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Husband Material [Colton Parayko] 🎄

Description: Colton and Y/N host a Christmas party and her friends and family can’t quit telling her Colton is "husband material".

Warnings: None that I know of. Cuss words probably?

Colton watched as Y/N scrambled around the house, trying to pull out all of their Christmas decorations to see what she needed to get.

As soon as the couple was told that they could host Christmas this year, chaos ensued.

Y/N is a planner and a perfectionist, so this was perfect for her and not at the same time.

"Babe, we threw out the stuff that didn't work or was broken when we put this stuff away." Colton says as he comes up behind her and wraps his arm around her.

"I know, but other stuff could've broken, or stopped working between now and then." Y/N replies as she takes out a bundle of lights to plug in.

And as if the light was listening, it didn't work.

"Well you're right." Colton chuckles and Y/N sighs. "It's okay, we can just go get some new stuff if you want, so it doesn't stress you out anymore than it is already." He presses a kiss to her head and walks off to grab their jackets and shoes so they can go.

Y/N tries to look through everything else quickly to make mental notes as to what else they might need to get.

Colton returns to the living room and sees her continuing to go through the boxes and make a mess.

"Babe, don't worry about that stuff okay? You'd mentioned wanting to get new decorations since these ones are getting older and not looking good. We will just toss this stuff and get new. I don't want you to stress." Colton says as he helps Y/N get her coat on, then presses a kiss to the crown of her head.

"Okay." She replies, "I'm sorry. I know I'm stressing over nothing. It's just our first time hosting Christmas and I want it to be perfect." She mumbles.

"Sweetheart, everything you touch turns into gold."

Y/N busts out laughing and smacks Coltons chest.

"You're cheesy Mr. Parayko." Y/N kisses his cheek.

"Only for you my love." Before she can pull away he presses a kiss to her lips, "So... Hot chocolate first please?"

"Yes baby, we will get hot chocolate first." She giggles.

~~~

Colton helped Y/N clean, decorate the whole house and even helped her prepare some dishes for Christmas Dinner.

Y/N appreciated the help even though she was still stressed about the day not going perfect.

When their families arrived, her stress and anxiety got even worse.

See, it's not the first time their families have met at all. It's just now that the couple has been together for a little over two years, their families are expecting marriage, kids and all that stuff, which the two of them don't think they want right now. At least the kids.

Every time Colton and Y/N go to a family gathering it's always the same questions, so now she's even more nervous.

"Babe?" Colton tries to get Y/N's attention as she plugs in all of the crockpots full of food.

"Yeah Colt?" She replies, but doesn't stop what she's doing.

"Everything is going to be alright." He assures, "Everyone is in the living room and dining room hanging out. They love the decorations and are already complementing the food just by the smell." He rubs her shoulders as she faces away from him.

"Really?" She asks, "Maybe this won't be a complete disaster like I thought." Y/N adds as she turns around to face her boyfriend.

Colton chuckles and leans down to press a kiss to her lips.

"It won't be a complete disaster. Now, go out there and relax, talk to our family. I'll finish up in here and then I'll be out."

Y/N nods and starts to walk away, but stops when she feels a hand land on her butt and a loud sound go through the room.

"Oh my god. Colton Parayko! Our families are here, keep your hands to yourself!"

"Sorry, couldn't help myself." He puts his hands up in surrender.

Y/N's Aunt chuckles as she walks into the room.

"Honey, that man is husband material. If you don't marry him, I will." She jokes.

"Will do." Y/N laughs.

~~~

"Y/N this food is great sweetheart. What seasoning did you use on the ham?" Colton's mom asks.

"Oh, I used a mixture of ground ginger, cloves, brown sugar and a tiny bit of cinnamon. It's my great grandmas recipe." Y/N replies.

"You did such a good job with everything. The house is beautiful, and the food is absolutely delicious. Thank you guys for hosting this year." Y/N's mom compliments.

"Yeah, of course. We're glad you guys could make it!"

"Yeah. I actually would like to say something though, since everyone is here." Colton stands up and pulls Y/N up with him.

"Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N, I've known you're the one for me since the day I met you. I knew in my heart I'd never be able to feel that way for anyone else. I love that you're great with my friends and family and that you've come to claim them as your own. I love that you care about everybody, even though you have no idea who they are. I love that you just love life itself." Colton pauses and gets down on one knee, causing gasps to go throughout the room. "I don't tell you everyday how thankful I am for you. Just know, deep down inside, I am truly blessed to have you in my life. A eternity with you will never be enough Y/N. I need so much more. So, will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?" He pulls out the little box and flips it open, revealing the ring he'd spent months perfecting for her.

Y/N's hand was covering her mouth as tears flowed out of her eyes.

She was afraid to speak so she just nodded her head frantically and got down on the floor to throw herself into his arms.

"I need to hear you say it babe. Please?" Colton whispers.

"Yes Colt. I want to marry you."

Colton smiles widely and picks them both up off the floor.

Their lips meet for a passionate kiss. With Colton's hands cradling her face and Y/N's hand splayed on the back of his head and neck.

Finally they pull away and Colton takes the ring out of the box and gently places it on her ring finger.

Y/N finally looks at the ring and gasps.

"Colt, it's perfect."

Colton nods and pulls her in for a hug, "So are you."

"Oh my god. You guys are definitely perfect for each other." Y/N's Sister In Law says.

