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Impermanence

Impermanence

Impermanence

Genre: Angst/Fluff/SMAU

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader (Female); Yoongi x Reader (Established Relationship)

Word Count: 1.57K

Summary: You decide to get a tattoo to surprise your boyfriend, Yoongi. You ask Jungkook to accompany you, but this leads to a change you never expected.

Author’s Note: So, this is the finale - ah! All that’s left is an epilogue. I’ve worked really hard on this part, so I truly hope you enjoy it!

Part Nine

Impermanence

The sloshing of ice as you nervously swirled the straw around in your cup was the loudest sound in Yoongi’s studio. His iced Americano sat on his desk behind him, untouched and accumulating condensation. You’d brought him coffee from his favorite café as a show of good will, but the gesture had done little to ease the tension in the room.

Yoongi shifted uncomfortably in his office chair, clearing his throat, and you stiffened your back, ceasing your fidgeting. You sat across from him, perched on the edge of his sofa, anxiously waiting for him to say something. Anything.

Though you were still unsure and dreading what you were going to hear.

“So…” He finally spoke, and your breath caught at the sound, “How’d your big project turn out?”

You exhaled abruptly. The sound that came from you was almost a laugh.

He would remember to ask you about your project. The way this man cared about things that were important to you, even when he was unhappy with you… was one of the countless things you loved about him.

“The client had no complaints so, okay, I guess.” You replied, and Yoongi nodded thoughtfully.

“Good. I’m glad.”

Though his expression remained indifferent, you knew he was being sincere, and you couldn’t hold back another disbelieving scoff.

“What?” He asked, his brow furrowing.

“I’m just surprised you remembered. And that you care.” You sat your coffee on the floor by your feet, and when you looked up again, Yoongi met your gaze, his eyes searching your face.

“I didn’t just stop caring about you.” He frowned, but his admission only made your thoughts more tangled.

You studied him carefully in return. It had only been a week, but it felt like months since you’d seen his face. And right now, he looked so casually, effortlessly handsome, that it hurt.

“You know what I’ve done, don’t you?” You asked him, trying to figure him out. “You know I ran straight into Jungkook’s arms, right?”

Yoongi gave a tired nod, and you looked away. You felt facing him would make it too difficult to say the things you needed to say.

“I know that’s why you broke up with me, because you thought that’s what I’d do…” You persisted, looking down at your hands knotting in your lap, “And that’s exactly what I did. So I guess I just expected you to hate me.”

Your voice almost broke on the word “hate.”

You heard Yoongi lean forward in his chair, but you still couldn’t bring yourself to look at him.

“I don’t hate you.” He said softly, but you just shook your head, unconvinced.

Yoongi rolled his chair a little bit closer.

“I know this may be hard to believe… but I didn’t break up with you because I hate you. I decided we should take a break because I love and respect you. And I still do.”

Your head instinctively lifted at that, your gaze going wide.

“You broke up with me because you love me?” The words just didn’t make sense.

Yoongi’s chin jutted forward in confirmation. He leaned back, his hands resting on the arms of his chair.

“I could tell you were attracted to Jungkook, and I knew he felt the same way about you.” He explained stoically. “As much as I want you all to myself, I didn’t want to force you to choose me. I thought the best thing to do was to take a step back, to allow you the freedom to explore your feelings and come to your own decision.”

Your heart threw itself against your ribs, countless emotions rising like a flood within you.

“But I’d already made my decision!” You cried, a silent sob in your throat, “There was nothing to decide!”

Yoongi flinched almost imperceptivity, and you wiped at the hot tears welling in your eyes. You took a deep breath to steady yourself and continued, trying your hardest to stay calm.

“I may have felt attracted to Jungkook, but being with him was never even a choice. I never wanted to break up or explore anything, Yoongi, you have to know that. You have to know it’s always been you for me.” You assured him, finally looking him in the eyes. “There’s no room in my heart for anyone but you.”

He blinked several times, casting his eyes down.

“I know that now.” Yoongi muttered toward his lap.

Then with a sniff, he pushed off of his chair to stand, closing the distance between you in a few short strides. He sat beside you on the small couch, his knees brushing yours, and you pulled in a shaky breath. The scent of his skin, the warmth of his body so close were things you had desperately missed.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I know I messed up, I’ve messed up everything so bad…” You told him in a rush, swiping your hair back from your face, “I know I should never have turned to Jungkook and I’m so sorry… but when you said let’s take a break… I didn’t know what to do. I just wanted a distraction from the pain.”

