
hi my name is jake (he/him) and i'm part of a DID system! the only things i do are write fanfiction, talk about batman, and write my DID experiences into my batman fanfiction lol <3(my headmates also come through to blog about batman lol s/o system-wide hyperfixations; 20s)
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I Love How I Wanted To Redraw This Comic Book Panel:

I love how I wanted to redraw this comic book panel:

But I failed and instead you have a portrait of a fashion victim who just happens to be a supervillain of a man who dresses up like a bat.
It's based on my design of the bestest villain ever, Riddler - oh, here! check it out babey
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Finished Caped Crusader AND got to the episode in HQ on Max where they become fr fr canon?! š itās a good night for Batman lol
Obsessed with the duality of potential Batjokes dynamics. When it comes to the vulnerability and accepting feelings piece, both routes of the one who has trouble accepting it + the one who accepts it easily are so sweet.
It feels a little bit obvious that Bruce might be the one who struggles to accept it even once theyāve been establishedābut I like when it goes beyond just that good vs evil dichotomy. Bruce running from the love and vulnerability that Joker offers him is nuanced in that he doesnāt believe he actually deserves anything outside of his mission. His whole life, everything heās allowed to want or desire, is capped by who Batman is and represents. Accepting love from Joker would mean that heās more human than he wants to be, than he allows himself to be, even than he gets to experience when heās fully Bruce Wayne. He canāt let himself do love. A big part of that is rooted in his childhood trauma and the idea that getting close to someone means you could lose them foreverāwhich is only exacerbated by the lifestyle that Joker leads and the reality that Joker walks that line of life/death every single day (just like Bruce). It would be letting go of control, and we know heās not exactly good at that. But also itās because Joker sees him. All of him. He sees the most āuglyā side of Bruce that even the Batfam runs from and he embraces that side of him with open arms, with love. Letting Joker love him would mean that those parts of him are lovable too and he canāt allow himself to accept that either when it would be unleashing the side of him he keeps caged and doesnāt want to even acknowledge. Accepting Jokerās love would be finally letting go of his delusion dream of normalcy because then heās accepting that the only person who truly sees and loves the real him is the Joker. Which makes him just as crazy as the clown.
I also really fucking love when Joker is the one who struggles to accept vulnerability and softness. So much of his experience of their relationship is based in the violence that he seeks and genuinely enjoys. Clearly the love and the flirting is so present on his end that it would almost seem obvious that heās the one who easily accepts it. BUT thereās this nuance to it in that he canāt fully accept that those feelings are/might be returned deep down and, if they are and if Bruce wants to love him, then it means he would be opening himself up to being broken by love instead of fists, which is a type of breaking he canāt control. Thereās inherent control in him accepting and goading being absolutely pummeled to a pulp. But being loved by someone who can withdraw their affections (rather than their fists) without warning is different. So once that control leaves his hands, I can see him being completely unnerved by the affection he previously doled out.
I also think heās created this culture of love and flirting that feels so much like a joke (even when itās genuine) that accepting that, when Bruce says it, it isnāt a joke would be a little bit life-shattering. He canāt laugh when thereās no punchline and certainly not when his co-star goes off-script. Not to mention the fact that it would mean accepting his humanity on some level. Joker has been called a monster, an aberration, a freak, his entire life and those are his core beliefs (albeit that he leans into, but theyāre not good beliefs). So letting himself be loved and held and touched gently would go against everything he believes about himself and sometimes thatās just too much to bear. His game with Bruce used to affirm one of the only things he knew about himselfāso once it leaves that territory and gets twisted into something that feels even more dangerous and unknown to him, I can easily see Joker being the one to run from it.
The sheer amount of potential and poetic duality that comes from Batjokes is something I donāt think Iāll ever get over. Thanks for coming to my TED talk.

a bittersweet smooch for your ex whoās in rehab
drew this to fill the bruharvey sized hole in my heartĀ
me patiently waiting for my headmate to front again so he can finish writing the fanfiction I desperately want to read: šš¤²