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I’m sorry if I haven’t been uploading for a while, I’ve been busy studying for my driving’s license and writing a book for wattpad in spanish.

I don’t know if I’ll be uploading soon or if im leaving it like this.

Been thinking about this for a while.

It was you… The whole time.

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Prompt: "It was you... The whole time."

Fandom: Harry potter

Pairing: Draco Malfoy x reader

Warning: Fights, Blood, Swearing

Word Count: 3.7k+

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___’s POV

There were normal days at Hogwarts and other very crazy ones, but today was a normal day. Each of these walls tells a different story, each painting, each person is so unique. Among the corridors, voices were heard, teenagers laughing or stressed by some assignment. You could see young people sitting on the floor doing work together, others you could find in the great library to study and others...well, others with their tongues inside the others throats, as I would say.

Right now I was walking through these corridors trying to find my friends, and it wasn’t easy being my height. My house is Slytherin and I wore my Rope and tie with great pride despite feeling the ugly looks from the other houses. I was somewhat known for my great knowledge of herbs and my help towards the other students for that type of task. Oh, I forgot, I'm currently in my fifth year, and I'm in the same year as the great Harry Potter.

Being distracted in my thoughts I tripped over a foot and felt myself fall to the ground, but I never felt the ground, but I did feel hands take my small body avoiding that fall and with that I heard the voice of the one who gave joy to my days...

- ___, are you okay? - I laughed a little and nodded my head before getting up again to my normal posture. I arranged the books I was carrying in my arms before looking up to see those blue eyes.

- I'm fine, how are you, have you studied for the exam yet? - I asked in a calm tone without removing my gaze from his eyes. I watched as his expressions calmed down, and nodded with a smile, that smile that could make anyone fall in love. Do you know who I'm talking about? He is Draco... Draco Malfoy.

-Not only did I study, I also did paperwork to remember, just how you do. - He kept talking with that big smile on his face, while mine mirrored his. Seeing how more students left the classes we stayed close and walked to our next class, him being by my side made me very nervous, my hands trembled and sweated.

- I like to hear that, I told you it was a good way to study and learn. - I looked at him and shrugged, giving him a small, shy smile. Once we got to class we sat in our seats and for obvious reasons I sat next to that blue-eyed boy. Not only did I like him, he was also my best friend since our third year, which makes things worse. I couldn't tell him about my crush because I had a fear inside me, I didn't want him to reject me and change something within our great friendship, that's why I chose to shut my feelings towards him.

The classes were so long, but so short because I wasn't paying attention to them and without knowing it, class time had passed and not a single note had been taken.

- Hey… Draco, can you pass me the class notes? I was quite distracted thinking about yo… About what will I eat! Yes, what will I eat? - I laughed nervously as I took everything in my trembling hands.

- Sure, but are you okay? You’re a little… red? Are you ill? -He began to bring his hand to my forehead, to which I dodged it before starting to walk.

- I'm excellent! I'm just a little hot, very hot! See you in the common room, Draco! - I said in a hurry wanting to leave as fast as possible. I don't know why I said hot, when we were just starting winter and the air was getting colder. Once in the hall where the common room was, I whispered the password, so I could enter what we called home. I got to the girls' room and threw myself on one of the four beds in that room, which one of them has been mine for 5 years.

I closed my eyes tightly wanting to erase everything that happened that day, I had never been as embarrassed as today, and more so in front of that boy. After what seemed like hours, I decided to get up and take a big shower to wash my sorrows and worries off my body. I washed my hair and body, once I finished I brushed my teeth and put my creams on my face.

Already in my room, all warm with my nightwear and a large blanket covering my body, I decided to write one of the many I have written to Draco, but without telling him who I was, everything was anonymous, I was getting tired of hiding, but It was the only way I could express myself with him. I took a piece of paper and my quill along with the ink and started to write, starting like all those.

⠀⠀

Dear Malfoy,

Today your eyes were a shade bluer than when I wrote you my last letter. In that blue I can see a great sea or a great sky, I could get lost in them any day. I would no longer need to see either of those two, since you have both in your eyes. I would give so much to be the one to look at them first thing in the morning when we wake up, maybe I can’t now, or ever, but I have that hope of holding your hand and thinking about the great future that awaits us.

