This Has Always Been A Problem For Me(especially When I Wrote Primarily For Bangtan). I Stopped Feeling

This has always been a problem for me(especially when I wrote primarily for Bangtan). I stopped feeling excited about my sfw content bc of how little engagement it got. I’d spend time and get excited only to get 11 notes but then I post a short nsfw thing and it goes 10x that in half the time. I think it contributed to the short form nsfw content that populates my new blog. Not to hate on myself or others bc I love reading and writing it but the excitement I feel for sfw is not the same and it makes me sad. Sometimes I just want to tell a story :(

It’s also hard bc tumblr likes to switch how posts are seen, shadowbans, and sometimes reblogging isn’t in the forefront of someone’s mind. It’s really sad.

I say all that to say though please don’t change your writing based on that. People who love it will still be here. Do what you feel is comfortable but remember people who love it and want to read will be here.

PLEASE SEND ASKS, LEAVE LIKES AND REBLOG!!

i kinda wanna be honest and say that i feel like sfw caratblr has been like… been getting less and less engagement. i’m not the only person thay feels this way and truly i mean no hate toward smut writers (i literally have a sideblog for that kind of content now tht i do post on lmao i would be hating on myself) but idk it just feels like ppl are jumping ship for tht content completely and dropping sfw writers entirely

just… feels really shitty to see less and less people engaging? it makes me think that i’m the one getting worse. and honestly, maybe i am? maybe it’s my writing that’s attracting less and less people.

i just wish the answers were clearer. i love writing and a lot of my drive comes from that love, but the lack of support does destroy my motivation to post writing more and more. i appreciate the people who regular try to engage with me now, but like…

what am i supposed to do when the numbers keep dwindling? change my writing up? i don’t know what’s bad if people don’t tell me what they are and aren’t enjoying. just stop posting entirely? maybe! who knows! i just don’t know what i’m doing wrong and it’s starting to get to me more and more. i make some people happy, but what about the people that stopped reading entirely? it eats me up inside even though i know i can’t please everyone.

maybe my writing is getting worse after all and i’m just looking for someone else to blame.

the way i wanna bite woozi sooooooo bad

like the urge is HUGE

me @ woozi rn:

Darkness Falls Across The Land...

Happy Spooky Season, Friends!

Welcome to the masterlist of horroooooor! The landing page for all things spooky and spine-chilling 2022. Lots of stories and drabbles coming soon. Taglist possible

???? (Mon. 10/31)

Final girl!Reader x Serial Killer!Yunho

Be careful who you steal from

Stealing from Witches!ATZ Stealing from Demon!SKZ Stealing from Magic Shop Owners!BTS

Haunted House

Reader x Yandere!Ateez(OT8)

Honeymoon Horror

Reader x ???

Vampire Training

Vampire!Yunho x reader mini series

His call

Siren!Jihoon x Reader

Black Tears

Demonic Angel! Jeonghan x reader

darling(tues. 10/25)

Request: demon!wooyoung x angel!reader (smut)

Request: yandere!headless horseman!wonwoo x reader

Request: siren!seonghwa // praise + corruption + possessiveness + holding hands during sex

non spooky directory 🧡 2023

something in me just tells me that joshua was a gleek

soft chan pictures i love so much <3

i want to give him a hug so bad :')

Is Hyunjin not part of the soft skz series? He’s the only member not included in the edit/cover picture

He is! He’s actually {soft thoughts} .04 ! Last night I finally noticed after I updated the banner to include my new user but it was already late so I said I’ll just add him in later.

It’s kinda funny long that banner had been up on my old page and neither I nor anyone noticed.

Sorry Jinnie🥺