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And I want you. I want all of you. I want to wake you up on your birthday and cover you in kisses. I want to have road trips with you and scream out lyrics to our songs. I want those good morning and good night texts. I want those dates where we just cuddle and watch movies all night. I want you telling me ridiculous stories about your day and laughing so hard my stomach aches. I want to be on the sideline screaming your name as you play on that field you love so much. And god I want you to tell me how much you love me and don't want to lose me. All I want and all i'll ever need is you.

“I miss you….and I miss us. She doesn’t make me happy like you did” you told me and I could see the sincerity in the eyes that I use to love so much. If you told me this month’s ago, I would’ve welcomed you with open arms and cry tears of joy because you loved me again, but for the past few months, I’ve picked up the pieces that you left. I may have got cuts on my fingers but happiness takes sacrifice. I learned to love myself till there was no room for you. I stopped thinking about the words you told me that night you broke me and all of our memories just became apart of the past. If you would’ve told me months ago, it would’ve been different, but the fact is that it’s been months and I don’t miss you anymore. - Excerpt from a book i’ll never write #3

I tell myself that I’m over you, but every time I see you, I still get breathless - thoughts at 3am // and after all this time, I’m still into you

Today my little brother asked me if I was in love. I wanted to say your name, but you got a girl and we're over, so I just said no. - excerpt from a book i'll never write #2 // If you ask me how I'm doing, I would say I'm doing just fine. I would lie and say that you're not on my mind.

"You know, people keep telling me that I'm gonna realize in a day, a month, or a year, that he's not worth it. But, it's been years and I still can't get him off my mind" - excerpt from a book i'll never write #1 // He's chosen so many girls, and maybe, just maybe if I wait a little longer, he'll choose me