This Is So Real

this is so real <//3

afraid i may have touched a sadness within myself i cannot jerk my way out of

mega reblog i love you kurt AND courtney

they will never make me hate you courtney love

I'm obligated to ask for zakk, brodie, Kevin and hunter (and Medina!!)

Ass, titties or thighs? Who likes what best?

YEAAAH also im gonna put a little smut warning over all my nsfw posts because that’s smart LOL

smut? kinda? ish? sorta? :3

Medina is a thighs girlie

Zakk likes titties

Brodie likes ass

Kevin is a mega titties guy

Hunter likes ass too

Any more thots (😉) about nsfw or smut for either brodie or zakk? I've read your writing over n over low-key 🫠🥰 and I'm inspired ✨️

smut!

i tbh wanna write more about how brodie and zakk fuck tbh cause i believe they’re so opposites with it.

Zakk

as i said he’s like.. thick and long but not as long as Brodie but Brodie definitely isn’t as thick as Zakk so i believe Zakk would be quite the stretch. I think that Zakk would be huge on degradation if you asked him to, not as big on praise but if you want him to praise you then if he really likes you he will!!!

Brodie

i love Brodie he’s so cute!! but anyway as i have expressed before, sex with brodie is very soft and loving. i think that it would be hard for Brodie to go rough and hard with some degradation tbh. i think he’s more of a soft sex with lots of praise. I believe that he would love to touch your body and love you physically and emotionally. brodie would tell you how much he loves you, how beautiful and perfect you are, etc!! I think if you asked Brodie enough to be rougher and be more “meaner” (more degrading) i think he would be able to let loose after a while. like soft blow jobs where ur in control to him straight up throat fucking you if you asked him to.

hey! Could you write something about Zakk dating an autistic girl? I'm an autistic person and I have a huge crush on Zakk and I love your writing so could you do some headcanons about it? I would really be very happy!! (sorry if something is written wrong, I don't speak English and I'm using Google translate 😫)

hiii! okay so i’m not autistic and i wanted to get like.. what it’s like to be autistic so i asked my friend (who’s autistic) about it and they told me about autism so i hope this is accurate to your experience with autism!!

I think that Zakk would honestly not give a shit if someone is autistic and not care for them if they didn’t mean much to them but considering you in this scenario are his lover i think that he would really try!!

also i might’ve written Zakk a little softer because i don’t think anyone is really sure of how he would act in a romantic relationship tbh but even if he isn’t nicer/softer/whatever to people with autism and other things like that i wanted to make him like a little out of character safe space to ppl with neurodivergent disorders for u if that’s what ur looking for cause tbh if he isn’t nicer then what would i write about?? him being normal?? that’s not nice LOL

also if you need me to focus on your experience then please don’t be afraid to tell me what your symptoms and experience is like and what your reactions are so i can write a more personalized version<3

⛧ overstimulation

• harmful stimming

I think if you gave Zakk some direction, he would be a little caught off guard at first but he would get the hang of it. he would try his hardest to distract you, like taking you somewhere else or doing whatever helps you calm down.

• running away

well according to my friend, he says RUN! RUN FOR YOU! because ppl r usually like “u have to be nice to people with autism” but he also says sometimes you need to be a little assertive in like situations like this so i think that Zakk would absolutely chase after your ass lol

• crying, screaming, etc

i think that Zakk would kind of catch onto this quicker than he would with others but if you need distance, he will do it. if you need affection, he will do it. if you need to be somewhere else, he will take you somewhere else.

• distress noises

he would probably understand if the sounds you make sound i guess distressed enough? if they didn’t he would be confused but with some communication he would get it and help u out <33

⛧ communication

• signs and symbols

Zakk would prolly pick up on things like communication cards, hand signs, etc pretty fast!!

• distance/affection

Zakk is totally fine with distance honestly!! i think he would be perfectly cool with affection as well!!! i believe that Zakk would leave you alone physically unless you asked him to be there with you!!

shut downs/melt downs (yes i’m aware they are not the same i’m just bunching them together lol)

• nonverbal

Zakk would be confused but if you can communicate with cards or symbols then he would get it pretty quickly. i think that if you didn’t communicate at all he would probably just leave you alone but keep an eye on you.

• needing rest/space

as i said, Zakk is cool with distance!

• needing touch

if you touched Zakk in a more affectionate way (like a hug, etc) he would understand but not touch you like full on (not sexually i just mean on full cuddles) unless you gave him a signal that that’s what you want. if you asked him, he would still understand and tend to your needs in both scenarios <3

⛧ general autism stuff

• social battery

i think that Zakk would have a pretty good experience with things similar to a social battery so he would pick up the signs and leave you be!!

• fidgets

Zakk would get it. i just feel like he would. I think that Zakk would prolly fidget with things himself but i mean more like his jewelry, hair, skin, etc (no i’m definitely not projecting!!/sarc) i think that if you really asked him to he would go out and get u some LOL

• special interests

I think he would be confused on why you’re so fixated on something but over time with being educated how autism works then that confusion level would go down.

• happy stims/just stims in general

Zakk would be confused!! i stim myself (i’m neurodivergent but i’m not autistic) and i think that Zakk would never really understand it lol but he wouldn’t judge u bc he loves u

• headphones/something noise cancelling

if it really helped you and you couldn’t get it on your own, Zakk would get some for you tbh!!

So I'm fairly shameless when I'm watching deathgasm and metal lords (or even the lost boys, about vampires! Very special, def check it out!) But every scene I'm just watching everyone's hands 👀👌

Who has the biggest hands, zakk, hunter or brodie? The softest? The most gentle? The roughest?

😶🤟🙏🙏

OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS!! also i love lost boys!!

i think that out of all of them Zakk would have the biggest and most roughest hands, Hunter would have the softest, and Brodie would have the most gentle.