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The Devils Tongue
The Devilâs Tongue

Summary: A mask of virtue hides a man riddled with lust and while his stoicism proceeds him, even he canât withstand a begging girl.Â
Pairing: Sherlock Holmes x OFC (3rd person POV)
Warning: 18+. Manhandling, abuse of power, MaleDom/FemSub, some thigh riding, unprotected sex, deflowering, loss of virginity, mild mentions of blood, sex in front of mirror (auto-voyeurism), profanities, bodily fluids, possessive behaviour.Â
Words:Â 4.5k
A/N: Many thanks to my muse @agniavateira for supporting me through this story and for betaing. This was inspired by a certain scene in the film. My pervy mind took it elsewhere. Sincerely, I am not sure how I feel about it, so Iâll let you be the judge while Iâm having my panic attack.Â
Please reblog and give feedback if you enjoyed. đ€
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Title: The Devilâs Tongue
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Even If You Don't Mean It - Part Three

Summary: Your reunion with Sy is just as passionate you hoped it would be, but things start to become strained when you suspect he isn't being honest with you.
Pairing: Captain Syverson x Female Reader
Word Count: Approx. 10.5k
Warnings:
Series Warnings:
Smut including oral sex (m and f receiving), hand job, fingering (f receiving), p in v sex, dirty talking, implied masturbation (m and f), showering together, slight praise kink, anal play (f receiving), mentions of PTSD, descriptions of PTSD, mentions of war, angst, fluff.
Part Three Warnings:
Smut including fingering (f receiving), p in v sex, intimate touching, showering together, dirty talk, slight praise kink, discussion of PTSD, insomnia, illusions to war, angst, fluff.
Authors Note:
Thanks once again to my wonderful friends and beta readers @amberangel112 and @henryobsessed . Your constant support and friendship means the world to me.
A massive thank you to @radiantheartbeat for editing you have truely lifted my writing and inspired me to be better. It has meant the world to me and I have enjoyed getting to know you through the process as well. Everyone, if you want some more great Henry content, please check out her blog here . You wonât be disappointed.
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Sighing contentedly, you put your hand on his still panting chest and run your fingers through his sweat-dampened hair. It curls slightly around your fingers, and you like the way your feminine hand looks against his masculine chest. Slowly, his breathing evens out and he takes long, deep breaths.
âI could stay like this all day,â Sy says, wistfully, and you hum to let him know you agree, âBut, I should take a shower.â
âI donât mind if youâre a little sweaty,â You kiss the still humid skin on his neck to prove it, âYour cuddles are nice.â
Syâs head is tucked deep into your neck, his breath is hot and harsh against your cooling skin. Heâs mostly still, but occasionally his lips sweep over your skin so lightly that it could barely be called a kiss. When you hear him exhale with a moan, you quickly realise that heâs not actually kissing you; heâs yawning.
Sitting up straight, you catch him in the act, with his bearded mouth wide and his nose all scrunched up, looking as tired as a Grizzly bear ready to hibernate.
âYouâre tired!â you utter, as your fingers dive into his beard. You still canât tell if you like his facial hair. His ruggedness, an obvious display of machismo, is definitely a turn on and it feels so much better than you thought it would. On the other hand, you miss seeing his perfectly sculpted jaw and his dimpled chin. The beard makes him look older too, and no one except old men wear beards anymore. Maybe heâd look good with a goatee, lots of guys were wearing those recently.
âNo, just getting used to the time zones again, thatâs all.â
âWhat time did you get to bed last night?â
âBaby, Iâm fine,â Sy insists.
You consider arguing the point. You know how little sleep you got last night, and you assume Sy would have experienced something similar, not to mention the travelling heâd done all day. His eyes are a little red around the edges and heâs blinking a lot. He reminds you of a kid whoâs trying to stay up to see Santa Clause, barely able to keep their eyes open, but insistent on not missing out.
âYou want to take that shower now, Chewbacca?â you ask, giving Syâs beard a little tug. You climb off his tree trunk like thighs and collect your discarded clothes.
Sy stands, following you, and grabs hold of your hand with a raised eyebrow, âYou donât like it?â he asks, bringing your hand to his chin and rubbing his whiskers on your palm. It tickles and you squirm. Smirking, he adds, âI didnât hear any complaints earlier.â
Playfully you jerk your hand away with a giggle, âIâm not used to it is all. Never even kissed a guy with a beard before, let aloneâŠâ your face feels like it's on fire and your ears burn, âthe other thing.â Now that your blood has cooled, so has your confidence.
Sy keeps smirking as he gives you an amused look and bends to pick up his clothes, âNever been eaten out by a guy with a beard?â
Oh God! A jolt of energy tingles your spine and your core clenches. Shit, just hearing him say those words gets you worked up again.
You shake your head, âNever,â you say softly.
âYou liked it though, didn't ya?â Syâs smirk turns to a full grin, and his cheeks crease into dimples just above his beard. His eyes no longer seem tired, instead they shine with roguish intent, âItâs alright, baby, you can tell me. Itâll be our liâl secret.â
You bite your lip. He is such a flirt, how had he hidden this side of himself all this time? Turning away from him you make your way down the short hallway.
âOf course I liked it,â you say a little shyly, glancing behind you to make sure Sy is following, âYou know I did! You just want to hear me say it, donât you?â
âI ainât gonna deny that, I like hearinâ you say you enjoyed it. âSpecially in that voice of yours,â Syâs voice grows raspy, and his register lowers as he speaks. You feel his body behind yours as he wraps an arm around your belly and growls into your ear, âListeninâ to you moan my nameâ shit, you could make a man lose his damn mind, ya know that Sugar?â
Lose his mind? If thatâs the case, you arenât going to be far behind. One turn of phrase and he can melt you. Itâs been a long time since a man has had that effect on you and the only thing that stops you from being embarrassed is that itâs obvious you have a similar effect on him.
âGive me your clothes,â you say with a warble in your voice.
Sy passes you his bundle and taking his bag from the hallway, you open the door to your room.
âMy bedroom,â you tell Sy. His lips seem to grow tight into a line as he sticks his head through the door while you drop his clothes and his bag on the bed.
âYou ok?â you ask him as you reenter the hall.
Sy eyes you up and down as he draws his lower lip into his mouth. Whatever the look he had on his face a few seconds ago was gone, replaced by a lusty grin.
âFan-fucking-tastic,â he says lewdly.
Fuck. It didn't cross your mind that without the bundle of clothes to hide behind you are completely naked. You have a sudden urge to cover up despite it being completely ridiculous, heâs already seen you naked and is about to get into the shower with you. But context is everything, and casually standing naked in the hallway feels different and so much more bold.
Fighting the urge to run and hide, you try to draw out the confidence you had not fifteen minutes earlier, and you stand still for a moment to let him look. He looks at you for a long time, his eyes slowly sliding down your body, as he takes a small step closer to you. For the first time you take in his whole naked form; he is magnificent. To you, he is masculinity manifest; the powerful muscular frame, the sheer size of him, and the hair covering his body that seems to be so perfectly manicured. You canât stop your gaze from going lower to the thicket of curly hair and the leviathan that lay there, unhidden.
