Seventeens Messages To Jeonghan:

Seventeen’s messages to Jeonghan:

SC: Thank you for taking care of the dongsaengs well. Always giving warm hugs! Your heart which always think of the team is beautiful, I’m learning a lot from you!

JS: Jeonghan-ah <3 you said you wanted to work out together, let’s go work out (like you said)ㅋㅋㅋ <33 when i’m playing around with you it’s fun. Always thankful, I love you.

JN: Our lovely Jeonghannie hyung~ thank you for listening to so many of our worries~ i love you~ <3

HS: Jjong jjong ~♡ our angel, i’m always thankful for. We match so well, it’s a pity that other people don’t know that

WW: You’re a pabo ㅋㅋㅋ (i believe ww and jh were writing together)

WZ: Yoon jeonghan pabo~ ㅎㅋ thank you always~

DK: My love Jeonghannie hyung~♡~♡ because hyung’s around, it’s great! What more do I need to say~ don’t get hurt/fall sick! Because hyung is a good person~ Let’s be/go together until we die hyung! Also, hyung can do everything, have confidence!! I love you ♡~♡

MG: Yoon jeong han(sum) (jeonghan’s nickname because he used to sigh a lot), let’s not rest, in the future, let’s do our best together with confidence, even if it’s difficult, we have to overcome this, to be the best.

T8: When i’m with hyung, i’m very at ease~ I like to take pictures, hyung likes to get his picture taken~ We’re just right for each other.

SK: An honest person. An affectionate person. A person for whom sleep is important. A person who likes people. A person who doesn’t know what he’ll be if he weren’t Seventeen. A person who I wish would smile a lot more in the future. A person who’s now 25 years old, even if you’re frustrated with life, a person who wants to work even harder now. (I love you)

VN: Let’s drink wine together too hyung ㅎㅎㅎ

DN: Jeonghan-ah, let’s try to go on for a long time just like us now.

guys I'm wheezing everyone's dying over a video of chan BREATHING

seokjin lures all the fish to the yacht (redbubble)

give his cheeks a hug for me 

Memories with you

Head hung low, I quickly unlock the door and rush in.

“Why, why am I like this ?”

My brother barely gives me a second glance from the screen he was staring at, and for once I’m grateful that he didn’t. Calling out to my parents, I sigh in relief. They aren’t home today.

I take my time to apply antiseptic on cuts here and there, along with icing my bruises. A particularly bad one makes me groan in pain once I sat on the floor. How did I ever get into this mess? Finishing up by pressing on bandages wherever was cut, I change my clothes and mumble to my brother about going somewhere and stumble out the door. I was on autopilot, and my legs carried me to the familiar rooftop where I spent so many days with friends.

I inhale.

I exhale.

But the ache in my chest doesn’t go.

“Niel, you never deserved this.” I whisper to the sky.

I don’t feel better. He will never return.

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A night to remember.

“Hey give it back !”

Daniel laughs and sticks out his tongue at me.

“Please !”

My voice starts shaking. The book that he was holding over the edge of the roof held so many memories for me. Memories of me and Jess, memories of everything I hold dear.

“Please...”

He sees the tears in my eyes. Daniel doesn’t hesitate to give the book back.

“Don’t cry. I promise I wont take it like that ever again.”

I sniffle and say, “You’re so mean you know.”

I pout at him, and I must’ve looked really silly cos he hides his face, and I hear muffled laughter. He turns away.

“Yeah, yeah. I know. You always tell me.”

He says that while looking down from the edge, the scenery was always quite beautiful.

I look up slowly

“I-I don’t always mean it though...”

He laughs, the sound was clear, and I hoped that everyone could hear the sound of this angel. Damn I love his laugh.

“I know. Don’t worry.” 

He smiles at me, dimples fully on show. He walks back to the door leading back down.

“Let’s go, princess. We’ll come back another day.”

The look in his eyes were more than enough to convince me. I run to him, taking his hand.

Indeed, a night to remember.

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I can’t really stop the tears rolling down my cheek.

“Come back. Please.”

“I’m so lonely here.”

“Rest in peace.”

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a/n: haaaaaaaa i wrote this for Daniel, someone who was a brother to me, someone I really loved. i hope that through writing this, I’m finally letting you go.