"This is the best Christmas ever. My little boy is finally marrying the love of his life. I'm so happy for you two." Colton's mom says and stands up to embrace the two in a hug.

"Yeah mom, you're right. Best Christmas ever."

Prove It To Me [Eddie Diaz] ⚠

Part Two

Description: Eddie and Y/N experience a few bumps in the road trying to find their way back to each other.

Warnings: This is long. Mentions of getting sick, cursing, traumatic injuries.

"Dr. Y/L/N, your son just got here with his caretaker Carla." Missy, one of the secretaries for her office, announces through the phone in Y/N's office.

"Okay, I will be up there in a second. Thanks Missy!"

Y/N closes her laptop where she was finishing her last patients chart and stands to go up to the front of the office.

She opens the door and is greeted by Christopher's big smile as he comes over to meet her.

"Hi my sweet boy! Did you have a good day?" She asks as she squats down to his level and pulls him in for a tight hug.

"Hi momma!" He giggles, "I did, we got new word searches that we have to make for our English class and I brought supplies home to do it." Christopher replies as they pull away from each other.

"You did?! Well how about we do that later tonight once you've got some food in your belly, okay?"

Christopher nods and Y/N stands back up, a little too quickly, making her lose her balance a bit.

"Momma?" Christopher reaches out for her.

"Oh, Y/N. Are you alright sweetheart?" Carla asks and helps steady the woman.

"Yeah, I'm okay. I just haven't had a chance to eat today." Y/N makes up an excuse quickly.

Carla studies her for a second, trying to see if she's telling the truth, before letting it go. At least for now.

"Okay. Well, Eddie packed his bag for the weekend and he will be by Sunday night to get him."

"Okay great. Thank you Carla." Y/N gives her a hug and releases quickly so Chris can too.

"I'll see you guys later, have a nice weekend!"

"You too Carla, be careful going home!"

§§§

It's been two months of this.

Christopher going back and forth between two houses.

Only talking when it comes to Christopher. (Since Y/N had told Eddie to stop trying to be her friend. She didn't want them to be just friends. She wanted to marry Eddie, but he needed to work out whatever problems he had that he wouldn't let her help with before that ever happened.)

And it's been one month of pregnancy symptoms.

Y/N found out a month ago that she was five weeks pregnant with Eddie's child and since then she's been having a rough time.

"Mom?" Christopher's voice pulls Y/N out of her head as she continues down the road.

"Yeah Chris?" She replies.

"Did you fib to Miss Carla when she asked if you were okay?"

Oh shit.

"Well, not really. I haven't been able to eat since my granola bar I had for breakfast because I had a busy day at work."

"But you weren't feeling good last week either. You looked a little green while making hamburger for tacos." He points out. This kid is able to see through anybody, so of course he noticed. "I just don't want you to be sick momma. I can't lose you!" Christopher cries.

Y/N immediately pulls off into a grocery store parking lot and puts her car in park. She gets out and goes back to Christopher who's in his seat and engulfs him in a hug as best as she can.

"Christopher Diaz. You will never lose me, okay? And your mom may be in heaven, but she will always be in your heart and believe me when I say she loved you more than anything." She places their conjoined hands over his heart and presses a kiss to his head. "I know daddy and I aren't on the best of terms right now, but that's only temporary, okay? We still love each other very much, but there were some things that needed to get worked out before we could continue." Christopher nods, feeling slightly better hearing that his momma still loved his dad. "Chris, I promise that I'm okay sweetheart, some foods have just been making me feel nauseous. It's okay, nothings going to happen to me. I promise." Y/N sticks out her pinky finger and Chris wraps his around hers.

"I love you momma."

"I love you too my sweet boy."

§§§

"So, Karen is taking Denny and Nia to the pumpkin patch this weekend and she wants to know if she should let the kids get huge pumpkins or not." Hen says as she reads her wife's text messages.

"I say let them get huge pumpkins. I mean aren't the kids all going together? It could be fun and it gives them extra room to carve." Chimney replies as he takes a bite of an apple.

His statement peaks the interest of Eddie and Buck who are sitting on the couch watching a movie.

Hen gives Chimney a 'shut up, stupid' look and shakes her head no.

"The kids are all going together?" Eddie repeats, "What kids?"

"Well..." Hen trails off, "Karen and Y/N are taking the kids to the pumpkin patch and going back to our place afterwards to carve pumpkins."

"Oh, okay." Eddie replies.

"That's it?!" Buck asks.

Eddie gives Buck a weird look and shrugs.

"Yeah... Why would there be anything more?" Eddie questions.

"Because she's taking Chris somewhere and didn't let you know."

"If she wants to take our son on a play date to the pumpkin patch that's fine."

"But she's not really his mother and you guys aren't even together anymore and you won't say why, so why can she just take him somewhere without saying anything?!" Buck exclaims, standing up and pacing around.

"Not that my relationship problems with Y/N are really any of your guys' business but none of this is her fault. I have been shitty these last few months and she finally put me in my place and gave me an ultimatum. I either get my shit together or she's done, for good. I stopped doing what I was doing but I said stuff to her I can't take back, so I am trying to prove to her that I am still the man that she fell in love with, but I need to give her some space. And Christopher is her son. Maybe not legally yet, but he is. Shannon never even treated him the way Y/N does. And she's a great woman because she always tells Christopher that even though she's there she will never try to replace Shannon and she always makes sure he knows that she loved him." Eddie rants.