Imitating Syâs reaction, you bite your lip at the sight of him. Heâs not soft, but not entirely hard and he points to the floor. His length isn't much different from when he is hard, but he gets so much thicker. You know, when that moment arrives, heâs going to fill you up and stretch you wide. You think about grabbing his hand and taking him to your bedroom instead of the bathroom, but Sy takes another step closer and rests his hand on your cheek.
âI thought you were shy or something,â Sy says, moving his thumb slowly over the apple of your cheek. You must have looked confused because he continues, âYou were reluctant that one time we talked about sex on the phone. I thought you were nervous about it, or really inexperienced.â
âAre you⊠disappointed?â
âAre you crazy?â Sy says quickly, and you canât help but laugh. âDonât you knowâŠâ
Sy stops mid sentence, his brows draw low, and his tongue works over his teeth as he begins to feel you. His palms rub over your body, occasionally stopping at random spots, squeezing you there, sometimes getting a handful of flesh, sometimes bone. His eyes follow the path of his hands until he sighs with a smile and looks at you.
âYou are so fuckinâ gorgeous,â Sy shakes his head, âRemember the night we met?â
You nod, âAt The Baron.â
âYeah. The second you walked in, the whole bar got quiet. It made meââ
Syâs jaw juts out, and he holds it there a moment as he seems to stare at nothing over your shoulder. You cover his hand with yours and his face relaxes a little as you slide your hand over his forearm. He smiles a little at you, but his eyes still seem distant.
âI remember turninâ in my chair and watchinâ you, tryinâ to get it straight in my mind what a girl like you would be doinâ in a place like The Baron.â
You laugh and go to the small closet next to the bathroom to pull out a couple of washcloths and a spare towel for Sy.
âPre-gaming,â you tell him with a grin. He looks surprised and you shrug, âOne of my friends is dating the manager, he gives us cheap drinks.â
Sy narrows his eyes, âYou ainât still goinâ there, are you?â
âSometimes.â
Sy gives you a long, hard look with raised eyebrows, then shakes his head.
âWhat?â
âItâs a rough bar,â he says, âIt ainât safe.â
You wait for him to tell you not to go there anymore, but he doesnât, and even though you can tell he wants to, he bites his tongue. There is something reassuring about the way he suggests his displeasure at the thought of you going to that bar, but restrains himself from forbidding your actions. He seems to respect your autonomy and trusts in your ability to make decisions for yourself. These little parts of him that youâre discovering are only serving to increase your attraction to him. You pull on his neck, and give him a quick kiss to let him know you approve.
âBathroom,â you say, indicating the next door in the hall. Sy points at it and you nod, waiting for him to go in before you follow, using the towels to hide behind, âI met you at The Baron,â you point out, bringing the conversation back to the first night you met as you pass him a washcloth.
Sy grins, his cheeks crease into dimples that peek out from just above his beard. He takes the cloth and draws you into his arms, âAnd look where weâve ended up.â
âAs if this isnât where you wanted to be that night.â
âCourse it is,â Syâs voice drops low again, becoming softer and deeper, âSame with every other man there that night. You were otherworldly in that bar, Sugar. As out of place as a thoroughbred ploughinâ a field,'' Sy breathes in a little shakily, as if heâs reliving the moment. His voice is husky when he speaks again, âThen you smiled in my direction⊠and it was like a punch that knocked the wind out of me. You were so beautiful, baby, I couldnât breathe.â
Goosebumps break over you as your body warms and your skin stays cool. Had he really thought that? He had never indicated he felt that way before. You think back to your date. He hadnât been anything like he was today. Yeah, his kisses had been amazing, full of passion and desire but heâd also been very respectful. He barely touched you anywhere below your shoulders, his hands only occasionally wandering to your hip.
âSo,â you lick your lips, unsure if you should ask the question thatâs plagued you for over a year, âWhy didnât you ask me out again?â
Sy doesnât answer for a while, not because heâs ignoring you or trying to come up with a lie, he just seems to be thinking, wanting to make sure his words are appropriate. It strikes you suddenly that this must be how he looked when he was quiet on the phone.
âI was given my orders a couple of days after I took you out.â
That isnât a surprise. You thought he would have been given more notice than the week before, which is when he told you he was leaving.
âI thought,â he smiles briefly, âincorrectly, that if I didnât see you again, itâd be easier on me. I couldnât ask ya to wait for me, not after just one date. And a girl like you wasn't gonna be single for long. I figured by the time I got back, youâd be seeinâ someone else. Thought if I kept my distance and didnât start anythinââŠâ
Sy steps back and runs a hand over his short hair, as if he is signalling he was done speaking. You wait a while to make sure before you speak.
âI thought you werenât interested,â you say.
Sy looks at you shaking his head, âHow on Godâs green earth did ya get that idea?â
You shrug, âLook at it from my perspective. You hit on me at the bar. You get my number. You call me the next day, and take me out the following weekend. We had a great time, then we came back here andâŠwellâŠâ
Sy grins, âI thought that was makinâ it clear I was interested.â
âIt was,â you say slowly before sighing heavily, âThen you didn't ask me out again, and that pretty much told me I wasn't going to hear from you anymore.â
Sy takes your hand in his, lifting it palm up and kissing it. His nose hovers above your wrist and he inhales deeply through his nose. He growls playfully and nips at your fingers, âGod dammit, woman. This perfume of yours, whatâs it called? Iâm gonna buy you a lifetime supply so you never stop wearinâ it.â
Though heâs obviously trying to distract you, heâs so skillfully charming you canât help but giggle. âQuit it, Sy!â
Sy gives your finger one more bite before he stops, but he keeps hold of your hand. Heâs smiling widely, as broadly and mischievously as a school boy. Heâs so attractive, but when he smiles like that, heâs dazzling; it's so stunning you forget what you were talking about before he became playful. Dazed, you turn on the shower one handed, unwilling to let him go and unsure if he would release you anyway.
Despite your small apartment, your shower is spacious, obviously designed for couples and it accommodates you both with ease. However, it turns out you donât need much space; Sy locks his arms around you, guiding your bodies so each of you has a shoulder under the spray. You lay your heads against each other and for a while that's how you stay, wrapped in each otherâs arms, the embrace as warm as the sultry, soothing water.
When you lift your head, Sy has a small smile on his lips and he leans into you, nudging his nose against yours as his beard caresses your skin. Then his lips stroke yours softly and your eyes slide closed as the sensation of his kiss makes you float away.
âI fucked up, baby. I never meant for you to feel like I'd lost interest in you,â he says. It takes you a minute to remember what he is apologising for, âI thought walkinâ away early would keep you from gettinâ hurt too.â
âSo why did you call a couple of months later then?â
Sy laughed ruefully, ââCause Iâm an asshole.â
You shake your head at him with a soft chuckle.
âItâs true. I couldnât stop thinkinâ about you. I thought about ya so much that I couldnât remember what I used to think about before I met you.â
If that wasn't one of the most romantic things you had ever heard, and he just said it like it was no big deal. There wasn't any emphasis or stressing the point that he was trying to be romantic. He said it like it was a fact, which only increased its impact. Youâre stunned into silence, not quite understanding how Sy can be so nonchalant when he makes these little declarations of his affection for you.
