advantage.âÂ
They manage to leave me grinning as they disappear out of the doorway. I donât know what it is about them, but they always manage to make me feel...safe, I guess. I canât remember the last time anyone made me feel like that.Â