Yoongis Thoughts | 8

yoongi’s thoughts | 8

I think you were the key to the heart I had forbid  to keep on feeling

To keep out the sticks of criticism  To keep out the stones of skepticism

Unknowingly I had silenced my own self Too afraid to be exposed to emotion

Unwilling to be hurt yet again but you, you

you tore down my walls you dug through the rubble  in search of the key

you didn’t find it so you tried to break  down the door instead

Hoseok, you don’t know what you have done for my heart

and I know I can never repay you

- yg

find our way

Summary: For every hundred reasons for him to leave, there’ll always be that one reason for him to stay: you. Pairing: Jimin | Reader Genre: Fluff/Light Angst; Skater Boy AU Word Count: 16,230 Author’s Note: My blog turns one-years-old today and I’m just glad that I managed to finish this on time. + @neoworks for being someone i could bounce my ideas off! 

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Park Jimin doesn’t know what it means to stay. At least, he hasn’t known since he turned eighteen and realized that there is a world that lies beyond the little bubble of his hometown that he’s spent way too long occupying. As soon as he figured out that freedom is not just some intangible concept, that freedom is achievable and something that he craved more deeply than a desire to remain rooted, he had packed up his belongings and left. He didn’t even think twice about it, for there was nothing keeping him around in the suburban landscape—a few close friends, sure, but hardly a family. There are faces and names, but it just serves as a reminder than his life has lacked so many things because of them.

All of those things were fine with him, serving as one of the main reasons why he didn’t bat an eye to applying to the universities hundreds of miles away, why he didn’t stick around for the goodbyes as he committed to the first university to accept him, why he just loaded his car and drove off without looking back.

It’s been nearly three years since that evening, since he packed his trunk in the middle of the night and drove until the sun crept over the horizon; three years since he left a house that’s never been a home, yet he doesn’t regret a single moment of that. There’s a certain joy that comes with solitude, in stepping onto a train and not knowing what the destination entailed, of not knowing what stop to get off of, of knowing that no matter how far he goes or how long he disappears there will be no one waiting for him.

Well, almost no one waiting for him.

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We only fail when we stop trying.

Rick Riordan, The Dark Prophecy (via quotesofthewrittennature)

“So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.”

The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via aestaeticpotato)

What we think to be our greatest weakness can sometimes be our biggest strength.

Sarah J. Maas, A Court of Wings and Ruin (via quotesofthewrittennature)

Mezzanine

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader (gender neutral)

Genre: idolverse | angst

Word count: 3.4k

The first time Yoongi saw you, you were running down the stairs of Big Hit Entertainment. You had been following the communication manager for at least three floors and got scolded, right there in the middle of the hall, as a result. Apparently, you were being too insistent but you needed her to sign some papers for you… It was a statement for the press, Yoongi remembered that because he noticed the way you pronounced ‘press’, with a little, annoying lisp. In the end, she signed the papers for you so you let her go and turned around to climb the stairs where Yoongi had stopped to watch the scene.

When you saw him you giggled, aware of the fact that he had witnessed the whole thing, and to him, you looked so unapologetic and carefree that it almost upset him. You just got reprimanded by a superior, after all.

It all happened very quickly, but those few seconds got imprinted in his mind with fire and he still had to understand why.

“The perks of being the new kid… I’m the one they send running around and getting screamed at” you said bowing and shrugging your shoulders with a big smile as you passed him by on the mezzanine.

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