"That woman is way too good for this world and I'm trying my best to do everything right to keep her by my side." He sighs, "I am the one to blame for our problems, not her." He abruptly stands and makes his way into the bunk room.

Hen, Chimney, and Buck all share a look. And at that moment they all silently decided they will help bring Eddie, Y/N and Christopher back together.

§§§

The next few weeks were even more difficult. Y/N was starting to get emotional, and the sickness hadn't eased up at all, it had just gotten worse. She'd been getting sick at least three times a day and couldn't keep more than a few crackers and water down.

She knew what was going on, but she wanted to try everything before having to go to the last resort, which is IV fluids, and a NG tube. Y/N had been monitoring the baby's growth every week after she was done for the day and the baby was measuring smaller than normal for the gestational age, meaning her body wasn't providing her baby with enough nutrients.

Y/N had yet to tell Eddie, but she noticed Chris was getting more anxious because of her condition and suspected it would come out that she was pregnant soon.

§§§

Y/N finally was able to take a lunch break. Not that she would be able to eat, but she was laying down in her office, trying to rest.

Her phone dinging caught her attention. She picks it up and opens the text from Hen.

Hen-

Hey! Give me a call when you're not busy.

Y/N decided to just call her, since she wasn't doing anything at that moment.

"Hey Hen, what's up?"

"I was wondering how you were doing, Karen had said you weren't looking too hot at the boys play date the other day." Hen replies.

Y/N sits up on her couch and sighs.

"I'm okay, I must just have a stomach bug." She fibs.

In all reality she felt like she was going to get sick right then and there.

"Y/N sweetie, you know you can tell me anything and it won't reach Eddie's ears if you don't want it to, right?" Hen assures.

"Yeah, I know. I don't know what's going on. I think it might just be stress." Surprisingly Y/N had become a good liar since finding out she was pregnant. "I feel like I don't know how to talk to Eddie since that whole blow up when I told him I didn't want to be friends. I really love him, Hen. I want him to be my forever but I think he took it the wrong way."

"Wrong way, how?" Hen questions.

"Well I think he takes me not wanting to be friends as me not wanting him to talk to me or hang around. Sure, we both needed space but I feel like this isn't progressing." Y/N's sniffles can be heard, even though she's trying to stay quiet. "I'm just so tired Hen. I want my life to got back to normal. I want to go home." She cries.

"Oh Y/N. I'm sorry sweetheart, I wish I was there to give you a hug." Hen sympathizes.

"No, it's okay." She hiccups, then gets that sick feeling again. "I gotta go Hen, talk to you later."

She doesn't even know if the phone is hung up before her face is in her trash can.

§§§

Later that day Y/N was called down to the Emergency Room for a thirty-eight week pregnant woman who was in a car accident with a possible placental abruption.

She got down there at the same time as her patient arrived, unconscious, bleeding and barely alive. She pulled on some gloves and started giving orders to the ER staff and to the group of firefighters and paramedics bringing the patient in.

When Y/N gets into her zone she doesn't pay attention to the people surrounding her, so she didn't notice that her patient was brought in by her friends at the 118.

She gets the ultrasound machine and places the wand on her patient's stomach. Her eyes go wide and she quickly places it back where it goes.

Then her patient flatlines.

"Cardiac arrest, start CPR." Dr. Elliott, the Trauma Surgeon says.

Y/N rounds to the head of the bed, while one of the nurses starts compressions.

"Intubation kit, push Etomidate, and someone please try and shift her uterus to the left. She's got a complete abruption. Call up to the OR, we will be doing a crash C-Section." She orders.

Meanwhile, Eddie is standing off to the side with his hand on the patient's husband's shoulder and admiring the love of his life, doing what she does best.

He does notice the paleness and green tint to her skin though. She looks like she hasn't been taking care of herself and it breaks his heart.

All he wants to do is hold her and never let go. He doesn't want to push her, but he's ready to have his family back together. He's ready to continue to prove to her and their son that he is still the same man that they love.

§§§

It was a long surgery, but Y/N was able to save both the mother and the baby. She had to perform a complete hysterectomy to save the mother, but in the end everyone will make it.

After telling the new dad that his wife and baby girl were both going to be okay she stepped into the elevator to go up to her office and finish some charts.

She closed her eyes and leaned her head back against the wall, the adrenaline crash and the motion making her dizzy and nauseous. Then the elevator stops, causing her to open her eyes and the door opens to reveal Eddie.

He steps on and presses floor seven, the floor to her office.

"Hey." He greets.

Y/N rolls her head towards him, "Hi."

After a few beats of silence Eddie turns towards her and sighs.

"Y/N, I really think we should talk."

Y/N sucks in a breath and nods.

"Yeah, we should." She agrees.

The rest of the elevator ride is silent, and so is the trek into her office.

Her staff was gone for the day, so the lobby was dark until the motion sensor lights turned on.

"Is it really that late?" Y/N asks as she checks her watch.

"Yeah, it's eight-thirty."

"God, it's going to be a long night." She grumbles as she makes her way down the hall and into her private office.

The first thing she always sees when she opens her office door is a framed picture of Christopher, Eddie and herself at the firehouse. It always makes her smile, but lately she finds herself longing for that again.