Those eyes full of brightness, which you hide when you’re serious, tell many stories, those eyes full of emotions make my heart want to burst from my chest, there is a small chance that both hearts will come together in the future, but a big fear is in my chest, which makes me struggle breathing at the thought that the future may never come at my hands…

Yours sincerely,

Little One.

⠀⠀

Once I finished writing, I folded the page and put it in an envelope before writing to whom it was addressed. I walked out to the boys' rooms until I reached where Draco slept. Once I placed it under the door, I quickly returned to the common room, waiting for him so I could copy those notes I needed.

Draco's POV

Lately, that girl had been behaving very strangely, every time I tried to help her in any way she just backed away from me and ran away saying that she has to leave or do something urgently. I've been thinking that I've done something wrong, but decided to put it aside and continue doing some things that I was supposed to do before reaching the common room.

An hour after that class ended, I was able to return to my room, but not before seeing how she was there reading a book, surely she was waiting for me. I didn't bother her and went straight to my room and saw a letter, which looked like the ones that have arrived under the door in the last weeks. I sat on my bed and started opening the letter. I read it three times smiling a little at her words, in could only think about that signature "Little one...", who could it be?...

I put the letter down with the others and went for a quick shower. I took my things once I changed and went to where the girl was. I saw her face of concentration, her lips parted, and her eyebrows furrowed, she had her legs on the couch, I just walked over and took her legs, and put them on my legs once I sat down.

-Sorry for making you wait, little one, I was having some problems… - I spoke in a quiet voice not wanting to scare her, I saw how she took her eyes off the book she was reading and gave me one of her smiles, they were so warm and made me feel at home, something I've never had. She shook her head and closed the book, leaving it on the small table that was in front of us.

- Don't worry, i killed time reading the book, I'm glad you're here. -Her voice was melody to my ears, it was as if an angel was playing her harp. I handed her my notes and then placed my hand on one of her legs. I heard a little thank you come out of her mouth, to which I could only nod, seeing how she took the paper out for her and took notes. I remembered the letters that had arrived, I gave a small sigh before opening my mouth.

- Hey... ___, I've been getting some letters every week from someone anonymous, I don't know who it could be. - I tried to speak as correctly as I could, I saw how she stopped writing. I looked down at my hands and started playing with my fingers and the ring that I had.

-What did it say? Do you have a secret admirer? - I didn't see her face, but I knew she would have a raised eyebrow. I just shrugged my shoulders, not knowing what to answer her. I removed her legs from mine and stood up. -It’s better if I show it to you, you could help me a little to know who she is. - I walk into the room looking for one of the many letters that had come to me and return to my place on that sofa.

- Look, here are some, another one arrived today, but I can't figure out who it could be, it's not like I have so many friends. - I handed her the letters once I saw how she stretched out her hand to look at them, I saw her confused face, I never noticed any more emotion, maybe I saw sadness, but I couldn't see why she could be, I leaned back on the sofa and closing my eyes waiting for an answer.

- I really don't know who it could be, doesn't it look like someone's handwriting to you? It could be someone you know. - I opened my eyes and took my gaze to the letter, so I could see the writing. - No... I don't know the writing, who could it be?. - I went back to lie down and close my eyes, making me not see the girl's disappointed face. I felt movement and a small weight on my chest, I opened my eyes and saw the letters on my chest and saw how she got up from her seat taking her belongings.

- Where are you going? -I said confused at her movements, she just shook her head not letting me see her face. - I'm just tired, I'll return your notes first thing in the morning, thanks. - With that, she disappeared into the girls' hallway until I heard how they opened and closed the door. I brought my hands over my face and across my forehead.

- What just happened? - I just sighed and got up, took the letters in my hands, and went back to my room, so I could sleep for tomorrow.

___’s POV

It's been about three weeks after that event, I fell asleep that night after crying for hours, as he couldn't know my handwriting on that paper, and as he wouldn't recognize that nickname that he told me so much. I stopped sending letters and decided to forget about that feeling that surely wasn't mutual. Obviously, I didn't stop talking to Draco, but I was becoming distant with him, I started going out with more people and a guy has been getting my attention. I began to spend a little more time with that boy, he waited for me between classes to accompany me, he also helped me with the books when they were heavy. He was a great guy, but I still couldn't shake my thoughts about the blue-eyed boy. I was still writing letters to him, but I never sent them, there wasn’t any sort of excitement after seeing how he ignored the clues.