Sy doesnât seem to be expecting a reply and he guides your head to his shoulder again. With a deep, satisfied sigh, you lean into him and wrap your arms around his waist. Slowly he sways with you, a gentle rock back and forth that is just shy of dancing.
âThis is nice,â you whisper, making your voice just loud enough to be heard over the sound of the spray echoing through the room. Sy hums in agreement.
âCan I wash you, Sy?â you boldly ask.
Sy has said that youâre responsive, but he really should see himself right now. His lips part as he breathes harder, and a soft flush blooms over his cheeks. Most telling though, is the feel of his cock as it jerks against your belly. He nods slowly in response.
Lathering the washcloth, you start with Syâs chest, the dark, coarse hair suds up quickly as you sweep the cloth over his body. You wash his neck, his wide, sloped shoulders, and his thick, brawny arms, and then his taut stomach. At first, he is stiff and still, moving only his eyes as he tracks the path of your hand. Then he starts to breathe, deeper and longer, and moves his body beneath your touch, helping you by turning slightly and lifting his arms.
You gesture for him to face the other way and you wash his back, laying a chaste kiss against his spine. Heâs smooth to touch and warm against your lips as you kiss between his shoulder blades. He leans into the cloth as you scrub a little harder, and makes a growl of pleasure. His skin is pale on his chest and back while his neck and arms are deeply tanned. You inventory the small scars and his perfect imperfections, trying to commit them to memory. Once again, youâre struck by how phenomenal his body is, how hulking and bullish. He looks so powerful, strong, raw, and so fucking masculine. Though you love the tender way he touches you, part of you wants to know what it would be like to feel his strength, to feel helpless in his arms, to be completely and utterly overpowered by him.
âHmm, that's good,â Sy hums.
âYeah?â Pressing your body against his back, you bring the soapy cloth over his ass and thighs.
âYeah,â Sy confirms throatily.
Wrapping your arms around him, you reach between his legs, âAnd this?â
âFuck!â Throwing an arm out against the tiled wall, his hips roll as your cloth covered hand moves over his now fully erect cock. You feel his hand cover yours and he guides your movements over his sex in quick, gestures.
Sy turns around swiftly and takes the cloth from your hand. You donât understand, he seemed to be enjoying your touch and he was as hard as steel in your hand, but he pulled himself away.
Your confusion is short lived as he lathers the other washcloth and grins at you wolfishly, âMy turn.â
Sy waits for you to nod before he turns you, laying his hand flat over your belly he gathers you close as he starts to wash. He leans his chin on your shoulder and watches as his hand moves over your breasts, slippery, but pleasantly rough, and your nipples harden in seconds under his languidly sensual touch.
He kisses your neck, softly and gently, dulcetly humming into your skin. Sy is so hard where he presses into you, just the feel of him makes your core throb maddingly. You ache to move and a near desperation fills you to do so, and soon you find yourself rubbing your body against his cock trying to entice him for more.
âShh, baby. Easy,â Sy drawls in your ear.
Holy fuck. His voice is so gravelly, so coarse; and the commanding way he stills your movements by placing a firm hand on your hip, it makes you feel boneless, and your knees almost give way. Your fingers clutch at his forearm, gripping tight to hold yourself upright.
âIâm not fuckinâ you in here,â Sy tells you, then chuckles softly as you whine, âWeâre just gonna wash.â
At first he is true to his word as he moves the cloth over your arms, shoulders and breasts again. Then he drops all pretence and the washcloth, which makes a splash as it falls to the tiles. His soapy hands are all over you, gliding over your skin as he teases your neck with soft brushes of his lips, his warm breath, and the constant rumble in his throat. Using his foot, he edges your feet apart and washes you gently between your legs. Itâs arousing and erotic. Your body burns, but strangely your eyelids grow heavy and you lay your head against Syâs shoulder. He hums and presses a tender kiss against your temple.
âGood girl,â Sy murmurs into your ear, âHmm, youâre so soft.â
âYou keep saying that.â
ââCause I keep thinkinâ it,â Sy says, âYour skin is soft, your lips are soft, your mouth is soft, and dear God your pussy,â he groans, pressing his swollen cock against you, âIt's like smooth, wet, hot silk.â
You close your eyes and let your arms fall lazily at your sides, opening your body up completely for Sy, silently inviting him to take his fill. Youâre well and truly clean, thereâs no soap left but Sy keeps touching you, his hands moving over you with the same easy confidence heâd had earlier. You think heâs going to forget what he said about fucking you as his fingers graze teasingly over your now slick and swollen pussy.
Instead he sighs and wraps his arms around yours, effectively trapping you beneath his arms as his hands cover your breasts. He doesnât caress you or squeeze you, he just seems content in holding you. Slowly the blazing heat he built up in you reduces to a manageable smoulder. He kisses your neck a few more times, short chaste brushes of his lips before he sighs again.
âWe should get out,â Sy grumbles with obvious regret.
You donât want to get out either, but you donât stop him as he leaves the shower while you shut off the water. When you turn around he's holding your towel and as you step out of the cubicle he lifts it over your head and places it around your shoulders. He hums and kisses your forehead before wrapping his own towel around his waist.
âThank you,â you say.
Sy smiles in acknowledgement and follows you to the bedroom. He ogles you as you dry off, his cock is still stiff and you pretend not to notice. Out of the corner of your eye, you watch him too. More than seeing him naked, watching him towel off is strangely erotic and intimate.
A sudden longing fills you as you realise that this piece of domesticity could become normal if this thing between you and Sy can last. This yearning, for him to be with you day and night, and for him to be at home with you, it feels like heâs holding your heart on a string and each moment youâre together he tugs you closer and closer.
âWhich side do you want to sleep on?â you ask, pulling on your robe. You donât bother with underwear because you hope you wonât stay dressed long enough to need them. Sy has put on a pair of track pants with a wife beater and he looks at your bed irritably as he gnaws on his bottom lip.
âHuh?â Sy looks at you, his eyes a little wild as they dart around the room then back to the bed. He rubs a hand over his short hair, âIâm not sure this is a good idea.â
Your heart sinks. What the hell happened in the space of a few minutes? âWhy not?â you ask tersely.
âBedâs too small.â His voice is cold and distant.
Scrunching your face up, you look at your bed. It doesnât look too small to you. Sure, Sy is a big guy, but you had also figured there would be quite a bit of snuggling, and you certainly donât need a lot of room for that. Besides, arenât army beds small?
âItâs a queen,â you tell Sy, trying to refute his argument.
He grunts as you come closer, âItâs too soft,â he mumbles and you can barely hear him.
âSy, if you don't want to spend the night with me, you don't have to make up excuses,â Although you try to bite back your agitation, it carries in your voice and Sy picks it up easily.
âThatâs fucking bullshit, Sugar, and you know it,â Sy barks, his harsh tone reflecting your annoyance. Heâs never spoken to you like that before and it makes you take a step back. His eyes widen as he realises how he sounded and he tempers his expression, âFuck, baby, Iâm sorry. IâŠâ he cuts himself off, his lips pressing into a thin line.