She glances at Eddie and sees that he is also looking at the picture.

"Y/N..." He trails off, "I've worked through my problems and I'm ready to talk about it. And I'm hoping that you will want to try again." He admits. "I promise you I will spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you. I know what I said and what I've done was wrong and it hurt you, and I am so sorry. Everything that has happened caught up to me. I felt numb and I didn't want to drop all of my problems on you, so I tried to deal with it myself, in a stupid way." Eddie continues, and Y/N starts to notice the tears pooling in his eyes.

She grabs his elbow and guides him closer to her.

"It was so stupid Y/N. So, so stupid and I'm so sorry. I can't believe I put you and Christopher through this. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He apologizes.

All of a sudden Y/N starts to feel lightheaded and her heart starts beating too fast. She loses her balance and grabs onto Eddie.

"Y/N? Are you okay?" Eddie straightens up, now worried about her.

"Ed-." She breathes. "I'm pregnant." Then she becomes dead weight.

Eddie looks into her eyes as they roll back and close and brings her to the ground gently.

"Y/N?! Come on baby, wake up please!" He tries to get her to wake up, but it doesn't work, so he takes his coat off and places it under her head, before going over to her phone and dialing the number to the nurses station in the ER.

When it finally picks up his heart jumps.

"Hello? This is Eddie Diaz, Dr. Y/L/N has gone unconscious in her office and I need help! Please send somebody up with a stretcher!

"Mr. Diaz, is Dr. Y/L/N breathing? Does she have a pulse?"

"Yes. She does. She's just not conscious, we were talking and she said she was pregnant and went unconscious. I don't know if she's been having any issues, she just told me. She has been pretty sick the past month or so though." He rushes, "Just please send somebody up here to help me bring her down to the ER." He begs.

"Okay Mr. Diaz, I'm sending a couple of nurses now."

"Thank you." He hangs up the phone and goes back over to Y/N. He lifts her head up and slides underneath her to keep her propped up.

His eyes land on her face. Now up close he can see that her face is sunken in, pale and overall just not her normal glowing and cheerful look.

Eddie's eyes then trail down to her stomach. There is no sign of a bump and she should have one with his mental calculations of how many weeks along she is.

She had to be in the second trimester by now.

§§§

Y/N ears started to ring as she came to. She knew where she was because of the bright light shining down on her. She grimaced as she opened her eyes and took a deep breath.

As soon as she set up a tiny bit she felt the urge to get sick, and frantically looked for a bag or literally anything.

Thankfully there was a bag sitting on the side table and she grabbed it just in time.

Eddie had been asleep in the chair against the wall until he heard her.

He jumps up and goes over to her to hold her hair and rub her back.

"It's okay mi amor." He soothes.

When the sickness finally lets up Y/N lifts her head.

"God I hate this so much." She cries.

One of the nurses walks in after hearing movement and smiles.

"Dr. Y/L/N I'm glad to see you're awake. That sickness is still kicking your butt isn't it?" She asks as she takes the bag.

"Yeah it most definitely is. It's more than morning sickness though, I am ninety-nine percent sure it's Hyperemesis Gravidarum." Y/N says.

"I would say so." The nurse agrees, "I'll send the doc in and if you guys need anything just press the call button okay?"

They both nod and then she walks out.

Eddie immediately turns to Y/N.

"So how long have you known?" He asks.

Y/N sighs and looks down at her fingers.

"For about ten weeks." She admits.

"And how far along are you?"

"Fourteen weeks as of two days ago."

Eddie chuckles and runs a hand through his hair.

"So were you going to tell me or were you just going to show up with our baby one day?" He pushes.

Y/N stares at him for a few seconds trying to figure out if he's serious or not.

"Of course I was going to tell you Eddie! Things obviously haven't been going well the past few months and I quite honestly didn't know how to bring it up." She cries.

Eddie sighs and nods, agreeing that the last few months haven't been easy. He places his hand over hers and squeezes.

After a few moments of silence he finally speaks.

"Y/N, I want you to come back home, and I want you to take a leave until the baby is here and you're ready to come back."

Y/N immediately shakes her head no, "Absolutely not. I've got patients, I can't just drop them."

"You've got fellows who you've been training. They can take over for now and you can oversee their work until you come back."

"Eddie-." Y/N starts.

"Mi amor, you're a doctor. What would you tell your patients to do if they were in your position." Eddie tries to reason with her.

Y/N leans back in the bed and stares up at the ceiling, trying to think of a way to do what she wants. Even though she knows he is right.

"Y/N."

She turns her head to him and reluctantly nods.

"What are we going to tell Chris?" She whispers.

Eddie smiles, and leans in to press a kiss to her cheek.

"I think he already came to this conclusion himself. He's mentioned wanting a sibling a few times the past couple of weeks."

Y/N chuckles and turns over onto her side to face Eddie.

"He's too smart for his own good."

"That he is."

§§§

Eddie unlocks the door before leading Y/N inside with a few of her bags they got from the apartment she had been renting.

Buck is sitting on the couch watching TV while Christopher is knocked out on the couch.

"Hi Evan." Y/N smiles, passing him to go put away her medicine.

"Hi." Buck returns.

He glances at Eddie who is setting the bags down on the other couch.

"What happened?" Buck asks.

"Well, it's a lot to explain." He starts, "But I will tell you now. Y/N's pregnant."

