Unfortunately My Health Has Not Been Great Lately And I Was Forced To Drop Out Of One Of My Longer Term




unfortunately my health has not been great lately and i was forced to drop out of one of my longer term projects. if you ever wanted to support me you can buy a print! there is a sitewide sale on rn. thank u for considering !!
my inprnt / ko-fi digital store
edit: ive always thought of myself as a hard worker so it was really hard to admit i just cant handle as much as i used to. i hope next year i can figure out some better work life balance where im still able to create art and survive 💕
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We are in dire financial straits, and until we're not, I will be taking on any and all commissions- I dare you! Don't be shy. Send all requests and inquiries to my email at:
corpse at cicadamarionette dot com
More details below:
Let me describe to you this wonderful offer.
CHARACTER MODELS - $80
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hey. i (disabled trans femme person) need urgent help escaping abuse.
i come to you with some very bad news and a long story, i guess. it's a story of financial abuse and years and year of my life in vain.
snippets of this were things ive talked about before, but theyve been intensifying recently to a point that i can't ignore them anymore. they dont blend into the background anymore. figurateively, im being poisoned, and im feeling it.

look below the cut for further details of what's happening. i wish i could've been more concise, but the ongoing situation is convoluted and its hard to wrap my whole head around it sometimes.
ive had my patreon for around 7 years, now. since the beginning, i wanted it to become sizable and to earn me a living eventually; it never did.
ive also released several games, which, again, didnt earn me a living. ive done a lot of work on projects under nda, which didnt earn me a living either.
none of it came together.
as a result of this, i have spent that past while being strongly supported through donations from people like you on tumblr and discord (thank you ;;) and... from my parents.
the latter is the crux of this. their control over my finances lends them a very strong influence over what i am allowed to do and what im not allowed to do in my life.
as a result of this, they have essentially kept me from pursuing the jobs and the life ive wanted to pursue for the past 7 years. anything i was able to come up with wasn't good enough. game development is an "expensive hobby". "an outcrys" nomination was a "costly adventure that didn't retain value". my art is "sad and depressing, no one wants to see it". video games are "not real, you need a second foot to stand on".
so ive been toiling away, trying to please their whims of what im "supposed to be doing", using precious time i couldve used entering the industry i actually wanted to enter learning skills i didnt want for jobs i didnt want, applying and being denied. for a brief while, between 2020 and 2023, i was allowed to do my game development thing, finally, because of covid and such. that grace period is now over.
they have also been strongly controlling my bodily autonomy as it relates to choices im allowed to make without having to suffer emotional damage from them, which has been paranoia-inducing to say the least.
at this moment, i am at a crossroads.
either, i take on a job that pays whatever my parents think is enough for a living and is the "right kind of job" (with my lack of education outside of artistic fields: close to impossible); or i find a well-paying high-profile job in the video game industry (with my qualifications and the state of the industry: close to impossible); or i enter my country's disability pay system.
i have a disability diagnosis, so this would be within reach. it would also be a good deal more money than my parents are keeping me drowning with. to succeed with my application however, id need to:
close my patreon
stop developing games (not enough resources, mental or financial)
be at the whims of this country's political situation and how it relates to welfare, which is in sharp decline
im asking you all for help choosing none of the above.
i want to be free from their financial influence. i want to be able to instantly send them back their "alimony" and know that they can no longer direct my life according to any whim they may have. i want more time to be allowed to stand on my own two feet without being emotionally hurt and financially controlled - because it is nothing short of killing me.
i've started goal on ko-fi - 6000 $. i need a buffer like that in order to be able to have a bargaining chip in this arrangement, at least for half a year.
i need that money to be able to refuse the money my parents only use to have power over me and my life choices, to be able to consistently emotionally harm me and my prospects to become independent in the way i want to.
thank you for reading. even just talking about this makes me feel a little better. please help, and donate if you are able.

EMERGENCY ART COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!
Hi guys! I'm currently unemployed and in desperate need of some money, so i'm opening up art commissions on top of my writing ones. Here are the rules!
THE RULES
Each extra character is +50%;
Payment is via PayPal or Ko-Fi only;
I'm using USD, so please pay attention to conversion rates;
Please DM me via Tumblr so we can talk about your commission!
I DON'T DO:
NSFW;
Mechas;
Heavy gore (mostly due to inexperience);
Backgrounds
Anything else I may feel incapable or uncomfortable doing.
Some art examples under the cut!








^ hey does anybody want to commission me. check out these prices. you can ask me about other stuff too.
i'm sick. i don't have a job or savings
i've literally tried as hard as i possibly fucking can
but i'm basically out of time unless a miracle happens
i'm barely surviving out of a homeless shelter. being out on the streets would kill me faster than i could even pretend to keep up
i'm really scared, but i don't want to give up
please, if you can support me:
https://paypal.me/sqwkbx?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US
https://ko-fi.com/squawkbox
https://cash.app/$sqwkbx