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did my usual make up but like if i was one of those tim burton characters

die nacht besonders der mond gibt meiner seele ein halt die kälte das flackern der kerzen gibt mir ein gefühl von wärme ich fühl mich damit nicht mehr so einsam die einsamkeit ist ein teil von mir ich werd von niemanden richtig verstanden und menschen wollen mich missverstehen ich brauch arme die mich halten aber nicht von irgendjemanden sondern bei jemanden wo ich mich sicher fühle jemand die die sprache meiner seele spricht und sagt es ist alles ok jemand der mich halten kann und liebt anderseits macht mir der gedanke angst ich hab angst ich will von niemanden gehalten werden ich fühl mich von menschen verbraucht manchmal menschen triggern mich und sind sich ihrer taten nicht bewusst ich will inruhe gelassen werden nicht von jeden aber für eine zeit

people empty me ~ charles bukowski

i feel too deep, i get a type of feeling when they slightly change their voice and suddenly i feel like a fool and feel hurt even tho its nothing very bad but i feel misunderstood like i dont wanna speak to this person or anyone right now again i dont mean anything like how people think it is

this pic is from august

vintage cup

it feels like i belong to nowhere but everywhere i really wish that my soulmate feels a warmth in his life

i wanna get hugged by the nightsky

i feel sick i wanna get hugged by someone who is real to me and i dont wanna feel like this

yesterday very rainy i got late to school

it was very rainy

some people really cant take a no its just more stress

today i spend time with a friend of me and we were taking care of her horse i feel good

I feel tired of being controlled I just wanna that people let me live

its stormy again<3

i really like to talk with the moon

tonight i saw a shooting star

i can’t sleep

The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that you’re very existence is an act of rebellion.

-Albert Camus

I love it when it’s stormy at night

I swear it taste like vanilla cream

I think the right one, is someone who understands your soul and you do theirs, someone, who understands you and is patient you, both treat eachother with respect, somewhere where you feel calm and feel some type of bond with their soul, where is no place for obsession, just pure love and gentleness and no cross above you’re boundaries, where is just one, who can hold you’re heart and feel your soul like no one, and you both feel like, you belong with eachother, like two souls are entwined, in reciprocity.