"What?" He whisper yells. "How far along is she? She's not even showing."

"Fourteen weeks. And that's the long story, but it's late so I will explain later."

Buck gets up and brings Eddie into a bear hug.

"Congratulations Eddie."

"Thank you, Buck."

After a few more minutes Buck heads home, leaving the small family to themselves.

Y/N walked into the living room with a pack of crackers and water to see Eddie picking up Christopher to get him in bed.

"Momma." Christopher's sleepy voice calls as he rests his head on his father's shoulder.

Y/N smiles and walks over to him.

"Hi my sweet boy. Are you going to bed?"

"Can I go to bed with you guys?"

Y/N turns to Eddie to get an answer. Eddie, knowing Y/N can't say no to Christopher, nods in agreement.

"Yeah, we can make it a family sleepover." She says and runs a hand through Christopher's curly mop of hair.

"Chris, before we do that we need to tell you something." Eddie starts.

He shifts Christopher to where both he and Y/N can look at him and gestures to Y/N.

"Momma, is everything alright? Are you okay?" Chris rushes.

"Yeah sweetheart. I'm okay." Y/N grabs his hand and squeezes. "So, the reason I've been sick a lot here lately is because dad and I are having a baby. You're going to be a big brother."

Christopher perks up and a huge smile graces his face.

"Really?"

"Yes really. And mom is going to be off of work until after the baby is born." Eddie adds.

"So mom and I can hang out after school!" Christopher excitedly exclaims.

"We can definitely hang out after school." Y/N laughs and presses a kiss on Christopher's cheek.

"We're glad you're excited, Chris."

He nods at his dad and then looks at his mom.

"Can it be a girl? I really want a sister."

Y/N laughs, "We'll see. We can find out next week hopefully."

Eddie smiles at his family and brings Y/N into a hug with Christopher and himself.

"I love you guys so much. Don't ever forget that."

Silent Night [Eddie Diaz] 🎄

Description: Eddie and his family spend Christmas Eve together and no nonsense is welcome.

A/N: This is sort of a additional part to "Prove It To Me"!

"Come on Chris. Let’s go get ready for bed." Eddie says as he notices Chris nodding off on the couch trying to watch National Lampoons Christmas Vacation.

Chris groans and sits up, rubbing his eyes.

"I want to see my baby first." Chris replies and grabs his glasses off of the side table.

Eddie helps his son off the couch and nods, "Momma took Hadley upstairs because she was getting fussy. If she’s awake you can see her, okay?"

Chris nods and Eddie picks him up to go up stairs. They turn into the nursery to see Y/N sitting in the rocking chair reading Hadley, who is smiling and cooing back at her mom, a book.

Eddie knocks on the door and comes in, putting Christopher back on the ground once he was by the chair the girls were in.

"We came to say goodnight." Eddie says, leaning down to kiss Y/N's forehead.

Y/N smiles and shifts the baby so there is room for Chris in her lap.

"Do you want me to read you both a book before bed?"

Christopher nods eagerly and Y/N wraps her arm around him to pull him into her lap.

She turns to the beginning of the book and says the title.

Eddie’s phone rings, causing everyone to turn their attention to it.

There had been a major incident and there was a possibility firefighters would get called in, unfortunately.

Eddie sees that his Mother is the one calling, so he groans.

"Dad, you don’t have to go to work do you?" Christopher asks, disappointed.

"No buddy. It’s your abuela. I’ll be back in a few minutes, okay."

He exits the room and answers his phone.

"Hello."

"Edmundo, it’s your mamá. I was wondering when you were going to bring your family home. The baby has been here for two months and we have yet to meet her."

He knew that this was coming. She’s trying to con him into moving back.

"Mamá, her name is Hadley. Y/N can’t just pack up and travel first of all, she’s a doctor. Second of all we’ve been short staffed at work so there’s a chance that I could get called in at anytime. Third, we are trying to keep Hadley contained to certain places and people. Flu season is running rampant and we aren’t willing to take any chances with flying." He tries to explain.

"Well what are we supposed to do? We can’t see our granddaughter? It’s not fair that you took of with Chris and now we can’t even meet her. Does she not like us or something?!" Eddie sighs and rolls his eyes, trying not to blow a gasket.

"What do you mean?"

"Your babies mother. Does she not like us?"

Eddie’s ears are steaming and he slaps his hand on the railing around the stairs.

"My daughters name is Hadley and my children’s mothers name is Y/N. Why can’t you say their names?!" He exclaims, "Y/N has never met you, why would she have a reason to not like you? Did you do something that makes you not like-able?" He pushes.

Eddie couldn’t figure out why his parents could never say Y/N’s name. It’s almost like they think they are above her and everyone else.

"Edmundo! How dare you speak to me that way!"

"How dare you call me on Christmas Eve, my baby’s first Christmas Eve and try to ruin my time with my family! Call me when you guys can grow up and acknowledge that Christopher isn’t coming back to you and I have moved on and created a life for myself out here." He hangs up his phone and runs his hands over his face.

After a moment Eddie looks at his watch and notices that it’s Christopher’s bedtime, so he makes his way back into Hadley's nursery.

A soft voice comes from the room, causing him to stop in his tracks.

"Silent night, holy night. All is calm, all is bright.

Round yon Virgin, Mother and Child. Holy infant so tender and mild. Sleep in heavenly peace,

Sleep in heavenly peace." Y/N sings, rocking her kids to sleep.