Today I decided to fix myself a little more before going out with the guy I've been talking to these days. We wanted to go out to de-stress after weeks of finals. I left my room with a smile on my face and saw many students in the common room, some reading, others playing, and among them, I saw Draco. I averted my gaze once I saw how he turned to look at me. I lowered my face and walked as fast as possible towards the exit, but I felt how they took my arm.

- Where are you going so fast? -I felt my heart jump when I heard the voice, knowing who it was, I turned around, I didn't want to look him in the eye, but he had to see me strong, so I looked at his great blue eyes and smiled.

- I'm going out with someone, I should already be leaving, it's already a little late, and he's waiting for me. - I turned back, and start walking to where I should go, which was in the view of the lake under a beautiful tree. At least I was warm enough because the air has already turned even colder than it was weeks ago. I got to where that boy was and sat down next to him. After greeting him, we started a long conversation about quite a few topics.

Draco’s POV

After that night, the days have been boring, I have seen how she was quieter, they no longer spent time together as before, and her eyes did not shine as before, we talked, but they were short conversations for classes. I missed her, I missed her hands when they caressed my hair on those nights of bad dreams, her concentration when reading, her dedication to wanting to teach others, her smile, which lit up the entire place and her eyes, those eyes that hypnotize anyone.

I found myself in the common room with Blaise chatting about anything that came to mind, when I heard a door close and a pair of eyes looking at me, I turned to see who the owner was, and I saw her, there with her calm face. She was very well-dressed, she looked beautiful in those moments, she always looks so beautiful. My thoughts were cut off when I saw how she walked quickly towards the door and ran to her and took her arm.

- Where are you going so fast? -I asked serenely, seeing how she turned, so I could see her eyes. I felt how my cheeks warmed at the sight of her beauty, my smile became present until she said the following.

- I'm going out with someone, I should already be leaving, it's already a little late, and he's waiting for me. -My heart squeezed when I heard those words that came out of her mouth and without further ado she left the room without letting me answer. I closed my eyes feeling how the sadness and anger flooded me, it took control of my body and I hit the wall making my knuckles turn red. After calming down my anger a bit, I decided to go look for her and see who she would be with at that moment.

After so much searching I was able to find her, she was under a tree with a boy, they seemed to know each other quite well. I thought my anger was gone, but when I saw how he approached to put a flower in her ear, I exploded. I walked towards where they were and looked at them with anger in my eyes.

- What's happening here? Hey! What's happening? What are you doing with a mudblood? - My anger was talking right now, I couldn't control myself, or listen to what they were saying, I just grabbed the boy's shirt collar and held on tight. Seconds later I felt like they hit me in the nose and that's when I saw red, I started hitting back.

___’s POV

Everything was so fast that I didn't even have time to react, I just saw how they both began to hit each other. My body began to tremble, I was shocked and with fear, I had no voice to tell them to stop. I got up as best I could and walked towards them with my legs as if they were jelly. I dodged a few punches and finally found my voice.

- Guys stop... Stop fighting already! You two look like little kids when a toy is taken away! - I separated them and looked at the boy with a sad look, I could only apologize with my eyes, then I turned to see Draco and looked at him with angry eyes.

- To the common room now! -I saw how he just dropped his head having blood falling from his nose and from his knuckles, he began to walk in front of me, I went back to the other boy.

- An apology, we'll talk later, ok? Go to Madam Pomfrey, she will be able to help you. - I gave him a sad smile before following the other boy to the common room. Once in the room, I just took the collar of his shirt, feeling how my blood boiling in my body.

- What the hell is wrong with you, Malfoy! Why did you start fighting with him?! Its... Its better if you don’t tell me, I'm very disappointed right now. - I let go of his shirt collar before looking at him one last time before disappearing into my room. I only felt like crying under my covers until I fell asleep.

Draco’s POV

I knew I screwed up from the moment I saw her eyes, you could see anger and disappointment in them. I let her yell at me since I knew she deserved to let out her emotions, once she was gone I just looked around, feeling eyes on me.

- What the hell are you looking at?! - I yelled before going to my room where Blaise was, he only gave me a look of disappointment.