You paused to gather yourself, but your tears could no longer be restrained; they spilled over, and you could feel the wet tracks running down your face. Yoongi waited patiently beside you.

“I was shattered,” You admitted, your voice wavering more as you spoke, “I thought you and I were, that we were… something permanent. I thought that nothing could break us. Because you promised me, Yoongi. You promised me everything was okay.”

A gasping sob escaped you as you finished speaking, and Yoongi’s impassive mask finally cracked, his features clearly displaying his pain.

“Shhh,” Yoongi hushed, lifting his hands to your face, “It is, angel. Everything’s okay.”

His long fingers cupped your cheeks, his thumbs wiping away your tears, and the feel of his touch made you physically ache. Ashamed and embarrassed, you wanted to avoid his gaze, but the way he held you made it difficult to look anywhere but into the depths of his dark eyes.

“I’m sorry I put you through this,” His voice was soft and low now, his words rumbling like a purr, “I should have believed you. I should have held on tighter instead of letting go.”

He leaned forward, resting his forehead gently on yours, and your hands intuitively clutched the back of his neck. The air between you mixed together as you both breathed.

You inhaled deeply, your crying beginning to subside.

“I’m sorry,” You whispered, caressing the hair at the back of his head, “I’m so sorry, Yoongi. I can’t tell you enough.”

“I know, angel, I know,” He murmured back, “I’m sorry, too.”

Then he leaned back, giving a heavy sigh, and you sniffled. His fingers slipped from your face and landed in your lap, his hands cupping yours on top of your thighs.

“You know,” He said, his thumbs kneading the back of your hands, “I convinced myself I was being noble, but the truth is… I was scared.”

“Scared?” You asked, your eyebrows knitting together. “Why?”

He took a moment to answer, carefully trying to articulate his feelings.

“I was afraid you were only staying with me out of a sense of obligation. I was afraid… I no longer made you happy.”

Determination flared within you, burning away the last of your tears.

“Min Yoongi,” You looked him dead in the eyes, “Nothing could be further from the truth.”

The ghost of a smirk flickered across his face.

“I realize that, but it’s nice to hear.”

You gave him a small nod, then chewed your lip.

“So… what now?” You meekly asked him, not quite daring to hope. “Where do we go from here?”

Yoongi puffed his cheeks, giving it a moment’s careful consideration.

“We’re leaving in a few days,” He said, referring to the group, “To North America, for a publicity tour. We’ll be gone for a couple of weeks.”

A knot formed in the pit of your stomach. You couldn’t bear the thought of spending even another second away from him, but Yoongi continued speaking, seemingly unaware of your distress.

“Maybe when we get back,” He looked to you expectantly, “You and I could finish watching our series, and see where things go from there?”

The smile that slowly spread across your face could not fully express your elation as relief kindled within you. His proposal was more than you had ever hoped for, and far more than you deserved.

“That is,” Yoongi fully smirked, “Unless you’ve been watching without me.”

You shoved his shoulder playfully, and his face lit up with the gummy smile that recently you’d seen only in your dreams. Naturally, he leaned into you, one hand finding place behind your neck. With a gentle pull, he brought you to him and, still smiling, he pressed his warm lips firmly against your cheek.

“God, I missed you.” Yoongi breathed across your skin, the tip of his nose tickling your jaw as he nuzzled your face.

Your eyes fluttered shut, your fingers closing around his wrist, and you held his hand to your neck.

“I missed you, too.” You sighed, unimaginably content, and for a moment, you let all your cares melt away. Though your future together remained unwritten, in that moment you and Yoongi were exactly where you planned to stay.

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5 years ago

Voyagers

Voyagers

GIF by myloveseokjin

Genre: Fluff/Headcanon

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader (Female)

Summary: A once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to join BTS on a Bon Voyage adventure leads to once-in-a-lifetime love.

Author’s Note: None, really. Just the usual invitation to please enjoy!