Something is wrong. He was allusive earlier when you had asked if he was spending the night, and you recalled that he had a similar attitude on the phone when you talked about sleeping together. At the time, you had thought it was because he wasnât sure how far you were willing to go with him and he hadnât wanted to pressure you, but now it all seemed suspect. Surely, he knew that you wanted to have sex at some point tonight, especially if you slept in the same bed; there was far too much sexual tension between you for it not to happen.
âI do wanna stay with you,â Sy says, drawing you into an embrace, âYou gotta know I want nothing more in this world than to wake up with you in my arms.â
âThen why are you making such a big issue out of it?â
âItâs nothinâ, baby⊠Iâm justâŠâ Sy grins at you, âIâm hungry.â
You aren't sure if you believe him. The smile on his face doesn't quite reach his eyes and it leaves you feeling on edge. There's something heâs not telling you, and the fact that he isnât being open with you makes you wonder if heâs ever been honest with you at all. You return his smile with a disingenuous one of your own while your mind furiously tries to decide if you should call him out on the suspected insincerity.
You let it go, hoping that youâre just reading too much into things, âCome on then. Iâll cook you dinner.â
In the kitchen, you give Sy a beer and tell him to have a seat while you prepare dinner. He seems more relaxed now as he sits at the island bench watching you with a more genuine half-smile as you gather your utensils. Maybe he really isn't hiding anything. Shaking off your doubts, you concentrate on preparing the meal.
âWe could order in if ya want,â Sy says, âI do owe you a few dinners.â
âWhen was the last time you had a home cooked meal with fresh food?â
âItâs been a while,â Sy admits.
âSo, let me cook for you. I cook for myself, itâs not that much more to cook for you too.â
âOkay,â Sy agrees, âThe offer is there though, maybe tomorrow night?â
His words make you pause momentarily as you reach for a head of lettuce in the crisper drawer. After the conversation you just had in the bedroom, his plan to see you again tomorrow seems odd. If he doesnât want to spend the night, but still wants to see you tomorrow, why not just stay?
You continue gathering the ingredients, trying to push away the nagging uncertainties. It isn't much, just a couple of steaks and a salad but Syâs eyes grow wide at the sight of the two beef ribeyes on the plate. You silently congratulate yourself as he stares at the food and licks his lips. Then you stifle a giggle as you realise that, sometimes, he really does look at you like youâre something to eat. Maybe that should upset you, but it doesnât. Maybe there isnât anything to worry about, maybe he just likes sleeping alone.
There are so many unanswered questions in your mind, youâre relieved when they dissipate as you immerse yourself in the meal prep. Sy seems content to watch you, barely making any conversation until you ask him how he likes his steak cooked.
âMedium rare,â he says, âCooked on the outside, a little bloody in the centre.â
âYouâre a man after my own heart,â you agree.
âYes maâam,â Sy says with a roguish grin, âAmong other things,â He winks at you, well he tries to, but itâs more of an exaggerated blink.
Pressing your lips together, you hold in your laugh, feeling your face heat with the effort.
âYou laughinâ at me, darlinâ?â Sy asks, playfully.
You shake your head still avoiding looking at him, but he moves his head into your line of sight still wearing the same puckish smirk and you release your laughter with an embarrassing bark.
The moment of light-heartedness breaks the tension between you and you both begin to talk about what foods you like, the conversation flowing as easily as it had on the phone. You feel relieved, in the back of your mind there has always been the worry that perhaps your relationship wouldnât be the same in person; or worse, that once sex was introduced, the friendly ease you had with each other would disappear. Of course, you are attracted to Sy and it's what made you agree to a date with him all those months ago, but it was your conversations that convinced you there was the potential for more.
Watching Sy eat was a joy unto itself. You had only ever cooked for a couple of men and none of them seemed to eat with the level of gusto he was exhibiting now. You marvel at how he could be so quick but also maintain his manners. It was like he inhaled the food rather than chewed it and he sat back nursing a second beer while you finished eating.
âWant to watch the movie?â you ask when you are done. You look at Sy and see him staring at you, or rather through you, âSy?â
âSorry,â Sy says with a start. He sniffs and seems to give himself a shake, âI was⊠somewhere else there for a minute.â
âYou alright?â you ask and it suddenly dawns on you what his problem could be. The phone calls when he was too quiet, the worry about sleeping, how distracted and far away he looked sometimes, he reminded you a little of your father, âWe don't have to, we could watch something else, or we could just talk?â Please talk to me Sy, you want to add, but bite your tongue. If his problem is what you think it is, heâs probably not going to discuss it easily.
âWeâve talked a lot,â Sy says, âAbout everythinâ, and nothinâ,â he puts a hand on your face and his thumb caresses the apple of your cheek, âHow is it we still find things to say?â
You shrug, âThereâs still so much that I don't know about you.â
âYou know me, Sugar. You may not know all the details, but you know me.â
âDetails are important, Sy.â
He grunts and drops his hand. He leans back in his chair and crosses his legs, resting an ankle on his knee, âWhat kind of details are you lookinâ for?â
âI donât know,â you say slowly. His guard has gone up again, even his eyes are narrowed and full of suspicion.
He nods and frowns slightly, looking at you with raised brows, âAre you talkinâ about my tour?â
Jesus, heâs blunt. You try not to shift uncomfortably under the weight of his stare. He does not look impressed, âI mean if somethingâs weighing on your mind⊠if somethingâs bothering youâŠâ You trail off as his eyes darken.
âYou donât wanna know about that shit,â He shakes his head and folds his arms across his broad chest, âI thought youâd understand that⊠you more than most.â
âBecause of my Dad and brother?â
âYeah. How much do you know about what goes on over there?â
Your throat feels dry and you reach for your wine, gulping it down hard and filling the glass again, âMore than youâd think.â
Sy looks surprised, âYour Dad told you stories?â
âHe didnât have to tell us. He used to scream during the night,â you say, keeping your tone low, âOne time he actually got me and my brother out of bed and had us in the car before Mom found us and redirected him back to bed. He was asleep with his eyes open. Heâd even responded to questions.â
Sy grunts but makes no comment.
âI didnât know at the time what was going on, but⊠I know now,â You inhale sharply; just revisiting that night in your mind feels like reliving the trauma, and you canât imagine how the men in your life lived through the real thing, night after night, âIâm not telling you about my father because I understand what you might be going through, because I donât, and I know that. I only know that he had to talk about it.â
Syâs chest starts to heave, and he looks away from you, his jaw juts forward as he runs his tongue over his teeth. His arms drop by his side, and his ankle falls off his knee. You bring your chair closer to his, your knees almost touching. You lay your hand out palm up on his thigh. He stares at it so long that you think about taking it back, but then he sighs and takes it in his.
âWhat do ya want me to say, Sugar?â He asks, folding both of his hands around yours. Theyâre so big that just the tips of your fingers peek through.
You move to the edge of the chair to be closer to him. You want to take him in your arms, to hold him and console him. Not just for this moment, but for all of the other times you had heard the need for comfort in his voice and you were unable to provide it.
