A Drive Home. A Surprise Confession. Could It Be A Mistake? Choose You Fighter Style Aka Choose You Biased.

A drive home. A surprise confession. Could it be a mistake? Choose you fighter style aka choose you biased.

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"Maybe this was a mistake"

"You could never be a mistake to me"

It had all happened fast- like one of those movie moments that you'd been hoping would happen from the start but had left you sitting on the edge of your seat willing it to happen in fear that it wouldn't.

"Did you hear me y/n?"

You looked at him puzzled still trying to hide the blush that spotted your cheeks. You did hear him, at least you thought you did. But yet you couldn't remember the words he just said. But you could remember his sweet sent. The way his hand felt as it brushed against your cheek tucking a small bit of hair behind your ear. You could remember the soft gentle touch of his lips against yours.

Mistake. That's what he had said. You could never be a mistake to him. But that couldn't be right...could it?

You got caught up again in the memory of it, the feeling of it. He had driven you home from the dorms. It was just like any other night, it was him. When you pulled up outside your building you could see this glint in his eyes. An unsureness clouded his face that you'd never seen before.

"Are you ok?"

"No I -" you could see him fighting his thoughts in his mind. He looked down at his hands as if looking for some kind of answer in them. Then he found it, "I've been trying for so long to act like everything's ok. But the truth is, it's not y/n"

You felt you stomach do a backflip.

"I've been trying to act like I'm ok with this, with us but I can't anymore." He paused almost like he was debating if he should go on but it was already too late. "I want you y/n. Not just as a friend though. I want all of you, for myself."

It was like time froze, you'd heard what he said but it was like your mind couldn't fully register what he said. But then it did.

You felt yourself lean across the car to him. Stopping just before your lips touched. Could you really do this? Was this really real?

"I said you could never be a mistake to me and I mean that. You don't know how long I've wanted to kiss you. For you to kiss me back. I wouldn't take it back for the world y/n and I hope you wouldn't either"

The world came rushing back to you. You'd just kissed one of your best friends. He wanted all of you. All to himself. You couldn't deny it - you wanted all of him, all to yourself too.

You smirked, leaning in close to him once again, "maybe you should kiss me again just to make sure."

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Soft Moments with Wonwoo

Late night pillow talk - Wonwoo might seem a little closed off to the world when it comes to sharing parts of himself. But when it's just the two of you snuggled under the blankets of your bed nothing is off limits. You're his safe space and when it's just the two of you all of his thoughts, dreams and ambitions are shared with you. There's nothing holding him back. He loves having you tucked under his chin, bodies intertwined telling you about everything from his gaming wins to the hopes he has for your future together and the worries he has in life. You're his favourite sounding board, therapist and let's face it maybe a life coach too. He holds so much in from the world that to be able to open up fully to you without judgment and fear, only love and support makes him feel so much more love and appreciation for you. With you he can be vulnerable and he doesn't hold back. Now don't get me wrong, it's not all about Wonwoo. As much as he enjoys being able to share his world fully with you, there's nothing he loves more than having you tucked in close to him letting you vent about your day, telling him your hopes and dreams and sharing your worries. He's the best listener and is always there to offer his opinions or advice. He likes to deconstruct your problems and present them to you in different lights so that they don't seem as big and scary. By the end of your talks he's solved all your problems or has a game plan in order to get life back on track. He's your biggest supporter and he won't ever let you forget it.

Acts of service - he might not always know how to express his thoughts and feelings to you in regards to your relationship. He might not be big on saying the words 'I love you' but he would show you how much he loved you in other ways. Wonwoo would be the type to run you a hot bath after a long day, cook for you and let you steal all his clothes without complaint. He would do anything to lessen the burden of the day on you, show up to every moment in your life big or small and always be your biggest support without question. You didn't need to hear the words from because you felt it through all he did for you without even asking, all because it helped you and it gave it great happiness to see that smile of relief or appreciation on your face.

Stolen moments - although Wonwoo isn't big on personal displays of affection that doesn't mean he doesn't sneak moments in. Honestly, to him stolen moments in a crowded room when no one seems to be watching are much deeper and exciting to him. They're small, simple moments, over in a second but they leave you with a flush to your face and a catch in your breath. Surrounded in a crowded room your eyes would be searching their faces for him but he would catch you before you saw him. You'd feel his hand on the small of your back, bending down so that his lips would brush lightly against that spot on the neck you always liked or a fluttering kiss against your shoulder. He was the first to notice if you were overwhelmed in the room full of people, he knew he didn't have to say anything just his presence would help you take your breaths easier but he would let you know he's there by running his thumb along the back of your hand or tracing small circles on the inside of your arm as you stood close together. Wonwoo would always ensure that you knew you were the only one catching his eye in the room. He'd love to gently move the hair from your face getting close to whisper in your ear how you were the most breathtaking one in the room, loving watching your face redden with his words

Always knows what you need/always taking care of you - it's like he has direct access to your mind. Wonwoo knows you so well that just by the look on your face he can easily tell if you need a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear, a engulfing hug or just one of his well constructed meals. He's always in tune with your needs and would go out of his way without complaint to make sure they were met. He wanted you to be happy and would aid in making sure that how you felt in anyway he could. You just needed someone to be there with you as you sat in silence until you were ready to talk? He'd bring snacks and arms to wrap around you for support. Had a rough day? He'd cook you your favourite meal and wouldn't leave the table until he heard every last bit of it. Just needed to be held? He would be your own personal teddy bear. Whatever you needed he was there.

Invasion of personal space - we all know Wonwoo likes his alone time, don't we all? But the one person he doesn't mind having around all the time is you. He actually likes having you around during his quiet moments. Just knowing you're there, curled up in your chair he bought you for his gaming room reading calmed him. Having you laying on his lap as he read, sometimes reading out loud to you was pure comfort. You knew how much he valued his peace and quiet so to be able to allowed into the domain meant a lot to you and showed you just how much he valued having you in his life.

Eyes always on you - despite all the people that might be around him at times, if you're in the room his eyes are always on you. Not just out of pure admiration and love for you. But out of worry and safety. He always wanted to ensure you were safe and comfortable, enjoying yourself even if he couldn't be right by your side. He wanted to ensure you weren't overwhelmed by the sheer amount of people and pressures that surrounded his life. So even if you thought he was caught up with a group of people he was always highly aware of where you were and gauging how you were feeling and if he could help