Eddie pokes his head in the room and smiles at the sight.

He knows he did something right now. Y/N is perfect and so are their kids.

"Silent night, holy night. Shepherds quake at the sight. Glories stream from heaven afar. Heavenly hosts sing Alleluia. Christ the Savior is born!

Christ the Savior is born." Y/N continues as she runs her hand through Christopher’s hair and rubs his neck.

Eddie continues to watch, just melting at the sight of the people he loves the most.

"Silent night, holy night. Son of God love's pure light. Radiant beams from Thy holy face. With dawn of redeeming grace, Jesus Lord, at Thy birth

Jesus Lord, at Thy birth." She finishes.

Y/N presses a kiss to both kiss heads and sighs, leaning further back into her chair.

Eddie finally comes into the room and sends her a bright smile.

"You’re amazing." He says.

Y/N giggles softly and shrugs.

"What can I say? I’ve got a natural touch."

"You most certainly do." He walks over and presses a quick, but sweet kiss to her lips.

"Is everything okay with your mom? You sounded pretty upset out there?" She asks quietly.

Eddie nods and lifts Christopher out of her lap.

"Everything’s okay. My mom is just being rude."

Y/N frowns, knowing she is the cause of it.

"I’m sorry that I can’t just go on trips without much notice, but you and Chris could go if you guys want. I don’t want to hold you back from seeing your family." She offers, getting up to put Hadley in her crib and make sure her monitors are hooked up.

Eddie shake his head no. "Absolutely not. This is my family." He circles his finger around the room, "And if my parents can’t accept that and respect our wishes and choices, I guess they’re not my family." Eddie says.

Before Y/N can say anything he walks out of the room and into Christopher’s room to put him to bed.

Y/N sighs, but stays with Hadley a little longer to make sure she’s okay for the night.

Eddie eventually makes his way back in and wraps his arms around Y/N’s waist so she can lean back into him.

"I’m not going to let them walk all over us and disrespect us at all. I’m tired of it happening and it won’t happen to you, Hadley, Christopher or myself anymore. I will cut off all contact and ties with them if I have to. I’m finally happy, I’m not willing to risk this."

Y/N turns around in his arms and wraps her arms around his neck.

"I love you, Eddie. Thank you for sticking up for us."

"Always, mi amor."

Prove It To Me [Eddie Diaz]⚠️

Description: Eddie and Y/N fall in love after Eddie’s wife dies. Eddie gets into fighting and it tears them apart.

Warnings: Curse words, beaten body.

A/N: This will have more than one part!

After Eddie's wife died, everything seemed like it would never get better, then he met Y/N.

She was in the middle of a consult down in the Emergency Room when one of the nurses yelled for her. She excused herself and jogged over to the commotion.

A group of firefighters were bringing a woman in who was actively giving birth. They pushed the gurney into a trauma room and she put a fresh pair of gloves on.

The Emergency Room was short staffed that evening, so she asked the group of firefighters to stay.

After the baby was born and the mother was cleaned up she stepped out to thank the firefighters for their help and a man with brown hair and a very cute smile introduced himself first.

"I'm Eddie."

"Hi Eddie, I'm Y/N." She smiled.

After that they were almost inseparable, so it's not surprising how fast their relationship developed.

"Eddie, where have you been?" Y/N asked as he walks into their shared bedroom, four hours later than when he was supposed to be home.

"I've been out. Why does it matter?" He grumbles as he grabs pajamas to change into and heads into the bathroom and shuts the door.

Y/N gets out of the bed and follows him. She pushes the door open, just as he's taking his shirt off.

"Because we-. Eddie, what happened?!" She exclaims, but quiet enough so Christopher can't hear her. She reaches her hand out for his arm, but he rips it away.

"Don't worry about it. I'm fine. I don't need your help." He snaps, throwing his shirt in the dirty laundry basket.

"Okay, continue to not tell me what's wrong with you, whatever, but these gashes look nasty, so let me help you." Eddie rolls his eyes.

"No, I'll let you know when I'm a woman and have a vagina. Until then I don't need your help." He turns away from her with a huff and starts the shower.

Her mouth drops and her cheeks heat up with anger.

"You know what? Fuck you, Eddie Diaz." She turns around and slams the door shut.

He ignores her and jumps in the shower, and after thirty minutes, he finally gets out of the shower. He puts his clothes on and steps out into the room, expecting his fiancée to be asleep but when he sees suitcases, stuff thrown around and multiple bags his heart drops into his stomach.

"What are you doing?" He asks quietly.

"What does it look like?" She responds coldly.

"Like you're packing."

"Oh, one point for Eddie."

"Why?"

"Because, I am tired of this. I'm tired of you not showing up when you say you will. I'm tired of you snapping at me, and our son. I'm tired of the way you're acting lately. And I am so sorry I wasn't in the military and I'm sorry I'm not a hero firefighter but I worked my fucking ass off to be who I am today. I am the best OB/Gyn in Los Angeles and I have done so many nearly impossible In-Utero surgeries you wouldn't be able to count them on your fingers and toes and all of those babies and their mothers are alive because of me. So I'm leaving until you get your shit together and start being the Eddie I know and love. The one who loves and cares about Christopher and I." She finishes as she zips up her last bag and takes it into the hallway.