âWhatever you want to. Just know that you donât have to hide from me Sy, I donât scare easily.â
âCome here, baby,â Sy tugs on your hand and you stand, intending to sit on his lap like he seems to like. Instead he wraps his arms around your waist and presses his face into your belly. Immediately, that deep feminine instinct to soothe kicks in and you run your fingers over his soft, short hair.
âShhh,â the gentle shushing noises seem to also come from that same primal urge. As you stroke his head and tenderly scratch at his neck and back, you wonder if this is another thing Sy thought about: how it would feel to have his woman hold him like this. His woman. Even if you think of yourself with that title, it's never been addressed. Like so much with Sy, you talk and talk, but so much gets left unsaid.
âI canât sleep,â Sy says, his voice muffled, and you stop breathing, not wanting to do anything to stop his admission, âI haven't slept more than a couple of hours a night for a few weeks now,â Heâs quiet for a second or two and you lean back trying to get a look at his face, but he stops you, âI canât⊠please⊠just stay like this for me, baby.â
âOk, Noah,â you lull.
Sy squeezes you gently, âYouâve never said my name before,â he murmurs.
âYou donât like it?â
âI do like it,â he says, his voice still a little smothered by your robe. Then he takes a deep breath and speaks clearly, âSometimes I wake in a sweat, kicking at the blankets cause I feel⊠trapped, I guess.â
âThat's why you donât want to spend the night with me?â
âI havenât slept with a woman for a long time,â he confesses, and you feel him tense before adding, âI mean Iâve hadââ
âI know what you mean,â you interrupt, surprising yourself at how quickly the seed of jealousy bore fruit in your mind.
âI donât know if Iâd lash out at ya, if Iâdâ I donât want to hurt you,â Sy finally raises his head and meets your eyes. Your heart skips and youâre barely able to suppress a gasp. He looks awful, and so tired; his eyes are bleary and wild and rimmed with red, âI want to spend the night with you,â he says as he stands up, keeping his arms firmly around you, âGod damn, I want to so badly,â He drops his head until your noses meet, âI wanna go to bed with you every night and wake up with your pretty liâl head on my chest every morninâ.â
You smile at the thought, âI want that too, Noah.â
âI just donât know if I can,â Sy says in a pained voice.
âHas this happened before? The nightmares, I mean?â
âOccasionally,â Sy admits, âBut not like this.â He looks above your head and you worry that youâre going to lose his focus, so you hold his face between your hands and direct his gaze back to yours.
âCan we try?â you ask.
Sy frowns, and it seems like time slows as he assesses you before letting out a long breath, âAre you sure?â
âI told you Sy,â you smile a little, âYouâre gonna have to do better than that to scare me off.â
Sy chuffs, a small smile appears on his face too, âOk baby.â
His eyes drop and you sense a swift change in his mood as he sucks in a breath through his teeth. Puzzled, you follow his gaze and notice that your robe has fallen open, revealing the centre of your chest and inner curve of your breasts, down to your navel.
âSorry,â you mumble, as you take a couple of steps back and fumbling to close the garment.
âStop.â His words are a command and you drop your hands almost immediately.
Sy closes the short distance between you, stopping before your bodies can meet. His chest starts to expand a little faster, the air whistles through his teeth with each panting breath. With slightly shaky hands, he pulls at the belt and the knot falls apart. He looks at you briefly with narrowed eyes and a slightly open mouth before he looks down at his hands. He grips the lapels and parts the robe at your waist, opening it wide.
The tension slowly leaves his face as he takes you in and his tongue glides over his bottom lip before he draws it into his mouth and bites it. His eyes are everywhere, staring at you greedily, as though he were seeing you for the first time. Thereâs an open yearning to his wide eyed gaze, a vulnerability he doesnât try to disguise. He raises his hand to your waist but stops and meets your eyes before he makes contact with you. You donât dare move, because you fear if he keeps looking at you like he is, your legs wonât be able to hold you.
Heat.
Thatâs the only word you can think of as his eyes seem to want to burn through yours, and all you want in the world is to go up in flames. He doesnât drop his gaze as he puts his hands on your waist. Heâs gentle, the pads of his fingers making contact first, leading with a tender caress.
Sy hums softly as he slides the robe off of your shoulders before wrapping an arm around you. The energy between you feels like electricity arcing; he draws you in closer until your chest meets his and a jolting spark shoots down your spine, straight to your clit.
Barely suppressing a moan, you put your arms around his shoulders and bring his head into your neck. You can hear and feel his muffled groan as he nuzzles into you and tightens his arms.
âIâm gonna take you to bed,â he rasps as his lips move gently over your skin, âGod, I want you. I want all of you.â
âThen take me, Sy,â you whisper because you couldnât speak any louder if you wanted to, youâre so breathless.
Sy doesnât wait for a second invitation, keeping an arm around you he walks you to your room. He shepherds you backwards until your legs hit the bed and you let yourself fall onto the mattress with a giggle. Sy pulls his tank off as he climbs onto the bed, smiling as he sits with his back against the headboard and pulls you over him, your legs on either side of his.
The sun is starting to set and brilliant red and orange light seeps through your curtains and hits Syâs face just right. You stare at him, struck by how handsome he is. His cheekbones are so perfectly highlighted by his beard, and although his skin is marred by scars, it only adds to his rugged perfection.
âWhat are you lookinâ at, baby?â he asks slowly, drawing your attention to his lips that are stretched into a gentle smile. Now they are perfect. Big enough to suit his face, and so surprisingly soft. Without conscious thought, your thumb sweeps gently over them and he chases it with his teeth, giving you a delicate nip and a kiss.
âJust you,â You keep your voice low too, like any loud noise would break the spell of this moment, âYouâre so good looking.â
Sy holds your hand to his lips and kisses your palm, âI could say the same about you, but it wouldnât do you justice⊠youâre so much more than âgood lookingâ.â
âSy,â you shake your head, you can feel your cheeks heating, âIââ
He shuts you up with a kiss, lips firm against your mouth. His arms tighten around you and he rolls you over onto your back, âYouâre beautiful,â he murmurs emphatically as his hand moves down the side of your body with a tender touch. His hand is hesitant as he sweeps it over your belly, and his voice shakes ever so slightly, âI told you, Iâve never wanted a woman like I want you.â
His fingers trace the curve of your breast, and your nipples tighten as his touch sends a pleasurable shiver down your spine. Sy bites his lip as he watches your reactions.
âI wanna know all the ways I can make you tremble like that. Iâm gonna take you every way I know how. Iâm gonna make love to you, and Iâm gonna fuck you until you canât breathe. I want you on top of me and under me. I want you on your fuckinâ knees,â he growls, and for a moment you think thatâs exactly what heâs going to do. His eyes are wild and hungry, like heâs doing everything he can not to flip you onto your stomach and take you from behind.
Instead he lowers his head to your breasts, taking you into his soft, warm mouth. He peers at you from beneath his brows as he moves to your other breast and his tongue comes out to circle your nipple slowly, his breath cooling the wetness he leaves behind. With a faint moan he draws the tight bud into his mouth, and you gasp as you feel his fingers caressing higher on your inner thigh.
âOpen for me baby, let me touch you.â
Your legs part without any thought, it's nearly embarrassing how quickly you obey. But youâre ready for him, so ready, and you want him to know it.
