Those Whove Been Here For A While (and Have Seen My Art) Have Probably Heard That I Have Weird Moments

Those who’ve been here for a while (and have seen my art) have probably heard that I have weird moments of phantom limbs that I realistically wouldn’t ever have- wings, spikes, horns, animal ears, or a tail (which is the current bother)

Idk if it’s a furry thing or an alterhuman thing or a therian thing or whatever it counts as but it fuckin sucks

and the closest analogues I have- mechanical wings, a belt tail, barrette ears- don’t line up right and have no nerve-feelings so it just feels awkward on top of the phantom sensation

Idk, I feel weird talking abt this… like I’m a “freak” and a “furry (derogatory)”

but it genuinely gets in the way sometimes- like right now, when I can’t sleep bc I can “feel” my tail even though it isn’t there and it’s making my brain go nuts

new blog for stream notifs bc twitter is exploding

@tiredarts-alerts

will stream eventually I promise

i ❤️ cut content i love unused assets, i love early/beta versions, i love dev notes left in code, i love out of bounds discoveries, i love the cutting room floor, i love placeholder graphics/text, i love debug modes, i love concept art, i love hacking, i love silly placeholder names given by devs, i love scrapped plot points and mechanics, i love unfinished and abandoned models, i love parts of code that was intended to work but was never properly implemented, i love unused content being leftover in the final version that may no longer hold its original intended purpose yet still remains in place even if hidden away out of bounds or remains visible yet inaccessible to a player without their knowledge that it was once meant to be something but somewhere along the lines of development got scrapped but took too much effort to remove or was forgotten about so it sits there, a memento of something that once was

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I fear I may fall down a new rabbit hole at 5am