- Stop looking at me like that, I know I screwed up, just clean me up so I can go to her. - He just sighed and looked for the first aid kit, so he could heal my wounds. Once my wounds were cleaned I went to her room not without knocking, seeing that no one opened I decided to enter. I saw how she was in her bed in a fetal position and I approached her looking at her cheeks and I realized that they were painted with dry tears. I furrowed my eyebrows, I was angry at myself and decided to let her sleep a while longer until I could talk to her. I sat at her desk and fiddled with my wand until I saw some papers on the table. I directed my gaze to these, and I realized that there were also envelopes, I took one which was already sealed, and I opened my mouth when I saw who it was dedicated to.

- They're for... for me?... - I furrowed my eyebrows until my eyes widened when I recognized the letter - You were the one who sent them to me?... - I said in a low voice before standing up suddenly when I heard how she complained. I walked over to her and cupped her cheeks in my hands.

- It was you... - I saw how she made a face of confusion at my words.

___’s POV

I complained a little about how cold it was, I brought the blankets closer to my body when I felt two hands take my cheeks gently.

- It was you... - I heard how they said those words, but I didn't understand the situation, I opened my eyes little by little even with my eyebrows furrowed by the annoyance of the light until I saw who it was. - What are you doing here Draco, it's late, you should sleep... - I spoke with a hoarse voice full of sleep until I heard him say the same words.

- Me what Draco, stop saying that. - I groaned a bit before meeting his eyes directly, seeing shock and relief in them.

-The letters, the words, the poems, motivational words, all that, it was you...- I opened my eyes when I heard what he was saying and took my arms off him trying to get him away from me feeling like new tears wanted to come out of my eyes from shame.

- No, no, no... little one... it was you... The whole time... I'm so glad - I saw how his eyes looked at me with love and desire, I wanted to look away from his eyes, but those blue eyes hypnotized me, I nodded affirming his words.

- Yes, it was me all this time, I was disappointed as you didn't know my writing, I felt embarrassed and angry seeing how you didn't see the clues, so I stopped sending them to you... I started talking with other people to forget my feelings, but I still couldn't, I still love you in the same way... sorry - My tears were already falling from my eyes and his fingers wiped them with so much care.

- Sorry for not realizing it before, don't apologize, I love you too, you don't know how much I love you, my little one... I'm glad to know it was you... - He approached me, giving me a kiss on my forehead before our foreheads met each other. I put my hands on his shoulders to bring him closer to me.

- Sleep with me tonight... - I whispered softly, wanting to keep the air calm and serene. I didn't hear anything that wasn't him, I felt how he nodded and separated before lying down next to me and attracting me to his chest. I placed my face on his neck as he had his arms around my waist, securing me next to him.

"I love you, little one..." He said after a few minutes of silence, to which I decided to give him a kiss on his jaw before responding with a...

- I love you too... my boy with blue eyes... - And with that, we started a beautiful and long relationship.

I have been thinking about making this work in a long story, but I don’t have inspiration :(

Yours…

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Fandom: The last Kingdom

Pairing: Finan x reader

Warning: Blood mentions, Fire, War mentions

Word Count: 4.65k+

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Are you wearing my shirt?

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Prompt: "Are you wearing my shirt?"

Fandom: Marvel

Pairing:  Bucky Barnes x reader

Warning: None

Word Count: 450+

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Today was a bright and warm day in the tower. I could feel my partner's breath on my neck and his arm around my waist protectively. I started passing my fingers in the arm that was hugging me and tracing the veins that could be seen. After minutes of savoring his warmth, I decided to slowly remove his arm, so I could get out of bed. I stretched and made my way to the bathroom, so I could freshen up for the day. After finishing that routine, I put on my underwear, shorts, and one of that man's shirts.

I observed in great detail his face, how his chest rose and fell along with his breathing. I leaned in and kissed his forehead, then brushed his hair off his forehead. "You drive me crazy, Barnes…" I smiled at that thought before leaving the room and heading to the kitchen to make breakfast for everyone. A few minutes later, I heard feet shuffling on the floor and strong arms around my waist.

- Good morning, doll... - Said that man with a hoarse voice full of sleep. I smiled and turned in his arms, passing mine around his neck. - Good morning, handsome, did you sleep well? - He nodded answering my question before placing his forehead in mine. I laughed softly, seeing how he was still half asleep, and caressed the back of his neck.

