I Relate To This So Much That It Hurts

I relate to this so much that it hurts 🥲

i want to be feminine in the way a man is feminine. i want to wear flowy clothes and have it perceived not as if im subscribing to gender-"typical" clothing. i want to be cute in a femboy sense. i want to not automatically be seen as a "woman"

These remind me of when I was little and would take pedisures so I wouldn’t have to eat. I’m sadly lactose intolerant now so I can’t take these unless I want severe stomach pain😭

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Wallet

Insect

Mace Pepper Spray

XP Boost

[Health Potion]

>Put back.

>>Use.

*cartoon gulping sfx*

+50 HP

+10 DP

One of my own biggest issues with holiday meals like Thanksgiving and Christmas is that people always comment something like;

"All this good food and you're only eating that?"

Life would be so much better if it was common courtesy not to comment on what other people eat :/

It just feels so good to talk loudly and talking at a “normal voice level” feels like having the thing you want most in the world right in front of you and being told you can’t touch it because other people will get mad. That’s why I’m either talking as loud as I possibly can or am completely silent. There is no in between.

i hate that i have no volume control. i try so, so hard to reel it in but when im happy, excited, relaxed, comfortable, etc. i talk and laugh loud. it’s as involuntary as laughter. i don’t realize until i get shushed, then i feel like my heart got stomped on. it’s so frustrating because i KNOW it is annoying but can’t seem to help it. getting called on it always takes me from happy to feeling awful in a millisecond

It’s soooo comforting to hear people have this same problem

any other arfid bitches get way more stressed about deciding what to eat than eating itself? cus the moment i have to decide what to eat for lunch I get really overwhelmed cus I want to make ramen because its safe and easy, but then I remember that I’ve eaten ramen for lunch the last 5 days in a row and if I dont eat anything with more sustenance ill get all lightheaded, so then I think of two other things I could make and almost cry trying to decide between them. 

sitting at the window forlornly, waiting for my husband (ao3) to come home from war (maintenance)