âA little more,â he shifts his weight, giving your legs more room, âThatâs it. Thatâs what I want.â
His fingers keep moving higher, and your thighs quake in anticipation. You drop your head back to the pillow, closing your eyes. God heâs so much, how does he know just what to say, just how to touch you to make you so malleable?
Then heâs on you, his hand is between your legs and the heat of his skin burns your already hot centre.
âOh God, youâre so wet! So soft and warm,â he moans, burying his head into your chest. Your body surges and your hips move against his palm, âOh fuck, youâre killinâ me here, baby.â
His teeth sink softly into the flesh of your breast as his finger slips inside you followed swiftly by a second. You hold on to him, gripping his forearm tight, holding him inside you as you rock against his palm, and his mouth moves over your body.
Sy moves behind you, tucking your body in close. Lifting your leg over his and wrapping an arm around your waist, he presses his hardness against your undulating body, grinding and rocking with you. He crushes his mouth against your ear, his beard and lips scratching at your sensitive skin.
âBaby, look at you move, youâre so close ainât ya? I can feel ya squeezing my fingers. Youâre makinâ me so fuckinâ hard.â
You moan, reaching behind you to pull his hips closer to yours. You close your eyes, focussing on the feeling of his fingers, his hot breath on your neck, and his cock rubbing against your ass.
Sy hums, âYou like the way my cock feels, don't ya?â Even though you know it's a rhetorical question, you nod emphatically, âSoon as you come, baby, Iâm gonna be inside you. God, youâre gonna feel amazing, Iâm gonna make it feel so good for you.â
His fingers slide out of your core and press against your clit and your hips buck as you cry out. He growls, the arm around your waist tightens and his teeth sink into your ear. Heâs suddenly rough with you, his kiss is full of harsh need, all sucking and biting, and he holds you so tight you can barely breathe. His raw power is so potent, but his touch between your legs is still so gentle where he moves over your clit.
âSy, IâŠâ you stutter, panting so hard you canât make the words form.
His arm leaves your waist, fingers sliding up to your cheek to turn your face to his, âCall me Noah, baby,â he kisses you and keeps your face close to his, his voice just a whisper, âI want you to call me Noah.â
You bring your hand to his bearded cheek as you teeter on the edge of your release, âYouâre going to make me come, Noah.â
âGood girl. Thatâs all I want, baby. Do it, come, I want it.â
You close your eyes, so, so close.
âLook at me, I wanna see, IâŠâ
You open your eyes, but barely. You feel intoxicated, so high you could touch the ceiling. Then whatever was holding you up falls away and your body explodes as warmth floods you. Your eyes slide shut again and you can barely hear Syâs whispered praise.
âThat's good, baby. You're so good for meâŠso beautifulâŠso fucking perfect,â His kisses move down your neck and across your shoulders as you come back into your body. Still tingling with warmth, your skin feels so sensitive, each brush of his lips stokes the heat in you and you know you must have more of him.
You roll over in his arms and kiss him, letting your hand slide over his head and neck like he enjoys. You thought heâd already be pushing himself into you; he feels so hard and ready. Instead, he moves under your hand like a puppy who wants pats, guiding your touch to where he wants it as he presses his face between your breasts with a groan.
Then, quite suddenly, he pushes you onto your back, rising between your legs until you feel the hardness between his, pressing against your hot center. Heâs so heavy above you, but you like it; you want to feel his weight, feel how open you are beneath him as he spreads your legs wide to accommodate his body. He kisses his way back up to your neck, trailing his lips over your throat and jaw.
âNoah,â you murmur, and you squirm beneath him, feeling the length of him slide easily between your slick and swollen slit.
Sy hisses in your ear, then pulls his hips away with a curse.
âShit, I⊠do I need a condom?â he asks.
âYouâve been tested, right?â you ask, knowing your brother is tested after every deployment, âAnd Iâm on birth control.â
âYeah, I have, but Iâll wear one if you want me to.â
âI trust you, Noah,â you tell him sweetly and matter-of-factly.
His brows come together and he looks away, his jaw is hard and you can see the muscles clenching. His chest pumps harder and you feel his already rock-hard cock pulsing against your thigh. He looks at you and lowers himself back down until his weight is on you again, holding his head above yours. His eyes glisten, and you wonder if he is going to cry.
âAre youâŠâ
âBaby, IâŠâ he sighs and leans on his elbows while his fingers stroke your hair, âIâm in so deep with you. You know that right?â Your furrowed brows must have been an answer because he continued, âIâm in so fuckinâ deep, I can barely see the surface.â
Your eyes widen, youâre not stupid, you know what heâs trying to say. Suddenly, your chest becomes tight and tears sting your eyes, âNoahââ
His mouth covers yours, âDonât say anythinâ,â he says into your mouth, âyou don't need to, just kiss me.â
And thatâs what you do, letting your need for him speak through the hard collision of your lips and the soft insistence of your tongue. Your desire for him is as strong as his is for you. Youâre in just as deep as he is and you donât even try to hide it.
As if of one mind, you each reach a hand between your bodies for his cock. You both let out a short laugh, and instantly youâre nervous again.
âSorry,â you apologise shily.
Sy shakes his head, âItâs okay. Here,â he takes your hand in his and places it around his length. He moves your hand over him and whispers, âTogether.â
You nod and suddenly youâre both serious, eyes locked onto the one another, your breaths coming hard and fast. The silky, soft skin of Syâs dick slides over your slick folds and your eyes flutter closed with a gasp as his head brushes your clit.
âLook at me baby,â Sy urges and you open your eyes, âKeep lookinâ at me. Youâre so fuckinâ beautiful.â
His hand tightens around yours as he guides himself into your core, and you inhale sharply as he slides in, inch by blissful inch. Your eyes widen as you feel the pressure of him sinking into you, and you squeeze his hand as your pussy stretches to welcomely accommodate his girth.
âOh, fuck,â Sy groans as your bodies meet, lifting your hand off of him and lacing his fingers in yours as he pins your hand against the mattress above your head. He swells within you, filling you, owning you so completely that you donât know how you ever felt satisfied before him. He kisses your mouth and chin, cheeks and neck, but he still hasnât moved, his hardness bound within you.
His free hand clutches at your hip like he wants to be deeper than he already is, and his face tightens as he huffs his breaths like a bull, nearly snorting through his flaring nose. Holding his weight on his elbows he moves his free hand to caress your face, heâs so gentle, despite how much he wants you. You feel like heâs holding back, he seems so tense, and you want to tell him to let go and be wild, butâ God you want him like this too! His tender touches make your heart skip like the needle jumping on a record. You run your hand up his arm and shoulder and lay it against his fur, watching the billowing of his chest with each panting breath.
âYouâre soâŠâ Sy says before slamming his mouth shut and with a low growl, and pressing his lips to yours. His kiss is intense, urgent and needful, with no finesse at all. His lips move roughly over yours, opening them, licking and sinking his teeth into the flesh of your lower lip. Then he moves and it feels like satin gliding over your silken walls. You feel him everywhere, like heâs invaded every cell of your being as his body rolls above yours in a powerful, yet gentle rhythm, so different to the way his lips are moving.
