Something Wicked Has Happened Tonight

Something wicked has happened tonight

Reblog this if you're gay and don't have a Valentine.

Well what did happen??

This is a conversation I've had with everybody when I told em the guy I was dating was yelling at me when I told him I wanted to see him more, at this point I hadn't seen him in 2-3 months due to me almost dying of blood poisoning and also going back to Norway to get the best treatment I could get... So under this I was honest and I told the truth, I told him I could have died and I went back home to make sure if I did, at least my family would be there... When I got back, we chatted on Snapchat and never on the phone. During December where I was supposed to spend with him, we talked and I asked him if we were still on for Christmas, he said no and that he wanted to see me during New Years. I said fine and celebrated Christmas with a good friend instead... New Years came around and I didn't hear from him until afterwards, I was all alone, feeling useless, worthless and friendless... I was lost so I called him, then he started yelling saying I demanded too much and that I was a needy piece of shit and nobody could love me* That broke my heart and I said fine, then everything is done then. I'm not the guy you want and clearly you just used me to get something better. We hung up after a 4,5 hours long fight, and I broke down. I did something I hadn't done since I was a child: I cried myself to sleep Days came and went, the words haunting me, making me believe that I was worthless and unloveable. This is a feeling I have to this day, thanks to one guy I lost my faith in me, I lost my self worth.. my heart got crushed, and I am still feeling like crying, just because of one guy, just because I was used. Just because I exist. These are the thoughts running through my mind now, but also I am certain of one thing; boys do cry. It is good for you, but I also am looking at the future, being comfortable in my own skin and also shake it off... *he also called me the following but due to story elements I decided to add it here: ugly, fat, loser, weak, useless, worthless, selfish, annoying, unattractive, I should have killed myself, kill yourself, and he wanted me to lie down and die... Take this lesson: people change, the charming guy in front of you might not be your knight in shining armour, instead spend time to get to know them before you fall

The cat looks so happy, it just seem like I want monies worked

Then there were one

He sat and looked into the mirror, something becomes him in the deep dark of the other side of the mirror, a faint whisper, a longing?? He couldn't stop staring, suddenly a shadow moved in and the mirror, two glowing eyes came rapidly towards him, his heart raced... The eyes came closer from the dark, he heard shuffling, then a big crash... the mirror fell down and broke, and in his hand his cat was dazed and confused... Stupid cat he thought and turned on the lights.. "this is the last time I try Bloody Mary" he thought and while he looked at his cat, he said; who needs Bloody Mary when I have a hyper cat?? He snuggled the cat close to his face, and the cat purred happily

This is soooooooo true...

I say no worries a lot for someone who worries 101% of the time