- I must continue cooking, soon everyone will come hungry, and you know how they get. - I stand on tiptoes and gently kiss his lips. He nodded again as he pulled me closer following the kiss. We pulled away from lack of air, and he rubbed my waist before dropping his arms and walking to the chairs, so he could see me.

I returned to my original position to continue cutting vegetables while I felt that man's gaze on me. Once I put the eggs in the pan, I could only laugh a little at what he said.

- Are you wearing my shirt? - I didn't have to turn around to know he was smirking, I nodded before turning around and starting to pose as a model. - You like it, right? I think this shirt suits me better than you. - I listened to his melodious laugh before approaching him quickly.

- It looks spectacular on you, doll. - He said affectionately, bringing his hands to my waist before kissing my cheek. - Oh, you don't have to tell me, I already knew that. - I winked at him before going back to the kitchen to finish cooking, still hearing his laugh ringing throughout the kitchen. And so it continued throughout the day, me modeling his shirt and he was flattering me. I loved days like this with my favorite soldier.

Safe…

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Pairing: Anyone x reader

Warning: Nightmare, Anxiety, Fears

Word Count: 740+

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Sweat fell from your body, panic took over your body, the air did not enter your lungs, you were motionless, and your brain did not respond to your pleas. You were imprisoned in the worst nightmare you could have had in many years. You didn't understand what they were saying, you just felt your fear and your anxiety grow making you hear buzzing. You tried to scream, but nobody listened to you, you tried to run, but you were still in the same place, it's as if the dream wanted you to suffer.

You didn't know if it was your own demons, your mind, or dead people who were playing with your mind in those moments, you only knew that you wanted to get out and as fast as possible. The sound in your ears became more present, the cold air made your skin bristle, darkness took over the environment, the scene was gloomy. Footsteps were present as well as a voice in the distance, there was total silence in a matter of seconds, but those steps and that voice were still present.

It kept increasing the sound and you felt how they approached you, you kept trying to scream but your voice failed. Everything came very fast, you felt suffocated, even when having air, you felt cornered, without having a cage, your only option was to talk to yourself and stay sane in the situation. You felt a breath behind your neck near your ear, the hairs on your body stood on end, you closed your eyes tighter. Suddenly everything vanished and you got up from that position in which you slept, you were looking for air, your chest rose and fell agitatedly. Your forehead and back felt damp with sweat, you brought your hand to your chest trying to calm down. You felt how a hand was placed on your shoulder, you gave a cry before hearing the voice of the person who was trying to calm you down.

- Hey... hey, it's me, calm down, try to breathe with me. - You nodded once you deciphered what he was saying to you and then start doing exercises to calm your mind.

- Can you tell me what things you see in this room. - It was the last question he asked you after a few rounds of questions to stimulate your brain.

- Yes... bed, books, and window... - You said softly in a calm and quiet tone, while you looked into his eyes, he brought his hands to my cheeks giving light caresses to them. You raised yours to position them on top of his, feeling the closeness and warmth that he provided.

- There it is darling, very good. Do you want to tell me what you dreamed? - You quickly denied his question just wanting to be in his arms, knowing that you wouldn't be able to go back to sleep for a short time. You placed your legs on either side of his waist and settled on top of him. You sighed relieved to have him here, he brought his hands to your back caressing it. He made figures and whispered sweet words in your ear making you feel at home again.

- You will always be safe in my arms. - He whispered in my ear and it was the last thing I heard before falling asleep…

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You shed tears remembering those precious moments with your late boyfriend... You couldn't believe that the only pillar, the one that kept you alive, was gone. He was your true love, who you dedicated day and night to, who you loved and respected, now he is gone. He left big void in your soul, you promised to move on, but you couldn't, those nightmares in which he helped you, now took over you and you only wished that he could comes to save you, but... those pleas never come true…

You got up from the ground where you spent several hours a week talking in front of the tombstone of your lover. You kissed the flowers you had left and sadly headed to your car, so you could go to your house and lay down in that bed in which it was for both of you before. You felt how the wind passed through your body as if it were a farewell hug and once in your car you just drove without looking back.

- I'll wait for you here darling, I'll keep you safe in my arms soon again... - That man’s ghost whispered seeing how the love of his life was going back to what they once called home.

- I’ll wait… -

AHHHH I just bought two books of Harry Potter, I had to buy the first and the third because the second wasn’t in store, but im EXCITED!!!