âYouâre so fuckinâ tight, so⊠so⊠fuck! Youâre everything, Sugar. Youâre everything.â
You kiss him with an intensity to match his, neither of you are holding back now, you need him so desperately.You tug your hand out from beneath his, grabbing at his back, feeling the way his spine rolls and his muscles ripple as he undulates above you. His skin is searingly hot and you pull on his shoulders, wrapping your legs around him, craving a closer proximity to all of that heat, all of that muscle, and all of that raw power.
âMore,â you implore, fingers digging into the hard muscle of his ass, âI need more.â
âLike this,â he growls, his voice rumbling like an engine, deep and throaty. He keeps the same easy flow but pushes into you with a hard grunt.
âGod, yes,â you moan as your back arches.
Your body catches his new rhythm and you move together, eyes firmly locked on each other, neither of you can look away. How can it be like this? How can it feel this good when itâs never been like this with anyone else. Suddenly, all of those months of waiting, all of the worry and build up, come crashing down over you. Your vision blurs and you canât blink fast enough to stop the tears from falling.
âSugar, IâŠâ
âDonât stop,â you whisper, pulling on his neck until his whole body rests on yours. âPleaseâ please don't stop,â You kiss him hard, begging him with your mouth, demanding more with your hips.
âShit, baby, I donât know if I shouldâŠâ You close your eyes with a shuddering moan, and feel the rough pads of his thumbs wipe at the tears that spill over your temples. Sy groans, and drops his head into your neck, his arms wrap around your back, âItâs okay, youâre good. I'm here, Iâve got you,â he mumbles as his lips gently kiss along the side of your neck.
Sy slides an arm further up your back and cradles the back of your head, while the other lifts your leg, holding it under his arm. Oh God! He moves, pushing so much deeper, and heâs hitting that spot that makes you go wild. Your fingers dig into his neck and back, his skin is slick with sweat and he wipes his face against his arm before he leans over you, pressing his forehead against yours.
You feel the soft pillows of his lips skim over your face, gliding over the planes of your skin as he mumbles your name, so softly youâre not even sure he said it. You open your eyes and you feel him as youâre held by his gaze, you feel his love, his passion, his need. And as he whispers your name again, you feel him so profoundly that it seems as though he has seeped into the marrow of your bones.
Youâre close to your peak, and you cry out wordlessly as your body pulls tighter and tighter, âNoah, IâmâŠâ you're so breathless, panting, you can't even say it.
âIt's okay baby, let it happen, I want it. Give yourself to me, come on my cock. I wanna feel you, I fuckinâ want it all, give it to me, Sugar,â Sy grunts out his encouragement through hard gritted teeth. His head pushes so hard against yours it almost hurts, but his thumb strokes your cheek softly and his fingers move over your neck.
Your eyes squeeze shut as that welcome and familiar tightening grows in your gut. You know you must be close to shouting, but all you can hear is Syâs muttered urgings, the slap of your bodies colliding with one another, and the rustle of the pillow beneath your head as Sy pushes you further up the bed with each thrust.
âChrist, look at you, youâre so fuckinâ beautiful, so fuckinâ hot,â Sy whispers before his tongue slides over your parted lips, âCome for me, baby. God, I wanna feel you.â
You kiss him, clumsy and desperate, clutching him closer and tighter, not letting go until you crest your peak and fall into your orgasm. Waves of pleasure make your whole body contract and release, you can feel your core tighten around him, feel him as he keeps fucking you through your climax and the little, shivering aftershocks that ripple through you as he hits that spot again and again.
He doesn't stop, doesnât slow down, if anything, heâs going harder than before. His arms slide under yours and he grabs your shoulders in his hands using them for leverage. His eyes stay on yours until he canât hold back anymore and he swears, his lip rising into a snarl before he throws his head back with a deep primal growl. Youâre awestruck as his neck fills with tension, rivulets of sweat run down his reddening skin and the muscles tighten, tendons and veins popping as he strains with effort. Your already stretched core is spread wide again and you cry out as you feel him thicken and release into you.
Then he stills, his head drops back to your neck and his hot, panting breath roars in your ear. For a moment, you feel all his weight as he pulls an arm out from behind your back and searches until he finds your hand, slipping his fingers between yours. With a hum you squeeze his hand and using your free arm and both legs you hug him, and Sy chuckles softly.
His laugh makes you grin and his kiss on your neck makes you want to melt for him all over again. âGod damn,â he murmurs. You turn your head to look at him. His eyes are closed and a Cheshire grin has spread across his face. You kiss his lips, and his eyes open, his smile widening until a dimple creases his cheek.
âYeah,â you say, âGod damn.â
For a while you both lay there looking at each other while you catch your breath. Syâs thumb strokes the back of your hand, and you bring it to your lips giving it a lingering kiss.
Sy closes his eyes and kisses your cheek. His slowly softening cock falls from your core as he rolls onto his back and you protest with a whine.
âDon't worry, I ainât goinâ nowhere,â he says, pulling you into the crook of his arm. You smile and rest your head on his shoulder, your fingers are drawn to his chest hair like there's a magnetic pull. Although wet and matted by sweat and friction, itâs still comforting as your fingers comb through the coarse curls and you close your eyes. Sy yawns, and you imagine his eyes have closed too as his fingers lazily dance up and down over your arm.
Not wanting to imagine it, you lift your head and rest your chin on his chest. Sure enough, his eyes are closed, the muscles in his face seem to be at rest and you stay there, transfixed, watching as he seems to flirt with the edge of consciousness. Soon his fingers stop their caress and his hand falls limply over your arm, presumably asleep.
Thereâs a part of you that is still disbelieving of his presence here, that youâd actually just had sex. You felt like if you fell asleep now, you would awake to find it had all been a dream. You fight the urge to trace the lines of his features: the straight, but bumpy nose, the strong, prominent brows, the high, chiseled cheekbones, and those soft, plush lips. Instead you rest your head back onto his shoulder and watch him slumber peacefully, enjoying your uninterrupted study of him.
With a rumble in the back of his throat, Sy opens his eyes with a start, eyes wild and rolling in his head before they quickly settle on you. He sniffs as he takes a second to get his bearings then rolls onto his side, pulling you in close with an exaggerated grunt and a squeeze.
âSorry. I didnât mean to doze off,â his voice is husky and deep with the remnants of sex and sleep.
âWould you just admit that youâre tired, Sy?â you say teasingly.
He chuckles. Heâs got you so close to him, tucked in so tight, that his chin hits the top of your head when he speaks, âI am tired, baby.â
âCâmon, get under the blankets with me.â
You can feel him swallow against your forehead, âIâd like to shower first,â he says.
You kiss his still damp chest. âI told you, I donât mind you being a little sweaty.â
âDarlinâ, Iâve spent about 12 months without a proper shower. Iâm gonna take one every chance I get,â he reveals and you can hear a grin in his voice.
âThat's fair. Want me to come too?â
âIt's ok, Iâll be quick.â
âWhat I should have said is, I want to come too.â
The shower is much quicker this time, Sy washes himself so fast that he was almost done by the time you finished fussing and got in. Through the frosted door, you see him wrap a towel around his waist and leave the bathroom, coming back with a toothbrush. Finishing just as he returns, you towel off and join him at the sink, the two of you brushing your teeth together.