Part Four

First Meal in NZ

Lunch was priority number one after hitting the road as you were all starving after your flights

The crew had already chosen a restaurant close to the rental company

During the short drive to the restaurant, you adjusted your wind-blown hair, redoing your ponytail while Yoongi seemed a little fidgety beside you, repeatedly licking his lips

“I feel so scruffy.” He commented, pointing out a tiny spot on his cheek and saying his lips were chapped already

You thought he looked as flawless as ever

And when you saw his mouth curling into a smile, you realized you said that out loud

A little embarrassed, you turned your attention to your bag and dug through it until you found your lip balm

You offered it to Yoongi, “If you don’t mind sharing.”

“I don’t mind if you don’t.” He replied, taking the tube from you and applying the balm directly to his lips

He then handed it back to you with a “thanks,” your fingers brushing, and you gave him a smile in return

When you arrived at the restaurant, Jungkook was maneuvering the camper into a parking spot while Hoseok directed him

As you all made your way inside to eat, Jin asked what kind of food the restaurant served

Namjoon answered that it was homestyle Western food

You perked up, excited for the opportunity to share your kind of cuisine with the boys

You told them how you liked to cook and offered to make them some of your traditional food one of these nights

The boys enthusiastically agreed as you sat down at the table, four people on each side

You didn’t even have to try to sit by Yoongi, he was already next to you and pulled out your chair

The waitress quickly approached the table, passing out menus, and you and the boys examined the various selections

Yoongi immediately found Korean fried chicken on the menu and the boys agreed they had to try it, so you teased them for choosing Korean food at a Western restaurant

But then you decided you wanted spaghetti carbonara, and they teased you for choosing Italian food (even though they wanted to share some, too)

When your orders arrived, you all dug in, everyone sharing all the dishes

Everything Yoongi tried he wanted you to try

At first he would put some on your plate, but he eventually began feeding you bites right from his fork because it was quicker and easier

You reciprocated happily, feeding him a swirl of pasta

Conversation became limited as everyone enjoyed the meal, stuffing themselves

Shopping for Supplies

After you all finished eating and Accountant Hoseok paid the bill, you piled back into the vehicles and headed across town to a sporting goods store

Some of the boys had packed light and needed to buy more things like coats, gloves, hats, and shoes

You browsed the store along with them, even though you had been sure to pack everything you needed

Jungkook and Jimin found headbands like Yoongi’s and you joined them in trying some on

The boys weren’t happy with how they looked and sought for Yoongi’s expertise

As he tried to help Jimin, he commented that the headband you were still wearing suited you

And you knew that was high praise from him, so you were quite flattered

After some discussion, he agreed to buy a headband for Jungkook - and one for you, too

You tried to decline but he wouldn’t hear it, insisting that you had to have it, so you gratefully accepted

The next item on the agenda was grocery shopping, and as you headed out, the production crew radioed with instructions

Jimin responded from the camper through the walkie-talkie and Yoongi did the same from the SUV

After hearing Yoongi’s response, Jimin teased him about the tone of his voice

He didn’t hear him - but you did

“He said, ‘Your voice is so sexy,’” You told Yoongi with a laugh

He just sighed in mock annoyance, not acknowledging Jimin

“He’s right, though,” You agreed with Jimin, “And your voice sounds even better in person.”

He just covered his mouth and looked out the window, trying to hide his shy smile

And you mentally patted yourself on the back for making him blush

At the grocery store, Yoongi was singing a song to himself, not really paying attention as you headed inside, and you noticed a car rolling through the parking lot

You automatically grabbed the sleeve of his jacket, pulling him back

He looked at you questioningly, but when the car passed by he realized you had stopped him from walking out in front of it

He gave you a small nod in thanks, placing his hand over yours that was still clutching his sleeve

Inside, you followed Yoongi’s lead, helping him and Jin gather ingredients while the other boys stocked up on ramyeon and snacks

When you were ready to checkout, there were several carts full between all of you and you joked that you had enough to live in NZ for a month

While the other boys were loading up the groceries, you found Jungkook in the parking lot trying to tie his long hair up and Jin offering to “help” him

Jungkook refused Jin’s help, but asked for yours when he caught sight of you

You obliged, pulling the top half of his hair into a high ponytail that pleased Jungkook and amused all his hyungs

On the Road

The next stop was a 45-minute drive from the grocery store, and Yoongi lamented that this season was going to be all driving

