Update On This 2016 Post, It Was Undiagnosed ADHD Lmao

Update on this 2016 post, it was undiagnosed ADHD lmao

I don’t quite understand how I manage to simultaneously get no work done, no photography, no games/movies or other leisure activities along with zero social interaction on a weekly basis. I don’t even know where my time goes.

Couple of years ago now, I'm actually debating selling my Gimbal now lowkey. This was some work I was doing for an initiative after the 2019-2020 Australian bushfires for the wildlife restoration with nest boxes for the birds and youth education around biodiversity.

I spent the entire day filming in the rain so I was soaked and tired. The drive home was a couple of hours and I literally got into an accident in the last two minutes towards home. I had insurance but the excess was not a pretty cheap price. 😥

So I struggled to learn to paint from scratch for the longest time and it was a super frustrating experience since despite learning all the theory and having the idea in my head I could never translate forms well into reality.  Pretty sure the first was before I had ever tried meds and the 3rd image I think was an update whilst on SSRIs but the point where it gets way more detailed is after I started Vyvanse. Sort of oddly changed my brain and made a few gears start turning and I got rapidly better and improved more at art in a month than I did in the past idk few years.  

2016, Created in Illustrator It was actually just me testing out the software and messing around but finding it again years later it actually sort of looks more like an artwork than a playtest haha

Dm&Glm

Life drawings from March that I was too insecure to post because my silly mind sucks at anything beyond digital and is eternally frustrated. 🫠