You both keep looking at one another through the mirror, smiling at each other. Sy grins and gently bumps your shoulder with his, you shake your head with a silent chuckle then lean over the sink to spit out your excess paste.
As you straighten and lift your gaze, it's as if youâve had a vision, deja vu. In that moment, it was as if the two of you had done this a million times before. Standing here together, preparing for bed at the end of the day, like it was your normal, natural, routine. With a sudden clarity, you could see it, your future with him became crystalised, set in stone, and you wanted this to be your life forever.

Ragdoll | Dark August Walker Smut One-Shot

Apparently Iâm on a Henry Cavill kick. This one is dark and has some Daddy kink in it so steer clear if thatâs not your thing. Itâs rough and could be interpreted as dubcon. Fair warning to anyone who finds that triggering. I understand that this fic might not be everyoneâs thing.Â
Dark August Walker x reader (written inclusively)Â
Word Count: 1,496
Warnings: 18+ ONLY, Minors DNI. Smut, Dub con, Daddy kink, degradation, female masturbation, p in v, anal, spanking, sub/dom
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Sinful!Henry waking you up with an orgasm.

Summary: Ever so in love with you, he canât hold back and decides to please you even in your sleep.
Pairing: Henry Cavill x Reader (2nd person POV)
Words: 650
Warnings: 18+, RPF, smut, somnophilia, fingering, female orgasm, male erection, hinted sexual intercourse, savouring on bodily fluids, body worship, male POV, Freyaâs use of poetic sex metaphors. Â
*No permission is given for reposting my work, copying it, ideas or parts it and claiming it as your own
N/A: Decided to try something different, told from a male pov while itâs still reader inserted. Not betaâd; we die with our typos like August getting hit with a hook, falling off a cliff and crashing into an explosion. Divider by @firefly-graphicsÂ
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Midnight Glow.
The shades of a midnight glow veiled you, slumber an unjust kiss that kept you away from my bewildered gaze. Leaning on my forearm to watch you sleep, I was in awe, but of course, forever will I be taken by your deity. Â
My dear love. My definition of beauty.Â
Not wishing to wake you from your sleep, I carefully reached a knuckle to brush upon your cheek - the surface of your skin so supple it felt like silk. The faintest flutter waved through your lashes, and a dark crease parted your lips though you did not wake.
"Are you dreaming?" I whispered while carefully, my hand glided below the blanket shielding your perfect body. God, your flesh simmered below my palm as if my trail left a path of blazing flames behind it. I took your left breast and gave it a light squeeze, my thumb massaging your hardening nipple, making the beat of your heart quicken, and a shudder of breath left your quivering lips.
"Are you dreaming about us?"
A part of me wanted to wake you, to sink between your parted legs and make slow love to you, but I couldn't resist the temptation of bringing you to ecstasy within the tendrils of a delirium.Â
My hand continued to survey down the valley of your torso, following the warmth calling me from between your thighs. I leaned closer with my upper body, almost hovering from above while two long fingers parted your soft petals, and my thumb found the jewel hidden at your apex. I wanted to breathe in the silent moans that escaped your lips as slowly my thumb began to draw languid circles over your clit.Â
The moan that cracked from your throat thrummed through my lungs, and just then, I felt dew pooling at the honeyed crease that longed for my penetration.Â
"I love you," I uttered and kissed below your eyes. The pillowy pads of my digits traced the seams of your dripping slit, raking the smooth wetness on and on before entering your succulent cove.
Little wrinkles formed in your brow. You moaned even harder, your entire body writhing and coiling, spine rising from the matters with the invasion of my fingers into your heavenly cunt. It almost seemed as if you would levitate, possessed by the spirits of pleasure I provoked within you. In and out, I continued to tease your clit by my thumb and pumped in you, my cock stirring in unfulfilled desire to conquer while your hot canal milked around my fingers.  Â
Hanging between fantasy and consciousness, you bucked your hips into my hand and called by my name.Â
"Henry..."
Enamoured, I entered you knuckles-deep, pressing into the sensitive spot that made you quake with rapture. Finally, your beautiful eyes flared open, your mouth did too as your pussy clamped around me. I could feel you spasming against my hand, the tidal convulsion of your ecstasy spurring before you fell back to pillow gasping with astonishment.Â
"Good morning...?" you panted, looking at me semi-amused and semi-stunned.
Leaning in, I drank the mead of your lips and brushed my nose over yours.Â
"Actually, it's the middle of the night..." I retorted with a sheepish grin and then slowly slid my fingers out and brought your elixir to my mouth.Â
Your sharp fangs grazed the pillow of your bottom lip as I savoured on your taste. Impressed by my devotion, you ran your hands down my abdomen, weaving through the hair of my body.Â
"Then why did you wake me?"Â
"Couldn't sleep again," I shrugged and groaned as I felt your nails scratching below my navel.
"Well, it seems like someone else is up. Should I... fuck you to sleep?"
I smiled groggily and flipped onto my back, letting you climb onto my body and take the reins.
The last thing we were going to do tonight was sleep.Â
Night Drive

Summary: A midnight drive turns into an absolute nightmare once Henry decides to take what he always craved for.
Pairing: Dark!Henry Cavill x OfC
Word count: 5.2K
Warnings: 18+, Explicit, sensitive content, Non-con, kidnapping, obsession, possessive behavior, degradation, anal play, breeding, dark themes. Please read with caution. Â
A/N:Â So this is my first non-con, Iâm nervous and I really hope youâll like it. if youâre not into these things, please donât read, I donât want to trigger anyone. Feel free to read @brexrifâ essay about reading non-con litâ as a way of healing.Â
Many thanks to @agniavateiraâ who both betaâd my work and supported me through the process. And @wondersofdreamingâ for encouraging me. đ
As always, feedback and reblog if you enjoyed it.Â
Title: Night Drive
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The Poker Game

Summary: Now engaged to Humphrey, youâre living a life of luxury, so when your darling fiance invites some friends from work over for a game of poker and he promptly looses, thereâs only one bargaining chip left⊠you. Sequel to Beast and The Beauty
Pairing: Gangbang x Female Reader (no race or body type specified)
Characters/Fandoms: Humphrey (Stardust), Captain âLucasâ Syverson (Sand Castle), August Walker (Mission Impossible Fallout), Walter Marshall (Night Hunter)
Wordcount: 3834
Warnings: NSFW, 18+, Reverse Harem, Gangbang, Group Sex, Unprotected Sex, Risky Creampies, Vaginal Sex, Anal Sex, Double Penetration, Triple Penetration, Oral Sex, Creampies, Sloppy Seconds, Dubious Consent, Breeding, Breeding Party, Degrading Names/Talk, Reader used as a fuck toy/object, Cumdump, Cuckolding, Knife Play, Public Nudity, Airplay, Choking, Alcohol, Impaired consent, creampies in every hole possible, more than one dick in a single hole, cum eating. Do Not Do This In Real Life. This story was 100% inspired by a video on pornhub. If you donât know what any of the above warnings mean, feel free to message me privately so i can explain.
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