You said that you didn’t like being the driver for very long, but you didn’t mind being a passenger

As Jin drove, you told him, Namjoon, and Yoongi stories about growing up road-tripping around your country with your family

Then the boys started singing songs from cartoons from their childhood

Which led to arguing about how everyone should know them and Namjoon accusing his hyungs of being old

You objected, taking offense and informing him that you’re only a month older than Yoongi

Namjoon apologized with a laugh, and the carpool karaoke resumed

You sang along as best as you could, though you didn’t know many of the songs

Still, it was enjoyable just to see the boys letting loose and having fun (especially Yoongi)

The drive passed quickly, the scenery of tall mountains, verdant grass, and countless sheep growing more beautiful the further you ventured

Soon, you pulled into a highway cafe for a rest stop

There was a sheep pen next to the cafe and you all posed for pictures in front of it as the sun sank low in the sky behind you, first for the crew’s cameras, then everyone pulled out their own phones

Seizing the opportunity, you leaned into Yoongi and both of you smiled for a selfie

With Yoongi looking over your shoulder, you reviewed what turned out to be a cute picture, and you realized that it was your first together, which felt significant

The shepherd then approached your group, and offered to let someone hold a lamb

Jungkook and Jimin were thrilled to hold the baby sheep, and when it was your turn you were surprised how soft - and heavy - it was

You tried to hand the lamb to Yoongi next, but he declined, so you put it down and let it run back to its mother

You were all getting chilly by that point, so you went inside the cafe and ordered hot chocolate and coffee

Choosing a table in the corner with windows all around, you settled in and warmed up with your drinks, chatting about card games

Hoseok went back outside on his own after finishing his drink, and when he returned he showed everyone a video of his “Chicken Noodle Soup” dance that he’d just recorded

It was then time to leave, and as you all stood up from the table and headed to the door, Yoongi mused about how his zodiac sign is a chicken and how it suits him, though you were the only one listening to him

“We were born the same year, so it’s my sign too, but I’m not so sure I’m comfortable identifying with a chicken.” You told him, smirking playfully as you walked towards the SUV

“Rooster signs are observant and thoughtful. And they’re creative. They’re hard-workers. I think we have these things in common.” He explained, indicating that he was referring to you and him

And you couldn’t argue with that, so you only smiled at him

When you reached the SUV, Jin and Namjoon got in the back so Jin could rest, so Yoongi got in the driver’s seat and you took the passenger’s seat

As Yoongi acquainted himself with the right-sided car, he noticed the small screen on the camera on the dashboard and remarked that it was a good shot of both of you

Flattered once again, you responded with an agreeing grin into the camera

You then pulled up the directions to your accommodations on your phone to navigate Yoongi as he pulled back out onto the road

Part One - Part Three

5 years ago

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5 years ago

Voyagers

Voyagers

Genre: Fluff/Headcanon

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader (Female)

Summary: A once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to join BTS on a Bon Voyage adventure leads to once-in-a-lifetime love.

Author’s Note: As penance for the long wait for an update, this part is extra long. Please note that my drabble Warmth fits into this chapter, and I’ve added a link where it should be read. I hope this humble bit of fluff brightens your day!

Part Seven

Grocery Shopping, Take Two

On the way to the grocery store, you asked Yoongi what he planned to make for dinner

He answered kimchi jjigae, and you typed up a shopping list on your phone while he told you the necessary ingredients

At the store, Jin went directly to the candy aisle for more gummies

Taehyung tried to block him, telling him to finish what he already had before buying more

Amused, you snuck behind them as they bantered and grabbed a big bag of Jin’s favorite 

“Don’t worry, oppa,” You said to Jin, showing him the candy, “I’ll share mine with you.”

Jin broke out into his signature laugh while Taehyung frowned in mock disapproval and you grinned

Yoongi came around the corner at that moment talking about buying meat, so you followed him to the refrigerated section

Together, you picked out a pile of lamb and pork cuts, asking each other’s opinions

You worked companionably, finding everything on your list together

When you were finished shopping and after you had stuffed the groceries into every little crevice of the SUV, Jin noticed a small zip-line across the lot from the store

You and Taehyung decided to join Jin to check it out while Yoongi returned the cart inside 

Jin and Taehyung took turns sliding down the line, shouting in delight

As you stood watching, Yoongi walked up beside you and called to his brothers, saying it was time to go

A little disappointed, you told him you were just about to try the zip-line and asked if there was time

He thought for a moment, then nodded

“For you, we’ll make time,” He said, “Go ahead.”

