
19f, she/heracademically smart, but lacking in common sensedesperate to live vicariously through others
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"No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear."
- C. S. Lewis
Working is so boring why can’t I survive based purely on my mediocre crochet skills and deep self hatred-
Actually on the verge of destroying my life because I think it’d be fun-

tag urself <3
That weird, almost liminal feeling of sitting down quietly with a cup of coffee after an early morning run is one I crave periodically throughout the day, but one which really can only be achieved at that specific time in the morning
I would kill to wander around an old mansion on my own right now
If I didn’t have a crippling fear of breaking rules of any kind, you bitches best bet I’d be exploring some weird abandoned places
I wanna see things falling into ruin around me


Some of the books I’ve read in the past couple of weeks…
One of the most freeing things was when I stopped wanting pristine books. A book with a broken spine or curled pages is a book that’s been loved that much more.

New York City ballet production of Midsummer Nights Dream

instagram says these are sexually explicit

I would like to share with the internet this line of dialogue in Aristophanes' 'Knights'.
Things like this remind me why I find the ancient world so interesting.


slices of some new pieces I'll have in the upcoming group show 'Salut 9' opening on June 2nd at Nucleus Portland. all pieces are done on beer coasters, oils, gouache, graphite


Working on some old oil pastel pieces today (slow day, just framing and mount cleaning) and came across a funky triple mount.
It just makes the whole thing feel ✨fancy✨you know?

Untitled 8x10 acrylic on canvas painting by Protoguy
Meeting someone who you really understand and who understands you is such a wild experience because imagine all the things that had to go right in this world for us to meet like this - all of those little decisions that led us to each other on that day.
And knowing that even if you’ve grown apart, or even if you haven’t spoken in years, that weird little perfect bond you had will always be there in both of your minds.

THIS is the bear cave painting i was talking about, the line weight, the proportions, the fine details around the face, and the fact that this all had to be drawn from memory, idk man, it’s incredible to me. if i could meet one person from history it’d be the person that painted this bear 30,000 years ago

By horror surrealist photographer Christopher McKenney.
My version of flirting is looking at someone I find attractive multiple times and hoping they're braver than me.