"You can't leave." Eddie says as he follows her.

"Who says I can't?" She retaliates.

"You can't leave me. You can't leave Christopher."

"I'm not leaving Christopher. I'm leaving you. He can come stay with me whenever he wants." She says as she walks into the child's room and over to his bed. Eddie stands in the doorway and listens.

She kneels down beside his bed and puts her hand in his hair.

"Chris?" She whispers as she presses a kiss to his head.

"Is it time for school already?" He sighs sleepily as he pops one eye open.

"No honey, it's not." She smiles. "I'm going to go for a while, okay? I'll be back, but for now I need to go."

"Is everything okay?" He asks as he notices the tears in her eyes.

"Yes. Everything is okay." She whispers and kisses his cheek. "I love you, please don't forget that."

"I love you too momma."

A tear falls down her cheek and onto his comforter and she takes in a shaky breath.

"Go back to bed." She tucks him in and makes a quick exit of his room.

She shoves past Eddie, who has tears falling down his face as well before grabbing her stuff and walking down the stairs with them.

Eddie slowly follows her and watches as she takes her stuff and places it in her car. She comes back inside and stops right inside the door.

"I'll come back to get the rest of my stuff and then we will talk." After she finishes she turns to leave, but Eddie's voice stops her.

"I love you." She turns and looks him in the eyes.

"Prove it to me."

Forty-Eight Hours [Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley]🎄

Description: Buck tries to tell Y/N about his feelings before her date in 48 hours.

Warnings: Mentions of a house fire.

"Buck, where is the extra wrapping paper?" Y/N asks as she walks over to him from their storage closet.

"Uh-. Check in Bobby's office." He suggests. Y/N nods and heads upstairs.

Chimney and Eddie, who are standing on the other side of the table share a glance.

"So, when are you going to ask Y/N out?" Chimney asks.

Buck rolls his eyes at his friends.

"Really guys?"

"Evan, come on. You need to get over Abby. Y/N is a good girl, and she's already good for you. Just open yourself up."

"I just don't want to mess up. I like being friends with Y/N and I don't want her to leave." Buck says as he rips some tape off of the roll.

"Y/N isn't leaving Buck. She just bought a house, she's staying." Eddie points out.

Buck yet again rolls his eyes. They're right and he knows it.

Hen walks into the bays with more gifts under her arms.

"Wow, who donated those?" Buck asks, changing the subject.

Now it's Eddie and Chimney's turn to roll their eyes.

"Oh, they're actually from Y/N. She adopted a family this year and wanted to wrap the gifts while she was at work since they need to be dropped off right after shift." Hen explains, "There's more in her car if you guys want to help bring them in!"

Buck smiles and shakes his head.

"Yeah, it's unlocked right?"

Hen nods and continues towards the empty table.

The guys all walk out to Y/N's car.

"I love this kid, she's an angel in human form." Chimney says.

"Yeah she's definitely got a heart of gold." Eddie adds.

"I know what you guys are doing." Buck huffs.

"Yeah? Is it working?" Eddie asks as he opens the passenger door. He pauses for a second before a smile breaks out on his face. "Guys, look at that." He points to her dash, right under the speedometer.

It's a picture of Bobby, Eddie, Hen, Chimney, Buck, Christopher and Y/N last summer sitting on the front of the truck.

And another one of Buck and Y/N at fire prevention day.

"She has a picture of us in her car?" Buck asks.

"Seems so." Chimney claps his shoulder and rounds the back of her car.

"Evan, seriously. You need to ask her out. And I wasn't going to say anything but she's got a date the night after shift ends, so you've got forty-eight hours to find your balls and do what you want to do." Eddie says bluntly before going to help Chimney, leaving Buck to his thoughts.

"Oh shit."

§§§

Buck had been trying to talk to Y/N, but of course they've had back to back calls and there wasn't any time.

Y/N and Hen had just got back from a medical assist for a trauma patient, and Buck was waiting for them.

"Hey guys, how'd that call go?" He asks as the girls get out of the ambulance.

"It went okay, the guys probably won't make it due to his injuries though." Y/N says as she goes to the Medical Storage cabinet.

"That's too bad." Buck replies walking over to her, "Y/N, I wanted to talk to you about something-."

"All Units, Structure Fire." The PA system from dispatch cut Buck off.

"Shit!" Y/N grabs everything she needs and throws it in the back of the ambulance. "We'll talk later Buck."

Buck sighs and jogs over to the Engine.

Eddie comes up beside him and pats him on the back.

"You just need a Christmas miracle Buck. You'll talk to her." He encourages.

"Not at this rate, I won't."

"You've just got to believe." Eddie jokes.

"I can't believe I'm going to miss my chance because I was too stupid to say anything before." Buck complains as he takes his seat in the truck.

"Miss your chance at what?" Bobby asks.

Buck groans and puts his head in his hands.

"Y/N has a date after shift, in now forty hours and Buck is realizing he should've said something to her about his feelings before. He's trying to tell her before her date but they've had back to back calls." Chimney explains as he puts on his gloves.

"Buck, you should've told her way before now!" Bobby scolds.

"I know, thanks!" Buck replies sarcastically.

"Talk to her as soon as this is over with. You two are good for each other and I don't want you guys to miss the opportunity." Bobby says.

All Buck can do is shake his head and hope that he's not too late.

