Newbury Park | Lee Heeseung

newbury park | lee heeseung

paring : lee heeseung x reader

genre : slight angst ?

warnings : none

note : hellooo it’s been awhile since i have posted- i was listening to newbury park and kinda got an idea to write a song fic ish but anyway i’ll try to post more :)

“i put my makeup on just to take it off, your favourite pastime is lettin me down”

honestly at this point you’re not surprised that he has stood you up once again. It’s been happening so often lately, all that effort wasted for nothing.

“newbury park’s pretty far from la, traffic is bad but i came anyway”

you’ve noticed that you had always putted more effort than he ever did into your so called “relationship”, to be honest you don’t know where you two even stand anymore.

“you’ll never think that i’m good enough”

has he gotten bored of you? you saw him with his “friend” that he told you not to worry about the other day. If he has time for her, why not you? Maybe you’d never be more than a fling to him so

“fuck you for wasting my love”

fuck him for wasting your love.

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does anyone know the name of this smau- i lost the masterlist and i forgot what it’s called😭😭 it was a jay smau and like it was an acting au where the reader and him were like the starring roles but jay had a girlfriend which was ryujin- jay was like a youtuber i think and the reader was a famous actor HELP

[ 11:53 pm ] (extra)

you glance at the brown haired boy sitting beside you as his eyes were glued to the bright tv screen

finding urself admiring him for a few minutes, you slightly smile

“what are u staring at pretty?” jake says breaking you out of your trance

“mm nothing” shifting your eyes back to the tv screen

he chuckles and pulls you into his lap with your back facing his front

hooking his arms around your frame “you know i love you right?” your boyfriend questions

“mhm” you pause for a few seconds, “i love you too”

jake smiles, “so, you wanna tell me what your thinking about?”

“m’just gonna miss you that’s all” you frown

you hear the boy sigh as he places a small kiss to the crown of your head

“i promise i’ll come back when i can” he softly says

“you promise?” you peer up at him holding onto his arms. he hugs you tighter, “i promise”

. . .

there’s a saying “you shouldn’t make promises you can’t keep”, however you trusted jake to fulfill his promise

he loved you right?

so now why do you find yourself sitting in bed 6 months later staring at your phone still hoping for a reply?

you haven’t heard from him since he left, maybe he’s just busy you would try to convince yourself

but being busy doesn’t mean going out and finding another person to fall in love with

being busy doesn’t mean you go post about your affair with someone else for your lover to see

a broken promise is what’s all left of him, sadly smiling you send him one last text

“love really does lie” - 11:53 pm

a/n: the ending is kinda shit but oh well, i’m having writers block for the smau atm so i decided to write a drabble. this originally wasn’t supposed to be based off of love lies but now is kind of how they broke up :3 for now this will be the short form of their breakup, i will write the longer version soon <3

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