You smiled brightly at him, thanking him, and the corner of his mouth lifted

You asked him if he wanted to try too, but he declined, so as soon as the line was free, you ran over to take your turn

The ride wasn’t very fast and your feet skimmed the ground, but it was still fun to zip through the air

You waved at the boys, laughing happily as you flew by, and they waved back

Jogging up to them after your ride, you told Yoongi that he should reconsider and assured him that it was fun and not scary at all

He just shook his head, “Watching you have fun is enough fun for me.”

It was exactly the kind of thing you’d expect him to say, but the fact that he actually said it caused you to smile even wider

To the Observatory

As you headed back to the car, Yoongi asked Taehyung if he was driving 

Taehyung seemed surprised, so you volunteered instead, insisting you didn’t mind

He thanked you as you got behind the steering wheel and he and Jin squeezed into the back while Yoongi sat up front

After some quick adjustments to the seat, mirrors, and wheel, you turned the engine over and pulled away

A few miles down the highway, Yoongi remarked that you were a good driver

You were pleased that you impressed him, but admitted you were being extra careful because you were hauling some very precious cargo

Yoongi and Taehyung laughed, and Jin agreed that chauffeuring World Wide Handsome was a big responsibility

Not much later, you reached the road up to the observatory that was your next destination and the producers asked you to wait for the camper van team to catch up

So you pulled over to the side of the road and parked

While you waited, Jin opened a bag of mandarin oranges and shared them around

And you ended up peeling them for everyone as you had the longest fingernails

Soon enough, the camper drove up behind you, and you started up toward the observatory

The view along the drive was beautiful, and Yoongi observed that it was so perfect that it looked like computer-generated scenery from a movie

You agreed, and wondered if this was a filming location for The Lord of the Rings, telling the boys how you watched it on your plane ride

As you drove higher and higher, Yoongi asked if anyone else felt a little breathless and like they were getting a headache 

Thankfully, you didn’t, but Jin said he did

Not missing an opportunity to tease his hyung, Yoongi called the boys in the camper over the walkie-talkie and told them that Jin had fainted

They laughed appreciatively at Yoongi’s joke and understood his implied warning about altitude sickness

You climbed higher still, curving back and forth, until you finally reached the top, pulling into a gravel parking lot at the peak of the mountain

The sun was just starting to set, and not wanting to miss the sight, you all rushed to exit the vehicles

You hurried across the lot after the boys, pulling out your phone to get some pictures and, in your haste, you didn’t think to grab your coat

Warmth

The shutter click of Hoseok’s phone as he snuck a picture of you and Yoongi woke you from your reverie, and your fingers quickly slipped apart

For a brief moment, you had forgotten about the other boys, about the cameras, and about everything in the world except how it felt to have Yoongi hold your hand

Being abruptly brought back to reality made you a little self-conscious, and your cheeks suddenly felt hot

But before you could notice how Yoongi felt, Jimin called to him, asking him to climb up next to him on one of the boulders lining the bluff

With a subtle glance back at you as he walked away, Yoongi complied, leaving your side

So you let go of a breath you didn’t know you’d been holding, and laughed as Jimin wrapped Yoongi’s arms around his waist, recreating the Titanic pose

Waiting for Nightfall

After several minutes of admiring the sunset and taking plenty of pictures, you finally fetched your coat from the SUV and regrettably returned Yoongi’s to him

Then you and the boys decided to head up the path to the observatory 

When darkness fell, you would be able to observe the stars, but until then, you had some time to kill

Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook hung out outside, dancing energetically to “Chicken Noodle Soup”

But you, Yoongi, Jin, and Namjoon wanted to wait somewhere warm, so you went inside the lounge, ordered some hot drinks, and settled around a table

As you sipped your cocoa, you expressed your excitement to the boys

You’ve always loved star-gazing, you told them

You had glow-in-the-dark stars on the ceiling of your childhood bedroom and read books about constellations

You even once considered a career in astronomy - until you found out it was more math and science than actually looking at the stars

