I AM CRYING INFRONT OF MY RELATIVES OMG

I AM CRYING INFRONT OF MY RELATIVES OMG 😭💔

Letters from newt

Newt x reader

Warnings: spoilers from tdc, very depressing

A/n: okay so I know the way he dies in the movie is way different than the way he dies in the book but for the sake of this imagine he dies in the movie version where everyone sees

When newt died you didn’t talk to anyone besides Minho. You didn’t feel like talking to anyone besides him anyways. All your energy felt like it was pulled out. Minho was also the only one to know you were having a baby that was Newts. You felt lost without newt considering he was there for you when you first came out of the box and has been there ever since. He was a solid rock for you that you had just lost.

You sat on the beach of the paradise, looking at the ocean as you placed a hand on your stomach. You sat there with an old ring newt gave you whilst you were in the glade about 3 years ago. You never asked how or even where he got it from but it was one article you had of his besides his jacket.

The wind grazed your cheeks as you heard heavy footsteps that could only belong to Thomas approaching you. He sat next to you pulling a folded piece of paper out of his pocket there were about two, they had messy writing on it that didn’t look familiar.

“He wrote this for you.” Thomas said as he unfolded the paper and handed it over to you. The paper had your name written on in in a letter format.

Dear (Y/n),

I don’t know how else to start this letter without saying thank you. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me in the last few years in my life. I remember the first day you came out of that box, you were the first girl I could remember ever seeing and the most beautiful one. I knew the moment you stepped out of that box that I’d love you unconditionally. I don’t ever remember a time where I wasn’t in love with you. Even if you ask Minho he’ll tell you how much I went on about you when I first met you. I knew when we left the glade my ultimate job was to protect you. I never wanted to see a scratch on your perfect skin neither did I ever want to see a tear roll down your soft cheeks. When you told me you were pregnant the few weeks before i turned into a monster I was beyond excited. I told Minho the moment you told me. I was also sad because I knew I could never make it into our child’s life.(y/n), subject A2, I want you to know that I’ll always love you in life and in death. I don’t want you to hold back when I’m gone. I need you to be happy and move on with your life instead of weeping over me. Take care of our little angel for me, for us. Take care of yourself the most. Don’t hurt yourself in this world my love, you are too good for it.

Always and forever,

Newt

Ps. Do not name the baby Minho no matter how much Minho actually bothers you about it. name him or her whatever you want, I personally like clary because those were your favorite flowers.

You were in tears. Fully crying over how much you loved him. You knew that tommy was still Sitting next to you but that didn’t stop you. Thomas put your arm around your shoulder and pulled you close into his chest just letting you cry it all out.

“I miss him.” You said in between sobs as you look up at a now teary eyed Thomas.

“I miss him too, why didn’t you tell anyone? About ya know…” He said pointing at your stomach.

“I was scared. I didn’t want you to worry about me anymore than you already were.” You said truthfully.

“It’s okay. Newt would’ve loved him or her.” Thomas said to you rubbing your back.

“I know, I just don’t know how the child will live knowing their dad never was there to meet them.” You said wiping away your tears.

“It won’t matter. They’ll know their dad died fighting for what’s right.”

She was meant to be a Skywalker, not a goddamn Palpatine LMAO

i’m sorry i should probably shut up about this but you’re trying to tell me that this

her being called to Luke and anakin’s lightsaber

her touching it and seeing visions of Luke’s past

and her past

the voice of obi wan and yoda, the teachers of Luke and anakin, seeing kylo and the knights of ren surrounded by bodies

her leaving and maz telling her her belonging is ahead, and her automatically thinking of LUKE

her having dreams of the island LUKE is on

Kylo recognizing her when she pulls anakin’s lightsaber, and Luke recognizing her on the island

meant nothing?????

BLOODY HELL 😳

Tom Holland as Peter Parker in SPIDER-MAN: FAR FROM HOME (2019)

He's so handsome 😍

Luke Skywalker being beautiful (Part 2)

(Part 1 here) 

I'm Inlove 😍

“Much anger in him, like his father.” - Yoda 

i want to personally apologize to everyone who followed me for one fandom and is then bombarded with my 30 other fandoms that you have no interest in.