§§§

It was a horrible fire. The family lost everything and Y/N was so upset.

"I hate this universe. That is so unfair." She seethes.

Buck had walked over to the ambulance to talk to her but he immediately knew now wasn't a good time.

"Hey guys," He says to catch Hen and Y/N's attention, "You two okay?"

Y/N and Hen both have a frown on their faces, but nod their heads.

"This is just so unfair that this happens. I feel horrible for them." Y/N whispers, "I just wish there was something I could do to help, even just a little bit."

Buck can visibly see how upset Y/N is. Her voice is a tad scratchy and she's got tears in her eyes.

He's not surprised though, as she is one of the most kindest, caring and strongest people he knows. Though, all he wants to do is wrap her in a hug.

"It's Christmas, this shouldn't be happening." Y/N finishes before slamming the back door to the ambulance and going to get in the front seat.

Buck and Hen share a look.

"Maybe there is something we can do."

§§§

Y/N had been sitting in her bunk with her tablet since they got back from the call. She hasn't said anything or gotten up.

Her adopted family had been watching her through the glass for a while before she perked up and finally moved from her bed to the door.

At first she hadn't noticed them, causing her to jump when she walked through the door, but she got distracted she saw Hen standing there.

"Oh good, you're already here. I want to take a ride to Walmart in a few hours, okay?" Y/N doesn't give her time to finish before going back into her bunk.

The group just stands there, shocked by that interaction.

"What the hell is she getting up to in there?" Chimney asks, before walking to the common area.

"Should we tell her or just surprise her?" Hen asks Buck.

"I think we should surprise her."

§§§

Y/N had dragged Hen with her to pickup a Walmart order and bring it back to the house. Her mood had brightened and she wasn't as upset anymore.

Bobby walks into the common area and stops when he sees bags full of stuff like clothes, hygiene and household essentials and even some fun things like toys and entertainment items.

"I thought we were done wrapping presents for the toy drive?" He asks, breaking his silence.

Y/N looks up and shrugs.

"This isn't for the toy drive."

"So, what is it for?"

"It's for the family from our structure fire today." She mumbles.

Bobby nods and comes closer to the table and picks up a toy.

"Would you like some help?"

Y/N smiles and nods, "Yeah Captain, I'd like that."

So, they wrapped all of the presents and placed everything else in bags for the family to use while everyone else in the house slept.

By four in the morning Buck was just itching to tell Y/N what he did, but first he needed some coffee, so he headed to the kitchen.

But Buck wasn't expecting to find his Captain and Y/N passed out on the couches in the living area and tons of wrapped boxes and bags full of items scattered around.

He stops for a second before going over to Bobby and tapping his shoulder.

"Hey Cap?"

"Yeah?" Bobby asks, still asleep.

"What happened in here?"

That makes Bobby shoot up and look around.

Seeing that everything was fine and it was just Buck be laid back down.

"Y/N got all of this stuff for that family. So, I helped her get it ready last night." He pauses to yawn, and looks at Y/N. "Wake her up and make her go lay down in her bed. Her neck is going to be hurting." He says before getting up to go start a pot of coffee.

Buck goes over to Y/N and places his hand on her arm gently.

"Y/N, you need to go sleep in a bed. Not on the couch with your neck all twisted." Buck whispers.

Y/N opens one eye before shaking her head no.

"I'm too tired to move." She complains.

"Okay, so I will carry you. You don't need to be sleeping out on the couch." He argues.

Y/N rolls her eyes before sitting up.

"Okay." She whispers.

Buck places one arm around her and the other under her knees before lifting her up, into his arms. Once he's sure he's got a good grip on her he starts walking down the hall.

The journey is silent until she's being placed on her bed.

"I wish that didn't happen to them Buck. They are such good people."

Buck nods in agreement before stopping and staring at Y/N for a few seconds.

"Y/N?"

"Yeah Evan?"

"I am in love with you."

"I'm in love with you too."

Evan's heart stops for a second. He can't believe she said that.

He shakes his head, she's probably not even awake, so he shouldn't take it seriously.

He squeezes her hand tightly before standing up and walking out of the room.

§§§

Buck couldn't stop thinking about his encounter with Y/N earlier. His coffee had gotten cold because he hasn't touched it.

Buck is brought out of his head by Y/N walking into the living area.

"Good morning Buck!" She says.

"Good morning Y/N."

She walks past him and into the kitchen to grab one of her yogurts. She stops abruptly once she can see out the window.

"What is this?" She asks.

Buck stands up and walks over to her.

Outside there is a bunch of people, coming to donate food, household supplies, old clothes, anything you can think of really.

"This is for the Vasquez family. We set this up after we were done." He starts, "I got them set up at a house until they can get a new one or rebuild their house. They will be here in a few minutes actually."

"Are you serious?" She whispers.

"Yeah. You inspired this." Buck says, "You have a heart of gold and your Christmas spirit is unmatched. It's nice, especially in this line of work."

Y/N smiles and drops her eyes to the ground, scared to meet his eyes when she says what she's going to.

"I really am in love with you, Evan Buckley. I know I was half asleep when I said it this morning, but I really do love you."

Buck lifts Y/N's chin up and leans in.

"That's a good thing, because I'm in love with you too."

He leans in and presses a soft kiss to her lips.

They pull away and Buck sighs, "What about your date after shift?"

"What date after shift?"