Yoongi listened attentively while you spoke, seeming interested in everything you had to say

Then Namjoon asked how you made the leap from astronomy to interior design 

You shrugged, saying you grew up and your interests changed

Yoongi nodded thoughtfully, then speculated that both professions require an eye for beauty, so maybe it wasn’t such a stretch

You smiled at his logic as he met your gaze, and you wondered if he knew that you thought his face was one of the most beautiful things you’d ever seen

Eventually, Namjoon wandered outside to herd the other boys into the lounge

They joined you at the table, and all eight of you enjoyed your drinks together as night fell

Starry Night

When it was finally dark enough, you and the boys made your way outside and were immediately amazed by the abundance of stars

The film crew turned off their lights, increasing the darkness to give you a better view, and your stunned faces shone dimly in the starlight

The millions of twinkling stars were so clear and felt so close that you decided the sky must hang lower in this corner of the world

Looking through a telescope brought the radiance of the stars into even sharper relief, and you couldn’t help but gasp at the sight

Yoongi chuckled at your excited reaction, but when he peered through the viewpiece, his exclamations were even more enthusiastic than yours 

After taking your turns with the telescope, you joined Namjoon and Jungkook, sitting on the ground and marveling together at the grandeur of nature

Jungkook was again attempting to take a good picture of the sky, and when he laid back in the grass to get a better angle, you, Yoongi, and Namjoon laid down too

Gazing up at the stars had a way of putting things into perspective, making you feel tiny and insignificant, and special and lucky at the same time

You voiced your thoughts to Yoongi, your voice barely above a whisper, your shoulders pressed together 

“I still can’t believe I’m here,” You told him, “I still can’t believe I’m actually here... with you.”

He didn’t say anything in response and you couldn’t make out his expression in the dark, but you heard him shift, then felt his hand find yours

He wove your fingers together, holding your hand between his side and yours, and you felt like you could fly up into the heavens from his touch alone

But before you could soar away, an observatory guide called for your group to gather around

Reluctantly, you sat up, and Yoongi helped pull you to your feet, dropping your hand as soon as you were standing

But he stood close by you, your sides often brushing, as the guide pointed out the Milky Way and various constellations

A Home-Cooked Meal

At the conclusion of your star tour, you all graciously thanked your guide, and you headed for your vehicles

Yoongi volunteered to drive this time, and you happily relaxed in the passenger’s seat as he wound the SUV back down the mountain road

Your accommodation for the night was another cabin, though this one was much smaller

There were two rooms of bunks and one private room with a large bed

It was unanimously decided that the private room was yours, though the boys all seemed envious

They drew ladders on a piece of paper to decide bunks, and Jimin and Jungkook ended up in the smaller of the two rooms, while the rest of the boys shared the other

Once rooms were divided, everyone pitched in to bring in the luggage and groceries, and you helped Yoongi organize the food spread out across the table

You then assumed the role of sous chef, chopping vegetables and handing ingredients and tools to Chef Min as he began cooking dinner

Jungkook lingered in the tiny kitchen too, offering his help to you and Yoongi at every opportunity

The limited space in the kitchen meant the three of you had to work together closely, bumping elbows and reaching around each other often, but no one seemed to mind

There existed between all of the boys a synergy born of comfort and familiarity, and though it was only the second night, in this moment you felt seamlessly included in it

And it was feeling you greatly appreciated

While Yoongi stirred the meat in a pot on the stove, you watched over his shoulder as he explained his recipe, but you were only half listening

The other half of your mind was buzzing, preoccupied with enjoying being close to him - and fantasizing about the two of you cooking together every night

When dinner was ready, everyone sat down at the table and dug in, thanking you, Yoongi, and Jungkook for cooking, and praising the delicious food

As you enjoyed your own bowl of Yoongi’s kimchi jjigae, you took an added measure of secret pleasure in that fact that you were eating his food for the very first time

You’d seen him cook in enough videos to be intensely curious to try something he made, and the experience did not disappoint

The savory taste warmed you from your head to your toes, and you immediately knew that Yoongi’s cooking was definitely something you could get used to

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After dinner, Taehyung took charge of doing the dishes, Hoseok started loading things back into the camper, Yoongi and Jungkook wanted to wash up, and you decided to assist Hoseok while you waited for your turn to shower

Hoseok was as animated as usual as you helped him organize supplies in the camper, making his own sound effects while putting everything away

“Hobi?” You asked him, stuffing a stack of paper napkins into one of the numerous cubbies, “Can I ask you something?”

