Thank You So Much For Tagging Me! I Rarely Get Mentioned In Tag Games, So This Means A LOT To Me.

Thank you so much for tagging me! 🩷 I rarely get mentioned in tag games, so this means A LOT to me. 🥺🥹🫶

So, these are the five most recent pics I downloaded from Pinterest:

I downloaded the first two pics to make this post, and the rest are from the time I was looking for desktop organizer wallpapers for my laptop (that was back in April, lol.) Oh, and btw, I don't even have a Pinterest account. All of these were downloaded illegally. 😈

Tagging my most recent mutuals: @edwardsissyhandsthtdanceslikeabb @ayeitsmeemib @maintohthakgayibhaishaab @whatmyheartdesires and anyone else who wants to participate! 🩷

Let's create a pintrest thread, post 5 most recent pictures downloaded from pintrest and tag your most rent mutual from the notification box

Your turn @intellectual6666

TW: Vent Post ⚠️

I just realized we're so close to 200 followers... But I have no idea if we can actually reach that milestone. I've lost so many mutuals and followers out of nowhere, and it still keeps happening. Every time I gain a new follower, I lose 3 more. Sometimes my follower count decreases after I gain new followers??? It's just painfully comical, seeing my follower count fluctuate randomly. I swear this must be some sort of technical glitch or something. Because there's no way people are actually unfollowing me as I gain new followers, at the same time?? Something's definitely not adding up. The first couple of times this happened, I didn't mind it as much. But then it became a consistent pattern. Losing around 3 followers for every new follower I gain, so that there's never a net increase in followers. The graph is always a goddamn plateau, if I'm lucky. And the saddest part is, I have to follow people back if I want to ensure that they keep following me. This is why I feel incredibly hurt when a mutual randomly unfollows me for no reason. Another really interesting thing I've noticed is that, my follower count only "increases" when p0₹n bots start following me. 🙂 I wish I was kidding. And then it goes back to the previous count after they're blocked and reported. But this never happens when I gain actual, human followers. Then the follower count decreases, like I mentioned before. It's so frustrating.

People say this is the site where follower count is insignificant, but I don't think that's true. Every other day I come across posts celebrating the event of hitting a particular follower milestone, and their follower count is always MASSIVE. I'm talking 1k+ , sometimes even 10k+ . And then I think of my pathetic little blog which hasn't even managed to reach 200 followers in 2 fucking years. I feel miserable. It seems like only the blogs that literally spam-upload posts are the ones that have thousands of followers (by "spam-upload" I mean posting like, 20-30 posts in a minute??? 50 in half an hour??? And they always seem to upload stolen posts with irrelevant, clout-chasing tags 💀) It's so unfair, because this implies that you have to blog like your life depends on it, in order to gain followers. You can't be inactive for a few months, because then you'll lose all the engagement. This isn't me begging for followers btw, just a vent post because I felt like screaming into the void.

Thank you so much for tagging me! 🩷 I rarely get mentioned in tag games, so this means A LOT to me. 🥺🥹🫶

5 happy/positive songs that describe me are (media included):

1. No Roots - Alice Merton (perfectly describes my tendency to never settle & my whimsical nature)

2. You Don't Own Me - Lesley Gore (this isn't exactly "happy", but it still perfectly describes me)

3. Ghungroo - Arijit Singh ft. Shilpa Rao (this is a Hindi song about dancing like no one's watching & I relate to the chorus SO HARD lmaoooo🤣🤣)

4. If You Love Her - Forest Blakk (again, not really a "happy" song, but when I listened to it for the first time, I just knew this was my song. Like, they wrote this for me.)

5. Watermelon Sugar - Harry Styles (I KNOW what this song actually talks about and NO I've NEVER experienced that, but this song feels personal because of that one line: "...Baby, you're the end of June." Why? Because my birthday's around the end of June😭)

Tagging: @whatmyheartdesires @ashlakh @maintohthakgayibhaishaab

okay I think I should do some happier songs that describe me instead of those five depressing ones, so here are some others

Dream - Priscilla Ahn (the first verse literally describes my childhood)

Lush Life - Zara Larsson (literally my teen years)

Still Falling For You - Ellie Goulding

Enchanted - Taylor Swift

Mean - Taylor Swift

@aliferousdreamer

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