I Have A Habit Of Asking The Same Question Twice In Succession, Almost Immediately After Receiving A

I have a habit of asking the same question twice in succession, almost immediately after receiving a response..... with no recollection or memory of having asked that or what the response was. I realise I did that when I am told, or when whoever I am talking to expresses frustration and I ask.

is that a regular-person thing? a dissociative thing? or is it associated with plurality and having alters?

something a lot people don't know is that I LOVE CHINESE ORCHESTRA MUSIC!!!!! God it's so good. I love orchestra but the sound of Chinese orchestra I especially love!!!! (I'm no expert on music theory but I'm sure there's a name for the chord progressions and scales that I like about it) 🎻

Can anyone who is anti endo reblog this so we know we can trust you? Endos are harassing us on here, breaking dni and we need support from real systems and people who actually give a shit about trauma survivors singlet or not.

I also wanna take this opportunity to coin a new anti endo tag "wild rose" which is the rebel password in final fantasy 2.

Please note we are not looking for sorce mates. Please be nice to us, we have had a rough couple of days with endos invading our space without permission.

(Please follow this dni too.)

doing some research, I encountered someone who said that, before diagnosis, they referred to themselves as "we" or "you" in their poetry, but not in speech.

i also recall writing poetry, at some point in middle school, about individual I referred to as "a ghost in my bathroom mirror," begging him to speak to me the way I speak to him.

i am now wondering if that was younger-me's way of expressing the same issue I am having now. that was an explicit, "he," a separate being, that I was looking at.

ive since lost the poems, because that was a long time ago, and I don't remember where I out it. i know I wrote others, but I don't know what they were about.

They really went off naming NPD. Yeah I got the trauma-induced life-threatening disorder of nonexistent self worth it's called "selfish arrogant dickwad syndrome."

-Clarice Lispector