“Of course,” he replied automatically, still humming

You hesitated

You wanted to ask him about Yoongi, to confess your feelings for him and ask Hoseok if he thought he liked you too, or if he was just being nice

But you suddenly remembered the cameraman crammed in the camper with you

Were it not for your every word and move being recorded, you would have no reservations sharing your feelings with Hoseok

You needed someone to confide in, and he had already made it clear that he was your unspoken ally

Even your subtlest interactions with his hyung had not escaped his notice, and in your gut you knew you could trust him

But as it was, you couldn’t be completely open with him

At least, not yet

So instead, you asked him to send you the picture he took, the one of the sunset

He paused, finally looking at you, clearly understanding which picture you meant, and gave you a conspiring smile

Both of you then finished your task and reentered the cabin, hopefully leaving the production crew none the wiser

It was late and you were tired and the bathroom was finally free when you returned, so you took a quick shower and prepared for bed

After drying your hair and dressing in your pajamas, you opened your bedroom door to say goodnight to the boys and found Yoongi standing there

He had one hand raised, about to knock, and the other held a steaming mug

“Jimin made tea,” he explained, holding the cup out to you

You accepted it with a grateful smile, taking a small sip, and he nodded, clearing his throat

He then thanked you for your help that day, with shopping, driving, and cooking

You let him know it was your pleasure, and thanked him for another unbelievable day

His eyes met yours, a small smile pulling at his lips

“My pleasure.” He repeated back to you, and your heart did the thing

Hoping you weren’t blushing, you bid him and the others goodnight, then settled into your room for the evening

You drank your tea in bed, snuggled under the covers, and as soon as you finished, you sank deeper into the blankets, attempting to sleep with thoughts of Min Yoongi filling your head

You weren’t sure how he was feeling

Maybe he was just being nice because he knew he was your bias

Maybe he genuinely liked you, but just as a friend

Or maybe - just maybe - he felt the same as you

You hoped so

You really hoped so

Because you…

You were already falling for him

And you were falling fast and hard

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5 years ago

Impermanence

Impermanence

Genre: Angst/Fluff/Social Media AU

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader (Female); Yoongi x Reader (Established Relationship)

Word Count: 0.93K (Story Portion)

Summary: You decide to get a tattoo to surprise your boyfriend, Yoongi. You ask Jungkook to accompany you, but this leads to a change you never expected.

Author’s Note: Another serving of angst for you! 😉

Part Seven

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Your phone vibrated in your back pocket for what seemed like the 10th time in the last few hours, but your brain barely acknowledged it. You were a little preoccupied with your fingers knotted in Jungkook’s soft hair, your bodies molded together. His teeth grazed your bottom lip as he kissed you, his strong hands kneading your waist as he stole every breath you tried to take. The effect of it all made your blood rush, and left your cognition a little hazy.

You’d let your boss know you’d be working from home today as soon as you’d left the boys’ dorm last night, and after Jungkook went to rehearsal this morning, you’d made a valiant effort to put everything out of your mind and busy yourself with your project, your looming deadline not forgotten. Allowing your task to consume you muted your emotions somewhat, but the ache in your chest from losing Yoongi could not be completely ignored. Nor could Jungkook’s request to take you out tonight. So when he finally texted you after several drawn-out hours, you agreed to go with him, if only because he was sure to be a better distraction than your work.

Jungkook had picked you up a few hours ago, and taken you to an escape room. It was something you’d always wanted to try, so you decided to do your best to have fun. He was a bundle of energy, and as you fed off of him and worked together to solve the clues, you found yourself getting caught up in the game - and in your feelings for him.

You’d allowed him to touch you whenever he wanted, to put his arms around you, to hold your hand, to kiss you, and every time he did, you actively shut out the voice in the back of your mind saying, “This is wrong.”

That was how you’d ended up here after your date, pressed together just steps inside your front door, your mouths moving together as your sensibilities fled further from you.

