What Have Felix And Lovie Been Up Tooooo

what have felix and lovie been up tooooo

considering i recently got back from my first ever trip to england they are extra alive and well !!! this would have been up sooner but i stopped to take a small break and fell asleep for awhile 😭

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The hazy feeling swirling through your body has made the rest of the world feel like mush. It'd take a strength you can't quite grasp to not lean into the sensation, so you let it take over.

Your eyes fall shut. You give yourself a beat to enjoy the feeling before lifting a hand to wipe at your face.

The world seems to shift. Something soft brushes against the side of your face. The feeling is so gentle it borders on intangible. "Y'okay?"

Felix's breath is warm against your ear, as gentle and fleeting as the sound of his voice. You shift back just enough to really look at Felix. He's staring at you, eyebrows pinched together slightly. "Yeah," you tell him, "Just a little tired."

He watches you for a long second, taking his time reading your features. "You're high."

The corner of Felix's mouth pulls upwards, a lazy smile that only adds to your haziness. It's hard to not reflect his joy. You can feel the grin tugging at your lips. "Not that high."

Felix shifts, not exactly straightening or leaning away from you, but he does lift his chin slightly. You watch him curiously, unaware of much until you feel his touch against your chin. His fingers curl beneath your jaw, thumb pressing against your chin.

The warmth of his touch is so consuming you can't bring yourself to wonder what he's doing. You're too distracted by the sensation to even react to Felix tilting your head. Sometimes you wish you could melt into him.

"Should never let you do anything with Farleigh." Felix's voice remains too light for the comment to feel truly passive aggressive, but there's a hint of something else there. You're too drowsy to guess at it.

Smoking with Farleigh while in Felix's room with several of his friends is hardly the most outrageous thing you've ever done. Felix was busy entertaining his other friends, so when Farleigh offered, you had been bored enough to accept. Besides, the joint had been passed around to over half the people in the room, and those that hadn't smoked had been too drunk to do so.

"I don't know," you mumble, "I don't think he's that bad."

Felix sighs, his breath warm as it the side of your face. "You complimenting Farleigh?" His hand slips away from your chin and onto your shoulder. "I've lost you, Lovie."

You shake your head once, fighting down a grin. "You're very melodramatic today."

He's closer than he needs to be, and you're terribly glad for it. Felix is always pretty, but now you can make out the little details. The golden flecks of color tinging the dark brown of his irises, the length of his eyelashes, the light splattering of freckles spread out across his cheeks and nose.

The corner of his mouth tilts upwards, a small dimple etching itself into his cheek. "You bring it out in me."

You're sure that the perfect, lighthearted response is patiently waiting for you to stumble onto it. Your lips part, but no words come. Anything logical feels far, like it belongs to some other version of yourself that's currently away.

"Are you tired?" The question is so genuine, an honest answer almost tumbles out. Sure, you're feeling a little more out of it than you thought you would, but you don't want to bring down the mood. You press your lips together and shake your head. "Really?"

You nod, keeping your expression as neutral and put together as possible. "I'm okay."

His eyebrows pinch together. "You want to lay down?" Felix straightens, setting his hands against the mattress. "For a little?"

While you have nothing against taking a nap in Felix's bed, the two of you aren't alone. There are people everywhere, leaning against Felix's desk and sitting on the floor. There's even a girl sitting on the other side of Felix, on the same bed he's telling you to lie down on.

"It's okay." You sit up a little straighter in an attempt to seem more awake. "I don't want to bother anyone."

Felix leans back a little more, his weight settling on his forearms. "No one will care."

No one will care if he lies down on someone's lap randomly. The thought almost slips out before you can stop it. Maybe you should lay down for a little. You nod, "Okay."

Felix places a hand on your arm, keeping you steady as you move to lay down. You set your head on his lap. Felix drags his knuckles against your arm, back and forth with a consistency that settles you.

You're in a place between asleep and awake when you hear someone mention some club opening in the city. Mira, the other girl on the bed gasps. "We should go--we should totally go." There's a beat of silence, and then she asks, "Felix?"

"Hm..." He hums, his hand never stalling on your arm. The last thing you can make out is someone repeating the question.

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yall will not believe what is in my drafts rn

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What happened with the film company???

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anons u are all i have i love u guys sm <3 anyways this is a bit of a rant so i added a keep reading

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Okay so basically this began in DECEMBER, when my roommate and i first applied for an internship that was meant to take place during the spring semester of the 2023-2024 academic year.

after applying, I had to do two separate zoom interviews, which is fine and normal. The first interview was normal, but the second was with this woman who i'd be working directly under. my roommate had already interviewed with that woman and my roommate told me that she was harsh, so i was a little nervous.

i don't remember how this came up, but during the interview the woman told me that she didn't think it was going well bc she had blocked off half an hour for each individual interview but within 10/15 minutes of mine she was "bored" and i was like ?? bc if interviewing people is ur job it's not about being entertained? but i'd never say that so i asked her to elaborate.

this elaboration led to her telling me that i was perfect on paper, that she loved my resume, but she was worried about my personality. she told me that i didn't seem outgoing or comfortable. then, she was having so much fun digging into my personality that she talked over our interview time and then said "we've gone over time, that's a good sign, you really turned this around."

then when she logged off i cried to my mom about how awful i felt about my personality and who i was as a person :,)) THEN she still called me to give me the position anyway so she bullied me for no reason.

after that, the internship's start time kept being changed. Sometimes they'd give me an estimated start date, other times they'd vaguely imply a time period that i could start during. at one point, i thought they forgot about me so i reached out to ask if the internship was still happening. eventually, they told me that bc of certain issues, they were cancelling their spring internships but they would be happy to have me over the summer.

THEN during my first zoom meeting, the woman who was meant to walk through everything was almost an hour late to an online meeting. when the woman finally met with me, she couldn't offer me a lot of vital information because the person who usually does internship basics was out of town.

they're also so obsessed with their zoom meetings, i asked if we could clump two private meetings together bc the second, general meeting doesn't apply to me bc i haven't been able to start any real work, they refused.

and today i've gotten some of the most passive aggressive emails of my life bc i assumed i was supposed to be doing more work and they didn't like that i was working ahead--but they still want me to work a certain number of hours a week!! they also got mad at me bc i didn't answer an email fast enough and i haven't been using 'reply all' to every email i send bc i didn't want to spam everyone.

also the craziest part is all of this is unpaid, like if i'm not getting paid, the least you can do is not have an attitude.

guess who has a new draft <3

every day i get a little closer to writing for iwtv

me screaming bc the woman that's constantly an hour late to every meeting sent me a paragraph discussing my professionalism and i finally snappedand called her out on her hypocrisy bc the only thing she has to hold over my head is an unpaid internship