I Think That I Should Start Posting Some Fanfic Related Stuff :>

I think that I should start posting some Fanfic related stuff :>

As you MAY know (from my reblogged posts from @olithewaterdemon) I’m co-writing a fanfiction! I am also working on art and animatics and edits etc of it, and I think that I’m gonna start with posts of that. Eventually, non fanfiction and fully OC / original stuffs will be posted, but ima start with stuff from A Lasting Curse :>

let’s begin, shall we?

Meet Azar. These face markings are non-canonical, but it looked cool. Anyways, Azar began with both amber eyes, but eventually, one started flickering red, and eventually, boom, one permanently red eye.

Azar is a fire elemental, a half-blood, and uses she/they pronouns. She’s a Slytherin! However, in our story, Hogwarts has All-Gender Dorms, which can be accessed by any house and has its own common rooms! Thus, the gender queer students (or students who simply… wanted to be in a different form and found accommodation there) are the source of the most inter-house unity in the entire school! You can choose to switch into and out of the A-G Dorms at any time.

Ableist language content warning:

Just a PSA: Many people believe they aren't ableist but as soon as someone's disability inconveniences them in the slightest, they're immediately up in arms about how horrible this person is for being disabled.

So tired of hearing "you have to help yourself"

"Have you tried [insert completely unhelpful tip]"

"You can't expect the world to bend to your will." (When asking for accommodations)

"You don't LOOK disabled."

"Well you did ___ yesterday why can't you do it today?"

"You need to stop making excuses."

"You complain too much."

"You can do anything if you put your mind to it."

"You just have to force yourself to work you have no choice."

"Just go home if you're going to act like that [my legs collapsing beneath me/fainting/saying I'm having a panic attack]" (same people who tell me I just need to push through)

"Oh that person is being so rude" (when they are overwhelmed and unable to carry on a normal masked conversation bc they are overwhelmed)

"ADHD isn't an excuse to be late or forget things you can set alarms and have planners"

I and many others are rightfully pissed off at being dismissed and condescended to and belittled and stomped into the dirt EVERY OTHER DAY. (Not exaggerating.)

being demigirlflux is weird

a demigirlflux person, 2024.

For those who’d rather attempt to read my handwriting: most of the time (less so more recently) I flit around, vaguely comfortable with being called a girl (I used to use she/they, pronouns, while I’ve switched to they/she it wasn’t and still isn’t inaccurate)

and then sometimes, inexplicably…(more often more recently) it just… feels wrong.

it’s weird, because it isn’t consistent. It would be nice if it was, haha.

if this gets 1000 notes by March I'll uh. get a therapist. and y'all aren't allowed to reblog more than three times, I know what my friends would do

edit: to 1000 because my friends will try to get to 100 in the comments

REBLOG if you have amazing talented artist friends!

little comic I made on paper!

transcript:

I send a video, because I was comparing my gf and I to skephalo but more wholesome (less wholesome actually but we argue less lol)

Ender (me) : I 100 percent would put you in a hole and keep giving you false hope that I’m going to let you out.

Ender (me) : UH

Ender (me) : …why did that sound sus…

Spooder (my gf): o deer haha

Ender (me): WHY DID THAT SOUND SUS (bc I’m dirty minded ;-;)

Spooder: (my gf): AH. I’m just worried

Spooder (my gf) : that you’ll uh, trap me in a hole.

Spooder: (my gf) o deer. That does sound sus.

Ender (me) *screaming at the top of my lungs*

this is a real actual interaction I had with my gf over text. It was. Memorable, to say the least.

huh. I wish we had a ship name lol