This kiss was nothing like last night. Last night, Jungkook had restrained himself, only pressing his lips to yours to offer sweet, reassuring comfort. Now, he kissed you with all the pent-up, unbridled hunger he’d repressed since the day he accompanied you to get your tattoo.

As his tongue caressed yours, Jungkook’s hands slid down your hips, grasping behind your thighs and hoisting you up, wrapping your legs around him as he moved forward. You gasped when your back met the wall, his solid body pinning you there while his mouth continued to crash against yours. Your arms reflexively tightened around his neck, your fingers digging into his shoulders as your heart slammed against his chest.

Fuzzy as your mind was, you couldn’t help but think how Yoongi had never held you like this. For Jungkook, it was nothing. He was bigger and stronger than his hyung; he’d lifted you up like you were a doll. Everything with Jungkook felt different than with Yoongi, and not just physically. But you’d yet to determine if that was a good thing.

When Jungkook finally paused for air, your labored breaths mixing as he rested his forehead against yours, you grabbed at his t-shirt, tugging it up his back.

“Can I see your tattoo now?” You panted, clutching the thin fabric with both hands.

Jungkook’s nose scrunched, an amused smile breaking across his face.

“I’d rather see yours again,” He teased, his voice low.

“Oh, yeah?” You leaned your head back to look at him. His large eyes were wide and dark with lust.

“Yeah,” He agreed, his grip tightening on your thighs, “You have no idea how sexy it is to me, noona. It took everything I have to keep my hands off of you at dinner last night.”

Your heart, still pounding against your ribs, skipped a beat.

But you shook your head.

“No,” You told him, “You first. Fair is fair. Let me see.”

Jungkook’s smirk faded, but he didn’t argue. With a sigh, he unhooked your legs from around his waist and lowered you back down the wall. When you were stably on your feet, he took a deep breath and grasped the hem of his shirt, lifting it up over his head. Then somewhat meekly, he stood before you, awaiting your appraisal.

It was not the first time you’d glimpsed beneath his shirt; you’d seen his live performance of “Fake Love” on more than one occasion, after all, though you’d never been so close to his exposed body. But as much as you wanted to run your eyes - and your hands - over every sculpted muscle, your gaze went directly to his sides.

His untouched, perfectly bare sides.

You reached for him in confusion, lifting his arms to better examine his ribcage. You even twisted his torso, searching for any trace of ink, but you found none. The only tattoos you could see were the ones on his hand and arm that you were already familiar with.

“You said you have a tattoo on your side...” You looked up at him, finding a conflicted expression on his face.

Your chest grew tight as realization dawned on you.

“You lied to me.” You whispered, and the guilt in Jungkook’s eyes told you he couldn’t deny it.

A wave of sickness roiled in your stomach as the truth slowly unfolded before you.

This... all of this... your first kiss, your growing attraction, Yoongi breaking up with you, everything...

It was all because...

Jungkook had lied.

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5 years ago

Another adorable bit of fluff from the sweetest writer! 💕

Strangers In A City (Seokjin Imagine)

pairing: traveller!seokjin x stranger!reader

genre: fluff, strangers-to-friends

wc: 0.53k

notes: look a rare seokjin request! my heart is warming :)) also the yoongi x iu collab comes a few hours after this comes out,, i can’t wait omg

warnings: mention of food

m.list | requested by @woodstockisjustlikealittlekid

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Unprepared for the LA heat, you caught yourself searching for the nearest ice cream parlour in hopes to cool down. Even the air conditioning that filled the lined commercial stores wasn’t enough to drown the Californian sun. Luckily enough, a parlour with a menu impressive enough to catch your attention was only a few corners away from you and so you made your way there to beat the crowds.

Much to your surprise, the interior of the shop was perhaps the most visually pleasing you’d ever seen. White walls and distressed wood, accented with muted fall tones, enclosed a spread of circular tables to host small groups of customers. Opposing taking up more seats than you needed, you spotted a spare chair at the bar.

Along the straight of conversing couples, you chose the only space next to someone who seemed to be alone. As you sat into the heightened bar chair, you dealt him a shy smile as a greeting and ordered your pre-decided combination. While waiting, you fiddled with your fingers in sync with the man next to you, conjuring a small chuckle from you.

In the silence, he’d noticed that you were the only two people at the bar not conversing and so made his advance, “Hey, I’m Seokjin.”

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